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Dr Parke?

Dr Parke?

Daniel Lennon, did he ever mention
a Raymond Parke in any
of the sessions that you had?

No. What, the name never cropped up
in 15 years of dealing with him?

No, never. I mean, I know
who he is, he's notorious.

For what, his medical
practices or...?

Well, partly, yes, and there was
a riot at one of his hospitals.

Thanks, we'll take it from here.
Get yourself a coffee.

I thought it might be
interesting. Right, thank you, just
get Dr Ritter out of here.

Sure. Please.

Dr Parke, thank you very much
for coming in.

I know it must've been an upsetting
experience for you but you were the
last person to see Daniel Lennon.

Did he say what he wanted?
No. Did he say anything to you?

Nothing that made any sense.
How would you describe
his state of mind?

Confused and extremely hostile.

Why did he direct this hostility
towards you? I've no idea.

Dr Parke, you were suspended for
five years by the General Medical
Council in 1981.

What's that got to do with Lennon?
Well, I'm trying to find a motive
for why he was hostile to you.

Suspending me was a gross abuse.

What I was doing was groundbreaking.

I was... You were presiding
over a riot at the Kingsway Secure
Hospital, Sheffield,

and one of your staff was almost
killed when you withdrew medicine
from every one of your patients.

I make no apologies. Look at
psychotherapeutic practice now.

Everyone recognises that drugs,
sedation, turning young people

into catatonic vegetables, that
these things are not the answer.

I was a scout.

I was a trailblazer.

Some of your patients
think otherwise.

Her for example, Heather Hardiss.

A manic depressive. She was a
resident at the same time as Daniel.

Yeah, I remember her but...

Her previous doctor had her on 400mg
of Lithium a day, which you stopped.

Argh. Don't you think
that was irresponsible?

Is that what you did to Daniel
Lennon, is that why he attacked you?

Yeah?
What is it that he blames you for?

Get his nurse, will you, please.
Oh, God. I can't breathe.

He's hyperventilating.

Come on, just keep calm. Stay calm.

What?! What are you doing? Free
yourself and know yourself.

What does that mean? That's what you
told Daniel Lennon to do.

He told us that he came to you for
help. What does it mean?

This is your fault. This is
all your fault. What does that mean?

This is your fault. This...is...
your...fault. Relax. Deep breaths.

Slow it down.

Relax back.

Grace. Yep. It's Stella again. Hi.

Heather Hardiss is here.

OK. Put her in Grace's office.

OK.

We're looking into the
medical practices, or possibly
malpractices, of Dr Raymond Parke

who was a consultant at Larkhill
Psychiatric Hospital in the 1960s.

You were a patient there,
were you not, in 1966-1967, yeah?

Yes. And you were treated
by Dr Raymond Parke?

That's right. It says in your file
here that you lodged a complaint

against Dr Parke.

Well, my parents did, yes.

It doesn't actually say
what the complaint related to.

He took me off my drugs.
Was that a bad thing?

Yes.

Why?

Well, I was very ill. You weren't in
a good state when you went in,

so who's to say you were worse
after he took you off the drugs?

Yes, I was very ill when I went in.
They put me on Lithium, er,
I was improving

and then he took me off them.

You didn't believe that he might've
known what he was talking about?

Well, he clearly didn't.

Does the name Daniel Lennon
mean anything to you? No.

Have a look at this photograph.

Yes. We were at Larkhill together.

Did you, erm, get involved
with the other patients?

I mean, did you socialise with them?

Well, in a manner of speaking, yes.

Did you socialise with Daniel
in any way? I mean, did you...?

Well, I was very ill, I don't
really remember socialising with
anybody very much at that time.

So he wasn't one of your
particularly close friends
while you were at Larkhill?

No, we...were together at mealtimes
but we didn't get particularly close
and I don't remember.

Do you know what happened to him?

He killed his parents.

How do you know that?
I read it in the newspaper.

What about this man?

He was one of the assistants.
Do you remember his name?

No. Rolfe Voller.

Austrian.

Do you know what happened to him?
No.

Can you hear that?

I can't hear anything.

Where are the birds?

I can't hear the birds.

Have you brought someone here? No.

Mark... You!

Where are you going?
What's wrong with you?

You!

Leave him alone!

You stay here!

Daniel!

Mark? Mark?

Oh, merde.

Merde!

I saw his picture on Daniel Lennon's
mantelpiece. It was dumb.

It was a hunch, sir. Sometimes
you behave like a six-year-old.

Amongst other things, the vomit
at the camp contained very high
levels of recently-ingested LSD.

250 microgrammes per kilogramme.
How much is that in old money?

It's a lot. Like Rolfe Voller? What
do you mean? One pill makes you
larger, one pill makes you smaller

and the ones that Mother gives you
don't do anything at all. They know
nothing about Jefferson Airplane.

This guy spent 40 years inside. The
first thing he does when he gets out
is get acid. Why does he do that?

Because when it was
first synthesized in the 1930s,

they discovered that it could
liberate the subconscious,
free up the memory inhibitors.

So he's trying to
remember something? Possibly.

"Though this be madness,
yet there's method in't".

In it.

In't.

Goldilocks, come 'ere.

You can't walk away from me.

Do not try to walk away from me.
I told you before...

Broke his jaw.
Collapsed his lung too.

I wanted to kill him.

I really wanted to kill him.

It happens all the time.

Even when I first met you,
you were...

kind and beautiful...

..but...

I still couldn't stop myself...

thinking what it would be like...

to hurt you.

And I know what it means.

It means I'm just like him.

Just like him.

I'm just like him.

It's so sad, it's so very sad.
I know, but he has information

and I need to cross examine him
to get that information.
Should I do that?

You need to be very careful. He's
manifesting very similar symptoms
to his uncle, he could slip any way.

So this syndrome for these violent
instincts... And fantasies.

..and fantasies that he has, these
are the same as his uncle?

They are. But he beat up a kid,
he hasn't murdered anyone.

It's good that it's come out now.

Remember, Daniel
didn't get that chance.

They both have an urge for violence
and they try to suppress that?
Right. But it needs to be treated.

And if it isn't treated? It twists.

There's an expression - the Double
Bind. The subject is literally
double-bound -

emotionally, psychologically,
there's no way to turn.

A state of psychosis draws near.

I don't want to do that to him.
No, you don't. Was his uncle
in this state of psychosis?

He was. And if he's out there
dropping acid, then it will
certainly be happening again.

Hello, Mark. I'm Grace.

Hi.

What we all do here,

how we work,
well, it's a very weird job really.

There's Eve who does our forensics -
she spends every day of
her life with dead bodies.

Men, women and children, all have
been killed or maimed in some way.

That's her job.

And it's my job to try and
understand what makes people
want to do that to other people.

We have to imagine

the worst things that human beings
are capable of doing to each other.

And do you know something, Mark?
We're bloody good at it.

KNOCK AT DOOR

Thank you, Stella.

Thank you.

Tea and biscuits?

He'll feel more at ease.

Do you know, I always think that
people think that to do this job,
we must be a bit mad, you know?

Sick.

Gone in the head.

But then everyone has
dark thoughts, don't they?

It's just that some people
bury it or deny they exist.

But that doesn't stop
them being there, always.

For everyone. I always think

it's far healthier
to have that dialogue with
the other side of yourself.

What do you think?

But what I did to that boy...

..that's more than just a thought
now.

Yes, yeah, I know, Mark.

I'm not trying to get you
to deny what's happening.

I just want you to understand
that to have the thought

doesn't mean that you're going to
act on it, right?

You're not lost, Mark.

I know people who can help you. And
I suppose your mum and dad'll help.

No, not my dad.

Not him.

OK, just your mum?

Just your mum then, I promise.

Your dad always encouraged
your relationship with
Daniel though, didn't he?

You like Daniel?

Well, I did and then he...
did all that.

Yes, I know,
but you do understand that he's
very ill at the moment, yeah?

Did Daniel
ever talk to you about where he was
going or what he wanted? No.

I asked but he said he just needed
some time to think about things.

Right, and he never talked about his
past, about things that had happened
when he was young?

No. That was always my dad's thing.

How do you mean?

He tried to make me...

scared of Daniel.

To know what happened to him
so that I don't turn out that way.

It's not working though, is it?

Did he tell you what happened
to your grandparents?
Some but not so much.

He used to tell this story of...

..this place that Daniel used to stay

and about this
terrible thing that happened there.

To Daniel? No, to my dad.

It was supposed to scare me.

What was this place, Grace?
Was it Larkhill?

Did your dad ever mention
the name of this place to you?

The name
Larkhill sound familiar at all? No.

He said it was some kind of...
hippy...squat place.

Mr and Mrs Lennon?

How is he? Is he all right?
He's fine.

If you would wait there, Mr Lennon,
somebody'll get you.

Mrs Lennon, you come with me.
Yes, he's fine.

If you just go to the
end of the corridor and...

turn to the right.

He's in my office.

Hello, darling, it's Mum.

Come here.

I've been so worried about you.

Let me see you.

Is he gonna be OK?
Yes, yeah, he's gonna be fine, I've
set him up on a programme. Thanks.

Mr Lennon, can you come
with me please?

So you're back now, yeah?

No. No, I'm not.

OK.

This way, please. Thank you.

Would you mind coming with me,
please? Sorry, excuse me, um...

My husband...

Where is my son? Sit down, please,
Mr Lennon. I've done nothing.

Nothing but co-operate, told you what
you needed to know about my brother,
and you treat me like this.

This is how we treat
people who hide things from us.

This is ridiculous.

Well, your son told us

about the squat in Hampstead where
Daniel went after he left
Larkhill, where YOU saw him.

Do you know what it's like
to lose someone?

Daniel disappeared
off the face of the Earth
and I have done what I have done

to make sure that I will
never lose my son in the same way.

What, to schizophrenia you mean?

Mark needed to know
what happened to his uncle.

What happened to me.
We needed to know what
happened to you, Mr Lennon.

I understand that
but I just wanted to protect Daniel
from your assumptions...

So what did happen to you?

When he came back to me
it was like a rebirth.

He looked well, together,
like he used to look.

He said he knew I'd be
worrying but if I wanted to...

..if I kept it secret,

I could go and see him
as much as I liked.

So you went? You know,
you never stop loving people.

It's my garden, Christo.

It's gonna be a dream.

It's really great, Dan.

I love you, man.

I love you too.

It was intoxicating.

I wish I'd been able to resist it
but I had to go back.

I'll give you one.

Just put it on your
tongue and let it dissolve.

How long's it gonna take?

Just enjoy it, man.

Two for me. Here we go, brother.

He had a new girlfriend.
She was different.

She made him different.

It's over there! I told you
it's over there! Where are you?

I told you I wanted 200 anyway.

None of it's real, man.
None of it's real!

Did you see that?
She winked at me.

She winked at me.

It's not real.

Christo...

are you lost?

Like it?

It's OK. Here.

Here.

It's all right. It's OK.

It's OK.

It's OK.

It's OK.

It was like...

someone else had come
to live inside me.

I could barely speak.

I just locked myself away, waiting
for answers, but they never came.

Every day...

Her blood, her...

Her insides...

..falling into my hands.

'So I had to go back...

'to find out what he'd done to me.'

Dan? Dan, I've got to talk to you.
This is not some playpen,

some doss-house for children,
get out.

Dan? Please! I need you to help me!
Dan, you need to help me!

Get out!

It's all right, Daniel.
It's all right.

'But I didn't go.'

'I waited.' That's fine.

You're going to find something out.

Free yourself.

Free yourself and know yourself.

We're going to find the difference
between the thought
and the deed, Daniel.

What's going on? Daniel.
Why are you doing this? Calm down.
What's going on?

What do you want to do, Daniel?

THUDS AND SCREAMS
'Those sounds...'

They'll stay with me...
for the rest of my life.

Was, um...

This girl, was she in the squat?

Yes.
That's his first girlfriend.

His first girl...
So she could've been in the room?

No, I don't think so.
No. No, I'm sure.

What about this man? Was he
in the room? Yes, I saw him go in.

And him?

No, I don't, I don't...
This man, right?

His corpse was dug up
three days ago in the garden
where the squat used to be.

Right, now, he's at this very
moment lying in our lab.

Now, your brother obviously wanted
us to find him. Your brother's
blood is on this corpse.

So I want you to tell me
is what happened in that room.

I don't know. I couldn't see.

This is the truth. This is all I
know. But you've proved to be a liar,

so you expect me to believe
what you're saying?

This is me. This is what I am.

Everything I've ever done has been
to try to recover from that time.

And after that, how long was it
before you saw your brother again?

Two days later.
When he came back for the last time.

Why didn't you you tell us this
before, Heather?

It's not
that I set out to keep secrets.

Who ever does?

But, when you love people,
it's too easy

not to tell them the things
you're most ashamed of. I suppose
I should thank you, really.

How did you and Daniel Lennon
end up at Stapeley Gardens?

Daniel was...

Nobody had ever been
that lovely to me.

Well, just because you have problems,
doesn't make being a teenager
any different.

You look at boys...

..particularly handsome boys...

..and your world lights up when
you find you have things in common.

Daniel wanted to go
and I was...ambivalent.

But he said
that he trusted Raymond Parke,

that he would know
how to make us better.

What the world calls madness,
we call a journey.

A journey to a place where
you'll recognise yourself again.

But not that old version
of yourself. The new one.

The one you're fighting to become.

So, my friends...

we're going to go mad together.

And the first thing
we're going to do

is throw away the sedatives.

All your medication
is going to stop.

I'm not here to keep you sleeping.

I am here to turn you on.

I am here

to drive you
from your wretched minds.

How many people were there?

Oh, er, 15 or so.

Did Raymond Parke work on his own?

No, no, he had people there to help
him.

Erm, students, I think...

and they lived amongst us.

That was the point.

And Daniel...

..from the moment he first arrived,
he knew it was for him.

That garden became his life force.

But there was this girl.

One of Parke's students.

'Blonde, pretty.

'I knew as soon as'

they laid eyes on each other
I couldn't possibly compete.

Can you remember her name?

She had one of those ridiculous
hippie names. Um...

it was Leaf.

I lost him. To her.

I left three weeks later.

Because of Leaf?

Not because of her, no.

What made you leave?

Parke...

One of his..."therapies"...

was what he liked to call
'role-play'.

He wanted to...

to recreate, to simulate,

the things that made us
most frightened.

Sounds simple, doesn't it?

I'd been bulimic, suicidal...

and Parke knew where that came from.

Hey.

Were you asleep?

Come on.

Get out! Get out!
This is not happening.

Heather, it's not real! Heather!

I was sexually abused as a child.

A cousin.

It was lunacy!

It took me years to get through that.

Is the man that came in your room
Rolfe Voller?

Yes.

Was Raymond Parke in that room?

Yes.

We know what you did to her.

We know about the role-play.

Is that what you did
to Daniel Lennon?

Exploit his fear
of his own violence?

What I want to know, Dr Parke,
is what exactly went wrong?

How did Voller die?

I...killed him.

Daniel Lennon killed him.

His family. His mother.

You, Boyd.

With your two-up two-down,
your roast beef

and Sunday Mail,
your four-wheel drive,

your whole miserable,
shitty little world.

You killed him.

You all killed him.

Why don't you calm down, Dr Parke?

I see you, Boyd.

I see you, policeman.

Your misery...

your pathetic self-obsession.

You're a whisker away

from insanity yourself.

YOU...WANKER!

Christ. Get him out of here.

Hey! Hey! Hey!

No? Wait!

Yea-ea-ea-eah!
HE CHORTLES

Leaf.

Leaf.

FILM: 'Here, members of our family
use the creative process

'to unlock corridors in their mind
that, hitherto,

'have been closed.

'I'm loving this, Deirdre.
It's really

'"tepee," "wigwam." Looking for your
inner Red Indian.'

'Here we find ourselves at our
hub, at our centre...' What's that?

It's a documentary
from the early seventies about
Raymond Parkes and his work.

Parke. No "S".

'Burning heart, burning centre.

'Eloise...

'..you were at
a difficult place last night.

'Slightly fractured.
Now we're coming together, yes?

'This is beautiful.

'The all-seeing eye,
rainclouds above...

'Everyone works at their own pace,
their own speed.

'No pressure.'

Just go back.

Hmm?

Hold it.

I know who Leaf is.

Daniel's actions have never
precluded his ability to feel love.

To see a world in a grain of sand,
and a heaven in a wildflower.

"And a heaven in a wildflower"!
That's what was written
on her tobacco tin.

Daniel Lennon has a book
of Blake in his room, and wildflowers
feature in his garden.

See Daniel as a troubled artist...
Are you saying that the tobacco
tin is a love token?

This like the yin-yang of the
schizophrenic mind.

"Some are born to sweet delight,
some are born to endless night."

It could be a poetic
memento, for the artist's muse. Ah,
they couldn't still be lovers.

He's had to create coping mechanisms
to survive 40 years at Marshdale.

His garden is symbolic of that.

His love for someone, or somebody,
would be key to this.

Where the hell d'you get that from?

She's been phoning a friend.
I've been speaking to Grace.
Look, we don't need Grace.

I mean, if Grace wants to contribute
then Grace can come here and...

I'm talking about, this is weird.
This is one weird relationship and
this woman is an accomplished liar.

Top consultant knocking off an
inmate. She has to keep that quiet.

But whatever kept these two
together all this time blew apart
four days ago, that's the point.

What happened to him four days ago?

What was he trying to remember?

The gardening blog. When he
heard about the Voodoo Lilies...

Yeah, yeah. Hampstead,
Voodoo Lilies, squat...

Rolfe Voller. Right, so.
Did that get him going in some way?

And stir a repressed memory.

Yeah, thanks, Grace, very much,
but we're talking about
a relationship here.

I mean, if they had this
relationship all those years ago,

then she would've been with him
at the time of Voller,

when he was killed.

Then they would've been...

She would've been at the squat
with Daniel, right? So she would've
known what happened...

Or she was protecting him.

This doesn't bear thinking about,
does it? 40 years she monitors him.

15 years, she puts him... Does she?
Does she? On Chlorproma...

Zine. ..zine. Right, to fuzz-up
these memory cells.

Boyd! Boyd, I need to show you
something.

Now, I'm the murderer

and, as I stab...

cast-off spray is flicked back
over my shoulder onto the plants,

as you can see.
Now, it's in an arc over my head.

There's no arterial blood
on the face.

Over here...

is a void.

You can see between
the blood patterns.

That's where Chris was standing,
yeah? What've you done, Daniel?
I don't think it was...

because...these pictures,
taken at the time...

This one's of Chris.

..you can see blood on his chest,
but no blood on his face.

Whereas...this one of Daniel.
There's blood spattering
across his chest,

blood spattering across his face.
It's a match.

Don't go. Listen, it's all right.
Oh, darling.
Darling, it's all right.

SHE HOWLS AND SOBS

Dan, I've got to talk to you.

Christo?

Oh, don't be so sad.
It's a happy day today!

Daniel's home.

Oh, why do you
always have to be like this?!

Christo.

Christo.

Christo.

Christo! Fay!

Fay!

Daniel!

Danny!

What've you done, Daniel?

What did you do?

So you say you love your brother.

I do. What about when you came home
from the squat? How did you feel
about him then?

You must've hated him then. No.

I love him. You don't let someone you
love rot in an asylum for 40 years
for a crime you committed.

I have always loved him. You have
a very strange way of showing it.

The truth, Mr Lennon,
is what love is made of.

The truth. The truth.

Please.

Let her know we're coming.

Already have, but she's not picking
up. Call security and tell them
we're on our way. Will do.

DOOR UNLOCKS

Single to King's Cross, please.

You won't talk to anyone.

You won't say anything.

It'll ruin all of our lives, Daniel.

What happened, my love?
Where did you go?

I took a trip.

You need to be careful.

I know.

But I need to be more careful
of you.

I won't be needing these any more.

You're frightened of me. No, no,
I'm...

Yes, you are. No, I...

And you need to be. I'm not. No.

You may have tried to hide it all
these years, Caroline,

but you know what I did...

And now I do too.

What's going...? Why...?
What's going on?

Daniel... Why are you doing this?
..calm down.

What's going on? What's happening?
What d'you want to do, Daniel?
What d'you want to do?

Calm down, Daniel!
What d'you want to do? Calm down.

ANGRY SHOUTS
Daniel, it's not real!

It's not real, Daniel. Please!

Daniel!

I thought we were happy.
Weren't you happy?

Happy?!
I was only ever your creature.

No. But I see him now.

I keep seeing him, Caroline!

Nobody need know.
Let's keep him covered,

and everything will be all right.
Not a word.

That boy, Caroline.

Danny, Danny! I keep seeing what
I did. Don't, please. I love you.

I've always loved you. And then
I went home. To my parents.

Please, please, Daniel.
You did that. No!

Oh...

I...I love you.

I've al...

always loved you.

That's not love.

Daniel!

You understand if you come
any closer, I will kill her.

I understand.
You don't have to do this.

I know you don't think
you have a choice, but you do.

You have a choice. You don't
have to be this person. Daniel!

Daniel, we know
that you didn't kill your parents.

You didn't kill your parents.

You didn't do it.

Christo?

Hello, Daniel.

What's this man saying?

Did you... Did you never...?

I thought, sometimes, that you knew.

Thought I knew what?

I'm so sorry.

I'm lost.

I have always been lost.

Christo.

You know! How can you not know?!

I love you, man.

I love you too.

I love you too.

What did you do, Christo?

What did you do, Christo?

What did you do?