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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:29,066 --> 00:00:31,192 Oh, Jesus! 2 00:00:31,300 --> 00:00:33,267 Ugh! 3 00:00:47,433 --> 00:00:49,297 John, it's me! 4 00:00:52,200 --> 00:00:54,167 - John, come on! Answer the door! 5 00:00:54,266 --> 00:00:55,960 I've got your box. 6 00:01:07,333 --> 00:01:09,129 Oh my God! 7 00:01:11,666 --> 00:01:13,895 Wow! Smells great in here! 8 00:01:15,499 --> 00:01:18,331 Jeez! When was the last time you opened a window? 9 00:01:22,466 --> 00:01:25,263 John, where are you? I don't have a lot of time. 10 00:01:27,400 --> 00:01:29,128 It's dark in here. 11 00:01:36,266 --> 00:01:40,097 Did you ask for the place that Sid Vicious died in? 12 00:01:41,766 --> 00:01:43,393 John? 13 00:01:46,733 --> 00:01:48,360 John, are you even here? 14 00:02:06,566 --> 00:02:08,795 - What did the letter say? - Honey, I don't know. 15 00:02:08,899 --> 00:02:11,230 - What do you mean, you don't know? 16 00:02:11,333 --> 00:02:14,061 You said you returned it to the front desk. 17 00:02:14,166 --> 00:02:16,997 - I didn't say I didn't know. - You just did. 18 00:02:17,100 --> 00:02:18,930 You said: "Honey, I don't know." 19 00:02:19,033 --> 00:02:20,693 - Rupert, the letter wasn't for you. 20 00:02:20,799 --> 00:02:22,266 It was the front desk's mistake. 21 00:02:22,366 --> 00:02:24,697 - And sending it back down without showing it to me 22 00:02:24,799 --> 00:02:25,788 was just irrepressible? 23 00:02:25,899 --> 00:02:27,763 - Rupert, enough! 24 00:02:31,133 --> 00:02:33,861 - Mom, it's the first chance I get to meet him 25 00:02:33,966 --> 00:02:35,228 after all those years. 26 00:02:35,333 --> 00:02:38,788 - Honey, I know, but you have a big day. 27 00:02:38,899 --> 00:02:40,490 - You opened the letter. - Yes. 28 00:02:40,599 --> 00:02:42,725 - Then you realized it wasn't for me... 29 00:02:42,833 --> 00:02:44,300 - Yes, and I already apologized. 30 00:02:44,399 --> 00:02:46,628 - ...and just sent it back down? - Yes. 31 00:02:46,733 --> 00:02:49,291 - Well, the front desk couldn't have sent up 32 00:02:49,399 --> 00:02:50,559 a letter that wasn't for me 33 00:02:50,666 --> 00:02:52,327 if they didn't have a letter that was 34 00:02:52,432 --> 00:02:53,899 in the first place. 35 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:56,865 It's pretty clear they sent my letter to the wrong person. 36 00:02:56,966 --> 00:02:59,229 So there's a letter waiting for me at the hotel. 37 00:02:59,332 --> 00:03:02,561 - Yes. Yes, probably. 38 00:03:04,066 --> 00:03:06,623 All right, get yourself something else to eat... 39 00:03:07,933 --> 00:03:09,365 ...whatever you want, 40 00:03:09,466 --> 00:03:12,263 and I will call them right away. 41 00:03:14,066 --> 00:03:15,896 Look, we will go to the hotel, 42 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:19,229 and I'm sure there'll be a letter waiting for you, 43 00:03:19,332 --> 00:03:22,061 and you'll probably meet later this afternoon. 44 00:03:24,399 --> 00:03:27,128 - Was it written in green ink? 45 00:03:27,233 --> 00:03:29,631 - What? 46 00:03:29,733 --> 00:03:32,325 - Was it written in green ink? 47 00:03:36,499 --> 00:03:38,432 - I--I don't remember. 48 00:03:43,332 --> 00:03:46,766 Honey, everything's gonna be all right, OK? 49 00:04:10,833 --> 00:04:13,130 We have shocking breaking news 50 00:04:13,233 --> 00:04:14,597 just now at 2:31. 51 00:04:14,699 --> 00:04:18,723 We have word that TV idol John Francis Donovan has died 52 00:04:18,833 --> 00:04:19,959 at the age of 29. 53 00:04:20,066 --> 00:04:21,862 The actor gained prominence 54 00:04:21,966 --> 00:04:24,229 in the American television industry, 55 00:04:24,332 --> 00:04:27,493 first as Hellsome High's Adam White on the WV... 56 00:04:49,466 --> 00:04:53,422 - The thing I've forgotten to work on is myself. 57 00:04:58,466 --> 00:05:00,956 - This is ridiculous! 58 00:05:06,100 --> 00:05:08,657 No reception. What fucking year is this? 59 00:05:22,166 --> 00:05:24,689 Oh, fuck's sake! 60 00:05:35,100 --> 00:05:37,225 Hal, it's me. You can't do this. 61 00:05:37,332 --> 00:05:40,197 I'm on a flight to London at 2:30. 62 00:05:40,299 --> 00:05:43,630 Well, my appointment in Paris got pushed, didn't it? 63 00:05:44,833 --> 00:05:46,493 I got your email this morning, 64 00:05:46,599 --> 00:05:49,691 and I couldn't respond because my router's screwed, OK? 65 00:05:49,799 --> 00:05:51,288 Just listen to me. 66 00:05:51,399 --> 00:05:53,491 So, I've come here to greet him in person, 67 00:05:53,599 --> 00:05:55,623 because I'm a civilized woman, all right? 68 00:05:55,733 --> 00:05:58,495 But I'm not writing the piece. You can't make me do it. 69 00:05:59,566 --> 00:06:00,897 I don't care! 70 00:06:01,000 --> 00:06:03,626 Just hire another journalist, postpone the interview. 71 00:06:03,733 --> 00:06:06,199 Robert fucking Turner's not going anywhere, is he? 72 00:06:06,299 --> 00:06:08,630 I don't give a shit about getting his name right, 73 00:06:08,733 --> 00:06:10,632 because I'm not doing it. 74 00:06:12,733 --> 00:06:15,222 I haven't even read his stupid book. 75 00:06:15,332 --> 00:06:18,959 How am I supposed to conduct an interview with someone 76 00:06:19,066 --> 00:06:20,362 if I haven't read-- 77 00:06:20,466 --> 00:06:23,456 What, and I'm gonna write about some actor du jour 78 00:06:23,566 --> 00:06:27,363 who's unearthed whatever story because he's craving momentum? 79 00:06:27,466 --> 00:06:29,330 I've got standards, you know? 80 00:06:35,299 --> 00:06:37,129 Fine! OK? 81 00:06:37,232 --> 00:06:39,495 Yep, I don't wanna talk to you anymore. 82 00:06:39,599 --> 00:06:42,191 I'll do it. Mm-hmm, one hour. 83 00:06:42,299 --> 00:06:45,733 And if that little squirt gives me one iota of sass, 84 00:06:45,833 --> 00:06:47,561 I swear to God... 85 00:06:49,799 --> 00:06:51,698 Yep! Fine, Hal! 86 00:06:51,799 --> 00:06:53,288 Bye! Goodbye! 87 00:06:57,466 --> 00:06:59,899 - Can you believe they still use these old pay phones 88 00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:01,557 here in 2017? 89 00:07:03,599 --> 00:07:06,862 - I can see a coherence with the rest of Eastern Europe. 90 00:07:06,966 --> 00:07:08,899 - Production pays for some shitty mobile 91 00:07:09,000 --> 00:07:10,193 while we're shooting here, 92 00:07:10,299 --> 00:07:11,493 but it keeps shutting down. 93 00:07:11,599 --> 00:07:13,293 I'll just, uh, just use the phone. 94 00:07:13,399 --> 00:07:16,389 I'll be with you in a minute so we can start the interview. 95 00:07:16,499 --> 00:07:18,398 I'm so excited. 96 00:07:18,499 --> 00:07:20,659 - I'll just, uh, just be in there... 97 00:07:20,766 --> 00:07:22,130 - OK! 98 00:07:22,232 --> 00:07:24,096 - ...while you make your call. 99 00:08:02,000 --> 00:08:05,660 September 2017, "Turner publishes memoir 100 00:08:05,766 --> 00:08:08,460 "composed of his entire correspondence with Donovan. 101 00:08:08,566 --> 00:08:10,726 "Donovan died of an overdose." 102 00:08:52,466 --> 00:08:53,489 Hmm! 103 00:08:53,599 --> 00:08:55,463 - No, please don't rush. Take your time. 104 00:08:55,566 --> 00:08:57,465 My, do they feed you at The Times? 105 00:08:57,566 --> 00:09:00,158 Asking out of sheer curiosity, really. 106 00:09:00,265 --> 00:09:01,789 Please don't think me sassy. 107 00:09:01,899 --> 00:09:05,195 "The sassy actor stormed into the Art Nouveau decorated café, 108 00:09:05,299 --> 00:09:08,061 "his hair disheveled, sporting a faded army jacket." 109 00:09:08,165 --> 00:09:10,029 I'm feeling this! 110 00:09:10,132 --> 00:09:12,963 - I forgot they allowed you to smoke in here. 111 00:09:13,065 --> 00:09:15,897 - Oh, but just for a few more months, unfortunately. 112 00:09:15,999 --> 00:09:18,159 So, what did you think of the book? 113 00:09:19,699 --> 00:09:22,495 - As you're well aware, I haven't read your book, 114 00:09:22,599 --> 00:09:25,088 as I wasn't supposed to be conducting this interview. 115 00:09:25,199 --> 00:09:26,995 As we're both here now, let's get started 116 00:09:27,099 --> 00:09:28,691 so that maybe I can catch my flight. 117 00:09:28,799 --> 00:09:31,129 - When they emailed me yesterday afternoon that 118 00:09:31,232 --> 00:09:32,460 it'd be you doing the piece, 119 00:09:32,566 --> 00:09:33,828 I read some of your articles. 120 00:09:33,932 --> 00:09:35,092 - Yesterday afternoon? 121 00:09:35,199 --> 00:09:36,325 - You're quite versatile 122 00:09:36,432 --> 00:09:37,626 for a political reporter. 123 00:09:37,733 --> 00:09:38,994 You contributed to this 124 00:09:39,099 --> 00:09:41,032 environmental- apocalypse piece I read. 125 00:09:41,132 --> 00:09:43,361 The one about the, uh, what is it? West Coast... 126 00:09:43,466 --> 00:09:45,399 - The Juan de Fuca subduction zone. - Yeah! 127 00:09:45,499 --> 00:09:48,330 A 9.2 magnitude earthquake will ravage the West Coast? 128 00:09:48,432 --> 00:09:50,490 When is this supposed to be happening, already? 129 00:09:50,599 --> 00:09:52,122 - We're half a century late for it. 130 00:09:52,232 --> 00:09:53,722 Could be now, could be 10-20 years, 131 00:09:53,833 --> 00:09:56,527 by which time we still wouldn't have started this interview. 132 00:09:56,632 --> 00:09:58,792 - Oh, you're not recording? 133 00:10:04,733 --> 00:10:07,029 Miss, please? 134 00:10:07,332 --> 00:10:10,128 I'll have a very, very tall Americano. 135 00:10:10,332 --> 00:10:11,923 And you want anything? 136 00:10:12,032 --> 00:10:13,590 - Double espresso, please. 137 00:10:13,799 --> 00:10:18,289 And a double espresso, decaf, for that triple idiot. 138 00:10:18,599 --> 00:10:19,929 Thanks! 139 00:10:20,232 --> 00:10:22,131 She spoke in foreign tongues, 140 00:10:22,232 --> 00:10:24,699 and from then on, he was enslaved. 141 00:10:24,799 --> 00:10:26,459 - Oh, I was anxious you'd never get 142 00:10:26,566 --> 00:10:27,863 to the use of the 3rd person. 143 00:10:27,965 --> 00:10:30,296 Now, I'd very much like it if we could begin now 144 00:10:30,399 --> 00:10:32,025 so that I can maybe catch my flight. 145 00:10:32,132 --> 00:10:33,531 - Uh-huh, well, if you miss it, 146 00:10:33,632 --> 00:10:36,030 I'm pretty sure that thing can fly you to London. 147 00:10:38,032 --> 00:10:41,931 - Do you want me to write this piece or not, Mr. Turner? 148 00:10:48,099 --> 00:10:50,157 Yeah? Good. 149 00:10:54,165 --> 00:10:56,064 I think everyone remembers the scandal, 150 00:10:56,165 --> 00:10:58,723 how the letters were revealed, et cetera, et cetera... 151 00:10:58,833 --> 00:11:00,732 Why don't you back up all the way 152 00:11:00,833 --> 00:11:03,890 to how things started with you and John F. Donovan? 153 00:11:06,232 --> 00:11:07,892 Well, we know how they started. 154 00:11:07,999 --> 00:11:09,989 He answered one of your fan letters. 155 00:11:10,099 --> 00:11:11,191 - Yeah. 156 00:11:11,299 --> 00:11:13,562 - And then an unlikely correspondence began. 157 00:11:13,666 --> 00:11:15,360 - Mm-hmm. - That's the fairy tale. 158 00:11:15,466 --> 00:11:17,365 Why don't you rewind to-- 159 00:11:17,466 --> 00:11:19,660 - When the fairy tale ended? 160 00:11:21,132 --> 00:11:22,360 - If you like. 161 00:11:22,466 --> 00:11:24,330 - The year would be 2006. 162 00:11:24,432 --> 00:11:26,763 I had turned 11 that summer. 163 00:11:26,865 --> 00:11:27,991 I, uh... 164 00:11:28,099 --> 00:11:30,498 No, I can still smell the gas-like odor 165 00:11:30,599 --> 00:11:32,429 of the felt-tip pen he used. 166 00:11:34,399 --> 00:11:35,696 I can still hear the pen 167 00:11:35,799 --> 00:11:37,663 scratching on the sheets of paper. 168 00:11:37,766 --> 00:11:40,994 We'd always handwrite every letter, never typed or emailed. 169 00:11:41,099 --> 00:11:43,532 For John, things started to go wrong 170 00:11:43,632 --> 00:11:46,030 when they were starting to be great. 171 00:11:46,132 --> 00:11:48,031 Everybody was starting to pay attention 172 00:11:48,132 --> 00:11:49,531 to the new kid on the block, 173 00:11:49,632 --> 00:11:52,894 saying that he was about to become the next big deal. 174 00:11:52,999 --> 00:11:56,694 But to us, who had been following him since day one, 175 00:11:56,798 --> 00:12:00,163 it was very clear that he already was. 176 00:12:02,766 --> 00:12:03,925 He really was. 177 00:12:07,399 --> 00:12:10,025 ♪♪♪ There's a fire starting in my heart ♪ 178 00:12:10,132 --> 00:12:13,725 ♪ Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark ♪ 179 00:12:15,299 --> 00:12:19,323 ♪ Finally, I can see you crystal clear ♪ 180 00:12:19,432 --> 00:12:21,524 ♪ Go ahead and sell me out ♪ 181 00:12:21,632 --> 00:12:24,189 ♪ And I'll lay your ship bare ♪ 182 00:12:24,299 --> 00:12:28,562 ♪ See how I'll leave with every piece of you ♪ 183 00:12:28,666 --> 00:12:33,361 ♪ Don't underestimate the things that I will do ♪ 184 00:12:33,466 --> 00:12:37,899 ♪ There's a fire starting in my heart ♪ 185 00:12:37,999 --> 00:12:42,399 ♪ Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark ♪ 186 00:12:43,765 --> 00:12:45,959 ♪ The scars of your love ♪ 187 00:12:46,065 --> 00:12:47,964 ♪ Remind me of us ♪ 188 00:12:48,065 --> 00:12:52,794 ♪ They keep me thinking that we almost had it all ♪ 189 00:12:52,898 --> 00:12:54,888 ♪ The scars of your love ♪ 190 00:12:54,999 --> 00:12:56,557 ♪ They leave me breathless ♪ 191 00:12:56,666 --> 00:12:58,859 ♪ I can't help feeling ♪ 192 00:12:58,965 --> 00:13:00,694 ♪ We could've had it all ♪ 193 00:13:00,798 --> 00:13:02,890 ♪ You're gonna wish you never had met me ♪ 194 00:13:02,999 --> 00:13:04,694 Yes! Yes! 195 00:13:04,798 --> 00:13:06,322 ♪ Rolling in the deep ♪ 196 00:13:06,432 --> 00:13:09,126 ♪ Tears are gonna fall Rolling in the deep... ♪ 197 00:13:09,232 --> 00:13:10,494 Great, John! We got it. 198 00:13:10,599 --> 00:13:11,963 - Thanks! 199 00:13:12,065 --> 00:13:14,896 - No, just send me a synopsis of this conversation. 200 00:13:14,999 --> 00:13:16,125 You were great, hon. 201 00:13:16,232 --> 00:13:18,028 - We'll get photo approval, right, Barb? 202 00:13:18,132 --> 00:13:20,326 - Yeah, and you're gettin' a pony for Christmas. 203 00:13:20,432 --> 00:13:21,364 - What does that mean? 204 00:13:21,466 --> 00:13:22,727 - It's Vanity Fair, John! 205 00:13:22,832 --> 00:13:25,356 Pretend it's wonderful and stop being such a big bitch. 206 00:13:25,466 --> 00:13:27,023 Rhonda! - Yes, darling! I'm here! 207 00:13:27,132 --> 00:13:28,224 - Hay stacks were genius. 208 00:13:28,332 --> 00:13:29,855 Thanks, doll! - Thank you, Barbara. 209 00:13:29,965 --> 00:13:31,262 - Why'd they make me so oily? 210 00:13:31,366 --> 00:13:32,730 - Trust me, it's working. 211 00:13:32,832 --> 00:13:34,856 That whole slutty mineworker look is huge 212 00:13:34,965 --> 00:13:36,227 in the Midwest. 213 00:13:36,332 --> 00:13:38,231 So, Prada shipped the suit to the office, 214 00:13:38,332 --> 00:13:39,889 and Mel delivered it to your place. 215 00:13:39,999 --> 00:13:42,966 Miuccia says "break a leg" and then some Italian shit 216 00:13:43,065 --> 00:13:44,293 that I didn't understand. 217 00:13:45,832 --> 00:13:48,595 - John! The season finale was dope, man! 218 00:13:48,698 --> 00:13:50,359 The hidden cameras, that was the shit! 219 00:13:50,466 --> 00:13:52,524 - Thanks, man. That's sweet of you. 220 00:13:52,632 --> 00:13:54,462 - Is it true you're playing Jack Harvest? 221 00:13:54,566 --> 00:13:56,089 He's my favorite superhero ever! 222 00:13:56,199 --> 00:13:58,496 - Fingers crossed, but I don't know for sure. 223 00:13:59,965 --> 00:14:01,364 - John, I love you so much! 224 00:14:04,399 --> 00:14:05,865 - She thinks you're so cute. 225 00:14:05,965 --> 00:14:08,125 - John! John! 226 00:14:08,232 --> 00:14:09,755 - Sorry, that's all for today. 227 00:14:09,865 --> 00:14:10,797 - I love you! 228 00:14:14,232 --> 00:14:16,222 - I'm having lunch with Chris next week. 229 00:14:16,332 --> 00:14:18,821 He knows you're George's choice for Jack Harvest. 230 00:14:18,932 --> 00:14:20,365 It's looking good, hon! 231 00:14:22,165 --> 00:14:25,791 ♪ You had my heart inside your hand ♪ 232 00:14:25,898 --> 00:14:31,196 ♪ But you played it with a beating ♪ 233 00:14:31,299 --> 00:14:34,528 ♪ Throw your soul through every open door... ♪ 234 00:14:34,631 --> 00:14:37,189 - It's not just about me, John. 235 00:14:37,299 --> 00:14:40,596 It would've meant the world to Larry if you'd been there. 236 00:14:40,698 --> 00:14:42,598 You owe him. - I was out of town! 237 00:14:42,698 --> 00:14:44,427 As grateful as I am to Larry, 238 00:14:44,532 --> 00:14:46,123 I can't clone myself. - Thank God! 239 00:14:46,232 --> 00:14:49,131 If you could, you'd never take your dick out of your own mouth. 240 00:14:49,232 --> 00:14:50,926 - Thank you for that image. 241 00:14:51,032 --> 00:14:53,863 - Don't pretend like you haven't thought about it before. 242 00:14:53,965 --> 00:14:56,398 ♪ We could've had it all ♪ 243 00:14:56,499 --> 00:14:58,261 ♪ Rolling in the deep ♪ 244 00:14:58,366 --> 00:15:00,730 ♪ We could've had it all ♪ 245 00:15:00,832 --> 00:15:03,958 ♪ You're gonna wish you never had met me ♪ 246 00:15:04,065 --> 00:15:05,622 ♪ Tears are gonna fall ♪ 247 00:15:07,232 --> 00:15:08,698 ♪ We could've had it all ♪ 248 00:15:08,798 --> 00:15:11,391 ♪ You're gonna wish you never had met me ♪ 249 00:15:11,499 --> 00:15:13,692 ♪ Rolling in the deep ♪ 250 00:15:13,798 --> 00:15:15,992 ♪ Tears are gonna fall Rolling in the deep ♪ 251 00:15:16,099 --> 00:15:18,225 ♪ You had my heard inside your hand ♪ 252 00:15:18,332 --> 00:15:20,526 ♪ You're gonna wish you never had met me ♪ 253 00:15:20,631 --> 00:15:24,156 ♪ And you played it to the beat... ♪ 254 00:15:27,631 --> 00:15:30,394 - John, tonight's the season premier of Hellsome High, 255 00:15:30,499 --> 00:15:32,056 Any hint on whether Adam's parents 256 00:15:32,165 --> 00:15:33,927 will accept him for who he is? 257 00:15:34,032 --> 00:15:35,556 - I can't spoil it for everyone. 258 00:15:35,665 --> 00:15:38,723 - Amy, you are glowing with fuego! Who? 259 00:15:38,832 --> 00:15:40,129 - Giambattista Valli. 260 00:15:40,232 --> 00:15:42,426 - Ooh, is that vintage? - It is now! 261 00:15:42,532 --> 00:15:45,294 ♪ You played it You played it to the beat ♪♪♪ 262 00:15:45,399 --> 00:15:48,389 - I'm the luckiest guy in the world. 263 00:15:52,165 --> 00:15:54,155 Rupert! 264 00:15:55,999 --> 00:15:56,897 Rupert? 265 00:15:58,299 --> 00:15:59,822 Rupert! - Sorry. 266 00:15:59,932 --> 00:16:03,331 - I'm looking forward to reading your notes from today's class. 267 00:16:03,432 --> 00:16:05,262 I'm assuming it'll be comprehensive. 268 00:16:05,366 --> 00:16:07,390 - He was "gaydreaming" again! 269 00:16:07,499 --> 00:16:09,795 - Your preoccupation with your classmates' sexuality 270 00:16:09,898 --> 00:16:12,127 is becoming alarmingly obsessive! 271 00:16:13,265 --> 00:16:14,163 - Stop laughing! 272 00:16:14,265 --> 00:16:15,925 - You must include 3 enumerations 273 00:16:16,032 --> 00:16:19,556 and 4 figures of speech from the list I provided last Tuesday. 274 00:16:19,665 --> 00:16:20,563 And may I-- 275 00:16:23,332 --> 00:16:26,787 Everybody, I'd like to remind you that next week, 276 00:16:26,898 --> 00:16:29,729 your presentations are due on Monday. 277 00:16:29,832 --> 00:16:31,992 And don't forget, the object you bring in 278 00:16:32,099 --> 00:16:35,725 must have emotional significance to you in real life. 279 00:16:35,832 --> 00:16:39,231 Don't tell me about your weekend at Hogwarts! 280 00:16:43,665 --> 00:16:47,224 - School had always been a refuge as a kid. 281 00:16:47,332 --> 00:16:48,696 But I got older 282 00:16:48,798 --> 00:16:51,356 and was introduced to the meanness of guys. 283 00:16:51,466 --> 00:16:52,864 Well, boys. 284 00:16:52,965 --> 00:16:56,228 To survive the jungle, you had to become an animal. 285 00:16:56,332 --> 00:16:58,026 But for me, it was easier 286 00:16:58,132 --> 00:17:00,395 to just sink into my own head and TV. 287 00:17:00,498 --> 00:17:01,897 Hmm! 288 00:17:01,999 --> 00:17:05,057 Another occidental tale of survival from bullying. Bingo! 289 00:17:05,165 --> 00:17:08,326 - Well, no, but for years, all I cared about was John 290 00:17:08,432 --> 00:17:10,557 and that TV show in which he starred, 291 00:17:10,665 --> 00:17:13,723 and around which my whole world revolved back then. 292 00:17:13,832 --> 00:17:17,959 - Have you ever confided this obsession in anyone else before? 293 00:17:18,065 --> 00:17:21,793 - Uh, what sort of interlocutor are we talking about here? 294 00:17:21,898 --> 00:17:23,626 - I don't know, professional? 295 00:17:23,732 --> 00:17:26,029 I haven't seen-- What's the name of the show? 296 00:17:26,132 --> 00:17:28,065 Anyway, just carry on. 297 00:17:29,698 --> 00:17:31,131 - What's your name again? 298 00:17:31,232 --> 00:17:32,358 - Sorry? 299 00:17:32,465 --> 00:17:34,399 - I, uh, I can't remember your name. 300 00:17:39,332 --> 00:17:41,525 - Audrey. Audrey Newhouse. 301 00:17:41,631 --> 00:17:43,689 - Yes. Yes, sorry. 302 00:17:43,798 --> 00:17:45,095 Uh, that's... 303 00:17:46,498 --> 00:17:48,465 just not a common name, Audrey. 304 00:17:49,999 --> 00:17:53,091 You seem to think I'm here to talk about some icon 305 00:17:53,199 --> 00:17:55,166 or an extremely honorable body of work 306 00:17:55,265 --> 00:17:58,198 or to promote some cultural happening. 307 00:17:58,299 --> 00:18:01,232 But I came here thinking we'd talk about influence 308 00:18:01,332 --> 00:18:02,821 and identity and, you know, TV. 309 00:18:02,932 --> 00:18:05,728 So, if you're looking for contrived notions 310 00:18:05,832 --> 00:18:08,299 and dumb quotes on the biz to mock me, 311 00:18:08,399 --> 00:18:09,922 you'll be disappointed. 312 00:18:10,032 --> 00:18:12,999 This isn't about business, OK? This is not about art. 313 00:18:13,099 --> 00:18:15,691 This--this is about a man saving a child's life. 314 00:18:15,798 --> 00:18:18,959 So, I don't care that John was untalented. 315 00:18:19,065 --> 00:18:21,225 I don't care that what he did was ridiculous 316 00:18:21,332 --> 00:18:22,730 or that what he did was shit. 317 00:18:22,832 --> 00:18:25,663 I don't care that his story, in this time and age, 318 00:18:25,765 --> 00:18:26,891 sounds abysmal to you. 319 00:18:26,999 --> 00:18:29,898 I know I'm not rebuilding Aleppo, OK? 320 00:18:31,065 --> 00:18:32,691 We're on the same boat. 321 00:18:35,299 --> 00:18:37,629 And that coffee's decaf, Audrey. 322 00:18:42,798 --> 00:18:44,389 - OK, moving on. 323 00:18:48,165 --> 00:18:51,996 - Honey, I couldn't watch you suffer anymore. 324 00:18:53,631 --> 00:18:55,121 I had to understand. 325 00:18:55,232 --> 00:18:56,425 - Mom, I'm 1 7. 326 00:18:57,798 --> 00:18:59,856 - Or 30. 327 00:18:59,965 --> 00:19:02,591 - Adam, just tell me none of it was true. 328 00:19:03,965 --> 00:19:05,296 None of it was true... 329 00:19:05,398 --> 00:19:06,729 - What did I miss? - Calm down! 330 00:19:06,832 --> 00:19:09,129 - I don't wanna miss any more lines! 331 00:19:09,232 --> 00:19:11,425 - Shoes on the carpet! OK, the mother knows. 332 00:19:11,531 --> 00:19:14,055 She saw him using his hidden powers. She taped him. 333 00:19:14,165 --> 00:19:15,358 You could say hi. 334 00:19:15,465 --> 00:19:18,557 - What? Hi! Mrs. White knows? 335 00:19:18,665 --> 00:19:22,393 Of course! The hidden cameras in the season finale! 336 00:19:22,498 --> 00:19:23,624 - Aaah! 337 00:19:23,732 --> 00:19:25,892 - Oh my God! Did you see what he just did? 338 00:19:25,999 --> 00:19:27,863 He used his powers in front of her! 339 00:19:27,965 --> 00:19:30,727 Look! Look at the keys! Look at the keys! 340 00:19:30,832 --> 00:19:32,560 The CGI is amazing! Look at that! 341 00:19:32,665 --> 00:19:35,132 - Rupert, you have a package. I think it's a poster. 342 00:19:35,232 --> 00:19:36,130 I left it on your bed. 343 00:19:36,232 --> 00:19:37,391 - OK! 344 00:19:37,498 --> 00:19:40,932 - Honey, what are you? 345 00:19:41,032 --> 00:19:44,022 - It's just like you said, Mom. 346 00:19:44,132 --> 00:19:45,393 I'm different. 347 00:19:45,498 --> 00:19:48,329 - The opening credits are coming! They're here! 348 00:19:50,665 --> 00:19:52,064 Oh my God! 349 00:19:52,165 --> 00:19:54,358 That's a new power! That is a new power! 350 00:19:54,465 --> 00:19:57,126 Oh my God, this is amazing! This is freaking amazing! 351 00:19:57,232 --> 00:19:58,698 - Rupert, voice! 352 00:19:58,798 --> 00:20:00,424 Keep it down. The neighbors. 353 00:20:00,531 --> 00:20:03,055 - Oh my God! Oh my God! Holy cow! 354 00:20:03,165 --> 00:20:04,063 - Shhh! 355 00:20:04,165 --> 00:20:05,358 - I'm so happy right now! 356 00:20:05,465 --> 00:20:07,728 Mom, are you even paying attention? 357 00:20:07,832 --> 00:20:09,765 Come on, this is Hellsome High! 358 00:20:09,865 --> 00:20:14,094 I was born for this moment! I came out of you just for this! 359 00:20:14,199 --> 00:20:15,825 - Keep it down. 360 00:20:15,932 --> 00:20:17,592 - YES! - Keep it down. 361 00:20:20,398 --> 00:20:22,558 - Yes! This is great! 362 00:20:24,631 --> 00:20:27,155 That's the best power! 363 00:20:27,265 --> 00:20:30,130 Thank you, God! Thank you for Hellsome High! 364 00:20:30,232 --> 00:20:34,029 Thank you! I was born for this! 365 00:20:34,132 --> 00:20:37,496 I've been waiting for this moment all my life! 366 00:20:37,598 --> 00:20:39,690 My father had left when I was 2, 367 00:20:39,798 --> 00:20:42,629 and since then, it had always been my mom and me. 368 00:20:44,498 --> 00:20:46,227 Leaving America had sort of 369 00:20:46,331 --> 00:20:49,026 precipitated an unabashed coming of age. 370 00:20:49,132 --> 00:20:52,224 My mom and I, we were barely speaking anymore. 371 00:20:52,331 --> 00:20:54,094 Now that we had moved, 372 00:20:54,199 --> 00:20:56,961 I was basically spending all of my time in my room. 373 00:20:57,065 --> 00:20:59,055 The kids at school were mocking me 374 00:20:59,165 --> 00:21:02,461 for either being the new guy, the child actor and... 375 00:21:02,565 --> 00:21:04,293 Yes! 376 00:21:04,398 --> 00:21:07,627 ...in my own perspective, all my dreams had disappeared. 377 00:21:10,298 --> 00:21:12,458 The only one that had survived was... 378 00:21:14,598 --> 00:21:16,031 John. 379 00:21:16,132 --> 00:21:18,031 I'm not gonna lie to you. 380 00:21:18,132 --> 00:21:19,496 It's been hard, of course. 381 00:21:19,598 --> 00:21:22,463 He doesn't have a British accent or the energy at all. 382 00:21:22,565 --> 00:21:24,225 So we gotta look for projects 383 00:21:24,331 --> 00:21:26,457 trying to cast an American kid living here 384 00:21:26,565 --> 00:21:29,032 or other very specific roles. 385 00:21:29,132 --> 00:21:33,861 And I won't pretend it's made the move easier for him, 386 00:21:33,965 --> 00:21:37,227 but, hmm, he'll--he'll find his place. 387 00:21:37,331 --> 00:21:39,060 Mm-hmm. 388 00:21:40,765 --> 00:21:44,062 - I'd left a lot behind, moving to England, 389 00:21:44,165 --> 00:21:46,290 but the letters had followed. 390 00:21:46,398 --> 00:21:50,354 The same night I saw that pilot of the show he starred in, 391 00:21:50,465 --> 00:21:52,023 I wrote John a letter. 392 00:21:52,132 --> 00:21:54,291 And to my great surprise, he... 393 00:21:54,398 --> 00:21:55,626 He answered! 394 00:21:55,732 --> 00:21:56,596 - Yeah! 395 00:21:59,365 --> 00:22:02,730 And what started as a one-off carried on for years. 396 00:22:06,231 --> 00:22:08,960 Until his death, actually. 397 00:22:16,631 --> 00:22:21,291 "Style is knowing who you are." 398 00:22:21,398 --> 00:22:23,228 Hold on a minute. 399 00:22:23,331 --> 00:22:26,128 And your mother had no idea? 400 00:22:26,231 --> 00:22:28,289 How could that escape her notice? 401 00:22:28,398 --> 00:22:31,229 I mean, she never saw any of those letters in the mail? 402 00:22:31,331 --> 00:22:34,321 - I think a great deal of things went unnoticed by my mom 403 00:22:34,431 --> 00:22:35,693 back at the time. 404 00:22:35,798 --> 00:22:37,389 I mean, she was-- she was overwhelmed. 405 00:22:37,498 --> 00:22:38,863 She was never home, 406 00:22:38,965 --> 00:22:40,955 and, well, I was in charge of the mail, anyway. 407 00:22:42,498 --> 00:22:44,022 - So you intercepted them? 408 00:22:44,132 --> 00:22:45,655 - I did. 409 00:22:45,765 --> 00:22:48,357 - Why? Weren't you proud? 410 00:22:48,465 --> 00:22:51,455 - I was, but more than proud, I was scared, 411 00:22:51,565 --> 00:22:54,157 scared that this very special thing, 412 00:22:54,264 --> 00:22:56,629 that it'd be taken away from me. 413 00:22:58,798 --> 00:23:02,993 It was the only connection I had with the life I dreamed of, 414 00:23:03,099 --> 00:23:05,122 so I protected it, 415 00:23:06,798 --> 00:23:09,128 until I thought the day I'd leave that place, 416 00:23:09,231 --> 00:23:10,721 become an actor... 417 00:23:12,498 --> 00:23:14,226 work with John. 418 00:23:17,164 --> 00:23:19,961 I knew there was a whole world out there 419 00:23:20,065 --> 00:23:23,395 and that in it, John lived his life... 420 00:23:26,264 --> 00:23:28,424 ...far, far away from mine. 421 00:23:58,298 --> 00:24:01,390 Amy and John grew up together. 422 00:24:01,498 --> 00:24:04,260 They'd always been friends. 423 00:24:04,365 --> 00:24:05,923 Amy was moving to New York 424 00:24:06,032 --> 00:24:09,157 to become an actress like she'd always dreamed, 425 00:24:09,264 --> 00:24:11,458 and he tagged along. 426 00:24:11,565 --> 00:24:14,623 They were surprised at how people took for granted 427 00:24:14,732 --> 00:24:16,631 they were together since day one, 428 00:24:16,732 --> 00:24:18,358 and they went on with it. 429 00:24:18,465 --> 00:24:20,125 One thing led to another... 430 00:24:22,665 --> 00:24:25,564 ...for John, mostly. 431 00:24:27,732 --> 00:24:30,221 He kept mentioning the loneliness. 432 00:24:31,365 --> 00:24:32,730 I knew it meant 433 00:24:32,832 --> 00:24:35,765 there was some company he couldn't afford having. 434 00:24:38,732 --> 00:24:43,529 - What do you mean by "company he couldn't afford"? 435 00:24:43,631 --> 00:24:47,394 - Well, in a life like this, in, like, his, 436 00:24:47,498 --> 00:24:51,124 everything and everyone in it becomes a risk. 437 00:24:51,231 --> 00:24:52,528 - Hmm... 438 00:24:52,631 --> 00:24:54,530 - Yeah, the attention that you craved, 439 00:24:54,631 --> 00:24:57,564 it becomes the scrutiny that you're trying to escape. 440 00:25:02,965 --> 00:25:05,397 John often slept in hotel rooms. 441 00:25:07,431 --> 00:25:10,364 I asked him in one of the early letters why, 442 00:25:10,465 --> 00:25:14,125 and he said it was because it made him feel less lonely, 443 00:25:14,231 --> 00:25:18,289 which seemed bizarre, a hotel room being by definition lonely. 444 00:25:18,398 --> 00:25:21,854 He later replied that the feeling was, uh, alleviated 445 00:25:21,965 --> 00:25:25,728 by the fact that most of the people in all the other rooms 446 00:25:25,832 --> 00:25:28,128 were alone at the same time he was. 447 00:25:31,631 --> 00:25:33,291 I mean, it's pretty big 448 00:25:33,398 --> 00:25:35,024 for New York City, 449 00:25:35,131 --> 00:25:37,223 and, uh, you know, it's modest. 450 00:25:37,331 --> 00:25:39,127 It's kind of a piece of shit, 451 00:25:39,231 --> 00:25:41,698 but it's been home for a little bit now, so... 452 00:25:41,798 --> 00:25:43,697 It's not too--too expensive, either. 453 00:25:43,798 --> 00:25:47,026 - When Amy and I first moved into the city, 454 00:25:47,131 --> 00:25:49,030 we lived in Queens off Flushing. 455 00:25:49,131 --> 00:25:50,462 A total shithole. 456 00:25:52,264 --> 00:25:55,356 We couldn't afford electricity for the first couple of months, 457 00:25:55,465 --> 00:25:57,728 so we had to light the whole place with candles. 458 00:25:57,832 --> 00:25:59,355 - Shit! - Yeah. 459 00:25:59,465 --> 00:26:02,557 One of the neighbors kept complaining 460 00:26:02,665 --> 00:26:05,222 that they smelled-- they smelled smoke. 461 00:26:05,331 --> 00:26:06,696 When the firemen showed up, 462 00:26:06,798 --> 00:26:08,957 I think they thought we were sacrificing virgins. 463 00:26:11,465 --> 00:26:13,455 We've never been into virgins. 464 00:26:28,631 --> 00:26:30,530 Um, are you working tomorrow? 465 00:26:30,631 --> 00:26:32,222 Are you shooting something right now? 466 00:26:32,331 --> 00:26:34,730 - Uh, no. No, I'm not working right now. 467 00:26:34,832 --> 00:26:37,355 - I got a 7:00 a.m. call on Hellsome, 468 00:26:37,465 --> 00:26:39,125 a crazy day full of stunts. 469 00:26:39,231 --> 00:26:40,254 - Oh. Yeah. 470 00:26:40,365 --> 00:26:41,855 Um, yeah. 471 00:26:41,964 --> 00:26:44,124 Oh, I'll just-- I'll just have another beer... 472 00:26:44,231 --> 00:26:46,289 ...and then I'll be on my way. 473 00:26:46,398 --> 00:26:48,024 I gotta start studying anyway. 474 00:26:48,131 --> 00:26:50,121 I have this audition on Wednesday... 475 00:27:09,931 --> 00:27:12,626 ...I actually auditioned for Hellsome. 476 00:27:12,732 --> 00:27:14,562 - I can't. 477 00:27:14,665 --> 00:27:16,063 - You can't? 478 00:27:17,164 --> 00:27:18,654 - Um, uh... 479 00:27:20,298 --> 00:27:23,094 Uh, I've got an early start tomorrow. 480 00:27:23,198 --> 00:27:25,358 - Oh, you... Uh, yeah, I... 481 00:27:25,465 --> 00:27:28,660 Dude, you should get some rest, anyway. 482 00:27:28,765 --> 00:27:31,698 You got... 7:00 a.m.? That's early. 483 00:27:31,798 --> 00:27:32,991 - Yeah, sorry. 484 00:27:33,098 --> 00:27:36,963 - It's OK. I'll--I'll just let myself out. 485 00:27:37,064 --> 00:27:39,588 Um, thanks for the beer. 486 00:27:43,098 --> 00:27:46,065 - And you know all this from the letters? 487 00:27:46,164 --> 00:27:48,631 Not all of it. 488 00:27:48,732 --> 00:27:51,392 John never put me, as a child, in a position 489 00:27:51,498 --> 00:27:54,124 where I'd read things I wouldn't understand. 490 00:27:54,231 --> 00:27:56,630 He would rarely mention his private life, 491 00:27:56,732 --> 00:27:58,960 not to me, not to anyone. 492 00:28:00,231 --> 00:28:02,221 There were just rules, he said, 493 00:28:02,331 --> 00:28:05,355 if they were broken, that would destroy him. 494 00:28:07,998 --> 00:28:09,659 - ♪♪♪ I'm the son of rage and love ♪ 495 00:28:09,765 --> 00:28:11,254 ♪ The Jesus of suburbia ♪ 496 00:28:11,365 --> 00:28:13,854 ♪ The bible of none of the above ♪ 497 00:28:13,964 --> 00:28:17,454 ♪ On a steady diet of ♪ 498 00:28:20,531 --> 00:28:22,521 ♪ Soda pop and Ritalin ♪ 499 00:28:22,631 --> 00:28:26,189 ♪ No one ever died for their sins in hell ♪ 500 00:28:26,298 --> 00:28:27,697 ♪ As far I can tell ♪ 501 00:28:29,298 --> 00:28:31,288 - ♪ At least the ones I got away with ♪ 502 00:28:31,398 --> 00:28:33,524 ♪ And there's nothing wrong with me ♪♪♪ 503 00:28:33,631 --> 00:28:37,564 - Mom, you up early or you're up late? 504 00:28:37,665 --> 00:28:40,359 - She'll be here Friday if your schedule changes. 505 00:28:40,465 --> 00:28:42,954 And I'm making my Ina Garten Beef Bourguignon. 506 00:28:43,064 --> 00:28:44,190 Your favorite! 507 00:28:44,298 --> 00:28:46,231 - It's so not! - Excuse me, since when... 508 00:28:46,331 --> 00:28:48,093 - Number 2, please. I don't hate it. 509 00:28:48,198 --> 00:28:52,154 - ...is Beef Bourguignon not your favorite meal, Jonathan? 510 00:28:52,264 --> 00:28:54,629 - Since you stopped listening to people, Ma. 511 00:28:54,732 --> 00:28:56,925 And please, please don't call me Jonathan. 512 00:28:57,031 --> 00:28:59,191 - I'll make something else, and just for you. 513 00:28:59,298 --> 00:29:00,697 - Fine. I'm happy with the beef. 514 00:29:00,797 --> 00:29:02,855 - And what is wrong with "Jonathan"? 515 00:29:02,964 --> 00:29:05,090 Anyway, I can make something else, honey. 516 00:29:05,198 --> 00:29:06,460 - I'm fine with the beef. 517 00:29:08,598 --> 00:29:11,429 - ♪♪ I wanna be somebody else, yeah ♪ 518 00:29:13,231 --> 00:29:17,823 ♪ LA told me: "You'll be a pop star" ♪ 519 00:29:17,931 --> 00:29:22,729 ♪ "All you have to change is everything you are" ♪ 520 00:29:22,831 --> 00:29:24,162 ♪ Tired of being compa-- ♪♪♪ 521 00:30:11,264 --> 00:30:13,026 - Let's go. Let's see it. 522 00:30:13,131 --> 00:30:14,530 Stop fucking around! 523 00:30:14,631 --> 00:30:16,893 You didn't drive 87 miles in the middle of the night 524 00:30:16,998 --> 00:30:18,931 for the pleasure of my company. 525 00:30:25,365 --> 00:30:26,797 - His name's Will. 526 00:30:26,897 --> 00:30:29,228 - Is that what it is? - Will Jefford Jr. 527 00:30:29,331 --> 00:30:31,854 We met last summer, hung out a couple of times. 528 00:30:31,964 --> 00:30:33,556 - OK. 529 00:30:33,665 --> 00:30:35,188 - I don't know, I--I like him. 530 00:30:35,298 --> 00:30:36,526 - Mm-hmm? 531 00:30:37,864 --> 00:30:39,297 He's cute. 532 00:30:40,764 --> 00:30:44,391 What? What, am I supposed to say "hot"? 533 00:30:45,498 --> 00:30:46,794 Why, that's a hot guy. 534 00:30:46,897 --> 00:30:48,887 Don't see guys that hot every day. 535 00:30:48,998 --> 00:30:50,556 - Oh, shut the fuck up! 536 00:30:52,731 --> 00:30:54,460 - So, what's his deal? 537 00:30:54,565 --> 00:30:56,088 - There is no deal. 538 00:30:56,198 --> 00:30:58,960 - How many more times are you gonna come over here, 539 00:30:59,064 --> 00:31:02,156 showing me pics with that dreamy smile on your face like... 540 00:31:02,264 --> 00:31:03,696 - I haven't got a dreamy smile. 541 00:31:03,797 --> 00:31:05,458 - Yes, you do. You go like this... 542 00:31:12,764 --> 00:31:14,754 What about Amy? 543 00:31:20,964 --> 00:31:22,329 - She's used to it. 544 00:31:22,431 --> 00:31:24,795 - Oh, she's used to it. Still going with that? 545 00:31:24,897 --> 00:31:26,659 - We are. We're... 546 00:31:26,764 --> 00:31:29,391 We're used to it, James. - Yeah. 547 00:31:29,498 --> 00:31:31,294 - We're OK. - OK. 548 00:31:42,998 --> 00:31:44,488 John... 549 00:31:51,764 --> 00:31:53,856 - You guys still don't understand. 550 00:32:01,831 --> 00:32:03,025 Don't! - Fuck off! 551 00:32:03,131 --> 00:32:04,859 - Jim! Jimmy! Bitch-ass motherfucker! 552 00:32:04,964 --> 00:32:08,022 - Hey, fuck off! You know how this ends. 553 00:32:08,131 --> 00:32:10,030 What's the problem? 554 00:32:10,131 --> 00:32:12,064 Will Jefford Jr... 555 00:32:12,164 --> 00:32:13,222 Wow! 556 00:32:14,664 --> 00:32:17,188 This guy is gonna die at least 4 minutes after me. 557 00:32:17,298 --> 00:32:18,821 - Shut up! 558 00:32:18,931 --> 00:32:21,625 - Look at all the seconds he's collecting contracting words. 559 00:32:21,731 --> 00:32:23,960 That is really something. You're impressed by this? 560 00:32:24,064 --> 00:32:25,224 - He's really smart. 561 00:32:25,331 --> 00:32:26,491 - Oh, is he? 562 00:32:27,630 --> 00:32:29,029 There you go, my prince. 563 00:32:29,131 --> 00:32:31,654 "You" of course spelled with a "U" 564 00:32:31,764 --> 00:32:33,958 since we're contracting. 565 00:32:34,064 --> 00:32:37,622 - John had been going to his brother's house 566 00:32:37,731 --> 00:32:39,630 for their garage ritual for years. 567 00:32:39,731 --> 00:32:40,891 - Yep! 568 00:32:40,998 --> 00:32:42,555 - Jimmy told me that. 569 00:32:42,664 --> 00:32:45,154 I think it was one of the only things in his life 570 00:32:45,264 --> 00:32:46,560 that actually made John... 571 00:32:46,664 --> 00:32:47,824 happy. 572 00:32:47,931 --> 00:32:50,727 - Good morning! - Good morning! How are you? 573 00:32:53,098 --> 00:32:55,621 Guys, this guy here, this is Will. 574 00:33:03,797 --> 00:33:07,196 - Although we never wrote it in the letters, 575 00:33:07,298 --> 00:33:10,924 John and I had reached a point of no return in our lives. 576 00:33:11,031 --> 00:33:14,192 I think inviting Will into his world was John's own way 577 00:33:14,298 --> 00:33:16,730 of unconsciously sabotaging 578 00:33:16,831 --> 00:33:20,026 pretty much everything he had built. 579 00:33:20,131 --> 00:33:22,893 Of course, he didn't know that then. 580 00:33:24,298 --> 00:33:26,026 And you? 581 00:33:26,131 --> 00:33:27,393 - And... Sorry, what? 582 00:33:27,497 --> 00:33:28,794 - And you? 583 00:33:28,897 --> 00:33:31,296 You said John and yourself were in... 584 00:33:31,398 --> 00:33:33,796 that you'd reached points of no return. 585 00:33:33,897 --> 00:33:35,057 - Hmm... 586 00:33:35,164 --> 00:33:36,562 - I'm curious to know what that was 587 00:33:36,664 --> 00:33:37,961 for a 10-year-old boy. 588 00:33:38,064 --> 00:33:39,997 - Well, it can be many things. - Mm-hmm? 589 00:33:40,098 --> 00:33:41,621 - But that isn't the point. 590 00:33:41,731 --> 00:33:46,427 - Then what is the point, please, Mr. Turner? 591 00:33:46,530 --> 00:33:50,123 - The point is a lot of children are told 592 00:33:50,231 --> 00:33:53,392 that they or their dreams don't exist or matter 593 00:33:53,497 --> 00:33:55,691 simply because they're young. 594 00:33:55,797 --> 00:33:57,458 And you know what? 595 00:33:57,564 --> 00:34:00,554 Most children will believe you if you tell them that. 596 00:34:00,664 --> 00:34:02,961 They kept telling me again and again. 597 00:34:04,398 --> 00:34:06,864 But I decided not to believe them. 598 00:34:06,964 --> 00:34:09,158 - Hello, little girl. 599 00:34:40,731 --> 00:34:43,130 - Rupert! What are you still doing out here? 600 00:34:43,231 --> 00:34:44,357 - My mom's late. 601 00:34:44,464 --> 00:34:46,863 - What happened to your face? 602 00:34:46,964 --> 00:34:48,329 - I fell. 603 00:34:48,430 --> 00:34:50,556 - Oh, I see. 604 00:34:53,831 --> 00:34:56,128 "I can't let you on the boat 605 00:34:56,231 --> 00:34:58,289 "without your parents, young man! 606 00:34:58,398 --> 00:35:01,990 "There's another boat that leaves for America in 3 days." 607 00:35:02,098 --> 00:35:03,395 So cruel! 608 00:35:03,497 --> 00:35:04,623 God, I love it! 609 00:35:04,731 --> 00:35:06,857 There, take some. 610 00:35:07,964 --> 00:35:09,396 - You're good. 611 00:35:09,497 --> 00:35:11,396 - Please, I'm terrible. 612 00:35:11,497 --> 00:35:13,226 Carry on! 613 00:35:13,331 --> 00:35:14,854 - "Please, sir, 614 00:35:14,964 --> 00:35:18,056 "I know you're not supposed to let people on without a ticket." 615 00:35:18,164 --> 00:35:19,494 - "I most certainly am not!" 616 00:35:19,597 --> 00:35:21,496 - Oh, sorry, I dropped it. 617 00:35:21,597 --> 00:35:23,564 - No, it's all right. 618 00:35:23,664 --> 00:35:26,257 Is this a friendship necklace? 619 00:35:27,497 --> 00:35:29,862 I used to have one of these. 620 00:35:29,964 --> 00:35:32,897 - No, certainly not friendship. My mom has the same one. 621 00:35:32,998 --> 00:35:34,897 I got the first letter of her name. 622 00:35:34,998 --> 00:35:37,329 She's got the first letter of mine. 623 00:35:37,430 --> 00:35:38,692 - Oh, how beautiful! 624 00:35:38,797 --> 00:35:40,264 - Yeah. 625 00:35:42,731 --> 00:35:44,493 Party's over, I guess. 626 00:35:46,331 --> 00:35:48,627 - Where were you? I was worried sick! 627 00:35:48,731 --> 00:35:51,164 - You were late, so Miss Kureshi drove me. 628 00:35:51,264 --> 00:35:54,753 - It's no trouble. I stayed late for some marking myself, so... 629 00:35:54,864 --> 00:35:56,797 - Thanks, Miss Kureshi. 630 00:35:56,897 --> 00:35:59,023 - What happened to your face? - I fell. 631 00:35:59,131 --> 00:36:01,223 - Go inside. I'll take care of you in a second. 632 00:36:01,331 --> 00:36:03,195 - It's my turn to get a scolding, Rupert! 633 00:36:04,697 --> 00:36:06,755 - No, not at all. 634 00:36:08,831 --> 00:36:12,060 - It's no trouble dropping him. I don't live very far away. 635 00:36:12,164 --> 00:36:16,188 You know, I teach Rupert English in the afternoon, so-- 636 00:36:16,298 --> 00:36:18,662 - I know who you are, Miss Kureshi. 637 00:36:18,764 --> 00:36:22,424 Well, thank you so much for looking after Rupert. 638 00:36:26,231 --> 00:36:28,164 I want names, Rupert. Who did this to you? 639 00:36:28,264 --> 00:36:30,696 You know, a little less eye-rolling would be nice. 640 00:36:30,797 --> 00:36:32,491 - You don't even know what happened! 641 00:36:32,597 --> 00:36:34,427 - I can see what happened. I'm not blind. 642 00:36:34,530 --> 00:36:36,191 - What difference does it make? 643 00:36:36,298 --> 00:36:38,355 - Well, you know what, 644 00:36:38,464 --> 00:36:40,227 if you tell me who these kids are, 645 00:36:40,330 --> 00:36:42,388 I can give their parents a phone call. 646 00:36:42,497 --> 00:36:45,090 - Mom, that's pathetic! This isn't anything new. 647 00:36:45,198 --> 00:36:48,063 I'm small, I'm new, I act. 648 00:36:48,164 --> 00:36:50,494 A taller dude who's got 3 girlfriends 649 00:36:50,597 --> 00:36:51,825 and is on the soccer team 650 00:36:51,931 --> 00:36:53,091 bullies me. 651 00:36:53,198 --> 00:36:54,892 I marvel at the originality. 652 00:36:54,998 --> 00:36:58,022 And Miss Kureshi says ignoring people is our strongest weapon, 653 00:36:58,131 --> 00:36:59,290 by the way. 654 00:36:59,397 --> 00:37:01,262 - Miss Kureshi should write a book. 655 00:37:01,364 --> 00:37:03,354 - Miss Kureshi does what she loves in life 656 00:37:03,464 --> 00:37:04,954 and is a perfectly reliable adult. 657 00:37:05,064 --> 00:37:09,122 - Well, Rupert, if I'm not cool enough to help you, 658 00:37:09,231 --> 00:37:10,629 help yourself, OK? 659 00:37:10,731 --> 00:37:13,892 If you're scared of something, you gotta stand up and face it. 660 00:37:13,998 --> 00:37:16,464 - Alan Parrish's dad said that to him, 661 00:37:16,564 --> 00:37:19,259 and then he got swallowed up into Jumanji. 662 00:37:19,364 --> 00:37:20,797 - Well, then, you're next! 663 00:37:20,897 --> 00:37:23,557 - What would you know about standing and facing things? 664 00:37:23,664 --> 00:37:25,563 You're the first one to run away! 665 00:37:25,664 --> 00:37:27,222 That's what you did with Dad, 666 00:37:27,330 --> 00:37:29,297 and that's what you did with acting! 667 00:37:31,430 --> 00:37:35,159 And that stuff you put on my lips tastes like piss! 668 00:37:36,231 --> 00:37:37,129 - Brat! 669 00:37:39,131 --> 00:37:40,392 Oh! 670 00:37:43,697 --> 00:37:46,528 Look at you! Am I being served? 671 00:37:47,797 --> 00:37:48,695 Just kidding! 672 00:37:48,797 --> 00:37:49,695 - Sorry we're late. 673 00:37:49,797 --> 00:37:51,059 - Oh, what a nice surprise! 674 00:37:51,164 --> 00:37:52,892 I didn't think you guys would make it! 675 00:37:52,998 --> 00:37:54,158 Faith, come up! 676 00:37:54,263 --> 00:37:56,253 - Amy and I were supposed to go to that thing, 677 00:37:56,364 --> 00:37:57,262 but it got canceled. 678 00:37:57,364 --> 00:37:58,922 Ma, I don't like it on the neck! 679 00:37:59,031 --> 00:38:01,588 - I can't help it. You smell so good! 680 00:38:01,697 --> 00:38:02,857 That Swiss Army! 681 00:38:04,497 --> 00:38:07,055 Oh, Amy, feels like it's been forever! 682 00:38:07,164 --> 00:38:09,995 - I stopped wearing Swiss Army. You know that. 683 00:38:10,098 --> 00:38:11,860 - No! When? - When I finished puberty. 684 00:38:11,964 --> 00:38:13,760 - Oh, shut up and give me another hug! 685 00:38:13,864 --> 00:38:15,455 - I already gave you a hug, Ma! 686 00:38:15,564 --> 00:38:18,191 - I know, but I'm not counting. Come here, you! 687 00:38:18,297 --> 00:38:21,197 Oh, you smell so good too! You both smell so good! 688 00:38:21,297 --> 00:38:23,389 - What's your perfume tonight, Ma? 689 00:38:23,497 --> 00:38:26,021 - Oh! L'Air du Temps. 690 00:38:26,131 --> 00:38:28,529 Did you bring me some from Canal Street? 691 00:38:28,630 --> 00:38:30,961 - I told you all those perfumes spoiled. 692 00:38:31,064 --> 00:38:32,894 - Oh, who cares? Nobody can tell. 693 00:38:32,998 --> 00:38:34,897 - Whoo! - There's my favorite aunt! 694 00:38:34,998 --> 00:38:37,362 - Holy Jesus, Mary and Joseph! 695 00:38:37,464 --> 00:38:39,192 - Shit! - Are these ghosts? 696 00:38:41,998 --> 00:38:43,259 Are you Adam White? 697 00:38:43,364 --> 00:38:45,661 Now, you're not gonna cast a spell on me, are ya? 698 00:38:45,764 --> 00:38:47,129 - No! 699 00:38:49,164 --> 00:38:51,289 - Hey! Oh! 700 00:38:51,397 --> 00:38:52,955 - Be careful! 701 00:38:53,064 --> 00:38:55,758 He doesn't like too much hugging or touching! 702 00:38:55,864 --> 00:38:58,797 - Good to see you, Anne. - Oh, you too, honey! 703 00:38:58,897 --> 00:39:00,329 Oh, you smell so good! 704 00:39:00,430 --> 00:39:01,795 - Thank you. 705 00:39:01,897 --> 00:39:04,126 - Oh God, Amy! Look at that coat! 706 00:39:04,230 --> 00:39:05,288 Dressed for success! 707 00:39:06,764 --> 00:39:09,196 Oh! Grace, I thought you said they couldn't make it. 708 00:39:09,297 --> 00:39:12,856 - Bet he did it on purpose! "Look at me, look at me!" Huh? 709 00:39:12,964 --> 00:39:15,556 But then when was he ever on time for anything? 710 00:39:15,664 --> 00:39:17,563 Story of his life and his dad's! 711 00:39:17,664 --> 00:39:20,563 - Oh, wonderful! - I'm gonna open this wine! 712 00:39:20,664 --> 00:39:22,756 Looking so fancy-shmancy... 713 00:39:22,864 --> 00:39:24,728 - And so it begins. 714 00:39:24,831 --> 00:39:27,491 - Fee, fi, fo, fum, 715 00:39:27,597 --> 00:39:29,621 I smell the blood of a Beef Bourguignon! 716 00:39:29,731 --> 00:39:30,925 - Oh! - Whoo! 717 00:39:31,031 --> 00:39:32,861 - Back by popular demand, 718 00:39:32,964 --> 00:39:35,430 my Ina Garten Beef Bourguignon... 719 00:39:35,530 --> 00:39:37,190 à la Grace. 720 00:39:37,297 --> 00:39:39,423 John's not having any 721 00:39:39,530 --> 00:39:41,656 because it's not fancy enough for him anymore. 722 00:39:41,764 --> 00:39:44,287 But you guys should all just help yourself, 723 00:39:44,397 --> 00:39:47,387 and I'm gonna go back and get the potato gratin. 724 00:39:47,497 --> 00:39:49,396 I'm heating something up for you, honey. 725 00:39:49,497 --> 00:39:51,964 - Ma, I told you not to make anything special. 726 00:39:52,064 --> 00:39:53,655 - Don't worry, it's not special. 727 00:39:53,764 --> 00:39:55,526 It was just gonna be some Bolognese 728 00:39:55,630 --> 00:39:57,460 and some broccoli and bacon. 729 00:39:57,564 --> 00:40:01,691 You know, like what you used to have when you played hockey. 730 00:40:01,797 --> 00:40:03,229 Oh, Faith? 731 00:40:03,330 --> 00:40:06,195 Would you please tell me, though, if it needs more salt, 732 00:40:06,297 --> 00:40:07,924 because, you know, I don't salt. 733 00:40:08,031 --> 00:40:10,122 - John, I drove by State's college arenas 734 00:40:10,230 --> 00:40:11,288 a couple weeks ago. 735 00:40:11,397 --> 00:40:13,296 I was just wondering, you know, 736 00:40:13,397 --> 00:40:15,864 do you ever think about hockey, any regrets? 737 00:40:15,964 --> 00:40:18,396 - Excellent question. Let's get to the bottom of this. 738 00:40:18,497 --> 00:40:21,953 Do you regret the life that's brought you fortune and fame? You gotta, right? 739 00:40:22,064 --> 00:40:24,826 - You could have a concussion right now! Think about it! 740 00:40:24,931 --> 00:40:27,363 - Pat, you heard the story 100 times. He got hurt. 741 00:40:27,464 --> 00:40:29,863 - You were a great hockey player. 742 00:40:29,964 --> 00:40:31,988 You're naturally athletic. 743 00:40:32,097 --> 00:40:33,792 - I didn't say anything, Ma! 744 00:40:33,897 --> 00:40:35,454 - Faith? - Uh, it needs salt. 745 00:40:35,564 --> 00:40:37,224 - Ugh! - But just a little bit. 746 00:40:37,330 --> 00:40:39,923 - I knew it, I knew it, I knew it! 747 00:40:40,031 --> 00:40:42,122 Oh, do we need wine? A little bit more? 748 00:40:42,230 --> 00:40:45,027 We're good? No, I'll get some. I'll get some. 749 00:40:45,130 --> 00:40:46,961 - So, John, what's the big news? 750 00:40:47,063 --> 00:40:50,189 - You're ruining the timing for the sauce, Johnny. 751 00:40:50,297 --> 00:40:52,662 - Well, now, nothing's official, so I-- 752 00:40:52,764 --> 00:40:54,560 - He's gonna be Jack Harvest. 753 00:40:54,664 --> 00:40:55,790 - Jimmy, what the hell? 754 00:40:55,897 --> 00:40:57,796 - Who cares? Who cares? 755 00:40:57,897 --> 00:41:00,557 - The universe cares, man! I said I didn't wanna jinx it. 756 00:41:00,664 --> 00:41:03,790 - So, then, don't jinx it. You're a fucking stud! 757 00:41:03,897 --> 00:41:05,363 - This Jack Harvest, who is he? 758 00:41:05,464 --> 00:41:08,056 I bet he's some sort of famous Democrat 759 00:41:08,163 --> 00:41:10,756 that they're making a bio-documentary on! 760 00:41:10,864 --> 00:41:13,024 - Pat, Jack Harvest is a comic-book character, 761 00:41:13,130 --> 00:41:14,757 a sort of superhero. 762 00:41:14,864 --> 00:41:15,990 - Oh, I see! 763 00:41:16,097 --> 00:41:17,997 - Oh, John, that's so good! 764 00:41:18,097 --> 00:41:21,087 These kinds of movies are popular right now, aren't they? 765 00:41:21,197 --> 00:41:22,528 But it won't last, will it? 766 00:41:22,630 --> 00:41:24,529 - Is everything going well so far? 767 00:41:24,630 --> 00:41:26,995 - Nothing's going anywhere for now. I'm not cast yet. 768 00:41:27,097 --> 00:41:29,690 - Director loves you. It's done. - The director chose me. 769 00:41:29,797 --> 00:41:32,730 The studio is most likely gonna approve me too. 770 00:41:32,831 --> 00:41:35,491 We're just waiting on some... - The universe! Fuck yeah! 771 00:41:35,597 --> 00:41:38,655 - ...negotiations, but nothing's sure. 772 00:41:38,764 --> 00:41:41,754 - You got it, man. It's done. It's yours. 773 00:41:44,397 --> 00:41:47,728 - I screwed up the sauce. It's too runny. But it's good. 774 00:41:49,464 --> 00:41:50,988 - Bon appétit! 775 00:41:56,597 --> 00:41:58,995 - Oh, but Don doesn't know 776 00:41:59,097 --> 00:42:02,360 that Sissy's secret lover is hiding in the closet! 777 00:42:02,464 --> 00:42:04,624 So, he comes home early, 778 00:42:04,731 --> 00:42:07,357 all, you know, pumped up to go on their ski trip. 779 00:42:07,464 --> 00:42:11,556 And he goes to the closet, and he opens the door 780 00:42:11,664 --> 00:42:13,858 to get his ski stuff out and go skiing! 781 00:42:16,297 --> 00:42:19,264 Oh, Sissy said she still remembers the look on his face. 782 00:42:19,364 --> 00:42:22,593 The boyfriend just slalomed right out of there, of course! 783 00:42:22,697 --> 00:42:24,391 Oh, God, Faith! 784 00:42:24,497 --> 00:42:25,725 That reminds me of when 785 00:42:25,831 --> 00:42:28,525 you caught that son-of-a-bitch husband of yours 786 00:42:28,630 --> 00:42:31,062 when he was in the cabin with what's-her-name! 787 00:42:31,163 --> 00:42:32,721 Oh God, I never trusted him, 788 00:42:32,831 --> 00:42:35,525 but that was a real hell of a "I told you so"! 789 00:42:36,664 --> 00:42:38,290 Oh God! 790 00:42:38,397 --> 00:42:41,694 - I think I need a glass of water. 791 00:42:42,797 --> 00:42:44,559 - That's a good idea. 792 00:42:44,664 --> 00:42:46,858 Ma, why don't we hop off Jimmy 793 00:42:46,963 --> 00:42:49,658 and help Auntie Faith get everybody a glass of water? 794 00:42:49,764 --> 00:42:52,287 - Oh, Jonathan, don't patronize me now. 795 00:42:52,397 --> 00:42:56,626 - I am absolutely not patronizing you, Grace. 796 00:42:56,731 --> 00:42:58,425 - Yes, you are! 797 00:42:58,530 --> 00:43:00,053 - Anyone, water? 798 00:43:00,163 --> 00:43:01,528 - Water? What are we, at church? 799 00:43:01,630 --> 00:43:03,358 - Anne, water? 800 00:43:03,464 --> 00:43:04,726 - Yes, please! 801 00:43:04,831 --> 00:43:07,297 - Maybe no one else wants a drink, Ma. 802 00:43:07,397 --> 00:43:09,296 - Yeah, I think we've all had enough. 803 00:43:09,397 --> 00:43:11,523 - We're all grown-ups here. 804 00:43:11,630 --> 00:43:14,290 - OK, so, um, 805 00:43:14,397 --> 00:43:17,887 everybody wants whiskey except for Anne and John. 806 00:43:17,997 --> 00:43:18,896 Boo! And Amy. 807 00:43:19,997 --> 00:43:20,986 Oops! Boo! 808 00:43:21,097 --> 00:43:23,121 Uh, anyway, you probably shouldn't. 809 00:43:23,230 --> 00:43:25,026 Because of your medication. 810 00:43:25,130 --> 00:43:26,529 - Oh! 811 00:43:27,764 --> 00:43:28,753 - Clever! 812 00:43:28,864 --> 00:43:31,592 - Let's call it a night, Grace. - Why? 813 00:43:31,697 --> 00:43:34,061 - There's still whiskey to drink, Jimmy! 814 00:43:34,163 --> 00:43:35,630 - Thanks for having my back! 815 00:43:35,731 --> 00:43:36,720 - Hey, fuck you! 816 00:43:36,831 --> 00:43:37,956 - Wow! 817 00:43:38,063 --> 00:43:40,860 - I know! Why don't you guys spend the night? 818 00:43:40,963 --> 00:43:43,896 'Cause I have cinnamon rolls in the freezer for tomorrow! 819 00:43:45,330 --> 00:43:48,229 - I think we're gonna hit the road. 820 00:43:48,330 --> 00:43:50,388 - Oh! 821 00:43:50,497 --> 00:43:53,828 Oh, is this a hotel night? 822 00:43:54,997 --> 00:43:56,987 You know, Patty, 823 00:43:57,097 --> 00:43:59,530 John loves to go to a hotel sometimes. 824 00:43:59,630 --> 00:44:03,892 - I thought you guys just moved into a new billion-dollar place. 825 00:44:03,997 --> 00:44:05,692 - Well, they have, but, you know, 826 00:44:05,797 --> 00:44:08,059 sometimes he needs some peace. 827 00:44:08,163 --> 00:44:10,392 - Peace? For what? 828 00:44:10,497 --> 00:44:12,521 - Mm-hmm! 829 00:44:12,630 --> 00:44:14,563 - Oh! Careful, Amy! 830 00:44:14,664 --> 00:44:17,563 - Yeah, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. 831 00:44:17,664 --> 00:44:19,096 Enough, Ma! Enough! 832 00:44:19,197 --> 00:44:21,357 - Gracie, I'm gonna get going. 833 00:44:21,464 --> 00:44:23,862 - Can you pay attention to people, Ma? 834 00:44:23,963 --> 00:44:25,123 Your sister? Jimmy? 835 00:44:25,230 --> 00:44:29,061 Me? Anything but that fucking bottle! 836 00:44:29,163 --> 00:44:30,925 - I'm not a child! 837 00:44:32,330 --> 00:44:36,195 All I ever do is pay attention to you! 838 00:44:36,297 --> 00:44:39,355 And everybody else likes my Beef Bourguignon! 839 00:44:39,464 --> 00:44:42,454 Everybody else likes my coffee! 840 00:44:42,564 --> 00:44:46,622 So why don't you stop being such a snob and just sit down! 841 00:44:46,731 --> 00:44:49,459 - You're embarrassing yourself, Ma. 842 00:44:49,564 --> 00:44:52,360 - OK, easy. Just relax there, Brad Pitt! 843 00:44:52,464 --> 00:44:54,454 - Shut the fuck up! 844 00:44:54,564 --> 00:44:57,292 - You watch your fucking mouth! - Stop! 845 00:44:57,397 --> 00:45:00,125 - Jesus Christ! Where did you learn to speak to your elders? 846 00:45:00,230 --> 00:45:02,197 You don't get to tell me to shut the fuck up! 847 00:45:02,297 --> 00:45:04,787 And you don't get to talk to your mother that way. 848 00:45:04,896 --> 00:45:07,363 When I think of what you put her through, 849 00:45:07,464 --> 00:45:09,363 the medications, the bills, 850 00:45:09,464 --> 00:45:12,794 the doctors, the shrinks, the scuffles at school... 851 00:45:12,896 --> 00:45:14,920 You and your goddamn hockey, 852 00:45:15,030 --> 00:45:16,894 and that piece of shit you call a father! 853 00:45:35,464 --> 00:45:37,124 I've never been one 854 00:45:37,230 --> 00:45:39,527 to believe in synchronicity 855 00:45:39,630 --> 00:45:42,790 or destiny or horoscope or anything like that. 856 00:45:42,896 --> 00:45:44,625 No? 857 00:45:44,731 --> 00:45:48,959 But, uh, that night, something in the universe, 858 00:45:49,063 --> 00:45:51,690 yeah, must have just gone... 859 00:45:51,796 --> 00:45:53,525 ka-ching! 860 00:45:53,630 --> 00:45:57,892 - What exactly are you implying with that sound you made? 861 00:45:57,997 --> 00:45:59,896 - That this sort of synchronicity 862 00:45:59,997 --> 00:46:01,555 isn't just a coincidence. 863 00:46:01,664 --> 00:46:03,960 I actually knew nothing of John's life, 864 00:46:04,063 --> 00:46:05,462 and could never have guessed 865 00:46:05,564 --> 00:46:08,053 that the mistakes we were both about to make 866 00:46:08,163 --> 00:46:10,392 would so dramatically coincide. 867 00:46:12,497 --> 00:46:15,464 ♪♪♪ Fold your heels and skip them wise ♪ 868 00:46:17,564 --> 00:46:23,225 ♪ Honestly, I can't take tonight ♪ 869 00:46:25,830 --> 00:46:30,389 ♪ Fold your heels and skip them wise ♪ 870 00:46:33,330 --> 00:46:38,093 ♪ Honestly, I can't take tonight ♪ 871 00:46:48,696 --> 00:46:50,459 Hey! 872 00:46:55,330 --> 00:47:00,161 ♪ Here's living proof on my fingertips ♪ 873 00:47:01,863 --> 00:47:06,853 ♪ When you melt beside I know you're it ♪ 874 00:47:09,364 --> 00:47:12,092 ♪ Everybody wanted calm Everybody wanted scenes ♪ 875 00:47:12,197 --> 00:47:14,357 - That's the guy from the fucking show! 876 00:47:18,063 --> 00:47:22,019 ♪ Everybody wanted calm Everybody wanted scenes ♪ 877 00:47:25,464 --> 00:47:30,523 ♪ Everybody wanted calm Everybody wanted scenes ♪ 878 00:47:30,630 --> 00:47:32,858 ♪ I'm safe with my sulk ♪ 879 00:47:32,963 --> 00:47:36,794 ♪ Everybody wanted calm Everybody wanted me ♪ 880 00:47:40,397 --> 00:47:44,989 ♪ Moving your hips too literal ♪ 881 00:47:48,564 --> 00:47:52,588 ♪ Deem him high He's bound to fall ♪ 882 00:47:55,397 --> 00:47:59,421 ♪ Heart and soul like I knew you would ♪ 883 00:48:03,297 --> 00:48:07,889 ♪ When you say "love" it sounds so good ♪ 884 00:48:10,063 --> 00:48:14,962 ♪ Everybody wanted calm Everybody wanted scenes ♪ 885 00:48:15,063 --> 00:48:17,723 ♪ I pray to my sulk ♪ 886 00:48:17,830 --> 00:48:22,661 ♪ Everybody wanted calm Everybody wanted means ♪ 887 00:48:25,163 --> 00:48:30,222 ♪ Everybody wanted calm Everybody wanted scenes ♪ 888 00:48:30,330 --> 00:48:33,559 ♪ I'm safe with my sulk ♪ 889 00:48:33,663 --> 00:48:37,619 ♪ Everybody wanted calm Everybody wanted means ♪ 890 00:48:55,330 --> 00:49:00,229 ♪ Now I fill up without weight of warmth ♪ 891 00:49:02,963 --> 00:49:07,760 ♪ It's not too wrong to let it blow ♪ 892 00:49:10,830 --> 00:49:14,695 ♪ Ride the radio and dance to fall ♪♪♪ 893 00:49:33,563 --> 00:49:37,860 - Oh! Oh my gosh! 894 00:49:44,263 --> 00:49:45,627 Latte? 895 00:49:45,730 --> 00:49:48,697 - Um, my heart might explode. 896 00:49:48,796 --> 00:49:51,059 - I promise it won't. 897 00:49:53,097 --> 00:49:54,996 - Thanks. 898 00:50:03,297 --> 00:50:05,287 - So, you don't remember me, do you? 899 00:50:07,663 --> 00:50:10,892 From before we met last summer, before we hung out. 900 00:50:11,997 --> 00:50:13,588 Before. 901 00:50:15,730 --> 00:50:19,391 I--I'm from, uh, Pleasant Gap. 902 00:50:21,763 --> 00:50:24,253 That's near University Park. 903 00:50:26,163 --> 00:50:27,221 - No way! 904 00:50:27,330 --> 00:50:29,297 - You studied there, right? 905 00:50:29,397 --> 00:50:33,296 You were playing for the Badgers, the Raging Badgers. 906 00:50:33,397 --> 00:50:34,988 - Yeah. 907 00:50:37,230 --> 00:50:40,492 - Well, I've been, you know, following all your exploits, 908 00:50:40,596 --> 00:50:44,121 and I read up about you in the newspaper, and... 909 00:50:44,230 --> 00:50:46,719 until you blew up, and then I, uh... 910 00:50:46,830 --> 00:50:48,058 Actually, you kind of-- 911 00:50:48,163 --> 00:50:50,561 You kind of inspired me to become an actor. 912 00:50:50,663 --> 00:50:54,062 I broke up with my boyfriend. Well, ex-boyfriend now. 913 00:50:54,163 --> 00:50:57,426 That was pretty bad. But, yeah... 914 00:50:59,163 --> 00:51:02,426 I never-- never thought I'd see you again. 915 00:51:03,696 --> 00:51:05,129 It's funny. 916 00:51:05,230 --> 00:51:07,662 - Yeah, it's funny. 917 00:51:15,330 --> 00:51:16,990 Why didn't you tell me? 918 00:51:17,097 --> 00:51:19,962 - I--I don't know. I thought... 919 00:51:21,429 --> 00:51:22,555 I don't know. 920 00:51:22,663 --> 00:51:24,562 Uh, you wouldn't remember me, 921 00:51:24,663 --> 00:51:27,153 or you wouldn't want me to remember you or... 922 00:51:27,263 --> 00:51:28,854 I don't know. 923 00:51:28,963 --> 00:51:30,362 How's your mom? 924 00:51:30,463 --> 00:51:32,555 I remember she used to come watch you play. 925 00:51:32,663 --> 00:51:34,653 She had a really, really loud laugh. 926 00:51:34,763 --> 00:51:36,662 It was--it was fun! 927 00:51:36,763 --> 00:51:38,128 - Yeah, she's fine. 928 00:51:38,230 --> 00:51:39,924 - And your brother, Jimmy, right? 929 00:51:40,030 --> 00:51:41,519 Jimmy? 930 00:51:41,629 --> 00:51:43,256 - Yeah, I... I... 931 00:51:45,297 --> 00:51:49,230 I can't... I can't do this. 932 00:51:56,297 --> 00:51:58,786 Look, Will... 933 00:51:58,896 --> 00:52:00,795 You're nice, but I... 934 00:52:02,396 --> 00:52:05,159 I mean, you're really nice, but I... 935 00:52:05,263 --> 00:52:06,889 I can't. 936 00:52:06,997 --> 00:52:09,429 This is... This is... 937 00:52:10,896 --> 00:52:11,828 This is wrong. 938 00:52:11,930 --> 00:52:14,227 This is trouble. This is, uh... 939 00:52:16,629 --> 00:52:18,425 I can't afford this. 940 00:52:25,763 --> 00:52:27,593 God! 941 00:52:28,629 --> 00:52:30,290 You're so sweet. 942 00:52:30,396 --> 00:52:32,125 - You too. 943 00:52:32,230 --> 00:52:34,163 - I mean, you're nice, but... 944 00:52:49,896 --> 00:52:52,590 Thanks for the coffee. 945 00:53:17,263 --> 00:53:20,196 - I didn't really understand John's rules then. 946 00:53:20,297 --> 00:53:22,196 But I think I do now. - Mm-hmm? 947 00:53:22,296 --> 00:53:25,196 - How can someone live a constant, permanent lie? 948 00:53:25,296 --> 00:53:27,354 I mean, you have to escape! 949 00:53:27,463 --> 00:53:30,453 There is a moment when the mask... 950 00:53:30,563 --> 00:53:32,224 cracks, right? 951 00:53:36,063 --> 00:53:37,723 - I'm sorry, Mr. Turner. 952 00:53:37,830 --> 00:53:42,456 I'm just back from Islamabad. I go to Nigeria next week. 953 00:53:42,563 --> 00:53:46,019 This whole conversation just seems out of this wor-- 954 00:53:46,130 --> 00:53:48,029 out of my world. 955 00:53:48,130 --> 00:53:49,926 - This must be hard to bear, right? 956 00:53:50,030 --> 00:53:51,997 - It is! Yes, it is! It is! 957 00:53:52,097 --> 00:53:54,996 I just-- How do I put this diplomatically? 958 00:53:55,097 --> 00:53:57,723 With all due respect, honestly, 959 00:53:57,830 --> 00:54:00,456 as much as I would love to commiserate 960 00:54:00,563 --> 00:54:03,030 with Mr. Donovan's problems, it's... 961 00:54:03,130 --> 00:54:05,392 To me, they're just mishaps from the First World. 962 00:54:05,496 --> 00:54:06,428 You know what I mean? 963 00:54:06,529 --> 00:54:08,428 - What are you doing in Prague? 964 00:54:10,830 --> 00:54:13,854 - Well, I--I live between here and London. 965 00:54:13,963 --> 00:54:16,021 - Oh no, sorry, I meant your real home. 966 00:54:16,130 --> 00:54:19,290 Aren't you from the Congo, the DRC, originally? 967 00:54:20,763 --> 00:54:22,320 I thought I read that last night. 968 00:54:22,429 --> 00:54:24,328 - It's hard to know who the interviewer is 969 00:54:24,429 --> 00:54:25,327 with you, Mr. Turner. 970 00:54:25,429 --> 00:54:26,623 Yeah, I was born in Bukavu. 971 00:54:26,730 --> 00:54:28,027 We're digressing. I'm trying-- 972 00:54:28,130 --> 00:54:29,960 - No, I think we're cutting the bullshit. 973 00:54:30,063 --> 00:54:32,495 Do you feel like you and I come from different planets? 974 00:54:32,596 --> 00:54:34,722 'Cause we don't. 975 00:54:34,830 --> 00:54:36,888 Sorry, why would you be fighting for truth 976 00:54:36,997 --> 00:54:39,327 and I for, uh, for shit? 977 00:54:39,429 --> 00:54:42,158 - We're taking this just a little bit personally. 978 00:54:42,262 --> 00:54:44,252 - No, you think stories don't travel? 979 00:54:44,363 --> 00:54:46,227 Some kid telling a story. 980 00:54:46,329 --> 00:54:48,228 - But you're not a kid anymore, 981 00:54:48,329 --> 00:54:50,194 and you keep referring to yourself as one. 982 00:54:50,296 --> 00:54:52,320 - So stop treating me like a fucking child! 983 00:54:52,429 --> 00:54:54,056 This is a story about intolerance. 984 00:54:54,163 --> 00:54:56,994 This is a story about how a business has been so scared 985 00:54:57,097 --> 00:54:59,893 to lose a public it claims illiterate and small-minded, 986 00:54:59,997 --> 00:55:02,828 that it's basically kept it illiterate and small-minded 987 00:55:02,930 --> 00:55:03,862 for decades! 988 00:55:03,963 --> 00:55:05,293 This is about us... 989 00:55:06,329 --> 00:55:07,523 as a society, 990 00:55:07,629 --> 00:55:09,528 what we want, what we seek! 991 00:55:09,629 --> 00:55:12,528 What in there sounds too unreal or unworthy to you? 992 00:55:12,629 --> 00:55:14,425 - OK, I didn't mean to upset you. 993 00:55:14,529 --> 00:55:17,223 - No, you're putting your life in peril for truth, 994 00:55:17,329 --> 00:55:20,387 and we're strutting around in our First World problems. 995 00:55:20,496 --> 00:55:21,986 God, that notion of privilege 996 00:55:22,097 --> 00:55:24,064 and what people can say or cannot say 997 00:55:24,163 --> 00:55:26,493 if they haven't gone through enough shit in life 998 00:55:26,596 --> 00:55:27,722 to be able to commiserate, 999 00:55:27,830 --> 00:55:29,558 it's a fucking disease! 1000 00:55:29,663 --> 00:55:32,391 That's where I come from. 1001 00:55:32,496 --> 00:55:33,963 Here. 1002 00:55:34,063 --> 00:55:35,825 You and I want the same thing: 1003 00:55:35,930 --> 00:55:39,488 Change, impact on the fears of people, 1004 00:55:39,596 --> 00:55:41,222 ignorance, bigotry, 1005 00:55:41,329 --> 00:55:43,660 sexism, racism, homophobia, name it! 1006 00:55:43,763 --> 00:55:47,457 What, did you think you had the monopoly on those battles? 1007 00:56:38,097 --> 00:56:39,586 - Where were we? 1008 00:56:42,796 --> 00:56:44,558 Hey! 1009 00:56:44,663 --> 00:56:46,596 I said: "Where were we?" 1010 00:56:56,429 --> 00:56:57,623 - So... 1011 00:57:00,730 --> 00:57:03,720 - Well, Rupert? We are all ears. 1012 00:57:05,730 --> 00:57:08,720 I started to do research on John F. Donovan 1013 00:57:08,830 --> 00:57:10,353 about 5 years ago. 1014 00:57:10,463 --> 00:57:13,624 When I discovered that we both have many things in common, 1015 00:57:13,730 --> 00:57:17,027 like the fact that we both have complicated relationships 1016 00:57:17,129 --> 00:57:18,528 with our fathers 1017 00:57:18,629 --> 00:57:20,960 and dreamed of acting since a very young age, 1018 00:57:21,062 --> 00:57:22,586 I wrote a letter to him. 1019 00:57:22,696 --> 00:57:25,162 It was rather foolish of me to think he would answer, 1020 00:57:25,262 --> 00:57:26,422 but he did. 1021 00:57:28,730 --> 00:57:31,196 - Because you're both gay boys. 1022 00:57:33,396 --> 00:57:36,693 - Cedric, warning number two. 1023 00:57:36,796 --> 00:57:41,456 - He did, and that is the object I've chosen to talk about. 1024 00:57:41,563 --> 00:57:43,030 For almost 6 years now, 1025 00:57:43,129 --> 00:57:45,790 John F. Donovan and I have been writing to each other 1026 00:57:45,896 --> 00:57:47,328 about once or twice a month. 1027 00:57:47,429 --> 00:57:49,555 He tells me everything about his movie shoots 1028 00:57:49,663 --> 00:57:51,027 and the art of cinema, 1029 00:57:51,129 --> 00:57:53,358 as well as the complexities of it. 1030 00:57:53,463 --> 00:57:57,726 He tells me about his premieres, press junkets-- 1031 00:57:57,830 --> 00:58:01,228 a junket is a press conference with a lot of journalists-- 1032 00:58:01,329 --> 00:58:02,796 the way he met his wife, Amy, 1033 00:58:02,896 --> 00:58:04,886 and how hard it's been with his mother 1034 00:58:04,997 --> 00:58:07,190 and how she's reacted to his career. 1035 00:58:07,296 --> 00:58:09,729 But that was before he became real famous. 1036 00:58:09,830 --> 00:58:13,126 He never stopped writing ever since. 1037 00:58:13,229 --> 00:58:14,992 Now, I'm only 11 years old, 1038 00:58:15,096 --> 00:58:16,961 but, later, I'll be like him, 1039 00:58:17,062 --> 00:58:19,154 and we'll act in movies together. 1040 00:58:19,262 --> 00:58:21,354 John, but I like to call him "J," 1041 00:58:21,463 --> 00:58:24,055 often quotes Gore Vidal, an author, critic and essayist. 1042 00:58:24,162 --> 00:58:26,186 Who cares? 1043 00:58:26,296 --> 00:58:29,559 - "Style is knowing who you are." 1044 00:58:29,663 --> 00:58:33,118 Well, John F. Donovan knows exactly who he is, 1045 00:58:33,229 --> 00:58:34,958 and I know who I am. 1046 00:58:35,062 --> 00:58:38,621 I'm an actor, and I'm John F. Donovan's friend. 1047 00:58:41,830 --> 00:58:43,763 Bullshit! 1048 00:58:43,863 --> 00:58:47,023 - Cedric! That's it! Out! 1049 00:58:47,129 --> 00:58:51,756 - Miss, you must admit it's total bullshit! 1050 00:58:51,863 --> 00:58:53,591 - It isn't bullshit, fucker! 1051 00:58:53,696 --> 00:58:54,958 Ooh! 1052 00:58:55,062 --> 00:58:56,757 - Stop with the foul language! 1053 00:58:56,863 --> 00:58:58,955 - You lying little girl! 1054 00:58:59,062 --> 00:59:01,689 - I got the letters in my backpack, dickhead! 1055 00:59:01,796 --> 00:59:03,854 - You're just jealous! - Shut up, bitch! 1056 00:59:04,962 --> 00:59:07,555 - Cedric, out now! 1057 00:59:07,663 --> 00:59:12,096 - I think what she's really saying is piss off, Cedric! 1058 00:59:14,629 --> 00:59:16,095 - Rupert, stay a moment, please! 1059 00:59:16,196 --> 00:59:18,561 Cedric, you'll be punished tomorrow. 1060 00:59:18,663 --> 00:59:21,255 I won't have rudeness in my classroom! 1061 00:59:24,196 --> 00:59:25,823 Come on! 1062 00:59:29,763 --> 00:59:30,956 Quickly! 1063 00:59:42,396 --> 00:59:44,056 Rupert, come here. 1064 00:59:44,162 --> 00:59:46,095 Come on! 1065 00:59:54,496 --> 00:59:56,156 Rupert, you are aware of the fact 1066 00:59:56,262 --> 00:59:57,729 that I'm gonna have to fail you? 1067 00:59:57,830 --> 00:59:59,729 - Why? Wasn't it good? - It was excellent. 1068 00:59:59,830 --> 01:00:01,729 And it would've been great 1069 01:00:01,830 --> 01:00:03,694 for your story exercise back in September. 1070 01:00:03,796 --> 01:00:05,955 You have great writing skills, Rupert. 1071 01:00:06,062 --> 01:00:08,120 But I couldn't have been more specific 1072 01:00:08,229 --> 01:00:10,059 about the criteria of the exercise! 1073 01:00:10,162 --> 01:00:12,459 It had to be real. - But John F. Donovan is real! 1074 01:00:12,563 --> 01:00:15,860 - Yes, he is, but you made up that story. 1075 01:00:15,962 --> 01:00:18,088 - I--I didn't! 1076 01:00:18,196 --> 01:00:20,356 - You know I appreciate how creative you are. 1077 01:00:20,463 --> 01:00:22,555 - But, Miss Kureshi, it is true! 1078 01:00:22,663 --> 01:00:24,061 - Oh, Rupert! - I swear! 1079 01:00:24,162 --> 01:00:25,629 I brought the letters, 1080 01:00:25,730 --> 01:00:28,595 but the bell rang, and I just couldn't show'em to the class! 1081 01:00:28,696 --> 01:00:30,322 - May I see them? 1082 01:00:40,996 --> 01:00:42,963 Rupert? 1083 01:00:44,796 --> 01:00:46,194 Well? 1084 01:00:48,096 --> 01:00:49,563 - Shit! 1085 01:00:56,296 --> 01:00:59,229 - Nice letters! Thank you so much! 1086 01:00:59,329 --> 01:01:02,455 Beautiful! Bye! 1087 01:01:17,262 --> 01:01:19,888 Dad, are you even listening to me? 1088 01:01:19,996 --> 01:01:21,224 - Um, hold on. 1089 01:01:21,329 --> 01:01:22,989 Yeah, OK. I'll see you... 1090 01:01:24,496 --> 01:01:25,724 - Dad! 1091 01:01:49,463 --> 01:01:51,225 - Pfft! 1092 01:01:51,329 --> 01:01:53,353 - Helena Bonham Carter! 1093 01:01:54,496 --> 01:01:55,860 Who are you? 1094 01:01:58,996 --> 01:02:00,657 - Hey, Phil! 1095 01:02:00,763 --> 01:02:01,956 How are you? 1096 01:02:02,062 --> 01:02:03,461 Good weekend? 1097 01:02:03,563 --> 01:02:04,859 - Good! - Yeah? 1098 01:02:04,962 --> 01:02:05,951 Gil, how's it going? 1099 01:02:06,062 --> 01:02:06,960 - Nice to see you. 1100 01:02:15,129 --> 01:02:16,391 - I think we're good here. 1101 01:02:16,496 --> 01:02:18,224 OK, great. 1102 01:02:21,895 --> 01:02:24,488 - I know! I don't know what's going on. 1103 01:02:24,596 --> 01:02:26,324 OK, I heard that they met in a bar. 1104 01:02:26,429 --> 01:02:28,793 - They've been together for months. 1105 01:02:28,895 --> 01:02:29,862 - Really? 1106 01:02:29,962 --> 01:02:31,826 - This has been going on for a while. 1107 01:02:31,929 --> 01:02:33,487 - Oh my God! - You've met him! 1108 01:02:33,596 --> 01:02:35,324 The blond guy he brought on set. 1109 01:02:35,429 --> 01:02:37,827 - Apparently, there's actually a story online. 1110 01:02:37,929 --> 01:02:40,794 - Really? - I haven't read it yet... 1111 01:02:40,895 --> 01:02:42,487 Looking good, Johnny! 1112 01:02:46,196 --> 01:02:47,390 - Pfft! 1113 01:02:56,396 --> 01:02:59,522 - It's great! He sees an opportunity to perform. 1114 01:02:59,629 --> 01:03:02,754 - Hey! You don't have the right to read the letters! 1115 01:03:02,862 --> 01:03:05,125 - Don't worry, mate, 1116 01:03:05,229 --> 01:03:07,696 we will respect your privacy. 1117 01:03:07,795 --> 01:03:10,422 - And my most basic rights, thank you. 1118 01:03:10,529 --> 01:03:14,087 - Yeah, I mean, do you want us to gift-wrap them for you? 1119 01:03:16,429 --> 01:03:18,487 - Uh, excuse me, sir? 1120 01:03:18,596 --> 01:03:22,154 Um, my son was arrested? 1121 01:03:29,096 --> 01:03:32,120 - Listen, Liz, Liz, can I talk to you for a second? 1122 01:03:32,229 --> 01:03:33,457 - I was going to craft. 1123 01:03:33,563 --> 01:03:36,189 - Yeah, the thing is... - Yeah? 1124 01:03:36,296 --> 01:03:38,160 - I need a coffee too. Come here. 1125 01:03:43,962 --> 01:03:45,395 What's the deal? 1126 01:03:47,895 --> 01:03:49,362 What? 1127 01:03:49,463 --> 01:03:52,191 - It's probably just spam. 1128 01:03:52,296 --> 01:03:57,127 I mean, you weren't even with Will Jefford Jr. this weekend. 1129 01:04:00,329 --> 01:04:02,319 Were you? 1130 01:04:21,429 --> 01:04:24,328 - How you could disappoint me in so many different ways 1131 01:04:24,429 --> 01:04:26,089 in the course of a single evening 1132 01:04:26,196 --> 01:04:28,719 is nothing short of extraordinary, Rupert Turner. 1133 01:04:28,829 --> 01:04:30,091 - I am pretty impressive. 1134 01:04:40,563 --> 01:04:42,825 - You lie to your teachers. 1135 01:04:42,929 --> 01:04:44,725 You drag me out of work 1136 01:04:44,829 --> 01:04:46,989 to come pick you up at the police station 1137 01:04:47,096 --> 01:04:50,222 after you've been arrested for breaking into someone's house! 1138 01:04:50,329 --> 01:04:52,228 What the hell, Rupert? 1139 01:04:52,329 --> 01:04:54,057 - I'm sorry, Mom. 1140 01:04:54,162 --> 01:04:56,322 - No, sorry isn't good enough! 1141 01:04:56,429 --> 01:04:58,396 I want an explanation now! 1142 01:04:58,496 --> 01:05:02,122 - I've been exchanging letters with John F. Donovan. 1143 01:05:02,229 --> 01:05:04,287 - The actor from-- from the show? 1144 01:05:04,396 --> 01:05:07,920 - Yes. I've been writing letters to him for 5 years now. 1145 01:05:08,029 --> 01:05:11,826 He answered the first one, the one we wrote together. 1146 01:05:11,929 --> 01:05:13,328 - He wrote back? 1147 01:05:13,429 --> 01:05:14,396 - Yes. 1148 01:05:16,329 --> 01:05:18,353 - You never told me? 1149 01:05:18,463 --> 01:05:20,691 What did he even write you? 1150 01:05:20,795 --> 01:05:24,853 - Nothing, just stuff about movies and family and friends. 1151 01:05:24,962 --> 01:05:27,555 Acting. 1152 01:05:27,662 --> 01:05:29,152 - How many letters? 1153 01:05:29,262 --> 01:05:30,819 - Many. 1154 01:05:30,929 --> 01:05:33,396 - Like, how many? Five, 10, 20? How many? 1155 01:05:33,496 --> 01:05:34,985 - 100, give or take. 1156 01:05:35,096 --> 01:05:37,585 - Give-- Holy shit, Rupert! 1157 01:05:37,695 --> 01:05:41,254 What's the matter with you? How much do you hate me? 1158 01:05:45,262 --> 01:05:47,388 Oh! 1159 01:05:50,529 --> 01:05:52,927 Why would you lie to me? - I never lied. 1160 01:05:53,029 --> 01:05:56,428 - Please! You're a compulsive liar just like your father! 1161 01:05:56,529 --> 01:05:58,462 - I just didn't say anything! 1162 01:05:58,562 --> 01:06:01,223 - Excuse my poor choice of words! 1163 01:06:01,329 --> 01:06:04,524 You lied, Rupert, and you lied for years! 1164 01:06:04,628 --> 01:06:07,391 And I won't be treated like a stranger in our own house. 1165 01:06:07,496 --> 01:06:08,655 I'm your mother! 1166 01:06:08,762 --> 01:06:11,286 - Are you? Because you never ask! 1167 01:06:11,396 --> 01:06:14,954 You never ask anything about my acting or my auditions. 1168 01:06:15,062 --> 01:06:18,223 It's just bullshit, Mom! It's embarrassing, OK? 1169 01:06:18,329 --> 01:06:21,659 It's embarrassing that we left America to come here. 1170 01:06:21,762 --> 01:06:23,195 For what? For who? 1171 01:06:23,296 --> 01:06:25,819 Dad doesn't even have the time to see me, 1172 01:06:25,929 --> 01:06:28,794 so what's the purpose of coming to England 1173 01:06:28,895 --> 01:06:32,828 except lying to yourself about this whole great, new life 1174 01:06:32,929 --> 01:06:37,021 that you can have away from my friends, my life, my school! 1175 01:06:37,129 --> 01:06:40,857 Just because you suddenly realized you failed! 1176 01:06:40,962 --> 01:06:43,361 So, no, I never talked about the letters 1177 01:06:43,463 --> 01:06:45,520 because you probably would've freaked out 1178 01:06:45,628 --> 01:06:47,891 and forbidden me to write to the only person 1179 01:06:47,996 --> 01:06:50,463 that seems to care about me 1180 01:06:50,562 --> 01:06:55,723 in this utterly stupid, banal, point-fucking-less life 1181 01:06:55,829 --> 01:06:57,659 I can't wait to get out of, 1182 01:06:57,762 --> 01:07:00,627 away from you, away from this place 1183 01:07:00,729 --> 01:07:04,787 and your small dreams and your smallness! 1184 01:07:08,528 --> 01:07:11,360 - Well, you just said goodbye to that audition in London. 1185 01:07:11,463 --> 01:07:13,020 - Big frickin' surprise! 1186 01:07:13,129 --> 01:07:14,857 You couldn't have it, so neither can I. 1187 01:07:23,329 --> 01:07:26,057 Oh, it's probably Scotland Yard! 1188 01:07:30,129 --> 01:07:33,221 - Ma'am, how long has your son been writing to John F. Donovan? 1189 01:07:34,495 --> 01:07:36,689 Does he write often? 1190 01:07:36,795 --> 01:07:38,319 Do you know what your son writes? 1191 01:07:38,429 --> 01:07:39,827 - Ma'am! Ma'am! 1192 01:07:42,029 --> 01:07:44,121 Oh, fuck! 1193 01:07:44,229 --> 01:07:48,287 - And now Tom with a frankly bizarre story out of Harrow. 1194 01:07:48,396 --> 01:07:52,886 Tell us, Tom, how a TV star and an 11-year-old are connected 1195 01:07:52,996 --> 01:07:55,519 to an incident involving the local police? 1196 01:07:55,628 --> 01:07:58,061 Can you give us any clarity on this, Tom? 1197 01:07:58,162 --> 01:08:00,754 - Hey, are we sure about the age? I mean, 11 years old. 1198 01:08:00,862 --> 01:08:02,658 That's a load of bollocks. Come on! 1199 01:08:02,762 --> 01:08:04,888 - Run it, Rhys. Richard wrote it. 1200 01:08:04,996 --> 01:08:08,759 - Bloody hell! How do you like them apples? 1201 01:08:08,862 --> 01:08:11,624 - I'm an 18-year-old girl. I have needs. I need you. 1202 01:08:11,729 --> 01:08:13,060 I keep having those visions. 1203 01:08:13,162 --> 01:08:15,288 - The ones from when I healed you? 1204 01:08:15,396 --> 01:08:17,862 Sarah, this... That's normal. 1205 01:08:17,962 --> 01:08:21,123 The day I saved you, our souls were linked forever. 1206 01:08:21,229 --> 01:08:22,559 I can't explain why, but-- 1207 01:08:22,662 --> 01:08:25,527 Aw, shit! - What? 1208 01:08:25,628 --> 01:08:28,095 - Busy weekend, huh, Johnny boy? 1209 01:08:29,662 --> 01:08:32,255 Busy boy, right, Johnny? 1210 01:08:32,363 --> 01:08:33,454 - Uh, yeah. 1211 01:08:33,562 --> 01:08:36,086 - Billy! - You all right, my man? 1212 01:08:36,196 --> 01:08:38,890 - Billy, we're running lines. 1213 01:08:38,996 --> 01:08:42,191 - Sorry, Miss Jones. 1214 01:08:42,296 --> 01:08:45,058 - That guy is such a douche. Jesus! 1215 01:08:45,162 --> 01:08:47,719 Um, Adam, what about Diego? 1216 01:08:47,829 --> 01:08:49,955 He's starting to ask questions. He knows. 1217 01:08:50,062 --> 01:08:52,654 - We'll just get Bella to visit him in his dreams, 1218 01:08:52,762 --> 01:08:53,729 erase his memories. 1219 01:08:53,829 --> 01:08:55,921 Ah, fuck me! Give me a fucking break! 1220 01:08:56,029 --> 01:08:58,586 - John, do you want me to call a set medic? 1221 01:08:58,695 --> 01:09:01,526 - Uh, yeah, to the ER, please! More press! 1222 01:09:01,628 --> 01:09:03,959 - Hey, Johnny! So, what's this whole letters thing? 1223 01:09:04,062 --> 01:09:06,086 - Speak up, James. - Oh, I'm sorry. 1224 01:09:06,196 --> 01:09:08,526 Johnny, what is going on with, uh, the letters? 1225 01:09:08,628 --> 01:09:10,754 - What letters? 1226 01:09:10,862 --> 01:09:12,692 - You're writing letters to some kid? 1227 01:09:12,795 --> 01:09:14,194 That's cute, uh... 1228 01:09:17,096 --> 01:09:19,790 OK. Um, yeah, just keep running your lines. 1229 01:09:19,895 --> 01:09:22,555 We got time. They are setting up the rig. 1230 01:09:22,662 --> 01:09:24,561 You've got, like, 20 or... - Thank you. 1231 01:09:24,662 --> 01:09:27,027 - What did he say? I couldn't hear a word. 1232 01:10:01,096 --> 01:10:04,063 Uh, Liz, could you read this link Barbara sent me? 1233 01:10:04,162 --> 01:10:06,026 My eyes are killing me. 1234 01:10:06,129 --> 01:10:08,857 Loud, but not too loud, 'cause... 1235 01:10:08,962 --> 01:10:11,724 - "Letters to a child actor and risky sex 1236 01:10:11,829 --> 01:10:14,194 "lead to JFD's biggest secret ever." 1237 01:10:14,295 --> 01:10:16,263 John, we should be rehearsing. 1238 01:10:17,862 --> 01:10:19,385 "The affair went public 1239 01:10:19,495 --> 01:10:22,587 "after a schoolyard quarrel was blown out of proportion today 1240 01:10:22,695 --> 01:10:25,026 "in Harrow, Greater London, England. 1241 01:10:25,129 --> 01:10:27,255 "An 11-year-old boy named Rupert Turner 1242 01:10:27,362 --> 01:10:29,829 "broke into private property to steal back 1243 01:10:29,929 --> 01:10:33,021 "what he claimed were letters stolen by a schoolmate, 1244 01:10:33,129 --> 01:10:36,357 "letters apparently written by John F. Donovan himself. 1245 01:10:36,462 --> 01:10:39,191 "This comes shortly after the news broke 1246 01:10:39,295 --> 01:10:41,956 "of his involvement in an already viral affair 1247 01:10:42,062 --> 01:10:43,460 "involving male prostitutes 1248 01:10:43,562 --> 01:10:46,029 "and fellow actor Will Jefford Jr. 1249 01:10:46,129 --> 01:10:48,459 "Any connections with the letters--" 1250 01:10:48,562 --> 01:10:50,461 - Do you have any meds? - What? 1251 01:10:50,562 --> 01:10:53,324 - Meds. Clonazepam, Xanax? 1252 01:10:53,428 --> 01:10:56,089 You don't have any, uh... 1253 01:10:56,196 --> 01:10:58,129 lithium, do you? 1254 01:10:58,229 --> 01:10:59,388 - What? - Meds, Liz. 1255 01:10:59,495 --> 01:11:01,553 I need some fucking meds. Do you have any? 1256 01:11:01,662 --> 01:11:04,152 - I only have natural things. - Oh, fuck me! 1257 01:11:05,261 --> 01:11:06,751 - Do you want Rescue Remedy? 1258 01:11:07,895 --> 01:11:09,123 - Hey, Johnny! John, John! 1259 01:11:09,228 --> 01:11:11,593 Scale of 1-10, what do you give me? 1260 01:11:11,695 --> 01:11:13,525 Huh? What am I? 1261 01:11:13,628 --> 01:11:16,221 These fucking morons say you won't give me more than a 5. 1262 01:11:16,328 --> 01:11:17,761 Fuck that, right? 1263 01:11:17,862 --> 01:11:19,954 - OMG, Billy, you are so annoying right now! 1264 01:11:20,062 --> 01:11:21,221 - Hey, what's, um... 1265 01:11:21,328 --> 01:11:23,693 What's with this Brit-kid bullshit? 1266 01:11:23,795 --> 01:11:27,024 You writing letters to this kid? Wow, busy weekend, huh? 1267 01:11:27,129 --> 01:11:28,288 - John, are you all right? 1268 01:11:28,395 --> 01:11:30,022 - Jesus Christ! 1269 01:11:31,662 --> 01:11:32,959 Busy boy, right, Johnny? 1270 01:11:33,062 --> 01:11:35,188 How do you like them apples? 1271 01:11:42,462 --> 01:11:44,326 - You wanna know about my fucking weekend, 1272 01:11:44,428 --> 01:11:45,451 you son of a bitch? 1273 01:11:45,562 --> 01:11:46,893 You think I wanna tell you 1274 01:11:46,996 --> 01:11:48,223 about my fucking weekend? 1275 01:11:48,328 --> 01:11:49,693 Don't you fucking touch me! 1276 01:11:49,795 --> 01:11:52,387 - Oh my God! - Don't you fucking dare! 1277 01:11:52,495 --> 01:11:54,019 - Johnny, I'm sorry. 1278 01:11:54,129 --> 01:11:57,119 - You fucking call me Johnny? Who the fuck do you think I am? 1279 01:11:57,228 --> 01:11:58,286 Who the fuck are you? 1280 01:11:58,395 --> 01:12:00,124 - Uh, Brian, get over here. 1281 01:12:00,228 --> 01:12:02,286 Johnny has flipped his shit! Shut up! 1282 01:12:02,395 --> 01:12:04,022 - I thought we were friends. 1283 01:12:04,129 --> 01:12:07,186 - No! No, we're not friends, man! 1284 01:12:07,295 --> 01:12:09,558 We're not fucking friends! 1285 01:12:09,662 --> 01:12:14,028 I come here, I say my fucking lines, and you don't know me. 1286 01:12:14,129 --> 01:12:16,652 You don't know my life. You don't know my past. 1287 01:12:16,762 --> 01:12:18,353 You don't know my fucking secrets! 1288 01:12:18,462 --> 01:12:21,224 And I say hello, and I tell you about my fucking weekend 1289 01:12:21,328 --> 01:12:22,454 because if I don't, 1290 01:12:22,562 --> 01:12:24,688 you're gonna go out there and tell everybody 1291 01:12:24,795 --> 01:12:27,227 what a pretentious piece of shit I am, right? 1292 01:12:27,328 --> 01:12:28,852 Yeah? Yeah? 1293 01:12:28,962 --> 01:12:32,054 "Don't tell us this bastard never takes a shit 1294 01:12:32,161 --> 01:12:33,526 "like the rest of us!" 1295 01:12:33,628 --> 01:12:35,891 Well, he sure does, Billy! 1296 01:12:35,996 --> 01:12:37,758 He sure as fuck does! 1297 01:12:37,862 --> 01:12:40,351 And he's so grateful, and he's so nice, 1298 01:12:40,462 --> 01:12:42,986 and he's so fucking happy 1299 01:12:43,096 --> 01:12:47,461 that he's gonna tell you all about his fucking weekend! 1300 01:13:03,395 --> 01:13:05,090 - Shit! 1301 01:13:06,562 --> 01:13:08,552 - Next! - Next is "pen pals," I believe. 1302 01:13:08,662 --> 01:13:11,027 - This one's my favorite, maybe ever! 1303 01:13:11,128 --> 01:13:12,390 - It's so good. 1304 01:13:12,495 --> 01:13:14,962 - It's so good, I wanna hear you ask me the question. 1305 01:13:15,062 --> 01:13:15,960 - All right! 1306 01:13:18,462 --> 01:13:20,986 OK, do you have a pen pal? 1307 01:13:21,096 --> 01:13:23,653 - Child pen pal. Do your job. 1308 01:13:25,895 --> 01:13:28,021 - Do you have a child pen pal in England? 1309 01:13:29,662 --> 01:13:32,390 - I mean, why not? Why not England? 1310 01:13:32,495 --> 01:13:34,860 They speak English. I speak English. 1311 01:13:34,962 --> 01:13:37,519 I mean, it's a match made in heaven, right? 1312 01:13:37,628 --> 01:13:38,993 Keep going! 1313 01:13:41,628 --> 01:13:44,356 - Do you have a written correspondence 1314 01:13:44,462 --> 01:13:45,952 with a British child actor? 1315 01:13:46,062 --> 01:13:48,052 - And have I had it for years? 1316 01:13:48,161 --> 01:13:51,856 I mean, in the article I read, and I read 'em all... 1317 01:13:51,962 --> 01:13:53,451 I gotta! 1318 01:13:53,562 --> 01:13:57,518 I mean, I gotta! How else would I know what I've been up to? 1319 01:13:57,628 --> 01:14:00,720 I mean, and I've been busy, man! 1320 01:14:00,829 --> 01:14:03,193 I've been really busy! 1321 01:14:52,228 --> 01:14:54,593 That's just awful. 1322 01:14:55,996 --> 01:14:57,986 Yeah, it wasn't great. 1323 01:15:00,328 --> 01:15:02,022 - And then did he write back 1324 01:15:02,128 --> 01:15:04,186 to say he was sorry, to explain himself? 1325 01:15:04,295 --> 01:15:05,489 - No, of course, he did. 1326 01:15:05,595 --> 01:15:07,528 But, you know, being ignored that night 1327 01:15:07,628 --> 01:15:09,390 wasn't what hurt most. 1328 01:15:09,495 --> 01:15:11,860 I knew he didn't have a choice. I understood. 1329 01:15:11,962 --> 01:15:13,952 And it hurt to understand. 1330 01:15:14,061 --> 01:15:18,859 But, no, the consequences for me with the boys, my teacher, 1331 01:15:18,962 --> 01:15:21,451 back at the time, were gonna be terrible. 1332 01:15:26,028 --> 01:15:27,689 Are you gonna miss your flight? 1333 01:15:27,795 --> 01:15:31,523 You know, we can do the rest by email, if you'd like. 1334 01:15:31,628 --> 01:15:32,526 - No, don't worry. 1335 01:15:33,628 --> 01:15:34,720 It's fine. 1336 01:15:34,829 --> 01:15:36,728 - How much do I owe you for that smile? 1337 01:15:36,829 --> 01:15:37,818 - Piss off! 1338 01:15:37,929 --> 01:15:39,418 - Can somebody call an ambulance? 1339 01:15:39,528 --> 01:15:41,085 I'm sorry, excuse me. 1340 01:15:41,195 --> 01:15:43,458 Is there--is there a doctor on this flight? 1341 01:15:43,562 --> 01:15:45,461 I'm reporting unusual behavior. 1342 01:15:45,562 --> 01:15:47,188 This is the first signs of a stroke. 1343 01:15:47,295 --> 01:15:49,660 Audrey, look at me. Are you smelling burnt toast? 1344 01:15:49,762 --> 01:15:50,751 Are you OK? 1345 01:15:52,762 --> 01:15:55,058 - All right, back to business. 1346 01:15:55,161 --> 01:15:56,628 - Back to business. 1347 01:15:56,729 --> 01:15:59,025 - So, what happened then? 1348 01:16:19,995 --> 01:16:24,224 - You guys are visiting the retirement home today. 1349 01:16:24,328 --> 01:16:29,159 And I read in your agenda that you have to be formally dressed. 1350 01:16:32,061 --> 01:16:33,653 So let me help you. 1351 01:16:51,528 --> 01:16:53,552 It'll be fun, Rupert. 1352 01:16:55,695 --> 01:16:57,628 Fun and healthy. 1353 01:16:57,729 --> 01:17:00,719 You get to do something nice for someone else, 1354 01:17:00,829 --> 01:17:05,387 and it will give you a break from all of this insanity. 1355 01:17:05,495 --> 01:17:07,257 Feet! 1356 01:17:08,829 --> 01:17:11,352 - He said he never wrote the letters. 1357 01:17:11,462 --> 01:17:13,725 They're gonna kick my ass. 1358 01:17:13,829 --> 01:17:16,728 They're all gonna make fun of me. 1359 01:17:16,829 --> 01:17:19,625 I wanna stay here with you, Mom. 1360 01:17:19,729 --> 01:17:22,286 Please don't do this to me. 1361 01:17:22,395 --> 01:17:24,328 Please don't let me down. 1362 01:17:24,428 --> 01:17:27,054 - You are never to write to that man again. 1363 01:17:27,161 --> 01:17:28,389 Do you understand? 1364 01:17:28,495 --> 01:17:30,291 Whether it is true or not, I don't-- 1365 01:17:30,395 --> 01:17:31,623 - It is true! 1366 01:17:31,729 --> 01:17:34,252 - Do you see what he has done to you? 1367 01:17:34,362 --> 01:17:36,522 He--he wrote you off in a heartbeat, 1368 01:17:36,628 --> 01:17:39,151 and he would do it again if he needed to. 1369 01:17:39,261 --> 01:17:42,126 And that's what this entire business is about. 1370 01:17:43,495 --> 01:17:46,621 Look, I know you love this. 1371 01:17:46,729 --> 01:17:50,662 But I need you to come down to earth, OK? 1372 01:17:50,762 --> 01:17:53,058 Focus on your grades. 1373 01:17:53,161 --> 01:17:54,991 You can make a girlfriend. 1374 01:17:55,095 --> 01:17:57,153 Or a boyfriend. - Eww! 1375 01:17:57,261 --> 01:17:59,989 - Rupert, you have to forget about this. 1376 01:18:02,562 --> 01:18:05,188 - Today's audition could've changed everything. 1377 01:18:06,795 --> 01:18:10,387 For once, they're casting an American film. 1378 01:18:10,495 --> 01:18:13,928 - Rupert, you can audition again when school is over, OK? 1379 01:18:14,028 --> 01:18:15,393 In the summer. 1380 01:18:15,495 --> 01:18:18,394 - You disappear for a few weeks, you disappear forever. 1381 01:18:21,261 --> 01:18:22,728 You did. 1382 01:18:27,995 --> 01:18:29,656 - I did. 1383 01:18:30,961 --> 01:18:32,451 And it would be great 1384 01:18:32,562 --> 01:18:36,086 if you didn't remind me about that all the time. 1385 01:18:38,128 --> 01:18:41,357 I know you think that I have no ambition, Rupert, 1386 01:18:41,462 --> 01:18:43,588 OK, and no strength. 1387 01:18:44,961 --> 01:18:46,758 Are you happy? 1388 01:18:48,395 --> 01:18:52,226 But if some kid makes fun of you or touches you 1389 01:18:52,328 --> 01:18:55,159 or--or some grownup mocks you, 1390 01:18:55,261 --> 01:18:57,023 I... 1391 01:18:57,128 --> 01:19:01,152 I will have to be that--that boring woman who's so small 1392 01:19:01,261 --> 01:19:03,228 and come and protect you, OK? 1393 01:19:04,562 --> 01:19:06,960 I never was scared of not succeeding 1394 01:19:07,061 --> 01:19:08,960 or losing your father. 1395 01:19:09,061 --> 01:19:12,960 But I will always be afraid of seeing you hurt. 1396 01:19:16,928 --> 01:19:19,157 And not today, not tomorrow... 1397 01:19:20,761 --> 01:19:24,490 probably not for a very long time, 1398 01:19:24,595 --> 01:19:27,289 but one day, 1399 01:19:27,395 --> 01:19:29,658 you're gonna understand that, OK? 1400 01:19:50,662 --> 01:19:53,254 - Good morning, Olga. Hello, Catherine. 1401 01:19:53,362 --> 01:19:55,352 Timothy, Rodrigue, Kamal. 1402 01:19:55,462 --> 01:19:57,588 - Celeste, nice dress! - Thanks, Miss. 1403 01:19:57,695 --> 01:20:00,560 - Cedric, Giant Shark... 1404 01:20:05,861 --> 01:20:07,226 - Missing anyone? 1405 01:20:09,261 --> 01:20:10,558 - Where's Rupert? 1406 01:20:10,662 --> 01:20:13,026 - Rupert Donovan's missing! 1407 01:20:14,562 --> 01:20:17,119 - Cedric! Warning number one. 1408 01:20:17,228 --> 01:20:18,785 - Ah, come on! - Rupert? 1409 01:20:18,894 --> 01:20:21,861 - Sarah! Sarah! 1410 01:20:23,728 --> 01:20:25,355 Come here! 1411 01:20:25,462 --> 01:20:26,860 - Oh God! 1412 01:20:29,028 --> 01:20:30,427 - Oh my God! 1413 01:20:30,528 --> 01:20:32,721 - Oh no, it's absolutely fine. 1414 01:20:34,395 --> 01:20:37,021 Um, do you mind if I come in? 1415 01:20:38,128 --> 01:20:40,288 - OK, sure. Why not? 1416 01:20:46,961 --> 01:20:49,292 Rupert dropped this off at school this morning. 1417 01:20:49,395 --> 01:20:51,294 - What? 1418 01:20:51,395 --> 01:20:53,521 "Dear Miss Kureshi, please don't worry. 1419 01:20:53,628 --> 01:20:56,288 "I'm off to London for an audition." 1420 01:20:58,562 --> 01:21:01,620 I forbade him from going to that audition, Miss Kureshi. 1421 01:21:03,295 --> 01:21:05,693 - Miss Turner, I... 1422 01:21:05,794 --> 01:21:08,557 I'm sure you did forbid him to go, and I-- 1423 01:21:08,661 --> 01:21:11,992 - I know! I'm not stupid, OK, I just... 1424 01:21:15,661 --> 01:21:18,561 - Rupert's safe, right? He has a cell phone, doesn't he? 1425 01:21:18,661 --> 01:21:20,855 You can contact him-- - He wanted to. 1426 01:21:20,961 --> 01:21:23,621 But he's--he's just a boy. 1427 01:21:23,728 --> 01:21:25,786 He--he knows the city, though. 1428 01:21:25,894 --> 01:21:28,986 He visits his father once a month by himself. 1429 01:21:29,095 --> 01:21:30,789 Well, he... 1430 01:21:31,928 --> 01:21:33,395 He used to. 1431 01:21:33,495 --> 01:21:37,519 OK, well, I have a conference in Bracknell this afternoon, 1432 01:21:37,627 --> 01:21:39,890 so I'll have to call his father, 1433 01:21:39,995 --> 01:21:44,452 and he will put him on the train back to Harrow. 1434 01:21:44,562 --> 01:21:45,960 All right. - Hmm! 1435 01:21:46,061 --> 01:21:47,960 Thank you, Miss Kureshi. 1436 01:21:48,061 --> 01:21:49,755 - Of course! 1437 01:21:49,861 --> 01:21:53,420 Um, I'll--I'll see myself out. 1438 01:21:56,261 --> 01:21:58,818 Miss Turner? - Yes? 1439 01:22:01,295 --> 01:22:02,193 Yes? 1440 01:22:03,495 --> 01:22:06,462 - I see Rupert, 1441 01:22:06,562 --> 01:22:09,619 and he has such a brilliant future ahead of him. 1442 01:22:09,728 --> 01:22:11,025 You know? 1443 01:22:11,128 --> 01:22:12,685 Which is more than I can say 1444 01:22:12,794 --> 01:22:15,193 for most of the students I've taught. 1445 01:22:15,295 --> 01:22:18,524 I mean, I can see a future for them, 1446 01:22:18,627 --> 01:22:21,493 but I rarely see a... 1447 01:22:23,728 --> 01:22:25,161 destiny. 1448 01:22:28,794 --> 01:22:32,989 And I guess that's why I came here today instead of calling. 1449 01:22:33,095 --> 01:22:36,187 - Mm-hmm. Well, I--I know my son is special, OK? 1450 01:22:36,295 --> 01:22:38,727 I--I'm not blind. 1451 01:22:48,761 --> 01:22:52,388 Rupert must be pretty ashamed of me, isn't he? 1452 01:22:52,495 --> 01:22:56,121 He's probably telling you all sorts of things about me, 1453 01:22:56,228 --> 01:22:57,717 isn't he, 1454 01:22:57,828 --> 01:23:00,386 just mocking me to all his friends. 1455 01:23:02,328 --> 01:23:05,852 - Rupert is a lonely child. 1456 01:23:05,961 --> 01:23:09,519 He doesn't open up much to others. 1457 01:23:11,894 --> 01:23:14,827 - Oh. OK. 1458 01:23:16,095 --> 01:23:17,823 He--he... 1459 01:23:18,894 --> 01:23:20,554 Well, he used to. 1460 01:23:23,061 --> 01:23:25,290 - I was going through the children's homework 1461 01:23:25,395 --> 01:23:26,725 the other night, 1462 01:23:26,828 --> 01:23:29,886 and I realized you hadn't signed this paper by Rupert, 1463 01:23:29,995 --> 01:23:31,894 the one about role models. 1464 01:23:31,995 --> 01:23:33,723 - Well, Rupert's had a correspondence 1465 01:23:33,828 --> 01:23:37,318 with a 30-year-old man for 5 years with nobody knowing, 1466 01:23:37,428 --> 01:23:39,951 so I guess it's no surprise 1467 01:23:40,061 --> 01:23:43,290 that he didn't wanna share his essay with me. 1468 01:23:59,061 --> 01:24:01,119 - I can't understand why. 1469 01:24:02,894 --> 01:24:04,088 Good day. 1470 01:24:14,328 --> 01:24:17,624 - To choose your mother or father as a role model 1471 01:24:17,728 --> 01:24:19,252 is probably unoriginal, 1472 01:24:19,362 --> 01:24:22,556 but I reckon there isn't a person I know better, 1473 01:24:22,661 --> 01:24:26,356 nor admire more, than my mother, Sam Turner. 1474 01:24:29,461 --> 01:24:31,292 Over the past few years, 1475 01:24:31,395 --> 01:24:34,226 her and I sort of grew apart, but... 1476 01:24:36,128 --> 01:24:37,958 you'll tell me that's life. 1477 01:24:42,828 --> 01:24:47,784 ♪♪ When the night has come and the land is dark... ♪ 1478 01:24:47,894 --> 01:24:49,622 Sam got pregnant with me, 1479 01:24:49,728 --> 01:24:52,490 and my father left her for another person shortly after 1480 01:24:52,594 --> 01:24:54,493 and moved to England. 1481 01:24:54,594 --> 01:24:57,061 So she raised me on her own. 1482 01:24:57,161 --> 01:25:00,855 And for a while, we were a pretty good match. 1483 01:25:00,961 --> 01:25:02,087 - Excuse me! 1484 01:25:02,195 --> 01:25:04,923 My son Rupert Turner had an appointment at 1:30. 1485 01:25:05,028 --> 01:25:09,291 - I would take care of her, even call her "love," 1486 01:25:09,394 --> 01:25:12,055 which made me feel like an adult. 1487 01:25:12,161 --> 01:25:16,288 But the truth is we were simply best friends. 1488 01:25:16,394 --> 01:25:19,191 ♪ So darling, darling, stand by me... ♪ 1489 01:25:19,295 --> 01:25:20,727 - Rupert! 1490 01:25:20,828 --> 01:25:23,159 - She called me Larry instead of my real name, 1491 01:25:23,261 --> 01:25:25,489 and we watched movies together. 1492 01:25:25,594 --> 01:25:28,390 I think we've seen The Secret Garden a billion times. 1493 01:25:28,494 --> 01:25:30,086 - Rupert! 1494 01:25:30,195 --> 01:25:32,025 - As she quit acting, 1495 01:25:32,128 --> 01:25:33,992 I started to audition for small parts. 1496 01:25:34,095 --> 01:25:35,618 - Rupert! 1497 01:25:35,728 --> 01:25:38,752 - I thought she'd be proud of me for doing something 1498 01:25:38,861 --> 01:25:40,885 she had once been striving to do. 1499 01:25:40,995 --> 01:25:42,723 - Rupert! 1500 01:25:42,828 --> 01:25:45,920 ♪ If the sky that we look upon should tumble and fall ♪ 1501 01:25:46,028 --> 01:25:49,461 ♪ Or the mountains should crumble to the sea... ♪ 1502 01:25:49,561 --> 01:25:51,188 - As the years went by, 1503 01:25:51,295 --> 01:25:54,285 Sam became disappointed with how her dreams faded, 1504 01:25:54,394 --> 01:25:56,725 and we moved here in search of new ones. 1505 01:25:56,828 --> 01:25:59,022 ♪ I won't cry No, I won't shed a tear ♪ 1506 01:25:59,128 --> 01:26:00,856 - Excuse me, sir, my son is there... 1507 01:26:00,961 --> 01:26:02,484 - It's been hard for me, 1508 01:26:02,594 --> 01:26:05,356 but I understand why Sam needed to become someone else. 1509 01:26:05,461 --> 01:26:07,792 ♪ Just as long as you stand Stand by me ♪ 1510 01:26:07,894 --> 01:26:10,383 It's just hard to admit I do. 1511 01:26:10,494 --> 01:26:13,461 I know I'm responsible for the distance between us. 1512 01:26:13,561 --> 01:26:15,721 Sometimes, I wish all of our problems 1513 01:26:15,828 --> 01:26:19,625 and the invisible wall between us vanished, 1514 01:26:19,728 --> 01:26:22,320 that it'd be just the two of us again, 1515 01:26:22,427 --> 01:26:25,553 with nothing else to worry about, 1516 01:26:25,661 --> 01:26:27,560 with no pride and no lies. 1517 01:26:27,661 --> 01:26:30,254 Then I'd tell her the truth. 1518 01:26:31,961 --> 01:26:34,359 I'd tell her just how much I love her. 1519 01:26:34,461 --> 01:26:35,928 Mom! 1520 01:26:36,028 --> 01:26:40,223 ♪ Darling, darling Stand by me ♪ 1521 01:26:40,327 --> 01:26:44,624 ♪ Oh, stand by me ♪ 1522 01:26:44,728 --> 01:26:48,786 ♪ Oh stand ♪ 1523 01:26:48,894 --> 01:26:52,691 ♪ Stand by me, stand by me ♪ 1524 01:26:52,794 --> 01:26:55,351 ♪ Whenever you're in trouble ♪ 1525 01:26:55,461 --> 01:26:57,894 ♪ Won't you stand by me? ♪ 1526 01:26:57,995 --> 01:27:03,428 ♪ Oh, stand by me... ♪♪ 1527 01:27:03,527 --> 01:27:05,619 I'm sorry! - I'm so sorry! 1528 01:27:05,728 --> 01:27:06,854 I'm stupid! 1529 01:27:06,961 --> 01:27:08,621 - You're not mad? - I'm so stupid. 1530 01:27:08,728 --> 01:27:10,252 - You're not stupid, Mom! 1531 01:27:10,361 --> 01:27:12,487 - Your teacher came. I knew I'd made a mistake. 1532 01:27:12,594 --> 01:27:14,891 But then I read your essay. - You did? 1533 01:27:14,995 --> 01:27:16,586 - I didn't wanna hurt you, OK? 1534 01:27:16,694 --> 01:27:18,059 I didn't wanna hurt you, 1535 01:27:18,161 --> 01:27:20,684 and I'm so sorry that you think I'm small-minded. 1536 01:27:20,794 --> 01:27:22,693 - You're not! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! 1537 01:27:22,794 --> 01:27:24,227 - We'll do it, OK? 1538 01:27:24,327 --> 01:27:25,851 Rupy, you'll do it, the acting. 1539 01:27:25,961 --> 01:27:28,190 And I'm gonna be there for you, OK? 1540 01:27:28,294 --> 01:27:29,227 - OK. 1541 01:27:38,394 --> 01:27:41,226 - I think you knew this was coming, didn't you? 1542 01:27:41,327 --> 01:27:43,487 - Barbara, this can't be serious. 1543 01:27:44,828 --> 01:27:47,351 We've been through so much together. 1544 01:27:47,461 --> 01:27:50,224 I need you, and... 1545 01:27:52,461 --> 01:27:53,951 - Say it. 1546 01:27:57,494 --> 01:27:59,427 I need you, John? 1547 01:28:01,627 --> 01:28:03,958 I don't need anybody. 1548 01:28:04,061 --> 01:28:07,221 That's a position I've been avoiding putting myself in 1549 01:28:07,327 --> 01:28:08,988 for the past 40 years. 1550 01:28:11,995 --> 01:28:13,962 John, darlin'... 1551 01:28:15,327 --> 01:28:17,022 Look around you. 1552 01:28:17,128 --> 01:28:20,061 Look at the art on the walls. Look at the rug. 1553 01:28:20,161 --> 01:28:22,457 Look at that chair you're sitting in. 1554 01:28:23,894 --> 01:28:25,554 I chose this life. 1555 01:28:29,095 --> 01:28:32,119 Oh, it could've been different, 1556 01:28:32,227 --> 01:28:33,922 much, much different. 1557 01:28:35,061 --> 01:28:37,459 I could've done it all. 1558 01:28:37,561 --> 01:28:40,960 You have no idea the opportunities I turned down 1559 01:28:41,061 --> 01:28:44,357 to work with extraordinary actors, just artists, 1560 01:28:44,461 --> 01:28:46,053 become a partner in agencies 1561 01:28:46,161 --> 01:28:48,559 you'd never imagine me working in... 1562 01:28:48,661 --> 01:28:50,628 - I don't doubt you, Barbara-- 1563 01:28:50,728 --> 01:28:52,161 - I'm not finished. 1564 01:28:55,594 --> 01:28:58,118 I chose this life, John. 1565 01:29:00,894 --> 01:29:02,554 Not for want of ambition. 1566 01:29:02,661 --> 01:29:06,856 I like money and all the stuff you can do with it. I do. 1567 01:29:06,961 --> 01:29:11,189 But I chose this life because it's the one I can live 1568 01:29:11,294 --> 01:29:14,955 and in which I can feel that I'm doing right by my job. 1569 01:29:17,294 --> 01:29:20,284 I just can't manage the careers of business people. 1570 01:29:20,394 --> 01:29:23,452 It's not 'cause I don't like 'em or respect 'em. 1571 01:29:23,561 --> 01:29:26,119 I mean, I can be around 'em and among 'em. 1572 01:29:26,227 --> 01:29:28,456 But I can't be them. 1573 01:29:31,561 --> 01:29:33,323 I'm not a liar. 1574 01:29:36,728 --> 01:29:39,456 And if you're gonna be that person, John... 1575 01:29:40,928 --> 01:29:42,656 if you're gonna hire models 1576 01:29:42,761 --> 01:29:45,819 to be seen with them strolling out of restaurants 1577 01:29:45,928 --> 01:29:47,861 and going to your charity balls, 1578 01:29:47,961 --> 01:29:50,951 if you're gonna be the person that dismisses people... 1579 01:29:53,461 --> 01:29:55,690 tells kids they don't exist... 1580 01:29:57,327 --> 01:29:59,487 I won't go down that road with you. 1581 01:29:59,594 --> 01:30:01,561 That's a dead end, and I know it. 1582 01:30:05,761 --> 01:30:09,387 I'm not dumb. I know you can do it. 1583 01:30:09,494 --> 01:30:11,461 I'm sure you can do it. 1584 01:30:12,494 --> 01:30:14,620 If that's what you want. 1585 01:30:16,061 --> 01:30:18,459 But I'm not doing it with you. 1586 01:30:20,961 --> 01:30:25,451 I've just seen too many friends just get lost in that spiral, 1587 01:30:25,561 --> 01:30:28,153 that bullshit black hole. 1588 01:30:28,260 --> 01:30:29,625 It's just... 1589 01:30:29,728 --> 01:30:32,957 It's just a waste of talent 1590 01:30:33,061 --> 01:30:36,152 and time is never redeemed. 1591 01:30:46,394 --> 01:30:48,088 I'm finished. 1592 01:30:51,661 --> 01:30:55,253 - Barbara, I have Eileen O'Neal for you on line one. 1593 01:30:57,127 --> 01:30:59,560 - You'll find yourself another manager, Johnny. 1594 01:30:59,661 --> 01:31:01,685 It's the best thing for you right now. 1595 01:31:01,794 --> 01:31:03,818 I'll tell everybody that you fired me. 1596 01:31:03,928 --> 01:31:05,394 Put her through, Melanie. 1597 01:31:07,294 --> 01:31:09,852 - What if I don't wanna change? 1598 01:31:11,561 --> 01:31:13,619 - That one's for your shrink. 1599 01:31:13,728 --> 01:31:15,991 Eileen, how are you? 1600 01:31:16,094 --> 01:31:18,357 I know, I know! I've been meaning to call. 1601 01:31:18,461 --> 01:31:21,018 I've been so busy. Things are just great! 1602 01:31:22,828 --> 01:31:24,556 How are the kids? 1603 01:31:24,661 --> 01:31:26,457 Disney World? 1604 01:31:29,294 --> 01:31:31,158 No, I'm good. 1605 01:31:38,094 --> 01:31:39,925 No, I'm fine. 1606 01:32:06,894 --> 01:32:07,826 - Hey! 1607 01:32:07,928 --> 01:32:09,394 - Hey! 1608 01:32:11,294 --> 01:32:12,921 - Um... 1609 01:32:15,427 --> 01:32:18,053 Shit, I'm sorry! I should've called. 1610 01:32:19,160 --> 01:32:20,855 - It's OK. 1611 01:32:20,960 --> 01:32:23,621 Um, they took the bus up here for the weekend. 1612 01:32:23,728 --> 01:32:27,126 I'm gonna drive them back home for my brother's birthday. 1613 01:32:27,227 --> 01:32:28,819 - Wow, that's amazing! 1614 01:32:28,928 --> 01:32:30,622 Cool. 1615 01:32:30,728 --> 01:32:33,956 Uh, I suppose I could come back later? 1616 01:32:35,494 --> 01:32:37,188 I don't know if they're staying, 1617 01:32:37,294 --> 01:32:39,693 but we could go for a beer or something. 1618 01:32:41,594 --> 01:32:43,458 Look, I, uh... 1619 01:32:44,494 --> 01:32:45,960 I need to talk. 1620 01:32:47,294 --> 01:32:49,158 - To me? 1621 01:32:52,094 --> 01:32:54,084 - Well, yeah. 1622 01:32:55,894 --> 01:32:58,258 - Uh, no, silent... 1623 01:32:58,361 --> 01:33:00,521 Look, I, uh... 1624 01:33:00,627 --> 01:33:03,719 I think, um, this whole... 1625 01:33:04,828 --> 01:33:06,692 John, I--I like you, 1626 01:33:06,794 --> 01:33:09,954 but this--this whole story... 1627 01:33:10,994 --> 01:33:13,984 this whole picture thing, 1628 01:33:14,094 --> 01:33:16,561 it's just, I don't know. 1629 01:33:16,661 --> 01:33:18,890 - What, you're, uh, you're ashamed? 1630 01:33:18,994 --> 01:33:21,120 - No, John. 1631 01:33:22,260 --> 01:33:24,523 You are, though. 1632 01:33:24,627 --> 01:33:27,059 - Rihanna. - That was Rihanna! 1633 01:33:27,160 --> 01:33:29,855 - I wish you would've picked up the phone. 1634 01:33:31,127 --> 01:33:33,526 - Listen, the timing wasn't right. 1635 01:33:33,627 --> 01:33:35,957 - Look, it's fine. OK? 1636 01:33:36,060 --> 01:33:38,618 - Honey, come on! Connor needs you! 1637 01:33:38,728 --> 01:33:40,217 - Hold on one second, Mom. 1638 01:33:40,327 --> 01:33:43,522 Sorry, just one minute. 1639 01:33:43,627 --> 01:33:46,788 Look, you gotta do what you gotta do, you know? 1640 01:33:49,294 --> 01:33:51,818 I... I'm... 1641 01:33:51,927 --> 01:33:53,861 I'm young. 1642 01:33:53,960 --> 01:33:56,792 And I--I know what I want 1643 01:33:56,893 --> 01:33:59,122 and who I am. 1644 01:34:01,260 --> 01:34:03,557 And being someone's secret crush 1645 01:34:03,661 --> 01:34:06,355 is just nowhere near where I'm headed. 1646 01:34:06,461 --> 01:34:08,052 OK? 1647 01:34:08,160 --> 01:34:11,150 Um, I'd let you in, but... 1648 01:34:11,260 --> 01:34:13,318 Singer? Singing? 1649 01:34:14,828 --> 01:34:17,556 Big boobs? Dolly Parton! 1650 01:34:18,661 --> 01:34:20,321 - It's fine. 1651 01:34:21,361 --> 01:34:23,260 - I'm sorry. 1652 01:34:37,327 --> 01:34:39,521 - I sent him a copy of the book, 1653 01:34:39,627 --> 01:34:41,820 but never heard back from Will Jefford Jr. 1654 01:34:41,927 --> 01:34:44,826 John had mentioned him in the letters, always lovingly, 1655 01:34:44,927 --> 01:34:46,485 but no one really seems to know 1656 01:34:46,594 --> 01:34:48,618 where Will lives now or what he does. 1657 01:34:48,728 --> 01:34:49,887 Hmm... 1658 01:34:49,994 --> 01:34:51,984 - Word is he's moved back home 1659 01:34:52,094 --> 01:34:54,493 and does pretty much everything except act. 1660 01:34:54,594 --> 01:34:56,026 - Mm-hmm. 1661 01:34:56,127 --> 01:34:59,652 - Barbara Haggermaker once said in an interview, 1662 01:34:59,761 --> 01:35:01,785 one of those Women of Power pieces, 1663 01:35:01,893 --> 01:35:04,690 that her greatest failure wasn't dropping John. 1664 01:35:04,793 --> 01:35:05,692 - No? 1665 01:35:05,793 --> 01:35:07,488 - It was not knowing him. 1666 01:35:10,960 --> 01:35:13,291 When his illness, his past, 1667 01:35:13,394 --> 01:35:15,951 when everything about him was revealed, 1668 01:35:16,060 --> 01:35:18,118 a lot of people felt that way. 1669 01:35:19,827 --> 01:35:22,454 But what should we know of an artist? 1670 01:35:24,094 --> 01:35:26,856 What should he reveal of himself, 1671 01:35:26,960 --> 01:35:29,723 and why does it matter to us? 1672 01:35:49,494 --> 01:35:51,756 - So, what became of John? 1673 01:35:58,661 --> 01:36:01,651 - He just... disappeared. 1674 01:36:05,627 --> 01:36:07,116 They sold the apartment. 1675 01:36:07,227 --> 01:36:10,285 I think he just went back to the life he once had 1676 01:36:10,394 --> 01:36:11,917 not that long ago. 1677 01:36:13,361 --> 01:36:15,624 Hellsome High had Adam White leave 1678 01:36:15,727 --> 01:36:18,559 on a spiritual journey somewhere in Africa 1679 01:36:18,661 --> 01:36:20,457 in the middle of Season 6. 1680 01:36:21,960 --> 01:36:23,689 I remember the episode. It was... 1681 01:36:23,793 --> 01:36:25,693 It was called "Departure." 1682 01:36:25,793 --> 01:36:27,385 - Ah! That's fitting. 1683 01:36:29,160 --> 01:36:32,957 - The man John had attacked on set pressed charges, of course. 1684 01:36:34,627 --> 01:36:37,752 They settled. No one ever heard about it again. 1685 01:36:39,960 --> 01:36:42,722 - Did he write during these months of... 1686 01:36:42,827 --> 01:36:44,987 What was it? Do you know? 1687 01:36:45,094 --> 01:36:48,027 Isolation? Addiction? Depression? 1688 01:36:48,127 --> 01:36:49,617 - I wouldn't know because, no, 1689 01:36:49,727 --> 01:36:52,126 he didn't write during that period of time. 1690 01:36:52,227 --> 01:36:55,490 I mean, I wish I could've been there for John. 1691 01:36:57,994 --> 01:37:01,086 But we were miles-- We were worlds away. 1692 01:37:03,127 --> 01:37:04,889 Life went on. 1693 01:37:07,760 --> 01:37:10,057 And John, he'd kept his old habit 1694 01:37:10,160 --> 01:37:13,559 of eating in the kitchen of that diner he fancied 1695 01:37:13,661 --> 01:37:16,457 and from which he'd so often written me. 1696 01:37:18,660 --> 01:37:21,218 He hadn't completely lost touch. 1697 01:37:24,094 --> 01:37:25,993 After the London saga, 1698 01:37:26,094 --> 01:37:28,890 my mom had allowed me to start auditioning again, 1699 01:37:28,994 --> 01:37:31,518 and a sort of serendipitous series of events 1700 01:37:31,627 --> 01:37:32,854 and a wide casting 1701 01:37:32,960 --> 01:37:34,927 had gotten me a callback in New York. 1702 01:37:36,627 --> 01:37:38,355 Of course, I was thrilled, 1703 01:37:38,461 --> 01:37:41,791 but mainly because, as we had planned, 1704 01:37:41,893 --> 01:37:44,883 I'd be meeting John for the very first time. 1705 01:37:46,461 --> 01:37:47,927 The first time in 5 years. 1706 01:37:49,927 --> 01:37:51,554 - That isn't... 1707 01:37:51,660 --> 01:37:53,218 Hellsome High? 1708 01:37:53,327 --> 01:37:54,725 It is you, isn't it? 1709 01:37:55,893 --> 01:37:57,292 Ha! 1710 01:37:57,394 --> 01:38:00,656 I'm sorry. I know that's not your name. 1711 01:38:01,827 --> 01:38:03,488 - No, that's, uh... 1712 01:38:03,594 --> 01:38:05,787 That's a high school. Um, my name is-- 1713 01:38:05,893 --> 01:38:07,860 - John F. Donovan! 1714 01:38:07,960 --> 01:38:09,052 I'm not that old. 1715 01:38:10,561 --> 01:38:12,221 I'm sure you hate this, 1716 01:38:12,327 --> 01:38:15,294 but my grandson is a huge fan of yours. 1717 01:38:15,394 --> 01:38:19,122 I was walking with him down Canal Street just the other day 1718 01:38:19,227 --> 01:38:21,819 and passed a poster for your show, 1719 01:38:21,927 --> 01:38:23,951 and he just got so excited. 1720 01:38:25,561 --> 01:38:28,959 He stood in front of that poster around 5 minutes. 1721 01:38:29,060 --> 01:38:32,152 He wants to be just like you when he grows up. 1722 01:38:33,626 --> 01:38:35,923 Magic powers included, of course. 1723 01:38:37,593 --> 01:38:38,787 - Does he? 1724 01:38:38,893 --> 01:38:40,757 - He sure does, yeah. 1725 01:38:43,227 --> 01:38:47,024 Well, I don't mean to bother you, you know. 1726 01:38:47,127 --> 01:38:49,889 - No, you're not. Please. 1727 01:38:49,994 --> 01:38:53,120 - Oh, aren't you a kind man, 1728 01:38:53,227 --> 01:38:56,058 sitting here trying to get some peace and quiet, 1729 01:38:56,160 --> 01:38:59,718 and an old fool like me comes squawking in. 1730 01:38:59,827 --> 01:39:01,385 - No. 1731 01:39:01,494 --> 01:39:03,790 No, really, it's... 1732 01:39:03,893 --> 01:39:07,690 - Well, we'll be waiting for the next great adventure, 1733 01:39:07,793 --> 01:39:09,317 then, will we? 1734 01:39:09,427 --> 01:39:11,791 OK. - I don't know, sir. 1735 01:39:12,827 --> 01:39:14,522 - What? 1736 01:39:14,626 --> 01:39:16,718 - I don't know anymore. 1737 01:39:19,660 --> 01:39:21,559 I, uh... 1738 01:39:23,927 --> 01:39:25,394 I feel... 1739 01:39:25,494 --> 01:39:28,722 Sorry, I--I feel like... 1740 01:39:32,893 --> 01:39:34,723 - Talk to me. 1741 01:39:36,793 --> 01:39:39,260 - I--I feel... 1742 01:39:39,361 --> 01:39:43,021 I've done everything wrong. 1743 01:39:43,127 --> 01:39:45,185 You know? 1744 01:39:45,294 --> 01:39:47,158 I've been thinking... 1745 01:39:49,660 --> 01:39:53,855 What if I-- What if I don't belong here? 1746 01:39:53,960 --> 01:39:57,394 What if I've stolen someone else's place? 1747 01:39:59,060 --> 01:40:02,459 Ah, Jesus, say something. Laugh at me or... 1748 01:40:02,560 --> 01:40:04,289 - Oh dear! 1749 01:40:04,394 --> 01:40:09,486 I mean, who am I to contemplate these confessions, really? 1750 01:40:09,593 --> 01:40:11,322 Hmm? 1751 01:40:11,427 --> 01:40:13,757 - I know, I know. I'm s-- 1752 01:40:13,860 --> 01:40:15,384 I'm sorry. Please go. 1753 01:40:15,493 --> 01:40:18,756 I should never have bothered you with any of this. 1754 01:40:19,960 --> 01:40:21,654 - In my opinion... 1755 01:40:23,394 --> 01:40:25,327 things are simple. 1756 01:40:25,427 --> 01:40:28,484 People, on the other hand, 1757 01:40:28,593 --> 01:40:33,617 have an inexplicable proclivity to make them complicated. 1758 01:40:36,626 --> 01:40:39,457 It seems to me you already know you erred, 1759 01:40:39,560 --> 01:40:43,119 which is, to say at least, atypical of most people. 1760 01:40:45,493 --> 01:40:49,188 But, personally, I look at you, 1761 01:40:49,294 --> 01:40:53,284 and all I see is a young man 1762 01:40:53,394 --> 01:40:56,384 whose work matters to my grandson. 1763 01:40:58,060 --> 01:41:01,549 I mean, how you chose to remedy your wrongs 1764 01:41:01,660 --> 01:41:04,718 is yours and God's good businesses. 1765 01:41:06,460 --> 01:41:08,654 But the question is... 1766 01:41:11,960 --> 01:41:14,654 how could you have stolen a place... 1767 01:41:17,060 --> 01:41:20,289 that was made just for you? 1768 01:41:31,394 --> 01:41:35,225 - Um, I'm sorry, I've never seen you here before. 1769 01:41:36,526 --> 01:41:39,516 - Well, you see me now. 1770 01:41:41,893 --> 01:41:45,553 Blimey! You know, I'd better get going. 1771 01:41:48,593 --> 01:41:50,560 Go home. 1772 01:41:50,660 --> 01:41:55,253 You're too young for lonely meals in dingy kitchens. 1773 01:42:15,227 --> 01:42:16,625 - Mom! 1774 01:42:20,660 --> 01:42:22,490 - Wow! 1775 01:42:24,060 --> 01:42:26,050 What are you doing here? 1776 01:42:31,893 --> 01:42:35,951 Well, then this is the most perfect night. 1777 01:42:41,760 --> 01:42:45,091 So, how's Amy? 1778 01:42:51,393 --> 01:42:53,485 Is it, um, 1779 01:42:53,593 --> 01:42:57,083 is it because you met someone? 1780 01:42:57,194 --> 01:43:00,456 Uh, another person? 1781 01:43:06,626 --> 01:43:08,184 Oh, no, no, no! 1782 01:43:08,294 --> 01:43:09,885 Don't do this to me. No, come on! 1783 01:43:09,994 --> 01:43:12,223 - No, I'm sorry. - You're not gonna leave now! 1784 01:43:12,326 --> 01:43:14,793 We're in the middle of a game! Are you kidding me? 1785 01:43:14,893 --> 01:43:17,190 - Not like "I gotta bail" I'm sorry. 1786 01:43:17,294 --> 01:43:20,783 - John! - Mom, I'm--I'm sorry. 1787 01:43:20,893 --> 01:43:23,758 I'm... sorry. 1788 01:43:28,160 --> 01:43:29,820 I don't know, I... 1789 01:43:29,927 --> 01:43:32,224 Fuck, I'm not good at this! 1790 01:43:34,493 --> 01:43:36,892 - Um, you know, John, that I, um... 1791 01:43:38,893 --> 01:43:41,689 I read everything about you. 1792 01:43:41,793 --> 01:43:44,624 I mean, everybody gives me every article. Everything. 1793 01:43:44,727 --> 01:43:46,387 I see every performance, 1794 01:43:46,493 --> 01:43:48,824 all the talk shows, your work, everything. 1795 01:43:48,927 --> 01:43:50,723 I follow you and, um... 1796 01:43:50,827 --> 01:43:54,226 There's this one thing that you said. 1797 01:43:54,326 --> 01:43:56,293 - Oh, Ma, what did you read? 1798 01:43:57,493 --> 01:44:00,392 - You said it on a few occasions. 1799 01:44:00,493 --> 01:44:03,927 Um, you said that... 1800 01:44:05,426 --> 01:44:07,121 You said that we... 1801 01:44:08,493 --> 01:44:12,688 that we came from different planets. 1802 01:44:12,793 --> 01:44:14,919 - Oh no, Ma-- - And... 1803 01:44:17,127 --> 01:44:19,151 John, I... 1804 01:44:21,660 --> 01:44:24,218 I come from this planet... 1805 01:44:25,994 --> 01:44:29,427 and you come... 1806 01:44:31,660 --> 01:44:34,320 from me. 1807 01:44:36,027 --> 01:44:38,357 And I know that, um... 1808 01:44:38,460 --> 01:44:42,291 I mean, I don't think a mother is supposed to be 1809 01:44:42,393 --> 01:44:44,054 her son's friend. 1810 01:44:48,660 --> 01:44:50,593 But I know you. 1811 01:44:53,326 --> 01:44:55,486 I was the first to. 1812 01:45:01,560 --> 01:45:04,084 So, now let's just play cards, OK? 1813 01:45:06,793 --> 01:45:08,124 - Hey, Ma? 1814 01:45:08,226 --> 01:45:10,489 - Yeah. 1815 01:45:10,593 --> 01:45:15,118 - Would you run me a bath and ask me to spell words... 1816 01:45:16,493 --> 01:45:18,017 ...like we used to? 1817 01:45:18,127 --> 01:45:20,320 - If that's what you want. 1818 01:45:22,226 --> 01:45:25,421 - Can I stay here tonight? 1819 01:45:25,526 --> 01:45:28,891 - Oh, honey, you can stay here for the rest of your life. 1820 01:45:35,027 --> 01:45:37,186 This is fun! 1821 01:45:37,293 --> 01:45:39,157 - Rupert, stop it! 1822 01:45:39,259 --> 01:45:40,726 - Mom, you should try this! 1823 01:45:40,827 --> 01:45:43,555 - Stop jumping on the bed. You're gonna break the bed. 1824 01:45:43,660 --> 01:45:46,491 You're gonna break the floor. You're gonna break your neck! 1825 01:45:46,593 --> 01:45:47,719 I don't know a human being 1826 01:45:47,827 --> 01:45:49,851 capable of drying their hair in blue light. 1827 01:45:49,960 --> 01:45:51,187 - You see how high I can go? 1828 01:45:52,893 --> 01:45:54,359 - Do you wanna go back to England? 1829 01:46:02,226 --> 01:46:04,126 - Mom? - Yeah? 1830 01:46:04,226 --> 01:46:06,557 - Do you think John's answered my letter yet? 1831 01:46:06,660 --> 01:46:08,991 - The front desk said that they'd call. 1832 01:46:09,094 --> 01:46:12,754 You have to focus on the positive stuff, honey. 1833 01:46:15,259 --> 01:46:16,282 - Yeah. 1834 01:46:16,393 --> 01:46:18,292 - It's a full moon tonight. 1835 01:46:18,393 --> 01:46:20,451 It's gotta mean something, right? 1836 01:46:25,893 --> 01:46:27,689 - I guess so. 1837 01:46:27,793 --> 01:46:30,385 - It will be hard to entirely ignore 1838 01:46:30,493 --> 01:46:32,960 this mother-son hotbox on my MySpace. 1839 01:46:33,060 --> 01:46:35,185 - This one seems like a good one. 1840 01:46:35,293 --> 01:46:37,624 "Prandrial"? Oh God, what's that? 1841 01:46:37,727 --> 01:46:39,092 "Preprandial." 1842 01:46:39,193 --> 01:46:40,558 - That's easy. 1843 01:46:45,560 --> 01:46:48,288 Uh, pertaining to something before a meal. 1844 01:46:48,393 --> 01:46:50,054 - You are such a nerd. 1845 01:46:53,960 --> 01:46:55,722 - Is that right? 1846 01:46:55,827 --> 01:46:58,384 - Sorry, what? 1847 01:46:58,493 --> 01:47:00,357 - What, that's how you spell it. 1848 01:47:00,460 --> 01:47:01,552 Is that right? 1849 01:47:01,660 --> 01:47:05,115 - Oh yeah! Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1850 01:47:12,259 --> 01:47:14,123 Honey, are you OK? 1851 01:47:16,493 --> 01:47:17,983 - I'm fine, Ma. 1852 01:47:18,093 --> 01:47:19,458 - Yeah? 1853 01:47:19,560 --> 01:47:21,151 - I'm fine. 1854 01:47:22,860 --> 01:47:26,520 Things are gonna be a bit different, that's all. 1855 01:47:26,626 --> 01:47:29,457 - Yeah, it's a little scary, 1856 01:47:29,560 --> 01:47:32,459 but, you know, you just... 1857 01:47:34,126 --> 01:47:36,457 You just have to be yourself. 1858 01:47:36,560 --> 01:47:40,186 - Eek! Well, that'll be terrible! 1859 01:47:41,526 --> 01:47:43,288 - Shut up, you little fuck! 1860 01:47:43,393 --> 01:47:45,383 - What the fuck? Don't be a dick, man! 1861 01:47:45,493 --> 01:47:47,756 - Hey! Hey! - Oh! Watch it, boys! 1862 01:47:47,860 --> 01:47:49,349 - Turn it up. 1863 01:47:49,460 --> 01:47:51,154 - Piss off! - I fucking love this song! 1864 01:47:51,259 --> 01:47:53,624 - Are you fucking serious? - I know that one! 1865 01:47:53,727 --> 01:47:55,717 - I'm serious! It's a great song! Turn it up! 1866 01:47:55,827 --> 01:47:57,191 - Ready for this? 1867 01:47:59,827 --> 01:48:03,055 ♪♪♪ Desperate for changing ♪ 1868 01:48:03,159 --> 01:48:05,649 ♪ Starving for truth ♪ 1869 01:48:07,126 --> 01:48:10,719 ♪ I'm closer to when I started ♪ 1870 01:48:10,827 --> 01:48:14,817 ♪ I'm chasing after you ♪ 1871 01:48:16,893 --> 01:48:20,621 ♪ I'm falling even more in love with you ♪ 1872 01:48:20,727 --> 01:48:23,888 ♪ Letting go of all I've held on to ♪ 1873 01:48:23,993 --> 01:48:25,187 - You guys! 1874 01:48:25,293 --> 01:48:28,624 - ♪ I'm standing here until you make me move ♪ 1875 01:48:28,727 --> 01:48:32,888 ♪ I'm hanging by a moment here with you ♪ 1876 01:48:32,993 --> 01:48:36,119 ♪ I'm living for the only thing I know ♪ 1877 01:48:36,226 --> 01:48:40,717 ♪ I'm running and I'm not sure where to go ♪ 1878 01:48:40,827 --> 01:48:43,953 ♪ I don't know what I'm diving into ♪ 1879 01:48:44,059 --> 01:48:46,549 ♪ Just hanging by a moment... ♪♪♪ 1880 01:49:10,593 --> 01:49:12,685 I guess that's... 1881 01:49:12,793 --> 01:49:16,191 I mean, my story pretty much ends here, Audrey. I mean... 1882 01:49:16,293 --> 01:49:17,885 Does it, now? 1883 01:49:17,993 --> 01:49:20,983 - Well, from what Grace Donovan told me... 1884 01:49:22,393 --> 01:49:24,724 That was the last time she and Jimmy, 1885 01:49:24,827 --> 01:49:26,885 and anybody, as far as they know, 1886 01:49:26,993 --> 01:49:28,426 saw John. 1887 01:49:30,293 --> 01:49:35,727 - Well, then, if I may ask one final question... 1888 01:49:35,827 --> 01:49:37,589 How did you find out? 1889 01:49:40,460 --> 01:49:41,949 - Yes? 1890 01:49:43,293 --> 01:49:45,089 Oh! 1891 01:49:46,893 --> 01:49:48,382 Oh! 1892 01:49:48,493 --> 01:49:49,824 OK! 1893 01:49:49,926 --> 01:49:53,587 Uh, well, yes, then--then send it up. 1894 01:49:53,693 --> 01:49:57,285 Sorry! I just didn't want my son to see the letter just yet. 1895 01:49:57,393 --> 01:49:58,984 Otherwise, he'll go mental. 1896 01:49:59,093 --> 01:50:03,459 Uh, is it from Mr. Donovan? 1897 01:50:03,560 --> 01:50:06,117 - Um, no, I'm afraid not, Miss Turner. 1898 01:50:06,226 --> 01:50:07,557 A young man dropped it 1899 01:50:07,660 --> 01:50:10,752 with the only instruction to give it to Rupert Turner. 1900 01:50:10,860 --> 01:50:13,349 - Oh! OK. 1901 01:50:13,460 --> 01:50:15,359 - My apologies. 1902 01:50:15,460 --> 01:50:16,449 - No, no, no! 1903 01:50:16,560 --> 01:50:17,458 - Sorry. 1904 01:50:17,560 --> 01:50:19,550 - Thank you. - Have a nice day. 1905 01:50:59,593 --> 01:51:01,355 - "Dear Rupert, 1906 01:51:01,460 --> 01:51:04,359 "I have not slept in days, maybe months. 1907 01:51:04,460 --> 01:51:07,484 "I will need to find some time to do that... 1908 01:51:08,626 --> 01:51:10,456 "and think. 1909 01:51:12,126 --> 01:51:15,321 "You know, I've given my all to this life. 1910 01:51:15,426 --> 01:51:19,553 "I've worked on my craft, my career, my reputation. 1911 01:51:19,660 --> 01:51:22,820 "I've worked on friends, on family. 1912 01:51:22,926 --> 01:51:24,893 "In the midst of all that work, 1913 01:51:24,993 --> 01:51:28,892 "the thing I've forgotten to work on is myself. 1914 01:51:28,993 --> 01:51:31,960 "In the years when most boys became men, 1915 01:51:32,059 --> 01:51:34,890 "I became a celebrity. 1916 01:51:37,793 --> 01:51:39,952 "Rupert, I wish for you 1917 01:51:40,059 --> 01:51:43,549 "to live a life of recognition and fulfillment, yes. 1918 01:51:43,660 --> 01:51:46,718 "But, mostly, I wish for you to live. 1919 01:51:46,826 --> 01:51:49,191 "Live before you lie. 1920 01:51:49,293 --> 01:51:51,919 "It is what this is all about, unavoidably. 1921 01:51:54,326 --> 01:51:58,282 "But some lies are some artists' greatest performances. 1922 01:51:58,393 --> 01:52:02,826 "And some lies, I think, are a pure beauty. 1923 01:52:05,993 --> 01:52:08,926 "But you are too pure to lie now. 1924 01:52:10,326 --> 01:52:12,725 "Because I know your fantasies, 1925 01:52:12,826 --> 01:52:15,726 "because I know your desires, 1926 01:52:15,826 --> 01:52:18,658 "I also know the disappointment, 1927 01:52:18,759 --> 01:52:23,591 "the loneliness that you will inescapably feel. 1928 01:52:26,993 --> 01:52:30,392 "Rupert, I cannot think 1929 01:52:30,493 --> 01:52:33,392 "of a more impressive young man than you. 1930 01:52:35,293 --> 01:52:39,021 "I cannot dream of a more thoughtful confidant, 1931 01:52:39,126 --> 01:52:41,184 "a more singular friend. 1932 01:52:41,293 --> 01:52:44,124 "I was thinking, 1933 01:52:44,226 --> 01:52:48,683 "the greatest of our achievements in this friendship 1934 01:52:48,792 --> 01:52:53,590 "is that no one really will understand it 1935 01:52:55,792 --> 01:52:57,884 "until you want them to. 1936 01:53:00,393 --> 01:53:03,451 "I will find my way to you. I promise. 1937 01:53:05,159 --> 01:53:07,353 "Soon I will resurface." 1938 01:53:08,959 --> 01:53:11,119 - John, it's me! 1939 01:53:14,293 --> 01:53:15,850 - "But for now... 1940 01:53:19,560 --> 01:53:21,288 "I need to sleep. 1941 01:53:26,560 --> 01:53:29,026 "I just want to sleep 1942 01:53:29,126 --> 01:53:31,093 "and start over. 1943 01:53:32,959 --> 01:53:37,325 "Your friend, John." 1944 01:54:08,226 --> 01:54:11,659 - After all this, um, 1945 01:54:11,759 --> 01:54:16,625 I won't pretend that I'm not curious to know if he... 1946 01:54:20,393 --> 01:54:22,723 - If he killed himself? 1947 01:54:25,293 --> 01:54:28,021 We'll never really know, will we? 1948 01:54:28,126 --> 01:54:32,059 Um, and I don't know anything more than what's in those pages. 1949 01:54:32,159 --> 01:54:35,183 - Well, either he did kill himself 1950 01:54:35,293 --> 01:54:39,056 because he'd sunk into a deep despair, et cetera, et cetera... 1951 01:54:40,759 --> 01:54:43,454 But that's the easy version, isn't it? 1952 01:54:44,859 --> 01:54:47,019 - Or he really did wanna sleep... 1953 01:54:47,126 --> 01:54:49,457 and he made a terrible mistake. 1954 01:54:50,625 --> 01:54:52,525 - Because the last letter, 1955 01:54:52,625 --> 01:54:54,819 it suggests that he was full of hope. 1956 01:54:54,926 --> 01:54:57,791 - Which is why I'm sure you will understand 1957 01:54:57,892 --> 01:55:00,018 that, for obvious reasons, 1958 01:55:00,126 --> 01:55:03,957 that is the version that I chose to believe. 1959 01:55:08,226 --> 01:55:09,124 Hmm! 1960 01:55:09,226 --> 01:55:10,954 - All right, Rupert. 1961 01:55:12,560 --> 01:55:14,254 - Thank you. 1962 01:55:14,360 --> 01:55:16,452 I'm sorry we got off to a bad start. 1963 01:55:16,560 --> 01:55:20,890 - No! Don't worry about it, really. 1964 01:55:20,993 --> 01:55:22,823 I'll get the bill. - Yeah. Yeah. 1965 01:55:22,926 --> 01:55:24,518 Oh, there's my ride. 1966 01:55:24,625 --> 01:55:26,354 - Go! Go! - OK. 1967 01:55:34,259 --> 01:55:35,282 - Good luck. 1968 01:55:35,393 --> 01:55:36,984 - Ah, it's only one scene. 1969 01:55:37,093 --> 01:55:39,356 - No, I mean, not today, obviously, 1970 01:55:39,460 --> 01:55:44,120 but I mean with your career, your life. 1971 01:55:45,625 --> 01:55:48,058 I hope you get what you want. 1972 01:55:48,159 --> 01:55:50,023 - I already have what I want. 1973 01:55:50,126 --> 01:55:52,252 - Then good! 1974 01:55:53,759 --> 01:55:55,555 - All right, um... 1975 01:55:56,826 --> 01:55:58,656 - Oh! 1976 01:56:02,326 --> 01:56:05,487 - Um, I'll see ya. 1977 01:57:14,293 --> 01:57:19,885 ♪♪ 'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony ♪ 1978 01:57:19,993 --> 01:57:22,960 ♪ This life ♪ 1979 01:57:25,226 --> 01:57:28,159 ♪ Trying to make ends meet ♪ 1980 01:57:28,259 --> 01:57:31,055 ♪ You're a slave to the money ♪ 1981 01:57:31,159 --> 01:57:34,251 ♪ Then you die ♪ 1982 01:57:36,759 --> 01:57:41,159 ♪ I'll take you down the only road ♪ 1983 01:57:41,259 --> 01:57:45,056 ♪ I've ever been down ♪ 1984 01:57:47,892 --> 01:57:50,950 ♪ You know the one that takes you ♪ 1985 01:57:51,059 --> 01:57:55,992 ♪ To the places where all the veins meet, yeah ♪ 1986 01:58:00,059 --> 01:58:01,958 ♪ No change, I can't change ♪ 1987 01:58:02,059 --> 01:58:04,719 ♪ I can't change I can't change ♪ 1988 01:58:04,826 --> 01:58:10,055 ♪ But I'm here in my mold I am here in my mold ♪ 1989 01:58:10,159 --> 01:58:13,489 ♪ But I'm a million different people ♪ 1990 01:58:13,592 --> 01:58:15,889 ♪ From one day to the next ♪ 1991 01:58:15,993 --> 01:58:18,051 ♪ I can't change my mold ♪ 1992 01:58:18,159 --> 01:58:20,887 ♪ No, no No, no, no ♪ 1993 01:58:20,993 --> 01:58:24,085 ♪ Have you ever been down? ♪ 1994 01:58:32,726 --> 01:58:35,522 ♪ Well, I never pray ♪ 1995 01:58:35,625 --> 01:58:40,820 ♪ But tonight I'm on my knees, yeah ♪ 1996 01:58:43,892 --> 01:58:46,825 ♪ I need to hear some sounds ♪ 1997 01:58:46,926 --> 01:58:51,882 ♪ That recognize the pain in me, yeah ♪ 1998 01:58:55,126 --> 01:58:58,059 ♪ I let the melody shine ♪ 1999 01:58:58,159 --> 01:59:00,819 ♪ Let it cleanse my mind ♪ 2000 01:59:00,926 --> 01:59:03,449 ♪ I feel free now ♪ 2001 01:59:06,592 --> 01:59:09,219 ♪ But the airwaves are clean ♪ 2002 01:59:09,326 --> 01:59:14,384 ♪ And there's nobody singing to me now ♪ 2003 01:59:18,659 --> 01:59:20,523 ♪ No change, I can't change ♪ 2004 01:59:20,625 --> 01:59:23,218 ♪ I can't change I can't change ♪ 2005 01:59:23,326 --> 01:59:26,225 ♪ But I'm here in my mold ♪ 2006 01:59:26,326 --> 01:59:29,054 ♪ I am here in my mold ♪ 2007 01:59:29,159 --> 01:59:32,126 ♪ And I'm a million different people ♪ 2008 01:59:32,226 --> 01:59:34,624 ♪ From one day to the next ♪ 2009 01:59:34,726 --> 01:59:37,023 ♪ I can't change my mold ♪ 2010 01:59:37,126 --> 01:59:40,025 ♪ No, no, No, no, no ♪ 2011 01:59:40,126 --> 01:59:41,990 ♪ Have you ever been down? ♪ 2012 01:59:42,093 --> 01:59:44,355 ♪ I can't change it, you know ♪ 2013 01:59:44,459 --> 01:59:47,120 ♪ I can't change it ♪ 2014 01:59:51,592 --> 01:59:56,855 ♪ 'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony ♪ 2015 01:59:56,959 --> 02:00:00,085 ♪ This life ♪ 2016 02:00:02,726 --> 02:00:05,454 ♪ Trying to make ends meet ♪ 2017 02:00:05,559 --> 02:00:10,720 ♪ Trying to find some money Then you die ♪ 2018 02:00:13,959 --> 02:00:18,324 ♪ I'll take you down the only road ♪ 2019 02:00:18,425 --> 02:00:22,290 ♪ I've ever been down ♪ 2020 02:00:24,993 --> 02:00:28,051 ♪ You know the one that takes you ♪ 2021 02:00:28,159 --> 02:00:33,115 ♪ To the places where all the veins meet, yeah ♪ 2022 02:00:36,392 --> 02:00:39,189 ♪ You know, I can't change I can't change ♪ 2023 02:00:39,292 --> 02:00:41,850 ♪ I can't change I can't change ♪ 2024 02:00:41,959 --> 02:00:47,483 ♪ But I'm here in my mold I am here in my mold ♪ 2025 02:00:47,592 --> 02:00:50,616 ♪ And I'm a million different people ♪ 2026 02:00:50,726 --> 02:00:53,023 ♪ From one day to the next ♪ 2027 02:00:53,126 --> 02:00:55,184 ♪ I can't change my mold ♪ 2028 02:00:55,292 --> 02:00:58,726 ♪ No, no No, no, no ♪ 2029 02:00:58,826 --> 02:01:00,793 ♪ I can't change my mold ♪ 2030 02:01:00,892 --> 02:01:04,325 ♪ No, no No, no, no ♪ 2031 02:01:04,425 --> 02:01:06,688 ♪ I can't change my ♪ 2032 02:01:06,792 --> 02:01:09,953 ♪ No, no No, no, no ♪ 2033 02:01:10,059 --> 02:01:16,219 ♪ Can't change my violence, melody and silence ♪ 2034 02:01:16,325 --> 02:01:21,623 ♪ Can't change my violence, melody and silence ♪ 2035 02:01:21,726 --> 02:01:25,659 ♪ I'll take you down the only road ♪ 2036 02:01:25,759 --> 02:01:29,556 ♪ I've ever been down ♪ 2037 02:01:32,625 --> 02:01:36,956 ♪ I'll take you down the only road ♪ 2038 02:01:37,059 --> 02:01:40,492 ♪ I've ever been down ♪ 2039 02:01:41,792 --> 02:01:43,622 ♪ Been down ♪ 2040 02:01:43,726 --> 02:01:46,352 ♪ Ever been down ♪ 2041 02:01:46,459 --> 02:01:48,790 ♪ Ever been down ♪ 2042 02:01:48,892 --> 02:01:51,791 ♪ Ever been down ♪ 2043 02:01:51,892 --> 02:01:54,859 ♪ You ever been down? ♪ 2044 02:01:54,959 --> 02:01:57,653 ♪ Have you ever been down? ♪ 2045 02:01:57,759 --> 02:02:00,624 ♪ Have you ever been down? ♪♪♪ 152710