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- Previously
on "The Bold Type"...
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- Make yourself
more promotable.
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- Get a bunch
of Instagram followers.
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- A fashion influencer?
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- Sutton Brady,
Fashion Influencer!
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- I found out that I'm positive
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for the BRCA gene mutation.
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- If you have a mutation,
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your lifetime chance
of getting breast cancer
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jumps to 80%.
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- Your "vagenda" speech
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caught the attention
of "Forbes" magazine.
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They are nominating you
as a possible candidate
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for their "30 Under 30" issue.
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- Ian and I are hitting
some bumps,
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and while he's away,
we're separating.
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"Scarlet" offered me a job
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as their new
in-house photographer,
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and I said yes.
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- I think you look beautiful.
How do you feel?
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- Powerful.
I had sex with a dude.
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We connected.
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I've never had that
with a guy before.
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- It's like you said,
you're a lover of people.
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- Maybe it's more than that.
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I might be bisexual?
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[upbeat pop music]
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♪
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[phone beeps]
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- Hi, handsome.
- Good morning, beautiful.
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- [giggles] Did you finish
your run already?
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- I hate being in bed
without you, so yes.
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Also, the sunrises here
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are amazing.
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- You're really loving it,
aren't you?
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- Feels pretty good helping out
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all these green tech startups.
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How's work for you?
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- Ooh, it's good.
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You know, I'm not saving
the world like you, but--
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[laughs]
I'm trying.
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I really miss you.
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- I know I'm not there,
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but video chatting
really helps, right?
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I feel like--
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- I'm pressed up against you
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and it's so hot.
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- Uh-huh.
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[both moan]
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- Wait, move the camera
back a bit.
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I wanna see your eyes.
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- Um...
- I wanna see you.
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[bottle crashes]
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- Oh, shit, shit.
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- Kat, what's happened?
Kat?
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- It's so wet.
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- [moaning] Oh, yeah.
- Oh, no.
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- I can't see you, but I like
where you're going.
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- Oh, this is bad.
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- Oh, so bad.
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- Where did I--
- [moans]
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You're amazing.
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- ♪ Watch me do it right now
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♪
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♪ You can do what you want
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♪ But I'm gonna do my thing
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- So, Ms. Sloan, as a candidate
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for "Forbes" "30 Under 30,"
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what would you say has been
your greatest accomplishment?
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- Taking down Pamela Dolan
was certainly a high,
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but pulling back the curtain
on the wellness industry
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clearly struck a chord,
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so I guess it's hard
to choose just one.
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- So good.
[laughs]
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- You're gonna crush
your phone interview today.
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- And you are going to crush
prepping your book pitches.
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- I hope so.
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I just really can't stand
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the idea of being
a one-hit wonder.
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Uh, this is where you say,
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"Babe, you could never
be a one-hit wonder.
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You're brilliant."
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[solemn music]
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You okay?
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- I think I feel a lump.
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♪
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[siren wails, cars honk]
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♪
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[phone ringing]
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- Adena.
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- Kat.
Hi.
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- Hi.
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- I wasn't expecting you
to answer so quickly.
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- [breathes deeply]
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It's good to hear your voice.
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- Yeah, you, too.
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- Um, did you--
- Um, how are--
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[chuckles]
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- Okay, you go first.
[chuckles]
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- How are you doing?
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- Good.
Um...
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The South was bleak,
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but I was exposing
the darkness,
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so it had its purpose.
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Plus you can't beat
Southern food.
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And you?
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- Uh, you know, I'm good.
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Just saving the world
one cause at a time.
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- [chuckles]
Classic Kat.
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- Classic me.
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- I was calling because I'm
returning to "Scarlet" today.
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- Today.
Wow.
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- Yeah, Jacqueline
assigned me the feature
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on honoring modern cultural
fashions and their impact.
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It's, um--it's a cool idea.
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Photographing women
from different places
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in their authentic styles.
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- Yeah, it is.
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You're perfect for it.
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- [sighs]
Thank you.
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So I, uh, guess I will
see you at the office.
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- Yeah, okay.
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Or, um...
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- I don't know,
if you want to meet before,
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I'm in the lobby now.
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Maybe we could get
a coffee or something?
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Set some ground rules
for working together.
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- Yeah, I--I like that idea.
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- Okay.
Sounds good.
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[soft R&B music]
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♪
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- We have inspired looks
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from each model's culture,
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which will show
how the styles developed.
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Oh, and Alice Knight
signed on this morning.
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She's a--
- A beauty influencer.
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Her cheekbone
highlighting tutorial
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literally saved my life.
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- Well, apparently, she also
has over 2 million followers.
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So she's kind of
an important get for us.
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- Well, Instagram is powerful.
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But, so is "Scarlet" and this
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brilliant shoot
that you came up with.
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- Never stop
paying me compliments.
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- You're very smart.
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Very handsome.
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- Thank you.
- Hey.
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You should be in this shoot.
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- Oh--stop it.
- I'm serious.
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Pay homage
to your Jamaican roots.
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- It would be a proud moment
for my grandmother.
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- Come on, do it!
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[bass heavy pop music]
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- Think I just might.
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Thanks, Red.
You're a great assistant.
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- I'm here to make
a difference.
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[solemn piano music]
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♪
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- [sighs]
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[phone beeps]
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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- Hey, ladies.
- Ooh, Jane, where are you?
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The alabaster, the overhead
lighting, what's happening?
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- Wait, is that
a hospital gown?
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- Before you freak out, um,
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I'm at the doctor's office.
I...
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found a lump
in my breast this morning.
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So, I just had an ultrasound,
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and I'm waiting
for the results.
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- Okay, I'm--
I'm calling an Uber.
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- And I'm gonna go to
Duane Reade and get candy.
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- No, it's fine, uh,
the doctor's here.
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- I gotta go, guys.
- Okay, we love you!
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- Love you.
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- You are totally fine.
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- [sighs in relief]
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And, um, the lump...
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- A benign cyst.
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- [sighs]
Thank God.
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- Listen, you did
the right thing coming in.
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You should always
call and see me
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no matter what the concern.
Better safe than sorry.
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The thing about
this specific kind of lump
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is that it can change in size
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based on monthly
hormonal shifts.
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It's harmless, but very common
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in someone with dense breasts.
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- Uh, which I have?
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- Yes.
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A cancerous lump,
on the other hand,
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is immovable and painless.
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Well, most of the time.
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- Well, I check myself
every day.
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- That's good.
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The more you get to know
your breasts, the better.
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Here is a list of maintenance
actions you can take.
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I like 10,000 IUs of Vitamin D.
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Take it every day
for a couple of months.
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And maybe cut back on coffee.
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Just keep up
with your maintenance.
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Warning checks, appointments
every couple of months.
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I know this is scary,
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but you are good right now.
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- Thank you.
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- Bye.
- Bye.
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[calming piano music]
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[exhales]
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- Hey.
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- It was a false alarm.
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- [exhales]
Oh, thank God.
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I'm so glad you're okay.
- Me, too.
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I'm better than okay, I'm--
I'm perfect.
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- You wanna get out of here?
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I can walk you
back to the office?
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Help you prep for your
"30 Under 30" interview?
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- Sure.
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Actually, you know what?
No.
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- No?
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- I have a bunch of sick days
I've never taken.
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We can have like a
"Ferris Bueller's Day Off."
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We could go see a parade
or a museum.
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- Okay.
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- So, you're in?
- I'm in.
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- Mm-kay.
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[both chuckle]
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- [giggles]
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Mindy, I don't even know
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how you graduated with us.
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You skipped school
for an entire week
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because you fell
for that Parisian
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in Piazza San Marco.
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- Yeah, well that was love.
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- Oh, that was so not love.
- [giggles]
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- But, I forgive you
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because anybody can be fooled
by an accent.
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- Mm-hmm.
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Speaking of delicious men
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with delicious accents,
how's Ian?
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- Um...
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We're separated.
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- What?
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- Yeah.
- When?
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- A couple of weeks ago.
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- Oh, honey.
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- I think he resents my career.
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[sighs]
And now he's in Ukraine
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on assignment, and...
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doing God knows what.
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- And what are you doing?
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- I'm working and...
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looking after the kids and--
- Okay.
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I mean, that's great,
but you're coming out
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with Lori and me.
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- Oh, that's--
that's very sweet,
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but I--I really--
I don't much time.
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- Oh, come on Jacques.
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It's been ages since
the three of us hung out.
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We used to be inseparable.
- Oh, I know.
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[sighs]
Okay, I'll go.
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[bass-heavy pop music]
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♪
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[phone chimes]
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♪
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- It really is nice
to see you.
265
00:09:36,010 --> 00:09:37,968
- Yeah, you, too.
266
00:09:38,012 --> 00:09:39,143
And I think it's good
that we're meeting
267
00:09:39,187 --> 00:09:40,928
like this first,
you know.
268
00:09:40,971 --> 00:09:42,451
We're gonna be
working together.
269
00:09:42,494 --> 00:09:44,235
- We need to establish
some rules.
270
00:09:44,279 --> 00:09:45,933
- Exactly.
271
00:09:47,064 --> 00:09:49,023
How about...
272
00:09:49,066 --> 00:09:50,633
no mentioning the past.
- Mm.
273
00:09:50,677 --> 00:09:52,374
And no touching,
274
00:09:52,417 --> 00:09:54,942
beyond a mutually
consensual hug.
275
00:09:54,985 --> 00:09:57,074
- Yeah, also,
neutral conversation overall.
276
00:09:57,118 --> 00:09:59,903
- Mm-hmm, I like that.
- Yeah.
277
00:09:59,947 --> 00:10:01,035
- Before we start all that,
278
00:10:01,078 --> 00:10:02,297
I have something to tell you.
279
00:10:02,340 --> 00:10:03,646
- Yeah.
280
00:10:03,690 --> 00:10:07,302
- I'm seeing someone.
281
00:10:07,345 --> 00:10:09,478
- Oh.
282
00:10:09,521 --> 00:10:11,262
That's...
283
00:10:11,306 --> 00:10:12,916
That's great.
284
00:10:12,960 --> 00:10:14,135
- [exhales]
285
00:10:14,178 --> 00:10:15,658
Actually, we're going
to a party tonight
286
00:10:15,702 --> 00:10:18,226
with some of the
Wild Susan regulars.
287
00:10:18,269 --> 00:10:19,444
- Oh.
- You should come.
288
00:10:19,488 --> 00:10:22,099
- Right, yeah.
Steph texted me about that.
289
00:10:22,143 --> 00:10:24,885
I've just been working so much,
I wasn't gonna go.
290
00:10:24,928 --> 00:10:26,364
- Mm.
Well, you should.
291
00:10:26,408 --> 00:10:29,454
All the lesbians of the
West Village will be there.
292
00:10:29,498 --> 00:10:31,152
You could bring someone.
293
00:10:31,195 --> 00:10:32,588
We can meet
each other's people.
294
00:10:32,632 --> 00:10:34,155
- Oh, yeah.
- If you want.
295
00:10:34,198 --> 00:10:37,680
- No, well--I--I'm just
not really dating anyone.
296
00:10:37,724 --> 00:10:39,421
Not really, anyway.
297
00:10:39,464 --> 00:10:42,990
Still in the "taking time
for myself" phase.
298
00:10:43,033 --> 00:10:45,079
- I'm happy to hear that.
299
00:10:48,082 --> 00:10:50,127
- So...
300
00:10:50,171 --> 00:10:52,086
friend,
301
00:10:52,129 --> 00:10:55,176
should we get going?
Go to work?
302
00:10:55,219 --> 00:10:58,048
- Yes.
Definitely.
303
00:10:58,092 --> 00:10:59,397
Let's do it.
304
00:10:59,441 --> 00:11:00,964
[siren wails in the distance]
305
00:11:01,008 --> 00:11:03,184
[upbeat pop music]
306
00:11:03,227 --> 00:11:05,316
- This is your day off.
307
00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:07,057
What do you want to do first?
308
00:11:07,101 --> 00:11:09,364
- Hmm.
309
00:11:09,407 --> 00:11:12,976
I want to rent a bike.
310
00:11:13,020 --> 00:11:14,108
- [laughs]
311
00:11:14,151 --> 00:11:15,196
- What?
312
00:11:15,239 --> 00:11:16,501
- Really? Oh.
- Yeah.
313
00:11:16,545 --> 00:11:19,417
- I--I just wasn't expecting
you to say that.
314
00:11:19,461 --> 00:11:21,985
- Well, maybe you should
stop expecting
315
00:11:22,029 --> 00:11:25,032
and just go along for the ride.
- [laughs]
316
00:11:25,075 --> 00:11:27,643
- Oh, speaking of,
there's only two bikes left,
317
00:11:27,687 --> 00:11:29,993
and that guy is eyeing
one of them.
318
00:11:30,037 --> 00:11:31,691
- There's no way that dude's
gonna steal our bikes.
319
00:11:31,734 --> 00:11:33,040
- ♪ Do you wanna do it
like I do it like I do ♪
320
00:11:33,083 --> 00:11:34,519
- Excuse me.
Excuse me, sir?
321
00:11:34,563 --> 00:11:36,478
- ♪ I know you wanna do it
322
00:11:36,521 --> 00:11:38,610
♪ Like I do it like I do
323
00:11:38,654 --> 00:11:40,917
[upbeat pop music]
324
00:11:40,961 --> 00:11:43,180
♪ Do it like I do
325
00:11:43,224 --> 00:11:44,660
♪
326
00:11:44,704 --> 00:11:46,053
♪ Like I do
327
00:11:46,096 --> 00:11:48,708
♪
328
00:11:48,751 --> 00:11:50,057
♪ Like I do
329
00:11:51,754 --> 00:11:53,147
- [giggles]
330
00:11:54,931 --> 00:11:56,367
- Hey.
- Hey.
331
00:11:56,411 --> 00:11:58,892
- Great for Jane, but didn't
we stop saying, "diva,"
332
00:11:58,935 --> 00:12:00,023
like, two years ago?
333
00:12:00,067 --> 00:12:01,503
- Oh, we're back
to saying it ironically.
334
00:12:01,546 --> 00:12:04,506
- Our generation is exhausting.
- Mm.
335
00:12:04,549 --> 00:12:07,639
- How are you?
How's it with Adena?
336
00:12:07,683 --> 00:12:10,033
- Good.
Yeah, um...
337
00:12:10,077 --> 00:12:12,383
I mean, there's still a lot
of feelings there, obviously,
338
00:12:12,427 --> 00:12:14,908
but I think we might actually
be able to be friends.
339
00:12:14,951 --> 00:12:16,692
- That's great, Kat.
- Yeah.
340
00:12:16,736 --> 00:12:18,128
We're gonna go
to this party later.
341
00:12:18,172 --> 00:12:19,303
All the gays
are gonna be there.
342
00:12:19,347 --> 00:12:20,304
It should be fun.
343
00:12:20,348 --> 00:12:21,958
- Yeah, and I wanted to be in.
344
00:12:23,003 --> 00:12:24,395
- Is that Alice Knight?
345
00:12:24,439 --> 00:12:26,963
- Yeah, and that jacket
is not working on its own.
346
00:12:27,007 --> 00:12:29,009
I'll be right back.
- Okay.
347
00:12:29,052 --> 00:12:33,927
♪
348
00:12:33,970 --> 00:12:36,277
[indistinct chatter]
349
00:12:36,320 --> 00:12:38,409
- [gasps]
350
00:12:38,453 --> 00:12:40,020
- [sighs]
- Wow.
351
00:12:40,063 --> 00:12:43,110
- Yeah, I feel very, uh, me.
352
00:12:43,153 --> 00:12:44,589
- [giggles]
- What's up?
353
00:12:44,633 --> 00:12:46,287
- Uh, well, I was just looking
at that jacket
354
00:12:46,330 --> 00:12:47,636
that Alice Knight is wearing,
355
00:12:47,679 --> 00:12:49,638
and I think it would
be better with this chain.
356
00:12:49,681 --> 00:12:51,248
It's bold but also feminine.
357
00:12:51,292 --> 00:12:54,948
It would refocus the eyes
to her makeup, you know?
358
00:12:54,991 --> 00:12:56,427
- I love it.
- Should I bring it to her?
359
00:12:56,471 --> 00:12:58,038
- That's okay, I have
to go over there anyway
360
00:12:58,081 --> 00:12:59,996
for last looks.
- Oh.
361
00:13:00,040 --> 00:13:02,738
- You're the best, Red.
- Mm.
362
00:13:02,782 --> 00:13:05,132
Happy to help.
363
00:13:05,175 --> 00:13:07,699
- ♪ Do it like I do
364
00:13:07,743 --> 00:13:09,353
♪
365
00:13:09,397 --> 00:13:11,268
♪ Like I do
366
00:13:11,312 --> 00:13:13,444
- Dude, I'm so sick of this.
367
00:13:13,488 --> 00:13:15,969
Richard's in San Francisco
saving the planet,
368
00:13:16,012 --> 00:13:18,754
and I'm out here getting salads
for Alice Knight.
369
00:13:18,798 --> 00:13:21,931
- Well, I did see you make her
outfit look ten times better.
370
00:13:21,975 --> 00:13:24,238
- Thanks,
but she doesn't know that.
371
00:13:24,281 --> 00:13:26,109
I mean not that I expect
Oliver to give me credit
372
00:13:26,153 --> 00:13:27,545
every time I come up
with a good idea,
373
00:13:27,589 --> 00:13:28,982
but it just sucks
being an assistant,
374
00:13:29,025 --> 00:13:31,636
and this Instagram thing
is not working.
375
00:13:31,680 --> 00:13:33,682
- I think you need
to cross-pollinate.
376
00:13:33,725 --> 00:13:35,249
- Like a bee?
- Mm-hmm.
377
00:13:35,292 --> 00:13:37,164
You remember when I posted
that picture of you
378
00:13:37,207 --> 00:13:38,992
from the sex party
on the "Scarlet" account,
379
00:13:39,035 --> 00:13:41,255
and then you got like 5,000
new followers within a week.
380
00:13:41,298 --> 00:13:44,040
You just need to find someone
with a boatload of followers.
381
00:13:44,084 --> 00:13:44,998
Get them to tag you.
382
00:13:45,041 --> 00:13:47,261
What about Brooke?
- Oh.
383
00:13:47,304 --> 00:13:49,002
The girl who tricked me into
putting a bunch of cocaine
384
00:13:49,045 --> 00:13:50,003
on the company credit card.
[laughs]
385
00:13:50,046 --> 00:13:51,004
- Yeah!
- Yeah.
386
00:13:51,047 --> 00:13:52,570
- No.
- Oh.
387
00:13:52,614 --> 00:13:54,050
You wanna come eat
with me and Adena?
388
00:13:54,094 --> 00:13:55,747
- I would love to, but I think
389
00:13:55,791 --> 00:13:57,053
instead I'm gonna eat by myself
390
00:13:57,097 --> 00:13:58,968
and contemplate whether or not
being an assistant
391
00:13:59,012 --> 00:14:00,317
can actually kill you.
392
00:14:00,361 --> 00:14:02,929
- Kay, well let me know
what you come up with.
393
00:14:02,972 --> 00:14:03,930
- Thanks.
- Love you.
394
00:14:03,973 --> 00:14:06,062
- Love you, too, diva.
- Oh.
395
00:14:06,106 --> 00:14:08,325
[upbeat pop music]
396
00:14:08,369 --> 00:14:10,023
- [sighs]
397
00:14:10,066 --> 00:14:12,025
- Chopped salad, no olives.
398
00:14:12,068 --> 00:14:14,679
- Hey.
Some things never change.
399
00:14:14,723 --> 00:14:16,159
- [laughs]
400
00:14:19,293 --> 00:14:21,556
- You on the other hand...
401
00:14:21,599 --> 00:14:24,689
I never pegged you
to be a beer drinker.
402
00:14:24,733 --> 00:14:26,996
- Yeah.
Pegged.
403
00:14:27,040 --> 00:14:28,911
[giggling]
That's funny.
404
00:14:28,955 --> 00:14:30,695
- What?
405
00:14:30,739 --> 00:14:32,045
What?
406
00:14:32,088 --> 00:14:34,264
- [giggling]
407
00:14:34,308 --> 00:14:36,092
- Why is that funny?
408
00:14:37,137 --> 00:14:39,182
- Nothing, it's just funny.
409
00:14:39,226 --> 00:14:41,445
- Oh, you've tried it.
410
00:14:41,489 --> 00:14:43,056
Haven't you?
411
00:14:44,231 --> 00:14:46,233
- You know, I actually did.
412
00:14:46,276 --> 00:14:48,322
- Oh, my God.
413
00:14:48,365 --> 00:14:51,107
- Wait, we're kind of breaking
our own rules, aren't we?
414
00:14:51,151 --> 00:14:52,587
- Maybe.
415
00:14:52,630 --> 00:14:53,980
Okay, but this is fun.
416
00:14:54,023 --> 00:14:57,026
Why did you never tell me
that you pegged a guy?
417
00:14:57,070 --> 00:14:59,246
- Well, I mean
it just happened.
418
00:14:59,289 --> 00:15:01,030
- You were with a guy recently?
419
00:15:01,074 --> 00:15:03,032
- Yeah, and honestly
420
00:15:03,076 --> 00:15:04,381
I'm probably more surprised
than you are.
421
00:15:04,425 --> 00:15:07,210
I was actually seeing this--
this girl from Jersey
422
00:15:07,254 --> 00:15:10,474
who was wrong for me
in the best way possible.
423
00:15:10,518 --> 00:15:14,000
And, um, this guy,
he was bartending and--
424
00:15:14,043 --> 00:15:16,350
- Hmm.
425
00:15:16,393 --> 00:15:18,961
- Anyway, uh, maybe
we should just
426
00:15:19,005 --> 00:15:21,007
stick to talking about work.
427
00:15:21,050 --> 00:15:23,661
- Yeah, I think that
would be best.
428
00:15:24,749 --> 00:15:26,099
- Yeah.
429
00:15:31,278 --> 00:15:33,671
[Kat Meoz's
"Don't You Worry"]
430
00:15:33,715 --> 00:15:36,196
- ♪ I'm a fool,
never bad ♪
431
00:15:36,239 --> 00:15:38,024
♪ Gonna move till
I have nothing left ♪
432
00:15:38,067 --> 00:15:40,026
♪ Gonna dream
with my hands in the air ♪
433
00:15:40,069 --> 00:15:42,115
♪ Living it up
'cause I don't care ♪
434
00:15:42,158 --> 00:15:44,204
♪ Take the window
and an eye ♪
435
00:15:44,247 --> 00:15:46,249
- Hey!
I can take that for you.
436
00:15:46,293 --> 00:15:48,382
- Oh, is it weird
that I wanna keep it?
437
00:15:48,425 --> 00:15:50,384
- No, you look
pretty bad-ass in it.
438
00:15:50,427 --> 00:15:52,952
- Thank you, and I'm not even
a chain kind of girl.
439
00:15:52,995 --> 00:15:54,040
- Well, you should be.
440
00:15:54,083 --> 00:15:55,432
'Cause it totally
brings out your eyes
441
00:15:55,476 --> 00:15:56,477
and frames your face,
442
00:15:56,520 --> 00:15:57,869
sort of like
the right eyeliner does.
443
00:15:57,913 --> 00:15:58,914
- Smart.
444
00:15:58,958 --> 00:16:00,524
The chain was your idea,
wasn't it?
445
00:16:00,568 --> 00:16:02,091
- Oliver and I work as a team.
446
00:16:02,135 --> 00:16:04,528
We can pretty much
fix anything.
447
00:16:04,572 --> 00:16:05,965
- In that case, uh,
448
00:16:06,008 --> 00:16:07,879
what would you do with this?
449
00:16:07,923 --> 00:16:09,969
- [inhales sharply]
Burn it.
450
00:16:10,012 --> 00:16:12,145
- [laughs in surprise]
- Oh, sorry.
451
00:16:12,188 --> 00:16:13,624
That was so unprofessional.
452
00:16:13,668 --> 00:16:16,888
- No, 'cause I would do
the exact same thing.
453
00:16:16,932 --> 00:16:19,195
But I have to wear it.
I have a photo shoot with Audi,
454
00:16:19,239 --> 00:16:22,024
and their new electric car,
even though
455
00:16:22,068 --> 00:16:23,678
makeup and cars have nothing
to do with each other.
456
00:16:23,721 --> 00:16:25,027
- Cross-pollination.
457
00:16:25,071 --> 00:16:26,028
- Exactly.
458
00:16:26,072 --> 00:16:27,029
I want their followers,
459
00:16:27,073 --> 00:16:28,552
and they definitely want mine.
460
00:16:28,596 --> 00:16:30,250
[chuckles]
So I'm wearing it.
461
00:16:32,034 --> 00:16:34,994
- Hey, you know, you could
keep the professional look,
462
00:16:35,037 --> 00:16:36,473
but make a little bit
more cutting edge.
463
00:16:36,517 --> 00:16:38,127
I mean, it's an electric car.
464
00:16:38,171 --> 00:16:40,477
They're obviously
forward thinkers.
465
00:16:40,521 --> 00:16:42,610
- Good point.
Thanks.
466
00:16:42,653 --> 00:16:45,004
- Yeah, I--
I could style you.
467
00:16:45,047 --> 00:16:48,311
Bring a few looks that would
satisfy their brand and yours.
468
00:16:49,312 --> 00:16:51,880
Um, let me see.
469
00:16:51,923 --> 00:16:54,665
I feel like a dress like this
would look amazing on you.
470
00:16:54,709 --> 00:16:56,928
We could couple it
with a belt or something.
471
00:16:56,972 --> 00:16:57,973
What do you think?
472
00:16:58,017 --> 00:16:59,975
- Yeah.
I like it.
473
00:17:00,019 --> 00:17:01,411
My photo shoot's
in three hours.
474
00:17:01,455 --> 00:17:02,543
How about I text you
the address
475
00:17:02,586 --> 00:17:04,023
and you can come
with a couple of styles?
476
00:17:04,066 --> 00:17:05,981
- Great.
Yeah, just DM me.
477
00:17:06,025 --> 00:17:07,591
It's @stylebysutton.
478
00:17:07,635 --> 00:17:09,376
- Style by Sutton.
479
00:17:09,419 --> 00:17:11,943
Looking forward to it.
- Me too.
480
00:17:11,987 --> 00:17:17,688
♪
481
00:17:17,732 --> 00:17:19,603
- "Float like a butterfly,
sting like a bee."
482
00:17:19,647 --> 00:17:21,127
- Muhammad Ali?
- I don't know.
483
00:17:21,170 --> 00:17:23,346
But I am
cross-pollinating, baby.
484
00:17:23,390 --> 00:17:25,348
- Ooh, let's see that selfie.
485
00:17:25,392 --> 00:17:28,656
- There's no selfie,
just a full-blown styling gig
486
00:17:28,699 --> 00:17:30,875
for Audi with my old friend
Alice Knight.
487
00:17:30,919 --> 00:17:31,876
- [gasps]
Shut up.
488
00:17:31,920 --> 00:17:33,095
- I will not.
489
00:17:33,139 --> 00:17:34,575
- You're gonna be styling
Alice Knight?
490
00:17:34,618 --> 00:17:35,880
Girl, that's so many followers!
491
00:17:35,924 --> 00:17:37,404
- Yeah.
- [squeaks]
492
00:17:37,447 --> 00:17:40,146
- So, I'm gonna go make
some returns for Oliver
493
00:17:40,189 --> 00:17:41,538
next to this boutique
I've been eyeing,
494
00:17:41,582 --> 00:17:42,670
in case anybody asks.
495
00:17:42,713 --> 00:17:44,106
- Go, go, go.
496
00:17:44,150 --> 00:17:47,544
[mellow hip-hop music]
497
00:17:47,588 --> 00:17:51,113
- So we've covered the zoo.
- Mm-hmm.
498
00:17:51,157 --> 00:17:54,203
- We ran the bases at six
499
00:17:54,247 --> 00:17:57,076
Central Park baseball diamonds.
500
00:17:57,119 --> 00:17:59,034
What do you think?
You wanna do some, uh,
501
00:17:59,078 --> 00:18:00,601
"30 under 30" prep?
502
00:18:00,644 --> 00:18:02,255
- Mm.
503
00:18:02,298 --> 00:18:03,995
You know what?
504
00:18:04,039 --> 00:18:06,607
I think I wanna dance.
505
00:18:06,650 --> 00:18:07,695
- Dance?
506
00:18:07,738 --> 00:18:09,958
- We should find a silent rave.
507
00:18:10,001 --> 00:18:12,178
- There's not just
a silent rave happening
508
00:18:12,221 --> 00:18:14,571
on a random Tuesday.
509
00:18:14,615 --> 00:18:17,531
- Well, then we should just
510
00:18:17,574 --> 00:18:18,923
have our own.
511
00:18:18,967 --> 00:18:21,622
- What's going on, Sloan?
512
00:18:21,665 --> 00:18:23,276
- Dance with me.
513
00:18:23,319 --> 00:18:24,538
- [groans hesitantly]
514
00:18:24,581 --> 00:18:25,930
- Come on.
515
00:18:25,974 --> 00:18:29,630
I just wanna dance with you.
Now.
516
00:18:29,673 --> 00:18:32,111
Before the moment passes.
517
00:18:32,154 --> 00:18:35,070
- Okay.
- [giggles]
518
00:18:37,072 --> 00:18:38,639
- Should have had
a couple drinks first.
519
00:18:38,682 --> 00:18:39,640
[dance music playing]
520
00:18:39,683 --> 00:18:42,208
Ooh!
Okay.
521
00:18:42,251 --> 00:18:44,384
Okay.
522
00:18:44,427 --> 00:18:46,560
♪
523
00:18:46,603 --> 00:18:47,909
Ooh.
524
00:18:47,952 --> 00:18:49,693
[both laughing]
525
00:18:49,737 --> 00:18:53,393
- ♪ Don't you want
to come touch me ♪
526
00:18:53,436 --> 00:18:56,613
- Hey.
Thank you.
527
00:18:56,657 --> 00:18:58,267
Hey, you're heading out?
528
00:18:59,355 --> 00:19:00,922
- Yeah, I was just gonna
go home and change.
529
00:19:00,965 --> 00:19:02,489
- Okay, well,
I'll see you later.
530
00:19:03,925 --> 00:19:06,057
- Actually, um...
531
00:19:06,101 --> 00:19:08,973
I think it might be better
if you didn't come.
532
00:19:10,932 --> 00:19:13,630
- Is this 'cause I overshared
about my sex life?
533
00:19:13,674 --> 00:19:16,198
'Cause I--I know it was a lot.
- No.
534
00:19:16,242 --> 00:19:18,592
It wasn't about you
oversharing.
535
00:19:20,115 --> 00:19:22,291
- Is it 'cause I was
with a dude?
536
00:19:25,599 --> 00:19:29,298
- Um, the lesbian community
can be complicated.
537
00:19:29,951 --> 00:19:32,040
- Wow.
- It's not right.
538
00:19:32,083 --> 00:19:34,390
It's just some lesbians
539
00:19:34,434 --> 00:19:36,087
take issue with--
540
00:19:36,131 --> 00:19:38,220
when other people
infiltrate their spaces.
541
00:19:38,264 --> 00:19:40,091
- Infiltrate?
- It's not my word.
542
00:19:40,135 --> 00:19:43,051
I'm just letting you know what
I've heard other women say.
543
00:19:45,271 --> 00:19:48,361
- I feel like this has been
my community for a while now.
544
00:19:48,404 --> 00:19:50,885
- I'm just telling you how--
how some lesbians
545
00:19:50,928 --> 00:19:52,365
see bisexuality.
546
00:19:52,408 --> 00:19:55,933
Some women...are triggered, um,
547
00:19:55,977 --> 00:19:58,588
by people who they view
to be on the fence.
548
00:19:59,937 --> 00:20:01,025
- Right.
549
00:20:02,462 --> 00:20:04,899
- I'm just trying
to protect you.
550
00:20:04,942 --> 00:20:06,988
- Mm.
Yup.
551
00:20:07,031 --> 00:20:08,642
Great.
See you at work tomorrow.
552
00:20:08,685 --> 00:20:12,080
- Yeah, I'll see you at work.
553
00:20:16,998 --> 00:20:19,696
- I can't believe this shit.
554
00:20:19,740 --> 00:20:21,263
Infiltrate?
555
00:20:21,307 --> 00:20:23,047
- Are you okay?
556
00:20:23,091 --> 00:20:25,398
- Hi, Oliver.
557
00:20:25,441 --> 00:20:28,401
Sorry, I--
I thought I was alone.
558
00:20:28,444 --> 00:20:30,229
- Girl, you do not look like
you should be alone.
559
00:20:30,272 --> 00:20:32,927
What's up?
- Uh...
560
00:20:32,970 --> 00:20:35,930
I just started seeing a...
561
00:20:35,973 --> 00:20:38,411
a guy.
Like a dude guy.
562
00:20:39,368 --> 00:20:40,543
And I haven't done that
in a while.
563
00:20:40,587 --> 00:20:43,198
Haven't done it
since I met Adena.
564
00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:45,069
And honesty,
it's been really fun.
565
00:20:45,113 --> 00:20:46,941
But I think I should end it.
566
00:20:48,116 --> 00:20:49,900
- Do you want to end it?
567
00:20:49,944 --> 00:20:52,076
- Not really.
Nope.
568
00:20:52,120 --> 00:20:54,035
But, if I like men and women,
569
00:20:54,078 --> 00:20:55,645
then why not just
pick a lane, you know?
570
00:20:55,689 --> 00:20:59,170
Choose the one that needs
more representation.
571
00:20:59,214 --> 00:21:00,694
- You want to date women
572
00:21:00,737 --> 00:21:03,305
so the optics look good
for Instagram?
573
00:21:03,349 --> 00:21:04,959
- I just want it
to be less complicated.
574
00:21:05,002 --> 00:21:07,178
That's all.
575
00:21:07,222 --> 00:21:09,268
And Adena
576
00:21:09,311 --> 00:21:12,314
invited me to this queer party
577
00:21:12,358 --> 00:21:15,056
tonight with all the people
from Wild Susan.
578
00:21:15,099 --> 00:21:18,059
But when she found out
I was hooking up with a guy,
579
00:21:18,102 --> 00:21:20,453
she said that I shouldn't come.
580
00:21:20,496 --> 00:21:23,064
That the lesbian community
would have a hard time with it.
581
00:21:23,107 --> 00:21:24,239
- Wow.
582
00:21:24,283 --> 00:21:27,198
So bisexual erasure
is still a thing.
583
00:21:27,242 --> 00:21:28,939
- That's what I said.
584
00:21:30,985 --> 00:21:32,116
[sighs]
585
00:21:32,160 --> 00:21:34,423
I'm just...
586
00:21:34,467 --> 00:21:38,122
I'm so over trying
to fit in, you know?
587
00:21:39,080 --> 00:21:42,257
I am never quiteright.
588
00:21:42,301 --> 00:21:44,651
I'm not black.
Not white.
589
00:21:44,694 --> 00:21:47,262
Not gay and not straight.
590
00:21:49,133 --> 00:21:52,093
It--where's the space
in between?
591
00:21:52,963 --> 00:21:54,617
- You have to create it.
592
00:21:56,053 --> 00:21:58,578
And you claim it as your own.
593
00:21:58,621 --> 00:21:59,709
Look.
594
00:21:59,753 --> 00:22:01,581
When I first came
into the light
595
00:22:01,624 --> 00:22:03,060
of my own sexual being...
596
00:22:03,104 --> 00:22:04,192
- Hm.
597
00:22:04,235 --> 00:22:06,237
- I told people I was bi.
598
00:22:06,281 --> 00:22:07,413
And everybody tried
to shame me,
599
00:22:07,456 --> 00:22:08,675
and tell me that bi
600
00:22:08,718 --> 00:22:12,374
was just a pit stop
on the way to being gay.
601
00:22:12,418 --> 00:22:14,594
I mean, in my case,
they were right.
602
00:22:14,637 --> 00:22:16,247
But having other people
603
00:22:16,291 --> 00:22:18,641
define my experience
was not right.
604
00:22:18,685 --> 00:22:20,251
It was my journey and I needed
605
00:22:20,295 --> 00:22:22,253
to live it on
my own authentic terms.
606
00:22:22,297 --> 00:22:23,646
- Yeah, see, I don't know
607
00:22:23,690 --> 00:22:26,257
how to define my experience.
608
00:22:26,301 --> 00:22:29,260
Especially when
there's no space
609
00:22:29,304 --> 00:22:34,048
that's specifically
for people like me.
610
00:22:34,091 --> 00:22:36,442
- Any queer space
is your space.
611
00:22:40,446 --> 00:22:42,361
You should go tonight.
612
00:22:42,404 --> 00:22:44,275
And tell them that
you're proud of who you are,
613
00:22:44,319 --> 00:22:46,974
and that you deserve to be
there just as much as they do.
614
00:22:48,018 --> 00:22:51,065
- [exhales]
Yeah.
615
00:22:51,108 --> 00:22:53,067
Yeah, you're right.
616
00:22:53,110 --> 00:22:55,374
- You know, I haven't
been out in a moment.
617
00:22:55,417 --> 00:22:58,115
I could go with you.
618
00:22:58,159 --> 00:23:00,030
- Wait, you would
really do that?
619
00:23:00,074 --> 00:23:01,118
- Yeah, I love a good party.
620
00:23:01,162 --> 00:23:02,511
- [gasps]
621
00:23:06,559 --> 00:23:08,517
[LeyeT's "Notice You"]
622
00:23:08,561 --> 00:23:10,519
- This is nice.
- Yeah.
623
00:23:10,563 --> 00:23:13,609
- ♪ Pulling focus
till you're in my view ♪
624
00:23:13,653 --> 00:23:16,699
[phone buzzing]
625
00:23:16,743 --> 00:23:18,875
♪ I love all these words
626
00:23:18,919 --> 00:23:21,704
♪ Someone say 'em out loud
627
00:23:21,748 --> 00:23:23,140
- Do you have to get that?
628
00:23:23,184 --> 00:23:25,578
- No, just one more minute.
[laughs]
629
00:23:25,621 --> 00:23:26,753
- What time is it, anyway?
630
00:23:26,796 --> 00:23:29,582
[phone buzzing]
631
00:23:30,626 --> 00:23:32,498
- Oh, my God.
- What?
632
00:23:32,541 --> 00:23:33,803
- It's my "30 Under 30"
interview.
633
00:23:33,847 --> 00:23:35,109
- You know all the answers,
right?
634
00:23:35,152 --> 00:23:37,459
- Yeah.
- Just pick up the phone.
635
00:23:37,503 --> 00:23:38,852
- [exhales deeply]
Okay.
636
00:23:38,895 --> 00:23:41,768
- ♪ Did you notice
that I noticed you, hey ♪
637
00:23:43,247 --> 00:23:45,467
- Hi, this is Jane Sloan.
638
00:23:45,511 --> 00:23:47,426
- Hi, Jane.
This is Michaela Dawson.
639
00:23:47,469 --> 00:23:48,905
Thank you so much
for making the time.
640
00:23:48,949 --> 00:23:50,777
- Uh, yes.
Thank you.
641
00:23:50,820 --> 00:23:53,083
It's--it's an honor
to be considered.
642
00:23:53,127 --> 00:23:54,650
- Well, clearly you're
on our radar,
643
00:23:54,694 --> 00:23:56,522
as evidenced by this call,
644
00:23:56,565 --> 00:23:58,828
and we'd just love to learn
a little bit more about you.
645
00:23:58,872 --> 00:24:00,613
So should we get started?
646
00:24:00,656 --> 00:24:02,397
- I'm ready when you are.
647
00:24:02,441 --> 00:24:04,486
- Okay.
So, you're 26.
648
00:24:04,530 --> 00:24:06,009
Is that correct?
- Yes.
649
00:24:06,053 --> 00:24:07,750
- And what would you say is
650
00:24:07,794 --> 00:24:10,100
your biggest accomplishment
thus far?
651
00:24:10,144 --> 00:24:13,539
- Well, taking down Pamela
Dolan was certainly a high,
652
00:24:13,582 --> 00:24:15,845
uh, exploring millennial
sex clubs
653
00:24:15,889 --> 00:24:17,499
was eye-opening,
654
00:24:17,543 --> 00:24:19,153
and pulling back the curtain
655
00:24:19,196 --> 00:24:21,634
on the wellness industry
clearly struck a chord,
656
00:24:21,677 --> 00:24:23,897
so, I guess it's just hard--
657
00:24:23,940 --> 00:24:26,116
- So you know how to do it
when it's your turn.
658
00:24:26,160 --> 00:24:28,205
See how I'm
controlling the boat?
659
00:24:28,249 --> 00:24:31,470
[soft piano music]
660
00:24:31,513 --> 00:24:33,733
- Jane?
661
00:24:33,776 --> 00:24:36,213
Are--are you there?
662
00:24:36,257 --> 00:24:37,954
Hello?
663
00:24:37,998 --> 00:24:41,523
- I guess it's just hard to
think about my life before 30.
664
00:24:42,132 --> 00:24:44,439
- Uh, how do you mean?
665
00:24:46,136 --> 00:24:47,703
- I mean,
666
00:24:47,747 --> 00:24:49,531
"30 Under 30,"
what is that?
667
00:24:49,575 --> 00:24:51,098
[laughs]
I mean, what about
668
00:24:51,141 --> 00:24:54,841
31 and 32 and...
669
00:24:54,884 --> 00:24:56,495
[laughs]
56.
670
00:24:57,974 --> 00:24:59,106
- I don't understand.
671
00:25:01,587 --> 00:25:06,113
- Being on this list meant
everything to me this morning.
672
00:25:07,593 --> 00:25:10,421
But that was before
I found a lump in my breast,
673
00:25:10,465 --> 00:25:13,555
and I thought
I might have cancer.
674
00:25:13,599 --> 00:25:16,558
See, I have the BRCA mutation,
675
00:25:16,602 --> 00:25:19,474
so my life isn't a given.
676
00:25:20,780 --> 00:25:22,564
My mother passed away
677
00:25:22,608 --> 00:25:25,959
when she was 32
from cancer and...
678
00:25:27,613 --> 00:25:29,745
I guess I hadn't realized
until today
679
00:25:29,789 --> 00:25:30,920
that I always thought
680
00:25:30,964 --> 00:25:33,096
that could be
my expiration date too.
681
00:25:34,620 --> 00:25:36,839
So I'm sorry,
682
00:25:36,883 --> 00:25:39,886
but instead of focusing on
683
00:25:39,929 --> 00:25:44,151
what I've achieved
before 30, I...
684
00:25:44,194 --> 00:25:45,979
I want to live in the present
685
00:25:46,022 --> 00:25:47,720
and look toward my future.
686
00:25:47,763 --> 00:25:50,984
And I understand if that's
not what you're looking for.
687
00:25:51,027 --> 00:25:54,988
But that's just
where I am right now.
688
00:25:56,772 --> 00:25:59,427
- Thank you for your honesty.
689
00:25:59,470 --> 00:26:00,515
Bye, Jane.
690
00:26:00,559 --> 00:26:01,516
[phone call ends]
691
00:26:01,560 --> 00:26:02,735
- H--he--hello?
692
00:26:02,778 --> 00:26:07,522
♪
693
00:26:07,566 --> 00:26:08,610
[exhales sharply]
694
00:26:08,654 --> 00:26:11,526
- So, how'd it go?
695
00:26:11,570 --> 00:26:14,181
- Uh, well, I blew it.
[laughs]
696
00:26:14,224 --> 00:26:15,835
- I'm sure you didn't blow it.
697
00:26:15,878 --> 00:26:18,054
- No, I did.
698
00:26:18,098 --> 00:26:19,795
[laughs]
699
00:26:19,839 --> 00:26:22,972
- I am seriously starting
to worry about you.
700
00:26:23,016 --> 00:26:25,845
- No, don't.
I--I'm good, I promise.
701
00:26:28,108 --> 00:26:30,893
[chuckles] Come on.
Let's get some ice cream.
702
00:26:34,070 --> 00:26:35,463
- Thank you.
- No problem.
703
00:26:35,506 --> 00:26:36,638
- Hey, Alice.
- Hi.
704
00:26:36,682 --> 00:26:37,726
- I have everything
here for you
705
00:26:37,770 --> 00:26:38,988
to try on when you're ready.
706
00:26:39,032 --> 00:26:41,121
- All right, perfect timing.
I'm ready now.
707
00:26:41,164 --> 00:26:42,557
- Yeah, let's do it.
708
00:26:44,472 --> 00:26:47,431
[upbeat dance music]
709
00:26:47,475 --> 00:26:51,435
♪
710
00:26:51,479 --> 00:26:54,438
[indistinct chatter]
711
00:26:54,482 --> 00:26:55,875
- [clears throat]
712
00:26:57,267 --> 00:26:59,966
- You okay?
- Yeah, yeah.
713
00:27:00,009 --> 00:27:01,532
- Kat, hi!
- Hi.
714
00:27:01,576 --> 00:27:03,665
- It's so good to see you.
I didn't think you were coming.
715
00:27:03,709 --> 00:27:06,537
- Oh, well, you know.
You look great.
716
00:27:06,581 --> 00:27:08,670
- Yoga four times a week.
- All right.
717
00:27:08,714 --> 00:27:11,630
- I'm Steph.
- Oh, Oliver.
718
00:27:11,673 --> 00:27:14,197
- Come.
Let's get you two a cocktail.
719
00:27:14,241 --> 00:27:16,417
- Oh.
- She seems nice.
720
00:27:16,460 --> 00:27:17,461
- She does.
721
00:27:17,505 --> 00:27:20,508
♪
722
00:27:20,551 --> 00:27:21,683
- I don't love the shirt,
723
00:27:21,727 --> 00:27:24,077
and I definitely
don't like this jacket.
724
00:27:24,120 --> 00:27:27,036
- Okay, um.
Do you wanna try the black one?
725
00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:28,559
- I don't like that one either.
726
00:27:28,603 --> 00:27:29,822
Sorry.
You got anything else?
727
00:27:29,865 --> 00:27:32,476
- Did you try the culottes?
- The culottes?
728
00:27:33,913 --> 00:27:36,611
This material's rough,
and why are the tags on these?
729
00:27:36,655 --> 00:27:38,178
- Oh, you can just
tuck that in.
730
00:27:38,221 --> 00:27:40,006
- I already took the tag off.
731
00:27:40,049 --> 00:27:42,573
Listen, what about some
of that stuff from "Scarlet?"
732
00:27:42,617 --> 00:27:44,445
- I--I didn't bring any.
733
00:27:44,488 --> 00:27:45,838
- Why not?
You had so many choices.
734
00:27:45,881 --> 00:27:47,535
- I know.
It's just, as an assistant,
735
00:27:47,578 --> 00:27:48,710
I don't really have access
to all of that--
736
00:27:48,754 --> 00:27:50,669
- I'm sorry.
737
00:27:50,712 --> 00:27:51,844
You're an assistant?
738
00:27:51,887 --> 00:27:53,889
- Yes, I'm Oliver's assistant.
739
00:27:55,108 --> 00:27:57,110
- You said you were a stylist.
740
00:27:57,153 --> 00:27:58,720
- No, I never said that.
741
00:27:58,764 --> 00:27:59,939
- Yeah.
You did.
742
00:27:59,982 --> 00:28:01,723
You pitched yourself
to me at "Scarlet."
743
00:28:01,767 --> 00:28:03,551
You showed me
your Instagram posts,
744
00:28:03,594 --> 00:28:04,726
Style by Sutton?
745
00:28:04,770 --> 00:28:07,424
- Oh, yeah.
That's my personal page
746
00:28:07,468 --> 00:28:09,426
which I'm hoping
to use as leverage
747
00:28:09,470 --> 00:28:11,733
to get a promotion to stylist.
748
00:28:11,777 --> 00:28:13,604
- I'm gonna tell Oliver
about this.
749
00:28:13,648 --> 00:28:15,955
- Um, Alice,
please let me explain.
750
00:28:15,998 --> 00:28:17,608
- He needs to know what
his support staff is up to.
751
00:28:17,652 --> 00:28:18,740
- Alice, please.
752
00:28:18,784 --> 00:28:20,742
- You wasted my time.
753
00:28:20,786 --> 00:28:21,961
Please don't waste anymore.
754
00:28:22,004 --> 00:28:24,964
[dramatic music]
755
00:28:25,007 --> 00:28:29,446
♪
756
00:28:29,490 --> 00:28:30,491
[all laughing]
757
00:28:30,534 --> 00:28:32,536
- Oh.
Mmm.
758
00:28:32,580 --> 00:28:34,625
- Next round is on you,
fancy pants.
759
00:28:34,669 --> 00:28:36,105
- Oh, no.
Okay, that's fine,
760
00:28:36,149 --> 00:28:37,716
but I'm really not that fancy.
761
00:28:37,759 --> 00:28:39,195
- [laughs]
- Oh, please, come on.
762
00:28:39,239 --> 00:28:41,502
- What? You're easily
the most successful,
763
00:28:41,545 --> 00:28:43,025
the fanciest
of the three of us.
764
00:28:43,069 --> 00:28:44,200
Which is not a surprise.
765
00:28:44,244 --> 00:28:45,636
I mean, you always
were a workaholic.
766
00:28:45,680 --> 00:28:46,942
- That's true.
I was.
767
00:28:46,986 --> 00:28:48,422
- You were.
You were always in the library.
768
00:28:48,465 --> 00:28:50,859
And I was always having sex
with a French guy.
769
00:28:50,903 --> 00:28:51,860
[both laugh]
770
00:28:51,904 --> 00:28:53,601
- So true.
- So true.
771
00:28:53,644 --> 00:28:56,778
- And apparently I still am,
so.
772
00:28:56,822 --> 00:29:00,564
- Do you guys remember, um--
do you remember Miles Shaw?
773
00:29:00,608 --> 00:29:03,002
- Uh, yeah!
Your super-hot ex-boyfriend.
774
00:29:03,045 --> 00:29:06,745
- Well, I've been texting
with him.
775
00:29:06,788 --> 00:29:08,485
- No.
- What?
776
00:29:08,529 --> 00:29:09,878
- Yeah.
- [gasps]
777
00:29:09,922 --> 00:29:11,532
Why haven't you responded?
778
00:29:11,575 --> 00:29:13,447
- I don't really know
what to write.
779
00:29:13,490 --> 00:29:14,665
- Okay, all right, so--
780
00:29:14,709 --> 00:29:17,538
- I've been married
for 20 years, okay?
781
00:29:17,581 --> 00:29:20,497
- Okay, but you're
separated now, and...
782
00:29:20,541 --> 00:29:22,499
Miles was crazy hot in college.
783
00:29:22,543 --> 00:29:24,240
- Yeah, he was.
- Yeah.
784
00:29:24,284 --> 00:29:27,026
- All right, um...
785
00:29:27,069 --> 00:29:28,462
- Oh, yeah.
- Okay.
786
00:29:28,505 --> 00:29:30,203
- [scoffs]
Mm-hmm, that's good.
787
00:29:30,246 --> 00:29:31,813
That's good.
788
00:29:31,857 --> 00:29:32,814
- Should I send that?
789
00:29:32,858 --> 00:29:33,859
both: Yes!
790
00:29:33,902 --> 00:29:34,990
- Yeah.
If you don't, I will.
791
00:29:35,034 --> 00:29:36,470
- [giggling]
792
00:29:36,513 --> 00:29:37,906
- Do it.
793
00:29:37,950 --> 00:29:39,081
- Uh....
794
00:29:39,125 --> 00:29:40,169
- Do it!
- Do it, do it, do it.
795
00:29:40,213 --> 00:29:41,170
- Okay, ah!
796
00:29:41,214 --> 00:29:43,216
[all cheer]
797
00:29:47,873 --> 00:29:49,831
[upbeat pop music]
798
00:29:49,875 --> 00:29:52,138
[indistinct chatter]
799
00:29:52,181 --> 00:29:53,443
- [laughs]
800
00:29:53,487 --> 00:29:55,445
- very eclectic.
- I know.
801
00:29:55,489 --> 00:29:57,839
- Have you seen
Adena's new girlfriend?
802
00:29:57,883 --> 00:30:04,890
♪
803
00:30:07,283 --> 00:30:09,285
- Adena seems more
uncomfortable that you're here
804
00:30:09,329 --> 00:30:10,373
than anybody else.
805
00:30:10,417 --> 00:30:11,766
- Wait.
806
00:30:11,810 --> 00:30:12,854
Is the first time
you've seen Adena
807
00:30:12,898 --> 00:30:14,160
since you guys broke up?
808
00:30:14,203 --> 00:30:16,379
- Oh, no, I mean,
I saw her today, actually.
809
00:30:16,423 --> 00:30:18,860
She told me not to come.
[laughs nervously]
810
00:30:18,904 --> 00:30:20,209
- Why?
811
00:30:20,253 --> 00:30:23,038
- Said that you all
wouldn't approve of,
812
00:30:23,082 --> 00:30:25,388
you know,
me being bi, and...
813
00:30:25,432 --> 00:30:27,173
- That's bullshit.
814
00:30:27,216 --> 00:30:28,870
- Oh.
815
00:30:28,914 --> 00:30:30,089
So you don't have
an issue with it?
816
00:30:30,132 --> 00:30:31,394
- Half of my friends are bi.
817
00:30:31,438 --> 00:30:33,483
So no,
I don't a problem with that.
818
00:30:33,527 --> 00:30:35,137
- Oh.
819
00:30:35,181 --> 00:30:36,486
Why would Adena say that?
820
00:30:36,530 --> 00:30:39,141
- I don't know.
821
00:30:39,185 --> 00:30:43,058
- ♪ I wanna dance,
dance, dance ♪
822
00:30:43,102 --> 00:30:45,887
- Do you remember when
you organized the bar crawl
823
00:30:45,931 --> 00:30:47,802
with binder tabs?
824
00:30:47,846 --> 00:30:49,021
- [gasps, laughing]
Yes.
825
00:30:49,064 --> 00:30:51,893
- Oh, I can't even believe
you remember that.
826
00:30:51,937 --> 00:30:53,460
- Jacques was fun.
- Of course!
827
00:30:53,503 --> 00:30:56,202
- The one who knew
every dance move to "Push It"
828
00:30:56,245 --> 00:30:57,290
when she was drunk.
- Okay, all right.
829
00:30:57,333 --> 00:30:58,769
- Oh, my God.
830
00:30:58,813 --> 00:31:00,380
- That was a good one.
That was amazing.
831
00:31:00,423 --> 00:31:02,121
- That was amazing.
I couldn't do that sober.
832
00:31:02,164 --> 00:31:05,472
- Well, I--I didn't even
realize how much I missed this.
833
00:31:05,515 --> 00:31:06,516
- Aww.
834
00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:07,735
- I think we really need
to plan
835
00:31:07,778 --> 00:31:08,736
a girl's weekend.
836
00:31:08,779 --> 00:31:10,956
- Yeah.
- Yes, definitely.
837
00:31:10,999 --> 00:31:12,174
As long as you
bring old Jacques.
838
00:31:12,218 --> 00:31:13,828
- Old Jacques is gone.
839
00:31:13,872 --> 00:31:16,178
She grew up
and got all serious on us.
840
00:31:16,222 --> 00:31:17,179
- [laughing]
841
00:31:17,223 --> 00:31:18,441
- Oh, my God.
842
00:31:18,485 --> 00:31:20,313
That was so much fun,
wasn't it?
843
00:31:20,356 --> 00:31:22,010
- What is she doing?
844
00:31:23,794 --> 00:31:25,927
- Where is she going?
- I have no idea.
845
00:31:29,235 --> 00:31:30,366
- Oh, no, she isn't.
846
00:31:30,410 --> 00:31:31,846
[Salt-N-Pepa's
"Push It" plays]
847
00:31:31,890 --> 00:31:33,413
- Oh, yes.
- Yes, she is.
848
00:31:33,456 --> 00:31:35,067
She's about to do it.
849
00:31:35,110 --> 00:31:36,895
- ♪ Get up on this
- ♪ Ah, push it
850
00:31:36,938 --> 00:31:38,809
♪
851
00:31:38,853 --> 00:31:39,898
- ♪ Get up on this
852
00:31:39,941 --> 00:31:41,377
♪
853
00:31:41,421 --> 00:31:43,075
[both laughing, cheering]
854
00:31:43,118 --> 00:31:46,513
♪
855
00:31:46,556 --> 00:31:48,167
- ♪ Salt and Pepa's here
856
00:31:48,210 --> 00:31:53,346
♪
857
00:31:53,389 --> 00:31:54,913
- Let's go dance with her.
Come on.
858
00:31:54,956 --> 00:31:56,915
- Let's go!
859
00:31:56,958 --> 00:31:58,307
- ♪ Want you to push it,
babe ♪
860
00:31:58,351 --> 00:32:00,483
♪ Coolin' by day
then at night ♪
861
00:32:00,527 --> 00:32:02,181
♪ Working up a sweat
862
00:32:02,224 --> 00:32:04,923
♪ C'mon girls, let's go show
the guys that we know ♪
863
00:32:04,966 --> 00:32:06,359
♪ How to become
864
00:32:06,402 --> 00:32:07,882
[singing along]
♪ Number one in a hot
865
00:32:07,926 --> 00:32:10,363
♪ Party show,
now push it ♪
866
00:32:11,407 --> 00:32:12,452
- Yeah!
867
00:32:12,495 --> 00:32:13,801
- ♪ Push it good
868
00:32:13,844 --> 00:32:15,368
- ♪ Ah, push it
869
00:32:15,411 --> 00:32:16,891
♪
870
00:32:16,935 --> 00:32:18,893
[car horns honking]
871
00:32:18,937 --> 00:32:21,374
[upbeat dance music]
872
00:32:21,417 --> 00:32:25,073
[singer vocalizing]
873
00:32:26,118 --> 00:32:28,903
- You okay?
- Yeah.
874
00:32:28,947 --> 00:32:32,472
She left.
So...
875
00:32:32,515 --> 00:32:34,126
- I'm sorry.
876
00:32:34,169 --> 00:32:36,780
- It's fine.
877
00:32:36,824 --> 00:32:38,826
- Drink?
878
00:32:38,869 --> 00:32:40,088
- Sure.
879
00:32:40,132 --> 00:32:41,350
[phone buzzes]
880
00:32:43,439 --> 00:32:45,093
- Hm.
It's Alice Knight.
881
00:32:48,575 --> 00:32:50,316
- You okay?
882
00:32:50,359 --> 00:32:52,405
- Uh...work emergency.
883
00:32:52,448 --> 00:32:55,364
I...I have to go.
884
00:32:55,408 --> 00:32:57,714
Wanna leave too?
885
00:32:57,758 --> 00:33:01,153
- No, actually.
I think I'm gonna stay.
886
00:33:01,196 --> 00:33:03,024
- I'll see you tomorrow.
- Okay.
887
00:33:03,068 --> 00:33:04,504
Thanks, Oliver.
888
00:33:04,547 --> 00:33:07,768
♪
889
00:33:08,899 --> 00:33:10,814
- [laughs]
890
00:33:10,858 --> 00:33:13,861
Today was a really good day.
891
00:33:13,904 --> 00:33:16,472
I mean, being with you, and...
892
00:33:16,516 --> 00:33:19,127
dancing, and...
893
00:33:19,171 --> 00:33:22,522
riding bikes.
[laughs]
894
00:33:22,565 --> 00:33:25,351
I felt alive, you know?
895
00:33:25,394 --> 00:33:28,223
- I think I do.
896
00:33:28,267 --> 00:33:31,226
- I wanna feel like that
every day.
897
00:33:31,270 --> 00:33:32,358
- Mm.
898
00:33:32,401 --> 00:33:35,230
- Like nothing can stop me.
899
00:33:35,274 --> 00:33:38,364
I know why I was avoiding
my "30 Under 30" interview.
900
00:33:38,407 --> 00:33:39,756
- Huh?
901
00:33:41,889 --> 00:33:44,196
- Being recognized
for all of my achievements
902
00:33:44,239 --> 00:33:47,329
before 30, it just...
903
00:33:47,373 --> 00:33:48,330
I don't know.
904
00:33:48,374 --> 00:33:49,723
It made me feel like
905
00:33:49,766 --> 00:33:51,942
my obituary was being written?
906
00:33:54,380 --> 00:33:56,208
[sighs]
907
00:33:57,905 --> 00:34:01,213
I'm gonna get
the double mastectomy.
908
00:34:01,256 --> 00:34:02,910
I know my options,
909
00:34:02,953 --> 00:34:06,174
and it's either fear
and maintenance,
910
00:34:06,218 --> 00:34:08,524
or remove the risk altogether.
911
00:34:08,568 --> 00:34:11,527
[dramatic piano music]
912
00:34:11,571 --> 00:34:13,094
At first I thought
that I could never
913
00:34:13,138 --> 00:34:15,444
put my body through that,
but...
914
00:34:15,488 --> 00:34:18,447
I don't know, after feeling
that lump today, I just...
915
00:34:20,101 --> 00:34:22,103
I feel like living like this
would be harder.
916
00:34:22,147 --> 00:34:25,106
Like I would always be waiting
for the other shoe to drop.
917
00:34:27,543 --> 00:34:28,631
- [exhales]
918
00:34:28,675 --> 00:34:31,330
- Look, what I'm gonna
have to do is...
919
00:34:32,461 --> 00:34:34,289
not gonna be pretty.
920
00:34:35,508 --> 00:34:37,510
It's gonna be
921
00:34:37,553 --> 00:34:39,816
[sighs]
a lot of drains
922
00:34:39,860 --> 00:34:43,777
and expanders and...
923
00:34:43,820 --> 00:34:46,084
it's gonna be
a lot to deal with.
924
00:34:46,127 --> 00:34:47,955
So...
925
00:34:47,998 --> 00:34:51,306
I understand
if you don't want to.
926
00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:54,962
- Hey.
927
00:34:55,005 --> 00:34:58,487
There's no way that this
is where our story ends.
928
00:35:00,272 --> 00:35:01,882
I'm in this.
929
00:35:04,972 --> 00:35:06,321
- Are you sure?
930
00:35:07,844 --> 00:35:09,237
- Yeah, I'm sure.
931
00:35:12,893 --> 00:35:15,548
- It's gonna be hard.
932
00:35:15,591 --> 00:35:17,767
- I know.
933
00:35:20,814 --> 00:35:24,861
♪
934
00:35:24,905 --> 00:35:29,083
- ♪ I'll need you
to bring me home ♪
935
00:35:33,435 --> 00:35:36,743
- There you are.
Oliver.
936
00:35:36,786 --> 00:35:38,484
I know that Alice called you.
937
00:35:38,527 --> 00:35:40,747
But...
938
00:35:40,790 --> 00:35:43,837
I never told her
that I was a stylist.
939
00:35:43,880 --> 00:35:46,187
I just...
940
00:35:46,231 --> 00:35:47,406
I want to be one so badly
941
00:35:47,449 --> 00:35:49,147
that when the opportunity
presented itself
942
00:35:49,190 --> 00:35:51,888
for me to style Alice,
I took it.
943
00:35:54,935 --> 00:35:57,111
And you have every right
to be angry with me,
944
00:35:57,155 --> 00:35:59,896
and I'm expecting you
to yell at me.
945
00:36:05,772 --> 00:36:07,991
- I don't have any words
for you, Sutton.
946
00:36:11,430 --> 00:36:13,083
- I'm so sorry.
947
00:36:13,127 --> 00:36:16,086
[dramatic piano music]
948
00:36:16,130 --> 00:36:21,309
♪
949
00:36:28,925 --> 00:36:30,362
- Hey, babe.
950
00:36:30,405 --> 00:36:31,885
- You okay?
951
00:36:31,928 --> 00:36:33,321
- Not really.
952
00:36:33,365 --> 00:36:35,715
I've been trying so hard
953
00:36:35,758 --> 00:36:38,239
to prove myself to Oliver,
and I just...
954
00:36:39,414 --> 00:36:41,242
really messed it all up.
955
00:36:41,286 --> 00:36:42,896
- Sutton, Oliver loves you.
956
00:36:42,939 --> 00:36:45,725
- Not anymore, he doesn't.
He just opposite-yelled at me.
957
00:36:45,768 --> 00:36:47,248
- What does that mean?
958
00:36:47,292 --> 00:36:49,555
- He just sat there
and didn't say anything.
959
00:36:49,598 --> 00:36:51,296
- Yikes.
960
00:36:52,035 --> 00:36:53,385
Yeah, maybe it's not
as bad as you think it.
961
00:36:53,428 --> 00:36:54,386
What happened?
962
00:36:54,429 --> 00:36:55,517
- This big influencer
963
00:36:55,561 --> 00:36:56,823
that we work with,
Alice Knight,
964
00:36:56,866 --> 00:36:58,651
I cross-pollinated with her.
965
00:36:58,694 --> 00:37:02,002
And crossed a line
with Oliver in doing so.
966
00:37:02,045 --> 00:37:03,873
Because I wanted to get
967
00:37:03,917 --> 00:37:06,659
over 20,000 followers
on Instagram.
968
00:37:07,921 --> 00:37:09,444
It's so stupid.
969
00:37:09,488 --> 00:37:11,011
- Sutton, you are more than
the number of followers,
970
00:37:11,054 --> 00:37:12,708
and Oliver knows that.
971
00:37:12,752 --> 00:37:14,797
- Yeah, I just feel really
stuck right now, you know?
972
00:37:14,841 --> 00:37:18,366
Work's a mess,
and Instagram's a mess, and...
973
00:37:19,498 --> 00:37:21,630
I really love New York,
but without you here,
974
00:37:21,674 --> 00:37:24,285
this is, like, really hard.
975
00:37:24,329 --> 00:37:25,678
Sorry.
976
00:37:25,721 --> 00:37:27,897
- Wish I was there
to give you a hug right now.
977
00:37:27,941 --> 00:37:29,769
- Yeah.
Me too.
978
00:37:31,945 --> 00:37:33,425
- You know what?
I'm gonna come home.
979
00:37:33,468 --> 00:37:34,556
- You are?
- Yeah, yeah.
980
00:37:34,600 --> 00:37:35,601
I'll move things around.
981
00:37:35,644 --> 00:37:36,689
Take a couple days.
982
00:37:36,732 --> 00:37:38,299
I wanna be there for you.
983
00:37:38,343 --> 00:37:41,302
Plus, we have this whole
wedding thing to plan.
984
00:37:41,346 --> 00:37:43,957
- Oh, yeah, that whole thing.
[laughs]
985
00:37:46,351 --> 00:37:47,656
- Call me when you
get your flight?
986
00:37:47,700 --> 00:37:49,919
- Yeah, of course.
It's gonna be okay.
987
00:37:56,709 --> 00:38:00,321
- Hey.
Where'd you go last night?
988
00:38:00,365 --> 00:38:03,237
- I wasn't in the mood,
so I left.
989
00:38:03,281 --> 00:38:04,978
- Oh.
Well.
990
00:38:05,021 --> 00:38:06,980
It's a shame 'cause it was
991
00:38:07,023 --> 00:38:09,504
a really fun night, actually.
992
00:38:09,548 --> 00:38:11,767
And I realized, uh,
993
00:38:11,811 --> 00:38:13,334
nobody there seemed
to have an issue
994
00:38:13,378 --> 00:38:15,771
with the fact
that I'm bisexual.
995
00:38:15,815 --> 00:38:18,861
The only one who really
had an issue with it was you.
996
00:38:20,602 --> 00:38:23,388
- I'm fine with bisexuals, Kat.
997
00:38:24,650 --> 00:38:27,043
I just wasn't expecting
998
00:38:27,087 --> 00:38:28,958
you to be one of them.
999
00:38:29,872 --> 00:38:32,527
- Okay, well, I am.
1000
00:38:32,571 --> 00:38:35,225
And I shouldn't be made to
feel less than because of it.
1001
00:38:35,269 --> 00:38:36,836
- No, you shouldn't.
1002
00:38:36,879 --> 00:38:39,882
I'm--I'm sorry
I said those things.
1003
00:38:41,014 --> 00:38:43,233
- I--
1004
00:38:43,277 --> 00:38:45,888
It just, the whole thing
got me, like,
1005
00:38:45,932 --> 00:38:48,282
really in my head, you know?
1006
00:38:49,849 --> 00:38:52,286
I wasn't expecting that
from you.
1007
00:38:52,330 --> 00:38:55,028
- Because I was hurt, Kat.
1008
00:38:55,071 --> 00:38:56,377
And emotional.
1009
00:38:56,421 --> 00:38:58,292
You being with a man
makes me wonder
1010
00:38:58,336 --> 00:39:01,774
if what we had between us
was just a phase for you.
1011
00:39:01,817 --> 00:39:04,472
If it was even real.
1012
00:39:04,516 --> 00:39:08,476
- Adena, my feelings for you
were very real.
1013
00:39:08,520 --> 00:39:11,653
They are very real.
1014
00:39:16,354 --> 00:39:19,008
- I just--I don't think that--
1015
00:39:19,052 --> 00:39:22,360
I don't think that it's a good
idea for us to be friends.
1016
00:39:23,535 --> 00:39:25,363
I think, from now on,
it's just best for us
1017
00:39:25,406 --> 00:39:29,584
to keep things
strictly professional.
1018
00:39:34,546 --> 00:39:35,808
- Okay.
1019
00:39:40,073 --> 00:39:43,032
[calm synthesizer music]
1020
00:39:43,076 --> 00:39:45,426
♪
1021
00:39:45,470 --> 00:39:46,732
- Don't leave again.
1022
00:39:46,775 --> 00:39:48,429
Everything falls apart
when you're gone.
1023
00:39:48,473 --> 00:39:50,779
- Yeah, you're the glue
that holds us together, Jane.
1024
00:39:52,390 --> 00:39:53,347
- [laughs]
1025
00:39:53,391 --> 00:39:54,783
- Hold on.
Why is she smiling?
1026
00:39:54,827 --> 00:39:56,350
- I don't know.
It's freaking me out.
1027
00:39:56,394 --> 00:39:58,657
- Because I am not
going to leave you.
1028
00:39:58,700 --> 00:39:59,745
Ever.
1029
00:39:59,788 --> 00:40:01,050
- Okay.
1030
00:40:02,617 --> 00:40:06,665
I've decided to get
a double mastectomy.
1031
00:40:08,101 --> 00:40:09,581
- Wow.
1032
00:40:09,624 --> 00:40:11,583
- I wasn't sure
about it before,
1033
00:40:11,626 --> 00:40:13,541
but now I am.
1034
00:40:13,585 --> 00:40:15,413
- Because of the glue thing?
1035
00:40:15,456 --> 00:40:16,544
- [laughs]
No.
1036
00:40:16,588 --> 00:40:18,285
Not because of the glue thing.
1037
00:40:18,328 --> 00:40:20,940
But...
1038
00:40:20,983 --> 00:40:22,158
That's part of it.
1039
00:40:22,202 --> 00:40:25,466
I mean, I wanna be around
for a long time.
1040
00:40:25,510 --> 00:40:27,425
And I think a way
to help my chances with that
1041
00:40:27,468 --> 00:40:30,340
is to have surgery, so...
1042
00:40:31,559 --> 00:40:33,300
And plus, I wanna
1043
00:40:33,343 --> 00:40:35,302
be in "Forbes" "40 Under 40,"
1044
00:40:35,345 --> 00:40:38,261
and "50 under 50," and...
1045
00:40:38,305 --> 00:40:40,612
is there a "60 Under 60?"
1046
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[laughs]
1047
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- Come on.
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