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What else do you have to say to
your fans at Queer Porn Nation?
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Thank you for being my fans, I'm happy
to satisfy you in any chance that I can.
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As you know I love sex,
I love shooting porn,
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I wish myself to do it
for many many years
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so you will have the best
jerk off ever.
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Hello.
-Hello.
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We are building a fantasy.
That's the idea, it's not a show.
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It's a porn movie on stage.
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There is no audience,
there is no crowd.
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It's like a theatre
and there is a fourth wall.
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And the fantasy is about
men at work in a car garage.
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Straight people, dumb people,
a little bit Neanderthal.
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We do a lunch break.
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You have your wife
bringing you a sandwich.
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The minute he takes
the booklet out
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you try to: "I'm not really straight,
are you straight?"
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Take the dildo out...
"Oh, I'm not straight."
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From that moment,
free to do what you want.
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I like big butts
and I cannot lie.
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This is a silicon based
for the show.
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You still live in Barcelona?
-Yes.
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You still do porn?
-No.
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Last year my sister had cancer.
I couldn't do anything.
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She's okay now?
-Myself?
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No. Your sister...
-She died in February. -I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry.
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It's like changes you,
changes your mind.
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With anything.
With anything you do.
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With lovers, with films
with anything...
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it's like...
-When...?
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February.
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Are you ready?
-Yeah.
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Let's go.
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I want you pretty much
to be like this.
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Sweetheart?
-Mama?
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Sweetie, I'm so glad to see you.
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We haven't talked since you left.
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I want you to meet Christo.
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Hello.
-That's Christo. –Hi.
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Only good things
I heard about you.
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I've heard very good
things about you too.
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How is your health?
Are you feeling better?
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Much better now,
thank you.
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Fantastic.
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He's so cute.
-I know.
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Oh, look, look.
I got these pants...
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Oh my.
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Wow, like Batman.
-That's exactly what I said.
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Now check this out.
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I'd rather you buy yourself a nice coat.
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I know, Mama.
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One day I will buy
myself a big-big coat.
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Here's the deal...
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I’m consulting everyone
about Raviv.
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About what?
-Dad.
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Oh Raviv.
-Yeah.
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I didn't answer his call.
-If it feels unnecessary, then don't.
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What do I need it for?
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The question is
if you want to see him.
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It’s totally up to you.
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You don't owe him a thing.
-Right.
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Where is it?
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My father and I don't talk
because he was never there for me,
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he was never a father
to me and my brother.
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He abandoned us
after I was born.
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When I was 11 and we came to Germany,
I remember he said...
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Why did he say it?
Something happened and he said:
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"You're acting like a homo."
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I remember I called my mum,
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because I was so hurt.
I was 11 years old.
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Are you alright?
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Johny?
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Yonatan?
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Yonatan?
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Johny?
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It's not the first time
that we see that.
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The second that he feels
stressed he sinks to himself.
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He doesn't feel strong enough
to face whatever he must.
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I know that the thing
with his dad...
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like, really upsets him,
the whole thing...
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and he barely talks about it.
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Originally my last name is "Langer''.
Yonatan Langer.
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"Langer" didn't do it for me.
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Agassi,
That's the name.
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Once I posted -
"Jonathan Agassi saved my life."
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He's a character
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that takes over me
whenever I need help.
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And he's always on my side.
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Hey everybody, Facebook,
how are you?
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I'm Jonathan Agassi, I'm all
prepared for the HustlaBall.
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Good luck to me, yeah.
Jonathan Agassi rocks.
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My mum posted "When You Are a King"
on my wall. Bless her heart.
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Time for HustlaBall.
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Whatever will be,
will be.
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Relax.
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I can't relax.
How can I relax?
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I'm one hour and a half late.
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Is the awards here?
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The awards show.
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Did it start? -Yeah.
-They started?
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Jonathan Agassi is
here by the way,
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I just got here, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I was late.
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"Lucas Entertainment."
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"The best American porn performer."
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Thank you,
thank you, thank you.
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"Mum, I'm the best actor
in the world of porn!"
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Are you waiting to pick something up?
-Yes.
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Here you go.
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Thank you very much.
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Yonatan, this time it's perfect.
-I'm sure.
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I got a bunch of my movies.
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Let me see.
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These are all your movies?
-No, of course not.
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What did you get?
-Mezuzahs (doorpost parchment).
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I got mezuzahs, how nice.
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Mezuzahs and porn.
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To each his religion.
-Exactly.
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That's awesome.
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Yonatan! It's really you.
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I'm in suspense.
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Now we go upstairs to fuck, so...
-Oh, okay.
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It's not for you.
-Up to here it was so good, Yonatan.
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Real cool.
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Oh no...
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I save everything on my computer,
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even my very first audition.
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So, Jonathan...
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What's your last name?
Jonathan Agassi?
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Jonathan Agassi.
-So tell me all about yourself.
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Well, I'm 24 years old.
-I live in Tel Aviv.
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You live at home?
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Yeah, with my mum,
and my dad lives in Berlin.
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Why does he live in Berlin?
-He likes it.
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They divorced?
-Yeah, since...
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Alright, so what was your
first sexual experience?
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When I was 14, in my 14th birthday.
-So what happened?
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He told me, "Close your eyes
and think it's a woman,"
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so I closed my eyes
and imagined it was him.
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I think since then,
that's what I like.
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And what do you like in bed?
-I like good, hard sex.
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Hard? -Yeah.
-Okay. -Not gentle...
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Don't you want me to be gentle
with you in your first film?
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A little bit gentle.
-A little gentle.
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Yeah.
-Let's try to be a little gentle.
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Jonathan understood how to work
for the camera very quickly.
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There is a big difference
between having sex in your personal life
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and how to have it for the camera.
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You have to separate the body
from your partner enough
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to let the camera in, and this
is something what he got within no time.
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Good evening and welcome to IBA News
coming to you from Jerusalem.
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Just a short distance from Jerusalem,
amidst the ruins of the Arab village of Suba,
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another scene from the American film
directed by Michael Lucas.
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One of Michael's discoveries in Israel
is actor and model Jonathan Agassi,
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who soon became a recognised and
admired star in the international
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adult entertainment industry.
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Jonathan became the star of an
incredibly successful production.
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Maybe the most successful production
in gay porn history.
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It got reviews
even in mainstream press.
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Los Angeles Times
written about that,
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so that was a fantastic
startup for his career.
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Hey guys, I'm Jonathan Agassi
and I'm about to have my first
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photoshoot here in Milan,
and you have to see that.
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Look how many clothes and shoes.
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Within 4-5 months there would be
no gay man that watches porn
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that would not know this face.
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He would be in
every gay magazine.
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He was incredibly popular.
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Anyway, you know I'm starting
my shoots on Saturday
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and I'm shooting 4 movies.
Not 3, not 2, not 1 - 4.
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Jonathan was one of those rare
performers that you'd right away
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feel how much he loves sex,
how much he wants his partner,
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it wasn't fake,
it was just so natural.
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He was bringing new elements of
performance to every scene.
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He would never be doing
the same routine.
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That is why people wanted to
see him again and again.
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Come and sit down,
no expectations - no let downs
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Imagine me as only you can
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Be what I need, don't let me rest
I'll keep you in suspense until you go mad
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All that's left
of the power that's over
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I'll save for tomorrow,
for another great day
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Yonatan!
-What?
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Oh my God.
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I have to get used to it,
it's kind of drastic.
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It's beautiful, it's beautiful...
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It's beautiful, it's amazing,
but it's weird.
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It doesn't look good?
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You're usually more impressed.
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Seeing you in stockings is weird.
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Lior.
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Lior will be shocked.
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Lior!
-What?
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Wow.
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What do you think?
-It's...revealing.
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Yeah, it's revealing,
but does it look good?
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What if I grow out my hair...?
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Hi, Shahaf.
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How are you?
-Fine.
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You're in Israel, Yonatan. -So?
-Is that how you're going out?
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You can't go out like that.
-Why? -You're not in Berlin.
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Shahaf, does it look nice?
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It's nice, but I can't
see you like this, sorry.
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I love you, you're my brother, but...
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We were close as kids.
-Very close.
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When he came out at an early age,
I lost him.
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Maybe he lost you.
-No, I lost him.
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Don't you remember Yonatan saying:
"This guy called me a homo"
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The guy took out a knife.
What are you talking about?
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Fights in school, swearing.
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I know someone suffered,
but what could we do?
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Tell Yonatan not to come out
because everyone's getting hurt?
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You only care about yourself.
-I can’t get close to you.
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I have to deal with everyone's problems,
not just yours.
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All three of you.
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Yonatan had to deal with his new world...
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Where he's finally free and happy
and he doesn't give a damn.
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Put it on.
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You go on stage and you realise
you are in a war, only men,
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you miss your wife,
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you are horny,
you see men around you.
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All of my friends from out of Israel
always see on television - army, war...
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and for them,
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they think Israelis are always in
the army, always macho, always butch.
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Okay? It's a fantasy.
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David and I are in the center?
-Yes, of course.
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Try to look like in the military.
-They don't know what is the military.
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Two people, go in front.
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That's shocking.
Oh, Yonatan, really...
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Should I put it this way?
-Yes.
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I hope the heel won't break, Yonatan.
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Mom, you have to do me a favour.
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I have to send the postcards,
I forgot.
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Jonathan Agassi, superstar.
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You're making your fans real happy.
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We're so lucky that Michael
shoots in exotic places.
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Last time it was Ibiza and now this.
It's a dream...
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Maybe whenever I'm filming
I'll bring you 3 days before.
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God, he's so hot.
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And he's horny,
I can tell.
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I can't describe what we went
through during his childhood.
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I got a call from school one day
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to tell me that Yonatan
is standing on the window sill,
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and kids are shouting,
"Jump, jump!"
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It was on the second floor.
245
00:32:02,500 --> 00:32:07,940
They said: "Go through the
window and shit on the tables."
246
00:32:08,100 --> 00:32:10,500
"Shit on the tables!"
247
00:32:10,700 --> 00:32:15,020
That's when I said to my mum,
"No, I don't want this."
248
00:32:15,060 --> 00:32:18,020
I swear, I'm tearing up.
249
00:32:20,300 --> 00:32:22,820
They understand that
I'm going to the extreme...
250
00:32:22,900 --> 00:32:26,220
not because I want to,
because I want to run away.
251
00:32:26,300 --> 00:32:28,540
I want to jump out the window?
252
00:32:29,740 --> 00:32:32,060
A 10 year old kid
breaks his arm.
253
00:32:32,180 --> 00:32:34,820
You'd expect his classmates
to come visit...
254
00:32:35,580 --> 00:32:38,260
They threw shit at me
because I'm feminine.
255
00:32:39,220 --> 00:32:41,780
And it's like,
I'm always the one to blame.
256
00:32:42,140 --> 00:32:45,260
I'm this, I'm that...
And it's not true.
257
00:32:46,780 --> 00:32:50,420
That's anguish.
That's anguish.
258
00:34:57,900 --> 00:35:00,740
I got the script 4 days ago.
259
00:35:00,780 --> 00:35:03,700
"Listen, there's a change in plans."
260
00:35:05,140 --> 00:35:11,700
My role is very minor,
I have 2 scenes in this movie.
261
00:35:11,740 --> 00:35:17,260
One scene is with the star of the movie
who took my place,
262
00:35:17,300 --> 00:35:18,980
I'm okay with that.
263
00:35:28,700 --> 00:35:33,420
My second scene is with
two "bodybuilders," all shaved.
264
00:35:33,540 --> 00:35:37,260
When you touch them you feel
like you're in a field of thorns.
265
00:35:37,620 --> 00:35:41,140
I don't shave my body,
it's not a matter of fashion,
266
00:35:41,180 --> 00:35:44,260
it's because I'm not attracted
to men who shave their chests.
267
00:35:44,500 --> 00:35:49,580
If I'm not attracted, I can't function
my dick won’t get hard.
268
00:35:49,620 --> 00:35:52,820
What am I, a machine?
Do I have batteries on my back?
269
00:35:52,900 --> 00:35:55,940
I can't have sex with those two.
270
00:35:55,980 --> 00:35:57,580
I can't.
271
00:35:57,620 --> 00:36:03,620
Michael, my boss, said that if I
don't like something I can tell him.
272
00:36:04,380 --> 00:36:09,820
Maybe it's a challenge to do a porn scene
with people you're not attracted to?
273
00:36:09,900 --> 00:36:11,820
I can't.
274
00:36:11,940 --> 00:36:13,940
I can't.
275
00:36:15,700 --> 00:36:21,380
I'm afraid people will say,
"Jonathan Agassi didn't rock it this time."
276
00:36:35,380 --> 00:36:38,980
We are very specific
about what we want
277
00:36:39,420 --> 00:36:42,420
Jonathan would violate our rules
and regulations all the time.
278
00:36:42,460 --> 00:36:44,620
More and more and more.
279
00:36:45,940 --> 00:36:49,820
He believed that in order to
compete with other models
280
00:36:51,020 --> 00:36:53,180
he needs to start doing steroids,
281
00:36:53,780 --> 00:36:56,260
he needs to get these huge arms,
282
00:36:56,700 --> 00:36:58,260
he needs to get a beard.
283
00:36:58,620 --> 00:37:02,620
With every production,
more tattoos, more piercings.
284
00:37:03,820 --> 00:37:11,620
The more I'm asking him to keep the hair,
the shorter he will cut it,
285
00:37:12,820 --> 00:37:16,420
until one time he showed up
with platinum blond hair
286
00:37:16,980 --> 00:37:18,700
and we sent him home.
287
00:38:01,180 --> 00:38:04,260
Here, this is for you.
-Thanks.
288
00:38:04,820 --> 00:38:07,700
It's exactly what I wanted.
-Great.
289
00:38:11,460 --> 00:38:13,340
Sweetheart.
290
00:38:16,300 --> 00:38:18,820
Oh! Now I can see you.
291
00:38:22,900 --> 00:38:27,540
You're going to stay
Wednesday-Thursday?
292
00:38:27,620 --> 00:38:29,140
When's your flight?
293
00:38:29,180 --> 00:38:32,060
I have to buy a ticket to London.
294
00:38:36,700 --> 00:38:37,940
Why London?
295
00:38:38,020 --> 00:38:40,420
I have some work there.
296
00:38:41,140 --> 00:38:45,060
Nothing interesting, unless...
297
00:38:48,180 --> 00:38:49,380
What?
298
00:38:49,740 --> 00:38:53,260
Look what you did.
-What?
299
00:38:53,420 --> 00:38:55,820
Maybe you shouldn't have...
300
00:38:56,340 --> 00:39:01,180
I didn't know it's a secret,
I thought she knew.
301
00:39:01,220 --> 00:39:07,700
I've been talking about "clients"
for two years. What am I, a lawyer?
302
00:39:07,940 --> 00:39:10,420
I thought you understood.
303
00:39:10,460 --> 00:39:12,620
How was I supposed to understand?
304
00:39:13,140 --> 00:39:16,620
It's not a secret.
I talk about it openly.
305
00:39:17,700 --> 00:39:20,020
I always say...
-I don't remember.
306
00:39:22,380 --> 00:39:25,740
I thought you're performing
in all these places.
307
00:39:25,820 --> 00:39:28,260
When it's a performance
I say I'm performing.
308
00:39:28,660 --> 00:39:33,060
I thought the company you work for
arranges all these trips.
309
00:39:33,100 --> 00:39:36,260
No way.
Only when I'm making films.
310
00:39:36,340 --> 00:39:38,980
The company I work for
is a film company,
311
00:39:39,100 --> 00:39:40,500
only films.
312
00:39:40,980 --> 00:39:45,940
I started out with porn.
I only became an escort a year later.
313
00:39:46,140 --> 00:39:48,260
Right, Mum?
314
00:39:59,180 --> 00:40:03,500
I'm not a prostitute, I'm an escort.
-What's the difference?
315
00:40:04,460 --> 00:40:08,420
It's not prostitution,
I don't stand on the street.
316
00:40:10,140 --> 00:40:21,420
This is what I say,
I can't create fantasies for people
317
00:40:21,780 --> 00:40:25,380
without giving them
the opportunity to fulfill them.
318
00:40:26,980 --> 00:40:30,260
They treat me with nothing but respect,
319
00:40:30,380 --> 00:40:35,020
and they all know Mum.
By name...
320
00:40:35,060 --> 00:40:38,140
They all know how amazing she is.
321
00:40:40,500 --> 00:40:44,820
Sometimes I enjoy it
even more than the porn...
322
00:40:45,900 --> 00:40:49,060
I'm going to meet a client.
323
00:40:49,180 --> 00:40:53,140
He's going on a business trip
so he's taking me with him.
324
00:40:53,260 --> 00:40:57,140
It's not prostitution,
it's Julia Roberts in "Pretty Woman."
325
00:41:45,180 --> 00:41:48,820
Show me...
It's nice.
326
00:41:49,900 --> 00:41:53,020
Amazing. -It fits?
-Perfectly.
327
00:41:56,220 --> 00:41:58,620
You're so beautiful.
328
00:42:01,020 --> 00:42:04,180
What do you say? -It's nice.
-You like it? -Yes.
329
00:42:04,700 --> 00:42:08,620
Thank you.
-Bye.
330
00:42:10,460 --> 00:42:13,780
Are you pleased?
-Yes, totally.
331
00:42:31,980 --> 00:42:39,020
I’m leaving for 2 months.
I’ll keep sending money.
332
00:42:39,260 --> 00:42:45,620
It's not your responsibility
to support us. -But it is.
333
00:42:46,420 --> 00:42:50,220
You don't make ends meet
334
00:42:50,260 --> 00:42:53,580
and I'll go out and buy
another pair of shoes?
335
00:42:53,940 --> 00:42:58,980
Okay, I'll splurge...
You think I can do that?
336
00:43:00,460 --> 00:43:02,180
I'm your man.
337
00:43:02,220 --> 00:43:04,500
You're my man,
but you're also my child.
338
00:43:04,580 --> 00:43:10,540
I consider you my child first,
not my man.
339
00:43:18,820 --> 00:43:21,540
The first time I escorted
was in Israel.
340
00:43:21,700 --> 00:43:27,940
I wouldn't let him do what he did
if he didn't pay me.
341
00:43:28,980 --> 00:43:32,180
He thought he could buy me.
And he did.
342
00:43:32,620 --> 00:43:34,380
"Do this, get another $300."
343
00:43:36,980 --> 00:43:40,060
I came home at 10am
344
00:43:40,260 --> 00:43:43,060
with $4,000, fuckin' wasted,
345
00:43:43,180 --> 00:43:45,380
depressed, crying.
346
00:43:45,820 --> 00:43:51,220
I put the $4,000 here.
Then Mum got back from work
347
00:43:51,500 --> 00:43:56,580
and I said,
"I did something all night long,
348
00:43:56,700 --> 00:44:01,500
"I'm so sad,
I'll never be a prostitute."
349
00:44:01,580 --> 00:44:04,420
I remember taking out
all that money
350
00:44:04,540 --> 00:44:08,940
and Mum looked at it and asked,
"How much do you have there?!"
351
00:44:09,420 --> 00:44:14,420
"Weigh it against
how it made you feel.
352
00:44:14,580 --> 00:44:17,060
"Is it worth it?"
353
00:44:50,540 --> 00:44:56,580
Take care of yourself, promise me.
Don't do anything stupid. -Okay.
354
00:46:07,060 --> 00:46:08,700
Patty.
-Yeah?
355
00:46:08,740 --> 00:46:12,060
6th floor, baby.
-6th? Okay.
356
00:46:26,660 --> 00:46:29,220
Haven't they gotten bigger?
-You got bigger...
357
00:46:29,260 --> 00:46:30,940
I'm a Kardashian now,
I told you.
358
00:46:30,980 --> 00:46:33,460
Totally... -A Kardashian ass.
-Big ass.
359
00:46:33,500 --> 00:46:36,540
It is big. -I've got big boobs.
-Big boobs.
360
00:46:37,260 --> 00:46:39,380
So, I don't care that
there is a camera...
361
00:46:39,420 --> 00:46:42,580
Do you wanna sniff something?
-Sure, what is it? -Coke.
362
00:46:42,820 --> 00:46:45,020
I also got a lot of T...
363
00:46:45,060 --> 00:46:47,620
I just started today.
-Tina? -Yeah, you want?
364
00:46:47,660 --> 00:46:51,060
Girl, no. -No? I don't do it.
-I told you it's bad.
365
00:46:51,100 --> 00:46:52,820
Yeah...
366
00:46:52,940 --> 00:46:55,780
So now you're here, where are you staying?
-Bernard's apartment.
367
00:46:55,820 --> 00:46:58,340
You're not staying with your dad?
-No.
368
00:46:58,380 --> 00:47:00,500
What's going on there?
369
00:47:01,620 --> 00:47:03,820
With my father? I don't know.
370
00:47:03,900 --> 00:47:06,020
We didn't talk for a long time.
371
00:47:06,060 --> 00:47:07,820
Very, very long time.
372
00:47:07,940 --> 00:47:10,820
Fathers is shit.
373
00:47:10,980 --> 00:47:13,020
That's why I only deal with my mum.
374
00:47:13,060 --> 00:47:14,820
Mums are the best.
375
00:47:14,900 --> 00:47:17,700
Yeah. -Sometimes.
-Unless they are evil.
376
00:47:21,820 --> 00:47:27,740
I don't care about daddies, unless...
it's my kind of daddy.
377
00:47:39,340 --> 00:47:41,740
I could have been you.
378
00:47:55,420 --> 00:48:02,340
When I was 15
I was sure I want to be a woman.
379
00:48:13,620 --> 00:48:16,820
I wanted to be one of the gang.
380
00:48:16,900 --> 00:48:21,540
I never fit in.
Not in high school, not anywhere.
381
00:49:21,940 --> 00:49:26,140
I love filming most of all,
more than the sex and the money.
382
00:49:26,180 --> 00:49:28,820
I like filming
and watching what I do.
383
00:49:36,380 --> 00:49:40,940
It turns me on that I can play a game,
that it's not just the fucking.
384
00:49:48,100 --> 00:49:53,620
If someone fucked me and treated me
like that, I'd be over the moon.
385
00:50:06,900 --> 00:50:13,980
So are you more masculine or feminine?
-That's not the point.
386
00:50:14,020 --> 00:50:17,820
That's how everyone's mind works.
387
00:50:18,060 --> 00:50:21,340
If you're a bottom,
then you're feminine.
388
00:50:21,420 --> 00:50:23,460
I don't care about that.
389
00:50:23,500 --> 00:50:27,060
I can turn over with
the utmost confidence,
390
00:50:27,140 --> 00:50:30,620
without losing my macho
for a second
391
00:50:30,740 --> 00:50:33,940
and say: "Yeah, fuck my pussy."
392
00:50:33,980 --> 00:50:36,820
"Get me pregnant,
make me your bitch."
393
00:50:40,220 --> 00:50:43,660
So do straight men want you
to be a woman?
394
00:50:43,700 --> 00:50:46,140
No, straight men
don't want me to be a woman,
395
00:50:46,220 --> 00:50:49,220
if they did, I'd tell them to
get the fuck out.
396
00:50:49,260 --> 00:50:52,900
It may help a straight guy
who is dying to fuck a man,
397
00:50:52,940 --> 00:50:54,900
but his ego won't let him,
398
00:50:54,940 --> 00:50:59,780
so when he sees a guy dressed like this,
something unwinds in his brain.
399
00:50:59,900 --> 00:51:03,140
They wouldn't go for a man
if they wanted a woman.
400
00:51:03,300 --> 00:51:07,060
What's the point of that?
401
00:51:27,780 --> 00:51:32,660
The only thing I care about now
is what I should upload on Facebook...
402
00:51:32,700 --> 00:51:36,260
First I need to call Mum.
403
00:51:52,180 --> 00:51:55,180
Sweetie?
-Just a second, Mum.
404
00:51:58,940 --> 00:52:00,820
One second.
405
00:52:02,180 --> 00:52:03,900
I forgot something.
406
00:52:03,940 --> 00:52:07,220
I can see you in the mirror.
– Oh shit.
407
00:52:09,940 --> 00:52:12,940
You look so good!
408
00:52:12,980 --> 00:52:15,940
I didn't put black eyeliner.
409
00:52:16,020 --> 00:52:19,260
You're so handsome.
Turn around.
410
00:52:19,420 --> 00:52:23,420
Oh, it's...
-It's the yellow lace.
411
00:52:23,540 --> 00:52:25,820
Nice, right?
412
00:52:26,700 --> 00:52:31,580
Remember these 100 Euro gloves
that I spilled Coke on?
413
00:52:31,900 --> 00:52:33,780
Well, here they are.
414
00:52:33,820 --> 00:52:35,620
Wonderful.
415
00:52:35,780 --> 00:52:38,660
You look like those women
in the movies,
416
00:52:38,700 --> 00:52:42,740
with the garters and stockings.
417
00:52:44,780 --> 00:52:47,020
Are you going to wear something warm?
418
00:52:47,100 --> 00:52:50,300
Yes, I'm taking my coat.
419
00:52:50,340 --> 00:52:51,420
Okay.
420
00:52:52,420 --> 00:52:55,420
Good luck, darling!
–I love you!
421
00:52:55,660 --> 00:52:57,820
You are my star.
422
00:53:00,420 --> 00:53:01,340
Taxi.
423
00:53:01,580 --> 00:53:02,820
Taxi.
424
00:53:04,140 --> 00:53:08,620
Taxi, you free now?
Hello. You free?
425
00:53:08,740 --> 00:53:11,940
Five minutes I come down.
Five minutes.
426
00:53:13,780 --> 00:53:17,540
We're all set.
I got drugs.
427
00:53:17,700 --> 00:53:21,380
Keys, cigarettes, chewing gum.
428
00:53:23,380 --> 00:53:24,420
G.
429
00:53:28,820 --> 00:53:30,060
I got this.
430
00:53:32,340 --> 00:53:33,260
I come, I come.
431
00:53:35,980 --> 00:53:37,020
We're coming down!
432
00:53:53,060 --> 00:53:56,820
I'm so nervous,
my stomach is turning.
433
00:53:56,940 --> 00:54:00,700
I haven't thought about
what I should say if I win.
434
00:54:01,060 --> 00:54:02,820
Thank you so much everybody for...
435
00:54:02,980 --> 00:54:04,940
It's the audience that votes.
436
00:54:04,980 --> 00:54:07,820
Thank you very much for choosing me
as the best actor of the year.
437
00:54:07,900 --> 00:54:11,900
I just wanted everybody to know
that this is my pride and joy
438
00:54:11,940 --> 00:54:14,620
and the best thing
that ever happened to my life,
439
00:54:14,660 --> 00:54:19,140
so I'm proud and happy to be
the best of it in your eyes.
440
00:54:21,700 --> 00:54:25,500
I'm very excited,
getting this award second time in a row.
441
00:54:25,540 --> 00:54:27,700
Hopefully we'll be here
for many years to come.
442
00:54:27,740 --> 00:54:31,220
Thank you very much.
Shalom, bye bye.
443
00:54:31,900 --> 00:54:34,260
Perfect, isn't it?
444
00:54:44,700 --> 00:54:47,820
Thank you, bye bye.
445
00:55:22,900 --> 00:55:26,060
I should turn the power on,
this way it works. Plug it in.
446
00:55:26,900 --> 00:55:32,540
Nominee number one,
Lucio Saints for The Alpha Male Dream Team.
447
00:55:32,580 --> 00:55:39,420
Best Actor nominee number two,
Kevin Warhol from Belami - Kinky Angels.
448
00:55:39,460 --> 00:55:46,060
Best Actor nominee number 3,
Jonathan Agassi from Lucas Entertainment.
449
00:55:46,100 --> 00:55:48,500
And the winner is...
450
00:55:48,540 --> 00:55:54,140
For The Alpha Male Dream Team,
Lucio Saints, best actor.
451
00:55:56,460 --> 00:55:58,780
Dream Team - Alpha Male.
452
00:56:33,020 --> 00:56:36,980
Now I want you to say 3 times:
"Jonathan Agassi is the best."
453
00:56:37,020 --> 00:56:39,540
Jonathan Agassi is the best.
454
00:56:39,620 --> 00:56:42,140
Jonathan Agassi is the best.
455
00:56:42,300 --> 00:56:44,820
Jonathan Agassi is the best.
456
00:57:12,700 --> 00:57:21,820
Hi Johnny, it's Dad.
I heard you're in Berlin. Call me. Bye.
457
00:57:24,460 --> 00:57:29,100
Are you telling me that the fact
that your father abandoned you
458
00:57:29,140 --> 00:57:31,180
didn't hurt you? – No.
459
00:57:31,220 --> 00:57:35,420
I couldn't care less.
460
00:57:35,540 --> 00:57:39,260
Ask my mum,
I always said my dad is dead.
461
00:57:39,380 --> 00:57:43,140
Ask her!
"My dad is dead."
462
00:57:51,500 --> 00:57:54,820
My grandparents,
Raviv's parents,
463
00:57:55,420 --> 00:57:59,020
they used to send videos
of us to my father.
464
00:57:59,460 --> 00:58:01,460
They'd tell Shahaf and me,
465
00:58:01,500 --> 00:58:05,780
"Look in the camera,
Dad is inside."
466
00:58:05,820 --> 00:58:08,660
"Look, Dad is in the camera."
467
00:58:08,700 --> 00:58:11,740
"Dad is inside,
Dad is here."
468
00:58:16,380 --> 00:58:19,580
We never got any film back from him.
469
00:58:20,260 --> 00:58:24,820
My dad was always a red dot
in the camera.
470
00:58:33,580 --> 00:58:37,820
You know what?
You want memories? You want drama?
471
00:58:38,900 --> 00:58:40,980
It all came back to me.
472
00:58:46,140 --> 00:58:48,380
It’s Shahaf’s Bar-Mitzvah
(13th birthday).
473
00:58:48,540 --> 00:58:52,180
He gets a ticket
from Raviv’s mother.
474
00:58:52,460 --> 00:58:55,500
Yonatan wants to go to Germany too.
475
00:58:56,300 --> 00:59:00,340
I was really hurt by Raviv
because he called me "Homo."
476
00:59:00,500 --> 00:59:03,220
What kind of father does that?
-Does what?
477
00:59:03,300 --> 00:59:07,220
Gets women for his son to fuck.
That’s why he called me a homo.
478
00:59:07,380 --> 00:59:10,700
He wanted me to fuck her
and I couldn’t.
479
00:59:10,780 --> 00:59:14,580
She kissed me on the mouth.
I’ll show you a picture of her.
480
00:59:14,700 --> 00:59:18,180
Where did this happen?
-In Frankfurt. -In a brothel?
481
00:59:18,220 --> 00:59:22,500
No, she was my dad’s girlfriend.
482
00:59:22,540 --> 00:59:26,740
My dad orchestrated the whole thing
for me to fuck her.
483
00:59:26,780 --> 00:59:29,420
Don’t forget that I was 12.
484
00:59:56,220 --> 00:59:59,500
Were you mad at him?
485
00:59:59,980 --> 01:00:06,420
All I cared about was going home
with a thong from Germany.
486
01:00:48,220 --> 01:00:50,980
It's not ready yet.
487
01:00:53,020 --> 01:00:56,620
It's a hard drug.
488
01:00:59,020 --> 01:01:02,740
This is "Ms. Tina."
This is "Tina."
489
01:01:04,620 --> 01:01:09,180
It gets you mile-high,
gives you loads of energy.
490
01:01:09,260 --> 01:01:13,940
It awakens you.
It's not a trip like you get on Ecstasy.
491
01:01:14,820 --> 01:01:17,900
It makes you very sexual.
492
01:01:17,940 --> 01:01:20,420
Oh, I have to inject myself.
493
01:01:25,940 --> 01:01:33,140
This injection makes your dick
stone hard for 4 hours.
494
01:01:33,220 --> 01:01:35,260
Rock solid.
495
01:01:35,340 --> 01:01:37,140
And afterwards it's really painful.
496
01:01:40,220 --> 01:01:44,780
Would you fuck yourself?
– Absolutely not!
497
01:01:47,300 --> 01:01:48,820
I've never been...
498
01:01:48,900 --> 01:01:52,340
I don't like all those pretty boys.
499
01:02:37,020 --> 01:02:42,140
You have to draw the needle,
you treat the needle like any other injection.
500
01:02:42,180 --> 01:02:47,380
Here, here, here, here and here,
just not straight up the middle.
501
01:02:47,420 --> 01:02:51,220
And when you inject
does it burn or does it sting?
502
01:02:51,260 --> 01:02:54,820
Well, some people do it fast,
some people do it slow.
503
01:02:54,900 --> 01:02:59,140
I do it really slow,
so I don't have a sting.
504
01:03:08,420 --> 01:03:13,260
Okay, you are the next one
on the main stage, I bring you there.
505
01:03:13,740 --> 01:03:18,380
Can you make sure
that nobody comes here, please?
506
01:03:37,060 --> 01:03:40,260
First group...
507
01:04:01,260 --> 01:04:05,780
This gift, this career,
is the best thing that ever happened to me.
508
01:04:07,180 --> 01:04:10,540
After all the bad,
this is the best thing that happened to me.
509
01:04:10,580 --> 01:04:13,980
I’m going to hold on to it forever.
510
01:05:58,180 --> 01:06:03,020
Michael Lucas has been begging me
to do bareback for over a year.
511
01:06:03,060 --> 01:06:05,780
Bareback films are shot
without a condom.
512
01:06:05,900 --> 01:06:10,420
You're our presenter, our exclusive,
you need to do bareback.
513
01:06:11,100 --> 01:06:13,340
On the day of filming
I had a client,
514
01:06:13,660 --> 01:06:18,700
so I arrived on set an hour late,
a little high on G.
515
01:06:19,260 --> 01:06:24,180
The first actor, 21 cm long cock,
it practically reached my heart.
516
01:06:24,380 --> 01:06:25,460
I got ripped to pieces.
517
01:06:25,500 --> 01:06:30,780
It hurt, I fell off the couch,
I did everything for that scene,
518
01:06:30,820 --> 01:06:35,020
for the first time in my life
I couldn't cum on set.
519
01:06:35,060 --> 01:06:37,900
My ass hurt, I couldn't cum.
520
01:06:37,940 --> 01:06:41,780
First time in my life
that I had to fake an orgasm.
521
01:06:42,020 --> 01:06:45,380
You use some kind of cream
that looks like cum
522
01:06:45,580 --> 01:06:47,260
and you fake it.
523
01:06:47,660 --> 01:06:50,420
A month passes,
I'm supposed to get paid.
524
01:06:50,580 --> 01:06:53,820
They didn't pay me for the scene.
525
01:06:53,900 --> 01:06:56,900
Because I didn't cum.
They payed me $1,000.
526
01:06:56,940 --> 01:06:59,820
"You couldn't ejaculate."
527
01:08:11,180 --> 01:08:12,620
Hello.
528
01:08:20,900 --> 01:08:22,620
For what time?
529
01:08:25,660 --> 01:08:28,220
When is it possible for you?
530
01:08:30,060 --> 01:08:33,260
I'm just on the streets,
I can barely hear you because of the fireworks.
531
01:08:33,300 --> 01:08:36,100
I'll get to my apartment in 10 minutes
and I'll give you a call.
532
01:08:36,140 --> 01:08:38,260
I think it's possible,
definitely possible.
533
01:08:38,740 --> 01:08:41,340
Okay, perfect.
See you, bye.
534
01:08:42,500 --> 01:08:44,420
I've got work.
535
01:08:47,100 --> 01:08:50,580
I'm so tired.
536
01:09:12,300 --> 01:09:14,980
How many are you, by the way?
-Two.
537
01:09:15,020 --> 01:09:18,620
Oh, that's even double the pleasure.
538
01:09:18,660 --> 01:09:23,420
I have a huge dick.
-I really love huge dicks,
539
01:09:23,460 --> 01:09:26,660
I'm definitely coming,
but it'll take me an hour or something like that.
540
01:09:26,700 --> 01:09:27,780
Alright.
541
01:09:29,140 --> 01:09:36,260
I'm so exhausted.
I don't know how I'm going to do this.
542
01:10:10,580 --> 01:10:13,820
I really don’t want to let people down.
543
01:10:14,900 --> 01:10:19,620
When someone goes to bed
with Jonathan Agassi they want a god.
544
01:10:19,900 --> 01:10:22,140
If not,
they'll be let down.
545
01:10:22,940 --> 01:10:26,700
"He's not that good,
that Jonathan Agassi."
546
01:10:30,580 --> 01:10:36,820
When I feel close to someone
I feel free not to take Viagra or to function.
547
01:10:37,500 --> 01:10:41,740
But how do I know if they're not with
me just because I’m Jonathan Agassi?
548
01:10:42,940 --> 01:10:45,180
I don’t need a boyfriend.
549
01:10:45,220 --> 01:10:50,340
People pay to sleep with me,
so I can make them hug me too.
550
01:11:32,620 --> 01:11:36,580
He should be here at around 19:30...
I think.
551
01:11:38,980 --> 01:11:40,420
He called me.
552
01:11:41,700 --> 01:11:49,420
Hey Johnny, it's Dad, are we on for today?
Remind me what your address is. Bye.
553
01:12:52,100 --> 01:12:53,420
You got anything to drink?
554
01:12:53,500 --> 01:12:56,940
What do you want?
-Water, not from the tap.
555
01:12:59,740 --> 01:13:03,260
Do you have a boyfriend?
-No.
556
01:13:03,900 --> 01:13:07,820
Me neither.
-A girlfriend?
557
01:13:07,940 --> 01:13:10,260
You have a girlfriend?
-Two.
558
01:13:11,140 --> 01:13:17,420
Three, actually.
But one doesn't know she's my girlfriend.
559
01:13:17,460 --> 01:13:23,260
Why, did you think I changed?
I haven't changed. -Me either.
560
01:13:23,420 --> 01:13:28,140
You always liked to screw.
Just screw.
561
01:13:28,180 --> 01:13:30,260
I learned from my son.
Or my son learned from me.
562
01:13:30,940 --> 01:13:37,940
If I could I'd make money from it too,
but instead I make kids.
563
01:13:37,980 --> 01:13:39,540
You make kids.
564
01:13:40,060 --> 01:13:44,180
Listen, we can talk about
sex non-stop.
565
01:13:44,260 --> 01:13:50,420
Okay, let's stop talking about sex
and start talking about women.
566
01:13:50,540 --> 01:13:53,740
About one woman.
-Who?
567
01:13:53,780 --> 01:13:56,820
A woman I know well.
-Oh, your mother? –Yes!
568
01:13:56,900 --> 01:13:59,420
Oh, your mother.
569
01:14:00,020 --> 01:14:02,260
Mum was the most beautiful woman
in the city, right?
570
01:14:02,340 --> 01:14:09,620
I saw her and said, what is that?
I'll never get a woman like that.
571
01:14:09,700 --> 01:14:11,380
She was so beautiful.
572
01:14:11,700 --> 01:14:15,220
So I asked her,
when do we get married?
573
01:14:15,300 --> 01:14:17,980
She said, "Wednesday."
574
01:14:18,020 --> 01:14:23,060
We got married,
we didn't get out of bed for 3 weeks.
575
01:14:23,660 --> 01:14:28,980
If it was such a great love,
why did it end?
576
01:14:32,300 --> 01:14:34,420
I don't know.
577
01:14:35,420 --> 01:14:39,820
You have no remorse?
-I've got plenty.
578
01:14:41,020 --> 01:14:46,100
But what's done is done.
-You could have done it differently.
579
01:14:46,140 --> 01:14:47,980
What could I have done differently?
580
01:14:48,020 --> 01:14:52,580
I think that while I was in Berlin...
581
01:14:53,460 --> 01:14:57,620
I wanted to have
a father again.
582
01:14:57,740 --> 01:15:03,260
Yonatan, you’re my son,
you’ll always be my son and I love you.
583
01:15:04,620 --> 01:15:06,140
I believe...
584
01:15:06,460 --> 01:15:12,060
Love has to be shown.
"I won’t see you all my life, but I love you?"
585
01:15:12,220 --> 01:15:15,580
"Accept the fact
that I take no responsibility for you."
586
01:15:15,780 --> 01:15:19,740
I take no responsibility for anything!
587
01:15:21,020 --> 01:15:24,780
That’s me,
I don’t take responsibility for myself.
588
01:15:24,820 --> 01:15:27,580
You never forget Zoe...
589
01:15:27,660 --> 01:15:31,580
Zoe is a different story.
590
01:15:31,660 --> 01:15:35,260
We’ll get to that.
-She's a child.
591
01:15:35,700 --> 01:15:38,620
We were children too.
592
01:15:38,700 --> 01:15:42,700
You’re a big boy.
-But I used to be a child too.
593
01:15:42,740 --> 01:15:47,180
You used to be,
but I was different back then.
594
01:15:47,380 --> 01:15:55,580
In all honesty,
Shahaf is the only child that was planned.
595
01:15:55,620 --> 01:15:59,220
We wanted to leave Israel
and move to the US,
596
01:15:59,260 --> 01:16:02,100
we didn't get a visa,
we moved to Canada.
597
01:16:02,140 --> 01:16:10,580
After only 4 months in Canada
your mom says she's pregnant.
598
01:16:10,620 --> 01:16:13,140
Now you're telling me?
599
01:16:13,180 --> 01:16:18,220
She wanted a girl,
she was sure it's a girl
600
01:16:18,260 --> 01:16:21,500
and that's the only reason
we kept the pregnancy.
601
01:16:21,540 --> 01:16:27,220
In the end it was a boy
and for her it was a shock.
602
01:16:27,260 --> 01:16:30,620
She had postpartum depression.
603
01:16:30,660 --> 01:16:36,740
Postpartum depression
or just depressed because it was a boy?
604
01:16:36,780 --> 01:16:41,500
She was shocked it was a boy, not a girl.
605
01:16:41,540 --> 01:16:44,780
She was devastated.
606
01:16:44,820 --> 01:16:48,820
You were always alone.
607
01:16:48,900 --> 01:16:53,260
You were in your crib...
608
01:16:53,300 --> 01:16:57,420
I mean, you were always clean
and well fed,
609
01:16:57,460 --> 01:17:03,740
but you never got the hugs
and attention a baby needs.
610
01:17:04,620 --> 01:17:10,340
How long did her depression last
after I was born?
611
01:17:10,380 --> 01:17:14,020
Until she returned to Israel.
612
01:17:14,220 --> 01:17:19,420
That’s why she left.
Do you understand?
613
01:17:22,100 --> 01:17:26,940
And if I was a girl?
Would everything be different?
614
01:17:27,780 --> 01:17:32,820
I’m not trying to blame anyone...
but your mother’s depression...
615
01:17:33,020 --> 01:17:35,780
So you are blaming someone.
616
01:17:36,500 --> 01:17:40,260
That was a big part
of what came between us.
617
01:17:40,500 --> 01:17:47,820
I became cold, distant.
That’s how I dealt with it.
618
01:17:49,020 --> 01:17:52,820
I simply shut my heart.
619
01:19:09,580 --> 01:19:11,740
Cutie, how are you?
620
01:19:12,500 --> 01:19:15,540
Listen, it was really nice.
621
01:19:15,740 --> 01:19:19,980
Raviv said good things about you.
-Really?
622
01:19:20,020 --> 01:19:28,820
He said how beautiful you were
and what a great love you had.
623
01:19:29,980 --> 01:19:38,820
In the end I asked him,
what if I was born a girl?
624
01:19:40,980 --> 01:19:43,780
He was like this,
"I don't know."
625
01:19:44,220 --> 01:19:46,340
What do you mean,
if you were born a girl?
626
01:19:46,900 --> 01:19:51,820
We talked a lot about your breakup.
627
01:19:52,020 --> 01:19:56,380
He said that you really wanted a girl
628
01:19:56,420 --> 01:19:59,820
and that's why things
got messy between you.
629
01:20:00,500 --> 01:20:02,820
Can't you hear me?
630
01:20:02,900 --> 01:20:07,060
What does me wanting a girl
have to do with the mess between us?
631
01:20:08,260 --> 01:20:14,620
At one point I asked him who's to blame?
He said, "Your mum's depression."
632
01:20:14,940 --> 01:20:18,700
I was depressed because I had a boy?
Oh please...
633
01:20:19,260 --> 01:20:24,980
I was depressed because I was neglected
in some dump in New York.
634
01:20:25,020 --> 01:20:30,340
I suffered every day and cried all day
and I had no one to talk to.
635
01:20:30,380 --> 01:20:37,500
The man came home
just to snore all night on the couch.
636
01:20:37,580 --> 01:20:39,820
That's why I was depressed.
637
01:20:39,900 --> 01:20:43,700
I wanted to return to Israel
and I was ashamed
638
01:20:43,740 --> 01:20:46,740
to ask my parents for more money,
639
01:20:46,780 --> 01:20:50,620
because he spent it all
on his crappy business affairs.
640
01:20:51,460 --> 01:20:54,700
He used to say:
"So you won't eat,
641
01:20:54,740 --> 01:20:57,060
"as long as the kids have food."
642
01:20:59,580 --> 01:21:04,620
So my depression didn't come from
having a son and not a daughter.
643
01:21:07,340 --> 01:21:10,260
What do you think?
-That he's a son of a bitch.
644
01:21:10,300 --> 01:21:13,980
What is it, sweetie?
-He made such a fool out of me.
645
01:21:14,020 --> 01:21:17,220
Why?
646
01:21:18,140 --> 01:21:21,060
Because I'm so naïve,
I bought his story.
647
01:21:21,180 --> 01:21:24,820
What?
-Because I bought his story.
648
01:21:28,300 --> 01:21:30,420
Yonatan...
649
01:21:32,540 --> 01:21:36,820
What did you say?
-Nothing, nothing.
650
01:21:40,820 --> 01:21:45,060
I was calm before and now I'm angry.
651
01:21:45,100 --> 01:21:49,980
Sweetie, I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry.
652
01:23:36,700 --> 01:23:38,180
Sick!
653
01:23:38,460 --> 01:23:39,940
Depressed!
654
01:23:40,420 --> 01:23:42,780
Going through a bad period.
655
01:23:53,900 --> 01:23:57,300
Hello.
-Hey, it's Jonathan, did you call me?
656
01:23:57,340 --> 01:24:00,180
Yes, I did.
-Yeah, hi.
657
01:24:00,220 --> 01:24:07,140
Hi, I saw your ad on Gay Romeo.
-Okay.
658
01:24:07,180 --> 01:24:10,940
And you are in Prenzlauer Berg?
-I'm in Prenzlauer Berg, yeah.
659
01:24:10,980 --> 01:24:15,820
Did you bring any leather by any chance?
-Did I bring what?
660
01:24:15,900 --> 01:24:18,900
Did you bring any leather?
-Leather, yeah, I have some leather.
661
01:24:18,940 --> 01:24:21,740
Where are you from?
-From Israel, Tel Aviv.
662
01:24:21,780 --> 01:24:25,980
Ah, you're from Israel. Okay.
-You like them Israelis.
663
01:24:26,020 --> 01:24:30,940
You're just visiting?
-Yeah, something like that.
664
01:24:30,980 --> 01:24:32,820
What you looking for?
665
01:24:33,940 --> 01:24:39,260
If you have a dick size XL...
-Yeah, a bit more than XL.
666
01:24:39,500 --> 01:24:41,820
Can you just send me a picture?
667
01:24:41,900 --> 01:24:46,140
Yeah, if you can just send me
a message on Gay Romeo...
668
01:24:55,660 --> 01:24:58,940
Let's wait for an answer.
669
01:25:07,740 --> 01:25:13,020
I don't feel like sex,
I don't feel like work or friends,
670
01:25:13,060 --> 01:25:14,340
I don't feel like anything.
671
01:26:08,780 --> 01:26:11,380
How are you?
-Fine.
672
01:26:11,420 --> 01:26:13,420
I had a terrible day.
673
01:26:13,900 --> 01:26:18,380
A dreadful night
and a dreadful day.
674
01:26:19,260 --> 01:26:21,540
It's so traumatic.
675
01:26:26,260 --> 01:26:29,820
It's unbelievable
how much it still hurts.
676
01:26:30,020 --> 01:26:32,260
It's like he lives…
677
01:26:32,420 --> 01:26:41,020
At night I felt like his big fat
shadow was crushing me.
678
01:26:42,500 --> 01:26:45,820
I tossed and turned all night.
679
01:26:46,740 --> 01:26:51,820
I woke up feeling beaten.
680
01:26:55,340 --> 01:26:58,780
It really insulted me.
681
01:27:01,980 --> 01:27:04,940
What he said
really insulted me.
682
01:27:05,020 --> 01:27:08,220
He twisted the truth
and insulted me.
683
01:27:10,500 --> 01:27:16,820
You know what I've been
through, the depressions...
684
01:27:17,020 --> 01:27:18,820
And you never walked away.
685
01:27:18,980 --> 01:27:22,260
It didn't make
me walk away.
686
01:27:23,100 --> 01:27:25,020
I'm sorry I caused all of this.
687
01:27:25,100 --> 01:27:28,820
I'm sorry I agreed to
it in the first place.
688
01:27:28,900 --> 01:27:32,740
It's not you who caused it,
689
01:27:32,820 --> 01:27:35,340
it's his lies that caused it.
690
01:27:35,460 --> 01:27:37,700
It's not you.
691
01:27:38,900 --> 01:27:42,060
I don't doubt you at all.
692
01:27:42,220 --> 01:27:46,500
You're the best mum in the world.
-I don’t need praise.
693
01:27:46,820 --> 01:27:53,420
I know I'm not the world's best mum,
because if I were...
694
01:27:54,380 --> 01:27:56,060
Then what?
695
01:27:56,460 --> 01:28:00,180
Not everything is...
696
01:28:00,780 --> 01:28:02,580
glitter and gold.
697
01:28:04,420 --> 01:28:07,700
I see mothers who
are much better than me.
698
01:28:07,780 --> 01:28:11,940
For me you're the best,
you know that.
699
01:28:12,300 --> 01:28:15,180
I couldn't have asked for more.
700
01:28:16,620 --> 01:28:20,420
I love you, Mum.
-I love you too.
701
01:29:13,740 --> 01:29:18,740
I've been waiting out here,
you're 30 minutes late.
702
01:29:18,780 --> 01:29:24,780
What can I say, I have a life too.
703
01:29:25,420 --> 01:29:27,460
You know?
704
01:29:27,500 --> 01:29:30,020
How are you, Zoe?
705
01:29:30,900 --> 01:29:32,780
Okay, listen.
706
01:29:33,180 --> 01:29:37,980
This is from Mum.
She wrote you a letter.
707
01:29:39,500 --> 01:29:40,620
That's it.
708
01:29:47,140 --> 01:29:49,220
I'll see you sometime.
709
01:29:49,380 --> 01:29:50,700
I hope so.
710
01:29:50,940 --> 01:29:52,260
I hope so.
711
01:29:55,580 --> 01:29:57,740
I love you, Zoe.
712
01:29:58,180 --> 01:30:00,340
Love you.
713
01:30:06,460 --> 01:30:08,220
Bye.
714
01:33:41,260 --> 01:33:45,420
Yonatan? Yonatan?
Yonatan?
715
01:33:45,780 --> 01:33:47,820
Yonatan?
716
01:33:51,540 --> 01:33:58,420
I'll get you some water.
Get up, everything is okay.
717
01:34:29,740 --> 01:34:32,820
I did so much drugs
in the past two days.
718
01:35:27,060 --> 01:35:30,220
Yonatan, Yonatan.
-What?
719
01:35:32,260 --> 01:35:35,940
Talk to me, Yonatan.
720
01:36:53,460 --> 01:36:56,780
Yonatan, are you breathing?
721
01:38:10,780 --> 01:38:13,260
I'm exhausted, Mum.
722
01:38:37,300 --> 01:38:40,020
I have no energy at all.
723
01:38:44,300 --> 01:38:48,940
Nothing worked out for me there.
724
01:38:52,260 --> 01:38:54,340
And you're not there.
725
01:39:00,380 --> 01:39:02,060
It's okay.
726
01:40:17,420 --> 01:40:24,340
I'm having... a rough time.
727
01:40:25,700 --> 01:40:28,740
Rough, sad, weak...
728
01:40:32,780 --> 01:40:34,820
I can't really sleep.
729
01:40:40,180 --> 01:40:43,580
My sex drive is gone.
730
01:40:43,980 --> 01:40:46,780
I can't perform sexually.
731
01:40:49,300 --> 01:40:56,260
It seems I am all the things
I say I'm not.
732
01:40:57,260 --> 01:41:00,380
I got addicted to a certain drug.
733
01:41:09,180 --> 01:41:17,500
Thinking I'm muscular,
working out,
734
01:41:17,740 --> 01:41:23,180
eating and sleeping sometimes,
having sex, being horny,
735
01:41:24,300 --> 01:41:28,820
it all seemed real,
but it came from an unreal place.
736
01:41:28,900 --> 01:41:32,020
I was on drugs the whole time.
737
01:41:34,180 --> 01:41:40,540
I've been thinking
of posting a Facebook status,
738
01:41:40,580 --> 01:41:43,540
"I can see the end of Jonathan Agassi."
739
01:42:17,620 --> 01:42:23,420
Someone told me
I'm the Marilyn Monroe of this world.
740
01:42:23,460 --> 01:42:29,580
I hope it will end that way for me,
everyone will see me as a legend.
740
01:42:30,305 --> 01:42:36,516
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