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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:09,008 --> 00:00:12,139 I've never met anyone in my entire life like Jules. 2 00:00:12,906 --> 00:00:14,974 Rue is in love with Jules, I think. 3 00:00:16,366 --> 00:00:17,765 Hey, I'm Ethan. 4 00:00:17,766 --> 00:00:18,902 I'm Kat. 5 00:00:24,461 --> 00:00:25,628 You look different. 6 00:00:26,930 --> 00:00:28,221 I changed. 7 00:00:29,543 --> 00:00:30,790 'Sup, Cass. 8 00:00:30,791 --> 00:00:32,083 You wanna ride the carousel? 9 00:00:33,399 --> 00:00:34,917 That's the guy from the motel. 10 00:00:36,068 --> 00:00:38,646 - You're beautiful. - Thank you. 11 00:00:38,647 --> 00:00:41,215 - That's Nate's dad?! - Yes. That's Nate's dad. 12 00:00:42,088 --> 00:00:43,693 Hey. Tyler? 13 00:00:44,116 --> 00:00:46,303 God, are you broken inside. 14 00:00:46,908 --> 00:00:49,978 I went through Nate's phone, and it was weird. 15 00:00:50,526 --> 00:00:53,035 I need you to promise me that you're not gonna tell a soul. 16 00:00:55,012 --> 00:00:57,518 I'm sorry I got so angry at you before. 17 00:01:04,227 --> 00:01:06,990 Maddy knew who she was from a very early age. 18 00:01:15,302 --> 00:01:18,802 For as long as Maddy could remember, everybody loved her. 19 00:01:18,803 --> 00:01:22,343 ♪ You must be my lucky star ♪ 20 00:01:22,344 --> 00:01:26,593 ♪ 'Cause you shine on me wherever you are ♪ 21 00:01:26,594 --> 00:01:29,093 She never knew exactly what it was. 22 00:01:29,094 --> 00:01:31,885 She just knew that she had something special, 23 00:01:31,886 --> 00:01:33,426 something intangible, 24 00:01:33,427 --> 00:01:35,510 something immeasurable. 25 00:01:35,511 --> 00:01:39,426 ♪ Star light, star bright, first star I see tonight ♪ 26 00:01:39,427 --> 00:01:41,338 ♪ Star light, star bright ♪ 27 00:01:41,339 --> 00:01:43,412 And it gave her confidence. 28 00:01:43,413 --> 00:01:45,932 ♪ Star light, star bright ♪ 29 00:01:48,614 --> 00:01:50,593 That's why she loved pageantry, 30 00:01:50,594 --> 00:01:53,718 because you didn't have to be the prettiest or the tallest 31 00:01:53,719 --> 00:01:56,468 or the blondest or the whitest. 32 00:01:56,469 --> 00:01:59,167 You just had to have fucking confidence. 33 00:02:00,385 --> 00:02:03,968 And she probably would have gone on to win Miss Universe, 34 00:02:03,969 --> 00:02:06,817 if it weren't for... this guy. 35 00:02:06,818 --> 00:02:08,227 A beauty pageant coach, 36 00:02:08,228 --> 00:02:11,593 Marcus Cutler was arrested today on 18 counts of child molestation. 37 00:02:11,594 --> 00:02:15,134 That's it. You're done. No more pageants. This is sick. 38 00:02:15,135 --> 00:02:17,259 Her dreams were dashed by some random, 39 00:02:17,260 --> 00:02:19,384 50-year-old creep who didn't molest her, 40 00:02:19,385 --> 00:02:21,468 let alone even meet her. 41 00:02:21,469 --> 00:02:24,385 She refused to eat for a week out of protest. 42 00:02:25,677 --> 00:02:27,343 Drama! 43 00:02:27,344 --> 00:02:30,857 But then she realized how much she liked not doing anything. 44 00:02:31,985 --> 00:02:33,760 Maddy would never say it out loud, 45 00:02:33,761 --> 00:02:36,468 especially not today, because everybody's so political, 46 00:02:36,469 --> 00:02:42,318 but she never really had any desire to have a career... or job. 47 00:02:43,044 --> 00:02:45,676 She was just interested in doing what she did, 48 00:02:45,677 --> 00:02:48,051 just, without school and the other bullshit. 49 00:02:49,677 --> 00:02:51,551 Her mother was an esthetician. 50 00:02:51,552 --> 00:02:55,343 Which is a fancy way of saying she gave pedicures to rich people. 51 00:02:55,344 --> 00:02:56,968 And her dad was a drunk, 52 00:02:56,969 --> 00:03:00,119 who was always pretending to hold jobs longer than he did. 53 00:03:00,120 --> 00:03:03,343 She quickly realized that there are two kinds of people in the world: 54 00:03:03,344 --> 00:03:07,051 people who sit in the chairs with their feet in the footbath, 55 00:03:07,052 --> 00:03:10,386 and the people who kneel in front of the footbath. 56 00:03:13,011 --> 00:03:16,343 She used to sit and study the women who came in. 57 00:03:16,344 --> 00:03:18,551 She'd pay attention to what they wore, 58 00:03:18,552 --> 00:03:20,259 what they'd talk about, 59 00:03:20,260 --> 00:03:23,802 and what she realized was that none of them actually did anything. 60 00:03:23,803 --> 00:03:26,718 I mean, they may have, like, children to raise 61 00:03:26,719 --> 00:03:29,551 or homes to decorate, but at the end of the day, 62 00:03:29,552 --> 00:03:31,802 they literally did nothing. 63 00:03:31,803 --> 00:03:34,885 They literally did... 64 00:03:34,886 --> 00:03:36,301 nothing. 65 00:03:36,302 --> 00:03:40,218 And strangely, none of them had confidence. 66 00:03:41,302 --> 00:03:43,468 She had had a thing for Nate for a while, 67 00:03:43,469 --> 00:03:45,760 before he finally asked her out. 68 00:03:45,761 --> 00:03:47,551 And at first, he was a gentleman, 69 00:03:47,552 --> 00:03:49,968 like, flowers every day kind of gentleman. 70 00:03:49,969 --> 00:03:52,718 - And he was smarter than most guys. - Maddy. 71 00:03:52,719 --> 00:03:55,593 - Plus, Nate, like, really loved her. - You're so sweet. 72 00:03:55,594 --> 00:03:57,426 I love you. 73 00:03:57,427 --> 00:03:59,635 I love you, too. 74 00:03:59,636 --> 00:04:01,134 And she did love Nate. 75 00:04:01,135 --> 00:04:03,093 She loved her relationship with Nate. 76 00:04:03,094 --> 00:04:05,760 She was also a really good girlfriend. 77 00:04:05,761 --> 00:04:08,093 Granted, she didn't always tell the truth. 78 00:04:08,094 --> 00:04:09,468 You're a virgin? 79 00:04:09,469 --> 00:04:12,301 Because the truth-truth is that when she was 14, 80 00:04:12,302 --> 00:04:14,760 on vacation in Panama City Beach, 81 00:04:14,761 --> 00:04:17,093 she met a guy who was, like, 40. 82 00:04:17,094 --> 00:04:19,218 Hey. You from around here? 83 00:04:19,219 --> 00:04:22,093 Which in retrospect seems kind of rape-y and weird, 84 00:04:22,094 --> 00:04:24,384 but honestly, she was the one in control. 85 00:04:24,385 --> 00:04:25,187 Yeah. 86 00:04:25,188 --> 00:04:27,510 She could tell by looking in Nate's eyes 87 00:04:27,511 --> 00:04:29,676 - how much it meant to him. - Like fully? 88 00:04:29,677 --> 00:04:30,927 Yeah. 89 00:04:30,928 --> 00:04:32,968 That she was a hundred percent his. 90 00:04:32,969 --> 00:04:36,343 What about, like, have you ever been fingered? 91 00:04:38,218 --> 00:04:39,843 Only my own. 92 00:04:39,844 --> 00:04:42,802 Plus, it's not like anyone can feel the fucking difference. 93 00:04:44,469 --> 00:04:48,051 But that's the thing with guys like Nate. 94 00:04:50,719 --> 00:04:52,968 They don't actually want a person. 95 00:04:52,969 --> 00:04:55,425 They want something they can own 96 00:04:55,426 --> 00:04:57,343 and possess. 97 00:04:58,177 --> 00:05:00,547 Like Sharon Stone in Casino. 98 00:05:01,121 --> 00:05:03,927 But the cool thing about Sharon Stone in Casino 99 00:05:03,928 --> 00:05:06,218 is that she ran the fuck over De Niro. 100 00:05:06,219 --> 00:05:08,051 I would fucking kill for that coat. 101 00:05:08,052 --> 00:05:09,802 And she did the same to Nate. 102 00:05:09,803 --> 00:05:11,551 How much do you think it costs? 103 00:05:11,552 --> 00:05:14,051 Seriously, Sharon Stone in Casino was, like, 104 00:05:14,052 --> 00:05:16,093 Maddy's spirit animal. 105 00:05:16,094 --> 00:05:18,301 She also watched a lot of porn. 106 00:05:18,302 --> 00:05:21,927 Not because it turned her on or anything, it didn't. 107 00:05:21,928 --> 00:05:23,968 But if you analyzed it really closely, 108 00:05:23,969 --> 00:05:26,343 there were a ton of really good secrets. 109 00:05:31,511 --> 00:05:32,968 Sometimes, during sex, 110 00:05:32,969 --> 00:05:35,010 she would imagine she was a ventriloquist 111 00:05:35,011 --> 00:05:36,635 controlling her body... 112 00:05:36,636 --> 00:05:40,259 Moving her hips and arching her back in just the right way. 113 00:05:40,260 --> 00:05:43,676 She wanted Nate to feel good about the way he fucked. 114 00:05:43,677 --> 00:05:47,802 Because if you make a guy feel confident and powerful, 115 00:05:47,803 --> 00:05:49,885 well, they'll do anything. 116 00:05:49,886 --> 00:05:52,093 - That one. - I got you a present. 117 00:05:52,094 --> 00:05:53,176 Really? 118 00:05:53,177 --> 00:05:55,093 After dinner. It's in the car. 119 00:06:01,844 --> 00:06:04,343 Oh, my God, it's perfect! 120 00:06:04,344 --> 00:06:06,719 - I fucking love you. - I fucking love you, too. 121 00:06:10,302 --> 00:06:14,384 She did worry about the whole monogamy thing, though. 122 00:06:14,385 --> 00:06:17,343 It's not like she ever cheated-cheated. 123 00:06:17,344 --> 00:06:21,010 But every now and then, she'd find herself in, like, a gray area. 124 00:06:21,011 --> 00:06:22,802 I'll do anything to fuck you. 125 00:06:22,803 --> 00:06:25,134 You're so sweet... but no. 126 00:06:25,135 --> 00:06:27,927 Except for that DJ who said he opened for Calvin Harris. 127 00:06:27,928 --> 00:06:30,760 And the stockbroker guy with the family who lived on Oak Street. 128 00:06:30,761 --> 00:06:33,468 And hot dude who ran the roller rink. 129 00:06:37,636 --> 00:06:40,134 But honestly, those were all times 130 00:06:40,135 --> 00:06:41,843 when Nate and her were on a break. 131 00:06:41,844 --> 00:06:45,426 Plus, Nate could be a real asshole. 132 00:06:45,427 --> 00:06:49,343 And sometimes, Maddy fantasized about punching Nate. 133 00:06:49,344 --> 00:06:51,635 But because of who he was as a person, 134 00:06:51,636 --> 00:06:53,593 she was afraid he'd hit her back. 135 00:06:53,594 --> 00:06:56,593 Especially because he was coming to terms with his sexuality. 136 00:06:56,594 --> 00:06:58,093 You're fucking dead to me. 137 00:06:58,094 --> 00:07:00,796 It's, like, the root of a lot of violence. 138 00:07:02,761 --> 00:07:04,259 And when she got home that night, 139 00:07:04,260 --> 00:07:05,982 she felt sick to her stomach... 140 00:07:07,677 --> 00:07:09,644 like enough to throw up. 141 00:07:12,385 --> 00:07:15,259 It wasn't the violence that scared her. 142 00:07:15,260 --> 00:07:17,985 It was the fact that she knew no matter what he did, 143 00:07:18,761 --> 00:07:20,388 she'd still love him. 144 00:07:21,284 --> 00:07:37,650 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com 145 00:07:38,790 --> 00:07:41,927 Nothing in the world comes close to opiates. 146 00:07:41,928 --> 00:07:44,968 A good ES 7.5 Vicodin? Fuck. 147 00:07:44,969 --> 00:07:49,093 But honestly, the best thing I've ever had 148 00:07:49,094 --> 00:07:50,885 is fentanyl. 149 00:07:50,886 --> 00:07:55,218 And there is not a thing on the planet Earth that compares to fentanyl. 150 00:07:56,052 --> 00:07:57,886 Except Jules. 151 00:07:58,719 --> 00:08:00,510 Jules is a close second. 152 00:08:00,511 --> 00:08:03,551 Jules, Jules, Jules. 153 00:08:03,552 --> 00:08:06,593 And then you know what would be better? Jules and fentanyl. 154 00:08:06,594 --> 00:08:09,343 But I can't do both, 'cause Jules won't have me. 155 00:08:09,344 --> 00:08:12,259 So for now, I'll choose Jules. 156 00:08:16,844 --> 00:08:20,486 - Rue, dinner's ready. - Okay. 157 00:08:21,219 --> 00:08:23,510 - Are you coming? - Yeah. No. 158 00:08:23,511 --> 00:08:26,218 Yeah. For... aah... For dinner. 159 00:08:26,219 --> 00:08:29,218 - Just, uh, give me a second. - Okay. 160 00:08:33,803 --> 00:08:36,218 You two have a good time at the carnival? 161 00:08:37,719 --> 00:08:40,676 - Yeah, it was cool. - It was all right. 162 00:08:40,677 --> 00:08:42,515 Rue said you got sick on the Gravitron. 163 00:08:42,516 --> 00:08:43,968 I don't want to talk about it. 164 00:08:48,510 --> 00:08:49,928 So... 165 00:08:50,636 --> 00:08:52,581 Jules slept over last night? 166 00:08:55,639 --> 00:08:56,910 Yeah. So? 167 00:09:00,005 --> 00:09:01,945 Are you two in a relationship? 168 00:09:02,627 --> 00:09:04,925 I mean, yeah, kinda. 169 00:09:06,886 --> 00:09:09,555 It may not matter what I think, but... 170 00:09:10,094 --> 00:09:11,457 I really like her. 171 00:09:14,177 --> 00:09:15,670 Yeah, me, too. 172 00:09:22,969 --> 00:09:25,384 Baby, just take your time. 173 00:09:25,385 --> 00:09:27,427 You've come a long way. 174 00:09:29,177 --> 00:09:30,396 You're delicate. 175 00:09:31,164 --> 00:09:35,413 - I'm not delicate. - Yes, you are. 176 00:09:37,552 --> 00:09:39,927 It's fine, Mom. We, um... 177 00:09:41,135 --> 00:09:44,510 We had a really long conversation about everything, and... 178 00:09:44,511 --> 00:09:47,302 we're just gonna take things really, really slow. 179 00:09:49,260 --> 00:09:51,259 ♪ Okay, I'm Rambo, I ramshack ♪ 180 00:09:51,260 --> 00:09:52,927 ♪ I'm next to that cheese like rattraps ♪ 181 00:09:52,928 --> 00:09:54,635 ♪ On top of that green like grass ass ♪ 182 00:09:54,636 --> 00:09:55,968 ♪ That's over y'all head... ♪ 183 00:09:59,302 --> 00:10:01,426 Yo. Looks good. 184 00:10:01,427 --> 00:10:02,927 You ready? 185 00:10:04,093 --> 00:10:05,760 Um... 186 00:10:05,761 --> 00:10:07,913 How bad does it hurt? 187 00:10:07,914 --> 00:10:09,847 It didn't hurt, like, at all. 188 00:10:10,467 --> 00:10:12,398 It's all good. I've been doing this for years. 189 00:10:12,399 --> 00:10:14,343 I love you, Rue, 190 00:10:14,344 --> 00:10:16,134 but there's no fucking way I'm doing that. 191 00:10:18,677 --> 00:10:22,134 I didn't know what happened the night Jules met Tyler. 192 00:10:22,135 --> 00:10:25,218 I knew it wasn't good, but I was afraid to pry. 193 00:10:25,219 --> 00:10:28,802 And selfishly, things had been going really well. 194 00:10:28,803 --> 00:10:31,718 Show me exactly where the holdup is. 195 00:10:31,719 --> 00:10:33,301 Granted, after the carnival, 196 00:10:33,302 --> 00:10:35,384 things got really fucking weird. 197 00:10:35,385 --> 00:10:36,968 Hey, I gotta call you back. 198 00:10:36,969 --> 00:10:38,435 Slow down. 199 00:10:39,802 --> 00:10:42,968 Slow down. What's happened? 200 00:10:47,636 --> 00:10:49,708 I'll meet you out front. 201 00:11:11,719 --> 00:11:13,727 Thank you for coming down, Mr. Jacobs. 202 00:11:13,728 --> 00:11:15,360 Do you want to tell me what's going on? 203 00:11:15,361 --> 00:11:16,999 Let's talk when we get inside. 204 00:11:41,343 --> 00:11:44,886 - Cal, you okay? - Yeah. Need a second. 205 00:11:51,719 --> 00:11:54,051 Now, what had happened was... 206 00:11:54,052 --> 00:11:56,594 that morning, Maddy went to school. 207 00:11:57,802 --> 00:12:00,593 What are you, the Unabomber? 208 00:12:00,594 --> 00:12:02,603 What are you, a dominatrix? 209 00:12:03,177 --> 00:12:06,551 - No. - I didn't mean for real, bitch. 210 00:12:06,552 --> 00:12:08,135 Obviously. 211 00:12:08,927 --> 00:12:10,927 But seriously, are you okay? 212 00:12:10,928 --> 00:12:13,510 Yeah. I'm just on my period. 213 00:12:13,511 --> 00:12:15,551 - Okay. Bye. - Bye. 214 00:12:15,552 --> 00:12:19,551 And Maddy's first class was Intro to Calc in room 202, 215 00:12:19,552 --> 00:12:22,802 which unfortunately was in the upper left wing of the school. 216 00:12:22,803 --> 00:12:25,176 Is the air conditioner, like, not working? 217 00:12:25,177 --> 00:12:28,176 It's broken. You could always take off your hoodie. 218 00:12:28,177 --> 00:12:29,635 Now, if it was a normal day, 219 00:12:29,636 --> 00:12:31,718 Maddy would have just taken off her hoodie. 220 00:12:31,719 --> 00:12:34,301 But since Nate choked her, 221 00:12:34,302 --> 00:12:36,301 Maddy woke up three hours early, 222 00:12:36,302 --> 00:12:38,259 applied more concealer than a burn victim, 223 00:12:38,260 --> 00:12:40,093 and tried her best to cover up. 224 00:12:42,844 --> 00:12:44,593 To compound the problem, 225 00:12:44,594 --> 00:12:46,551 she also suffered from a drop in serotonin 226 00:12:46,552 --> 00:12:49,301 from the Molly she took at the carnival, got depressed, 227 00:12:49,302 --> 00:12:52,843 and therefore hadn't had anything to eat or drink the entire weekend. 228 00:12:52,844 --> 00:12:55,635 Plus, she actually was on her period. 229 00:12:55,636 --> 00:12:57,427 Maddy? 230 00:12:58,135 --> 00:12:59,552 Maddy? 231 00:13:02,469 --> 00:13:04,677 She's in here. 232 00:13:05,343 --> 00:13:09,051 I'm fine. Why is everyone, like, so dramatic? 233 00:13:09,052 --> 00:13:12,384 Obviously, you've been through a lot this weekend. 234 00:13:12,385 --> 00:13:15,468 But my real concern is the bruising on your neck. 235 00:13:15,469 --> 00:13:17,510 There is no bruising on my neck. 236 00:13:17,511 --> 00:13:20,806 - Mm. Paramedics saw it. - Yeah, well, they're lying. 237 00:13:22,169 --> 00:13:24,043 Madeleine, look. 238 00:13:24,803 --> 00:13:29,256 I understand that you may be afraid to talk about how you got hurt. 239 00:13:30,216 --> 00:13:32,635 But I want you to know that it is not your fault. 240 00:13:32,636 --> 00:13:35,843 I'm trying to find a really respectful way to say this. 241 00:13:35,844 --> 00:13:38,760 But, um, this doesn't concern you. 242 00:13:38,761 --> 00:13:41,510 It does concern me, Madeleine. 243 00:13:41,511 --> 00:13:43,760 You're 17 years old. 244 00:13:43,761 --> 00:13:46,176 If I suspect that you're being abused, 245 00:13:46,177 --> 00:13:48,635 I'm mandated by law to report it. 246 00:13:48,636 --> 00:13:49,886 Fuck. 247 00:13:50,844 --> 00:13:52,886 Was it someone you know? 248 00:13:54,248 --> 00:13:56,248 Was it Nate Jacobs? 249 00:13:56,677 --> 00:13:59,676 All I know is she, like, knocked over a giant pot of chili 250 00:13:59,677 --> 00:14:01,843 and, like, called his mother the "C" word. 251 00:14:01,844 --> 00:14:04,301 I mean, he did, like, grab her by the arm. 252 00:14:04,302 --> 00:14:06,676 Yo, straight up? The chick's crazy. 253 00:14:06,677 --> 00:14:09,010 Do you know why Nate and Maddy were fighting? 254 00:14:09,011 --> 00:14:11,343 Um, I don't wanna talk until I get a lawyer. 255 00:14:11,344 --> 00:14:13,218 You're not being charged with anything. 256 00:14:13,219 --> 00:14:15,718 Look, Nate's gay. 257 00:14:15,719 --> 00:14:17,259 I'm being serious, Barbara. 258 00:14:17,260 --> 00:14:19,426 No, I'm telling you, like, Nate's actually gay. 259 00:14:19,427 --> 00:14:21,343 That's why Maddy was upset. 260 00:14:21,344 --> 00:14:22,927 I don't know about the carnival, 261 00:14:22,928 --> 00:14:26,676 but I do know she smashed some dude in the pool at McKay's. 262 00:14:26,677 --> 00:14:27,885 Smashed? 263 00:14:27,886 --> 00:14:30,426 That's why he attacked the new girl. 264 00:14:30,427 --> 00:14:31,836 What new girl? 265 00:14:31,837 --> 00:14:34,303 The one who cut herself. 266 00:14:38,052 --> 00:14:40,094 I have no idea what you're talking about. 267 00:14:42,302 --> 00:14:45,051 Mr. Jacobs, would you please come with me? 268 00:14:45,052 --> 00:14:47,469 - What? - Come with me. 269 00:14:51,478 --> 00:14:53,551 You wanna tell me what the problem is? 270 00:14:53,552 --> 00:14:54,968 Don't worry. We will. 271 00:15:03,421 --> 00:15:05,056 What was that about? 272 00:15:05,057 --> 00:15:07,437 Probably 'cause Nate tried to kill Maddy. 273 00:15:07,438 --> 00:15:08,468 What? 274 00:15:08,469 --> 00:15:11,259 Well, 'cause she found all that gay porn on his phone. 275 00:15:11,260 --> 00:15:13,010 - Who told you that? - You did. 276 00:15:13,011 --> 00:15:14,802 - When? - At the carnival. 277 00:15:14,803 --> 00:15:16,510 Okay, Lexi, never repeat that, 278 00:15:16,511 --> 00:15:18,535 because literally none of it's true. 279 00:15:28,508 --> 00:15:29,883 Uh... 280 00:15:30,604 --> 00:15:34,187 Daniel, I-I can't. I'm sorry. 281 00:15:35,051 --> 00:15:38,133 I just... I'm... I'm dating somebody, and... 282 00:15:38,134 --> 00:15:39,682 I really don't want to fuck it up. 283 00:15:39,683 --> 00:15:41,419 It's cool. Don't worry. 284 00:15:42,299 --> 00:15:45,635 I just like you. I kind of thought you liked me. 285 00:15:45,636 --> 00:15:47,011 I do, I just... 286 00:15:48,469 --> 00:15:50,013 I have a boyfriend. 287 00:15:52,944 --> 00:15:54,418 Please don't say anything. 288 00:15:56,579 --> 00:15:58,556 If I promise not to say anything, 289 00:15:59,429 --> 00:16:00,843 can we hang out again? 290 00:16:07,802 --> 00:16:09,320 ...reproductive health 291 00:16:09,321 --> 00:16:11,101 and your total well being 292 00:16:11,102 --> 00:16:12,968 in all aspects of reproduction. 293 00:16:12,969 --> 00:16:15,301 For example, physical, emotional... 294 00:16:15,302 --> 00:16:18,635 Hey. Did you get my texts? 295 00:16:18,636 --> 00:16:20,864 - No. - Really? 296 00:16:21,677 --> 00:16:25,677 - Well, I sent you a bunch of texts. - Didn't get 'em. 297 00:16:26,844 --> 00:16:29,010 Well, it says, like, delivered on my phone. 298 00:16:29,011 --> 00:16:31,872 Look, I really don't want to talk about this right now. 299 00:16:33,919 --> 00:16:35,919 What, are you for real? 300 00:16:39,098 --> 00:16:40,932 Did I, like, do something? 301 00:16:42,305 --> 00:16:44,159 I don't know, Ethan. Did you? 302 00:16:46,581 --> 00:16:50,510 So the night of the carnival, while fucking Luke Kasten, 303 00:16:50,511 --> 00:16:52,343 Kat had an epiphany. 304 00:16:52,344 --> 00:16:54,510 She was fucking Luke Kasten, 305 00:16:54,511 --> 00:16:57,176 Luke motherfucking Kasten. 306 00:16:58,677 --> 00:17:01,719 And for those of you who didn't go to East Highland... 307 00:17:02,093 --> 00:17:05,802 Luke Kasten was a fucking god. 308 00:17:05,803 --> 00:17:08,676 I mean, he graduated years ago and people still talk about him. 309 00:17:08,677 --> 00:17:10,885 He has the biggest dick I've ever seen, 310 00:17:10,886 --> 00:17:13,010 and I was looking at him while he was fucking me. 311 00:17:13,011 --> 00:17:16,384 I could see his face scrunching up when he was coming all over my stomach, 312 00:17:16,385 --> 00:17:20,468 and I had this, like, realization, you know, like, this epiphany. 313 00:17:20,469 --> 00:17:23,425 That no matter how cool, or, or sexy 314 00:17:23,426 --> 00:17:26,760 or, or smart you think a guy is, 315 00:17:26,761 --> 00:17:29,034 they're actually just fucking pathetic. 316 00:17:30,322 --> 00:17:31,968 It's true, KittenKween. 317 00:17:31,969 --> 00:17:34,218 Oh. 318 00:17:35,135 --> 00:17:36,927 By the way, if you wanna come, 319 00:17:36,928 --> 00:17:39,051 I put a body harness on my Amazon wish list. 320 00:17:39,052 --> 00:17:40,644 I'm gonna need you to buy it for me. 321 00:17:40,645 --> 00:17:43,218 Yes, KittenKween. 322 00:17:43,219 --> 00:17:45,760 - Can I be honest with you? - Always. 323 00:17:45,761 --> 00:17:48,134 - What I realize is that, like... - Where are you going? 324 00:17:48,135 --> 00:17:50,927 ...my whole life, all I've tried to do is to take up less space. 325 00:17:50,928 --> 00:17:52,301 To the mall. 326 00:17:52,302 --> 00:17:54,093 Try to hide from guys, like, who might, like, 327 00:17:54,094 --> 00:17:57,278 whisper to their friend under their breath as I walked by. 328 00:17:57,279 --> 00:17:59,086 I've spent my whole life afraid people 329 00:17:59,087 --> 00:18:00,676 were gonna find out that I was fat. 330 00:18:00,677 --> 00:18:02,718 But honestly, who gives a shit? 331 00:18:02,719 --> 00:18:05,176 I'm so in awe of you, KittenKween. 332 00:18:05,177 --> 00:18:07,565 There's nothing more powerful than a fat girl 333 00:18:07,566 --> 00:18:08,885 who doesn't give a fuck. 334 00:18:08,886 --> 00:18:11,802 ♪ You should see me in a crown ♪ 335 00:18:11,803 --> 00:18:15,051 ♪ I'm gonna run this nothing town ♪ 336 00:18:15,052 --> 00:18:19,426 ♪ Watch me make 'em bow, one by, one by, one ♪ 337 00:18:19,427 --> 00:18:21,585 ♪ One by, one by ♪ 338 00:18:21,586 --> 00:18:24,014 ♪ You should see me in a crown ♪ 339 00:18:24,015 --> 00:18:27,760 ♪ Your silence is my favorite sound ♪ 340 00:18:27,761 --> 00:18:32,552 ♪ Watch me make 'em bow, one by, one by, one ♪ 341 00:18:33,093 --> 00:18:34,489 Hey. 342 00:18:36,761 --> 00:18:38,415 Thought you weren't from around here. 343 00:18:38,416 --> 00:18:39,642 I'm not. 344 00:18:42,011 --> 00:18:44,036 I get off work at seven. 345 00:18:44,037 --> 00:18:45,355 You wanna hang out? 346 00:18:45,356 --> 00:18:48,968 ♪ One by, one by, one ♪ 347 00:18:48,969 --> 00:18:51,560 ♪ One by, one by, one ♪ 348 00:18:53,927 --> 00:18:55,885 Why are you suddenly being so mean? 349 00:19:01,469 --> 00:19:03,164 You don't understand, Mommy. He didn't do it. 350 00:19:03,165 --> 00:19:04,169 Then who did? 351 00:19:04,170 --> 00:19:05,968 - It wasn't Nate. - Maddy, stop lying. 352 00:19:05,969 --> 00:19:08,134 - I'm not lying! - I am not gonna let the son of a bitch 353 00:19:08,135 --> 00:19:10,343 attack my daughter and get away with it. 354 00:19:10,344 --> 00:19:11,802 - Right? - Absolutely. 355 00:19:11,803 --> 00:19:13,355 He needs to know that there are consequences. 356 00:19:13,356 --> 00:19:14,844 - Mom! - I would like to press charges. 357 00:19:14,845 --> 00:19:16,384 Well, you're not fucking pressing charges! 358 00:19:16,385 --> 00:19:18,176 - I am gonna press charges. - No, you're not pressing... 359 00:19:18,177 --> 00:19:20,343 - This is for your own good! - No, you're not pressing charges! 360 00:19:20,344 --> 00:19:22,510 O-Okay! 361 00:19:22,511 --> 00:19:24,677 I would like to press charges. 362 00:19:28,495 --> 00:19:32,078 - You okay, Mr. Jacobs? - I'm fine. 363 00:19:35,594 --> 00:19:37,093 Mr. and Mrs. Jacobs, 364 00:19:37,094 --> 00:19:39,218 thanks for getting here so quickly. 365 00:19:40,552 --> 00:19:43,218 So, it appears that your son and Miss Perez 366 00:19:43,219 --> 00:19:45,968 had a physical altercation on Saturday night, 367 00:19:45,969 --> 00:19:47,843 in which he allegedly strangled her. 368 00:19:47,844 --> 00:19:48,636 What? 369 00:19:48,637 --> 00:19:50,927 There are multiple eyewitnesses. 370 00:19:50,928 --> 00:19:53,593 Miss Perez has extensive bruising, 371 00:19:53,594 --> 00:19:55,718 and the family will be pressing charges. 372 00:19:57,302 --> 00:19:59,968 There must be some misunderstanding. 373 00:19:59,969 --> 00:20:02,718 This doesn't sound like something my son would do. 374 00:20:02,719 --> 00:20:05,176 I would like to talk to the Perez family. 375 00:20:05,177 --> 00:20:06,885 Actually, Mr. Jacobs, 376 00:20:06,886 --> 00:20:09,051 I think it'd be best to speak to your son 377 00:20:09,052 --> 00:20:11,384 before we take him to the station. 378 00:20:11,385 --> 00:20:13,469 He's just this way. 379 00:20:47,481 --> 00:20:49,148 Did you do it? 380 00:20:52,596 --> 00:20:54,134 Not really. 381 00:20:55,893 --> 00:20:57,660 Did you admit to it? 382 00:21:00,015 --> 00:21:01,182 No. 383 00:21:04,582 --> 00:21:06,541 Did you do it? 384 00:21:16,296 --> 00:21:17,337 No. 385 00:21:19,739 --> 00:21:22,530 Well, that's good to hear. 386 00:21:26,524 --> 00:21:28,733 Her family's gonna press charges. 387 00:21:31,296 --> 00:21:33,212 - Fuck. - Hey. 388 00:21:36,334 --> 00:21:37,551 Listen to me. 389 00:21:38,923 --> 00:21:40,774 You need to stay composed. 390 00:21:41,599 --> 00:21:43,306 Don't get angry, don't make a scene. 391 00:21:43,307 --> 00:21:45,892 You walk out of the school with your head held high. 392 00:21:48,402 --> 00:21:51,778 Look at me. Hey, look at me. 393 00:21:55,072 --> 00:21:57,531 What's about to happen to you... 394 00:21:58,343 --> 00:21:59,811 to me, to our family... 395 00:22:00,677 --> 00:22:02,671 is not gonna be easy. 396 00:22:05,258 --> 00:22:06,790 You walk out first. 397 00:22:07,283 --> 00:22:08,801 I'm right behind you. 398 00:22:10,401 --> 00:22:11,473 Go on. 399 00:22:27,218 --> 00:22:29,170 I love you. 400 00:22:36,802 --> 00:22:40,176 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 401 00:22:40,177 --> 00:22:43,676 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 402 00:22:43,677 --> 00:22:46,885 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 403 00:22:46,886 --> 00:22:49,218 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 404 00:22:50,052 --> 00:22:53,052 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 405 00:22:53,774 --> 00:22:55,940 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 406 00:22:57,046 --> 00:22:59,380 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 407 00:23:00,553 --> 00:23:02,469 ♪ Hee, hee ♪ 408 00:23:09,427 --> 00:23:11,218 Okay, one: what was that about? 409 00:23:11,219 --> 00:23:14,802 Two: can we talk about the fact that you fucked Nate's dad? 410 00:23:14,803 --> 00:23:19,010 Rue, swear to God, like, on your life that you will never tell anyone. 411 00:23:19,011 --> 00:23:21,885 - That you fucked Nate's dad. - I'm serious! 412 00:23:21,886 --> 00:23:23,760 This is like, like, 413 00:23:23,761 --> 00:23:26,010 even if you decide you hate me one day, 414 00:23:26,011 --> 00:23:27,635 like, you can never tell anyone. 415 00:23:28,317 --> 00:23:29,849 How would I ever hate you? 416 00:23:30,828 --> 00:23:33,155 That's not the point. Like... 417 00:23:33,908 --> 00:23:36,689 Seriously, this is some go-to-your-grave shit. 418 00:23:37,269 --> 00:23:38,622 I promise. 419 00:23:40,969 --> 00:23:42,469 Okay. 420 00:23:44,093 --> 00:23:45,430 Do you think Nate knows? 421 00:23:46,198 --> 00:23:48,183 No. Why would Nate know? 422 00:23:49,184 --> 00:23:51,510 I don't know. You went up to the chili booth at the carnival. 423 00:23:51,511 --> 00:23:53,897 Did... he look like he knew? 424 00:23:56,020 --> 00:23:59,104 No, like, literally, I didn't even notice. 425 00:24:03,469 --> 00:24:04,969 Nate's scary. 426 00:24:07,011 --> 00:24:09,177 The whole fucking family is scary. 427 00:24:11,771 --> 00:24:15,395 I don't want to have this conversation. 428 00:24:18,011 --> 00:24:21,218 You know what would be amazing? If they paid you off 429 00:24:21,219 --> 00:24:23,688 with a bunch of money and we do a bunch of really cool shit. 430 00:24:27,192 --> 00:24:29,265 Rue, this isn't a joke. 431 00:24:41,552 --> 00:24:43,551 I don't know why Jules didn't trust me 432 00:24:43,552 --> 00:24:46,093 or why she'd think I'd ever hate her. 433 00:24:46,094 --> 00:24:47,843 There's literally nothing in the world 434 00:24:47,844 --> 00:24:51,593 that Jules could do to make me upset. I even told her that. 435 00:24:51,594 --> 00:24:54,719 - Yeah, right. - No, for real. It's true. 436 00:24:58,260 --> 00:25:01,886 So, like, do you have a lot of one-night stands? 437 00:25:03,510 --> 00:25:07,385 Um, define a lot. 438 00:25:08,552 --> 00:25:10,384 Um, like... 439 00:25:10,385 --> 00:25:13,006 - More than five. - Yeah. 440 00:25:13,787 --> 00:25:15,579 More than ten. 441 00:25:16,172 --> 00:25:17,793 I don't know. 442 00:25:18,552 --> 00:25:20,047 More than 20. 443 00:25:20,927 --> 00:25:24,176 - Rue, why does it matter? - It's just a question. 444 00:25:24,177 --> 00:25:26,052 Who cares? 445 00:25:27,552 --> 00:25:29,593 Is the sex, like, good? 446 00:25:29,594 --> 00:25:33,093 I don't know. It's, like, it's not even the point, you know? 447 00:25:33,761 --> 00:25:37,551 It's more about, like, everything that leads up to it. 448 00:25:37,552 --> 00:25:39,927 That's the good part. 449 00:25:41,093 --> 00:25:44,466 I mean, you've had one-night stands, right? 450 00:25:45,196 --> 00:25:46,529 No. 451 00:25:46,530 --> 00:25:48,842 But you've, like, hooked up with people 452 00:25:48,843 --> 00:25:52,176 - that you've just met, right? - Uh, not... Not like that. No. No. 453 00:25:52,177 --> 00:25:55,552 Wait. How many people have you slept with? 454 00:25:56,385 --> 00:25:57,676 Not many. 455 00:25:57,677 --> 00:26:00,551 No, like, what's your number? 456 00:26:00,552 --> 00:26:03,010 Ugh, this is so embarrassing. 457 00:26:07,802 --> 00:26:10,218 I had my first kiss at the age of 12 458 00:26:10,219 --> 00:26:12,218 with a boy I didn't really like, but... 459 00:26:12,219 --> 00:26:15,426 I just wanted to get it over with. 460 00:26:15,427 --> 00:26:17,968 I gave four hand jobs in eighth grade, 461 00:26:17,969 --> 00:26:19,301 two blow jobs in ninth, 462 00:26:19,302 --> 00:26:22,176 one of which I was emotionally coerced into. 463 00:26:22,177 --> 00:26:24,468 I'm literally gonna tell the entire school that you sucked my dick, 464 00:26:24,469 --> 00:26:25,999 so you might as well just suck my dick. 465 00:26:27,094 --> 00:26:30,093 Then there was that time that Lexi got asked to the freshman formal 466 00:26:30,094 --> 00:26:33,594 by Tucker Blake and I tried to teach her how to French kiss. 467 00:26:36,011 --> 00:26:39,390 Is this, like, really weird and uncomfortable for you? 468 00:26:40,260 --> 00:26:42,093 Mm, no. Not really. 469 00:26:42,094 --> 00:26:44,969 Okay. Um, I'm gonna get ready. 470 00:26:50,135 --> 00:26:52,093 Also, at 15, 471 00:26:52,094 --> 00:26:57,134 I ate two Xannie bars, drank a beer, which is super dangerous, 472 00:26:57,135 --> 00:26:58,760 and lost my virginity. 473 00:27:00,385 --> 00:27:03,886 - Did you come? - Yeah. 474 00:27:05,177 --> 00:27:06,677 Word. 475 00:27:09,218 --> 00:27:12,301 You look like you came hard. 476 00:27:12,302 --> 00:27:17,510 All I know is, life is not a Nicholas Sparks novel. 477 00:27:18,343 --> 00:27:21,469 - That's it? - Yep. That's... That's it. 478 00:27:23,594 --> 00:27:27,635 Wait, so, like... have you ever been in love? 479 00:27:34,552 --> 00:27:36,343 Fucking pigs! 480 00:27:36,344 --> 00:27:38,176 Fuck you! 481 00:27:39,719 --> 00:27:42,510 Hi, Maddy. I'm Detective Riley. I understand this is traumatic, 482 00:27:42,511 --> 00:27:44,343 but you're gonna have to cooperate. 483 00:27:44,344 --> 00:27:46,436 If you literally step any closer, I will fight you! 484 00:27:46,437 --> 00:27:50,093 Miss, this is procedure. I need you to remove your sweater now, 485 00:27:50,094 --> 00:27:52,510 and if you don't, we will remove it for you. 486 00:27:52,511 --> 00:27:55,011 Really, bitch? How? 487 00:27:55,510 --> 00:27:57,843 - You're fucking crazy! - Calm down. 488 00:27:57,844 --> 00:27:59,635 Take a deep breath. Take a deep breath. 489 00:27:59,636 --> 00:28:01,718 Come on, Maddy. We don't want to hurt you. 490 00:28:01,719 --> 00:28:03,093 Get off of me! 491 00:28:03,094 --> 00:28:05,404 - Maddy, please. - Relax. 492 00:28:05,405 --> 00:28:06,607 There we go. 493 00:28:06,608 --> 00:28:08,552 Thanks, guys. I got this. 494 00:28:32,260 --> 00:28:34,468 I know you're really upset right now, 495 00:28:34,469 --> 00:28:36,218 and you don't want to hear this. 496 00:28:36,219 --> 00:28:39,761 But trust me, when I tell you that the person that did this... 497 00:28:40,594 --> 00:28:43,135 ...doesn't love you. 498 00:28:52,552 --> 00:28:53,927 Mm-hmm. 499 00:28:54,761 --> 00:28:56,384 So you grabbed her. 500 00:28:56,385 --> 00:29:00,075 I grabbed her by the arm to drag her away. I didn't choke her. 501 00:29:02,969 --> 00:29:05,426 I asked her why she was acting that way. 502 00:29:05,427 --> 00:29:07,460 Like, I asked her what she was doing. 503 00:29:11,469 --> 00:29:13,258 I don't want to get her in any trouble, 504 00:29:13,259 --> 00:29:15,136 but she'd taken a lot of drugs. 505 00:29:15,816 --> 00:29:17,101 What drugs? 506 00:29:18,260 --> 00:29:20,594 I don't want to get her in trouble. 507 00:29:21,385 --> 00:29:23,594 She's not gonna get in any trouble. 508 00:29:25,635 --> 00:29:27,093 Molly. 509 00:29:27,968 --> 00:29:30,092 As in MDMA? 510 00:29:30,093 --> 00:29:31,469 Yeah. 511 00:29:32,284 --> 00:29:34,409 But I don't know if it was pure. 512 00:29:34,410 --> 00:29:37,035 Like, I don't... I don't do drugs, so I don't know. 513 00:29:41,260 --> 00:29:43,718 And after that conversation, was that the last time 514 00:29:43,719 --> 00:29:45,912 you spoke to Miss Perez that evening? 515 00:29:46,771 --> 00:29:47,896 Yeah. 516 00:29:58,156 --> 00:30:01,477 Her and I don't have the healthiest relationship. 517 00:30:02,802 --> 00:30:04,021 I know that. 518 00:30:05,177 --> 00:30:09,063 My dad's always telling me that she's a distraction, and he's right. 519 00:30:13,218 --> 00:30:14,510 I love her. 520 00:30:15,177 --> 00:30:17,093 You know, I really love her. No matter... 521 00:30:17,094 --> 00:30:20,510 how crazy she acts, no matter what she does, I love her. 522 00:30:27,451 --> 00:30:30,543 It's kind of embarrassing to admit, but, um... 523 00:30:33,510 --> 00:30:35,843 on the times when we've broken up, 524 00:30:35,844 --> 00:30:38,844 I know for a fact that she's been with other guys. 525 00:30:41,594 --> 00:30:44,008 I don't know, I mean, it's possible that that night... 526 00:30:50,083 --> 00:30:51,667 Aah, it doesn't matter. 527 00:30:53,243 --> 00:30:56,285 - What were you gonna say? - It doesn't matter. 528 00:30:58,298 --> 00:30:59,738 I love Maddy. 529 00:31:00,302 --> 00:31:02,350 I'd never do anything to hurt her. 530 00:31:03,135 --> 00:31:05,724 The fallout from Nate's assault was swift... 531 00:31:05,725 --> 00:31:06,943 I'm suspending your son 532 00:31:06,944 --> 00:31:08,177 until the investigation is completed. 533 00:31:08,178 --> 00:31:10,176 Look, that could take months. 534 00:31:10,177 --> 00:31:11,676 ...and harsh. 535 00:31:11,677 --> 00:31:15,218 East Highland football team has a zero tolerance policy. 536 00:31:15,219 --> 00:31:17,552 I'm a survivor of abuse. 537 00:31:18,802 --> 00:31:22,134 It took me ten years to admit that. 538 00:31:22,135 --> 00:31:24,551 Because the most insidious symptom of abuse 539 00:31:24,552 --> 00:31:28,802 is the inability to admit that what you're enduring 540 00:31:28,803 --> 00:31:31,176 is not normal, 541 00:31:31,177 --> 00:31:34,761 not okay, and not love. 542 00:31:36,385 --> 00:31:39,176 Those are the moments that keep me up at night... 543 00:31:39,177 --> 00:31:42,010 Thinking about all the times that I ignored that, 544 00:31:42,011 --> 00:31:45,093 that voice in my head. 545 00:31:45,094 --> 00:31:48,177 You know, that told me, "What are you doing?" 546 00:31:49,677 --> 00:31:53,259 And what happens in a month? Six months? A year? 547 00:31:53,260 --> 00:31:56,343 When she moves away and goes to college? 548 00:31:56,344 --> 00:32:00,093 When she tells you, she just wants to be friends? 549 00:32:01,469 --> 00:32:04,844 - You mean "if." - No, Rue. I mean "when." 550 00:32:06,260 --> 00:32:08,760 I mean, I don't know. We talked about living together. 551 00:32:08,761 --> 00:32:11,593 Like, if she goes to New York, I'll just go with her. 552 00:32:11,594 --> 00:32:13,048 I'll go anywhere she goes. 553 00:32:13,049 --> 00:32:14,636 I think you're missing my point, Rue. 554 00:32:15,886 --> 00:32:19,302 Nothing in high school lasts forever. 555 00:32:23,969 --> 00:32:26,177 You should meet her. 556 00:32:30,093 --> 00:32:32,593 Go ahead, Rue. 557 00:32:32,594 --> 00:32:35,343 ♪ What the fuck are we talking for? ♪ 558 00:32:35,344 --> 00:32:36,886 Uh... 559 00:32:37,427 --> 00:32:40,843 Hey, everyone. I'm... I'm Rue and I'm an addict. 560 00:32:40,844 --> 00:32:43,011 Hi, Rue. 561 00:32:44,040 --> 00:32:45,457 Uh... 562 00:32:47,886 --> 00:32:51,726 I guess I just wanted to, uh, make amends with everyone. 563 00:32:52,886 --> 00:32:56,843 Because most every time I've shared, 564 00:32:56,844 --> 00:32:58,107 I... I was lying. 565 00:32:59,343 --> 00:33:02,718 Yeah, every time I collected a chip, 566 00:33:02,719 --> 00:33:05,968 whether it be 30 days or 60 days or 90 days, 567 00:33:05,969 --> 00:33:07,748 I was lying. 568 00:33:08,459 --> 00:33:09,793 Um... 569 00:33:15,077 --> 00:33:18,336 But... I met someone. 570 00:33:21,140 --> 00:33:22,507 And she's helped. 571 00:33:24,135 --> 00:33:26,913 And now I want to stay clean. 572 00:33:27,802 --> 00:33:31,718 And, shit, maybe that's... Maybe that's me being selfish, 573 00:33:31,719 --> 00:33:35,259 you know, and Ali just scared the shit out of me. 574 00:33:35,260 --> 00:33:38,480 'Cause he told me that it wasn't gonna last. 575 00:33:38,481 --> 00:33:41,000 And, fuck, you know what? 576 00:33:42,678 --> 00:33:44,112 Maybe you're right. 577 00:33:46,177 --> 00:33:48,936 But I really, really, really hope you're wrong. 578 00:33:52,302 --> 00:33:56,514 'Cause, uh, I've been clean for 13 days. 579 00:33:59,421 --> 00:34:00,704 It's been okay. 580 00:34:01,219 --> 00:34:03,484 Um, I've actually been really happy. 581 00:34:06,499 --> 00:34:08,123 So, um... 582 00:34:08,124 --> 00:34:11,372 Yeah, I don't know. I guess that's why I wanted to come here, and... 583 00:34:12,666 --> 00:34:14,541 tell you guys the truth. 584 00:34:18,649 --> 00:34:20,083 Uh, thank you. 585 00:34:22,242 --> 00:34:23,740 Thank you. 586 00:34:23,741 --> 00:34:26,491 - Welcome back. - Thank you, Rue. 587 00:34:28,677 --> 00:34:32,618 So, is this like a friend thing with Rue or is it, like... 588 00:34:33,635 --> 00:34:35,705 I don't want to talk about it. 589 00:34:37,011 --> 00:34:38,441 I was just wondering... 590 00:34:39,260 --> 00:34:43,177 are you two, like, a thing? 591 00:34:45,927 --> 00:34:49,593 No, we're not a thing. I don't know what a thing is. 592 00:34:49,594 --> 00:34:52,156 'Cause I've been thinking, you know, if it was, 593 00:34:52,157 --> 00:34:54,297 if you two were a thing... 594 00:34:55,094 --> 00:34:58,010 We could all just do, like, a family thing together. 595 00:34:58,011 --> 00:34:59,760 Maybe go out to dinner or something. 596 00:34:59,761 --> 00:35:02,010 I don't want to go to dinner with you and Rue. 597 00:35:02,011 --> 00:35:03,357 I'm sorry. 598 00:35:03,358 --> 00:35:06,151 Why? Because you're embarrassed of me? 599 00:35:07,022 --> 00:35:09,397 Or is it because you're a thing? 600 00:35:12,052 --> 00:35:15,268 - You're hilarious. - Yeah, I know. 601 00:35:17,036 --> 00:35:18,911 Is she still going to meetings? 602 00:35:20,711 --> 00:35:22,085 That's great. 603 00:35:23,737 --> 00:35:25,334 You're a good influence. 604 00:35:58,002 --> 00:36:01,657 _ 605 00:36:04,719 --> 00:36:08,347 _ 606 00:36:08,822 --> 00:36:13,244 _ 607 00:36:26,969 --> 00:36:29,718 McKay had heard the news about Nate. 608 00:36:29,719 --> 00:36:32,343 Had a bunch of dick pics on his phone. 609 00:36:33,385 --> 00:36:35,927 And was, like, what, sending them to other girls? 610 00:36:35,928 --> 00:36:39,286 No, McKay, it wasn't his dick. It was other guys' dicks. 611 00:36:39,996 --> 00:36:41,676 I'm confused. Who told you this? 612 00:36:41,677 --> 00:36:43,510 What dick pics? 613 00:36:43,511 --> 00:36:45,885 The ones you told me about, on his phone. 614 00:36:45,886 --> 00:36:47,885 I don't know if your brain is all scrambled 615 00:36:47,886 --> 00:36:51,384 from, like, all the Molly you take, but I never said that. 616 00:36:51,385 --> 00:36:55,276 If you spread a lie like that, I will fucking come for you. 617 00:36:55,277 --> 00:36:56,510 We good? 618 00:36:56,511 --> 00:36:58,718 Yeah. 619 00:36:58,719 --> 00:37:00,596 Anyway, look, Cassie, 620 00:37:00,597 --> 00:37:03,189 I'm really sorry about what happened the other night at the carnival. 621 00:37:05,510 --> 00:37:07,093 It's okay. 622 00:37:08,385 --> 00:37:10,416 No, I should have said something to Nate. 623 00:37:13,814 --> 00:37:16,599 It just really hurt my feelings. 624 00:37:17,352 --> 00:37:20,619 It made me feel like you weren't proud to be my boyfriend. 625 00:37:26,052 --> 00:37:27,343 Cass. 626 00:37:29,886 --> 00:37:31,498 Give me a kiss. 627 00:37:34,635 --> 00:37:37,635 I'm proud to be your boyfriend, trust me. 628 00:37:41,256 --> 00:37:42,850 I'm sorry, too. 629 00:37:43,921 --> 00:37:45,769 What do you got to be sorry about? 630 00:37:51,510 --> 00:37:52,836 I love making music. 631 00:37:52,837 --> 00:37:55,426 Yeah, I mean, but to be honest... 632 00:37:55,427 --> 00:37:59,010 I don't think I'm, like, good enough yet to just do music. 633 00:37:59,011 --> 00:38:02,011 But that's, like, my dream, you know or whatever. 634 00:38:06,001 --> 00:38:09,418 - What about you? - What about me? 635 00:38:10,343 --> 00:38:12,968 You look like you're creative or something. 636 00:38:12,969 --> 00:38:14,468 Uh, you know? 637 00:38:14,469 --> 00:38:17,301 - Creative. - Yeah. 638 00:38:17,302 --> 00:38:20,719 I don't know. Just, like, the way you dress and stuff. 639 00:38:21,385 --> 00:38:23,416 I just thought you might be an artist or something. 640 00:38:26,706 --> 00:38:30,396 Look, if you wanna hook up, we can hook up. 641 00:38:32,677 --> 00:38:37,218 Um... I wasn't expecting that. 642 00:38:37,219 --> 00:38:38,506 Really? 643 00:38:39,312 --> 00:38:41,166 Yeah, I was just making conversation. 644 00:38:42,218 --> 00:38:45,719 I mean, that's my point, you don't really have to. 645 00:38:47,052 --> 00:38:50,010 ♪ Doll, Eskimo, aye! ♪ 646 00:38:50,011 --> 00:38:52,885 - ♪ BankRollGotit ♪ - ♪ I'm so icy... ♪ 647 00:38:52,886 --> 00:38:55,426 Maddy wasn't doing well. 648 00:38:55,427 --> 00:38:57,384 Over the course of the last five days, 649 00:38:57,385 --> 00:39:02,343 Maddy has sent Nate a total of 273 text messages, 650 00:39:02,344 --> 00:39:05,450 none of which he answered. 651 00:39:05,451 --> 00:39:07,760 Plus, everyone in her life was against her. 652 00:39:07,761 --> 00:39:10,134 _ 653 00:39:10,135 --> 00:39:12,635 - Who the fuck are you to judge? - _ 654 00:39:12,636 --> 00:39:17,010 Seriously, Mom, Dad has slept on the couch since I was ten years old. 655 00:39:17,011 --> 00:39:18,676 _ 656 00:39:18,677 --> 00:39:20,218 I'm not. 657 00:39:20,219 --> 00:39:22,218 I'm just saying love is a million things. 658 00:39:22,219 --> 00:39:25,384 Sometimes it feels good, sometimes it doesn't. 659 00:39:25,385 --> 00:39:28,218 The one thing I know is that Nate loves me no matter what. 660 00:39:28,219 --> 00:39:31,384 He'd fucking kill for me and I'd kill for him. 661 00:39:31,385 --> 00:39:33,642 It feels good to know that there's one person 662 00:39:33,643 --> 00:39:35,802 in this whole fucked-up world 663 00:39:35,803 --> 00:39:37,510 who has my back. 664 00:39:37,511 --> 00:39:39,301 You think I want this? 665 00:39:39,302 --> 00:39:40,617 You live in the same house 666 00:39:40,618 --> 00:39:43,718 and you don't even say one word to each other. 667 00:39:43,719 --> 00:39:46,388 That's the difference between me and you. 668 00:39:46,389 --> 00:39:47,442 _ 669 00:39:47,443 --> 00:39:50,468 _ 670 00:39:50,469 --> 00:39:52,032 _ 671 00:39:52,033 --> 00:39:53,438 _ 672 00:39:54,427 --> 00:39:58,218 Kat, I need to come over, like, right now. 673 00:39:58,219 --> 00:40:01,384 - I'm not home. - What? Where are you? 674 00:40:01,385 --> 00:40:04,635 - With a... friend. - Who? 675 00:40:04,636 --> 00:40:06,802 It doesn't really matter. I'm just, like, 676 00:40:06,803 --> 00:40:08,927 in the middle of something. Can I call you back later? 677 00:40:08,928 --> 00:40:13,426 Well, can you blow them off, please? I really need you right now. 678 00:40:13,427 --> 00:40:15,927 I... I can't. I gotta go. 679 00:40:18,469 --> 00:40:22,011 - Sorry about that. - All good. 680 00:40:24,177 --> 00:40:25,510 Um... 681 00:40:26,594 --> 00:40:28,135 So, like... 682 00:40:48,844 --> 00:40:50,969 Oh! 683 00:40:56,886 --> 00:40:58,677 Shit. 684 00:40:59,218 --> 00:41:00,927 Mmm! 685 00:41:03,302 --> 00:41:06,426 Fuck! 686 00:41:06,427 --> 00:41:08,635 Shit. 687 00:41:09,135 --> 00:41:11,011 Fuck. 688 00:41:11,343 --> 00:41:13,385 It was just... 689 00:41:15,761 --> 00:41:17,719 That was really good. 690 00:41:22,594 --> 00:41:24,455 Seriously, that was like... 691 00:41:25,236 --> 00:41:27,985 one of the best blow jobs I've ever had. 692 00:42:01,011 --> 00:42:04,676 ♪ Hour past time and I didn't want to wake up ♪ 693 00:42:04,677 --> 00:42:06,635 ♪ Eh, eh, oh ♪ 694 00:42:06,636 --> 00:42:09,259 ♪ All that's fine, are we headin' back home? ♪ 695 00:42:09,260 --> 00:42:11,843 ♪ Headin' back home, headin' back home ♪ 696 00:42:11,844 --> 00:42:15,218 ♪ Cross that line and the second we make it ♪ 697 00:42:15,219 --> 00:42:17,134 ♪ Eh, eh, oh ♪ 698 00:42:17,135 --> 00:42:19,843 ♪ All come round, now they sayin' don't go ♪ 699 00:42:19,844 --> 00:42:22,635 ♪ Sayin' don't go, sayin' don't go ♪ 700 00:42:22,636 --> 00:42:24,927 ♪ I'm tired, still we rockin' all days ♪ 701 00:42:24,928 --> 00:42:27,843 ♪ Racin' 'gainst time, think we're neck to neck ♪ 702 00:42:27,844 --> 00:42:30,176 ♪ Got people talking that talk ♪ 703 00:42:30,177 --> 00:42:33,134 ♪ Copy the rhyme but ain't in their walk ♪ 704 00:42:33,135 --> 00:42:35,426 ♪ From outside looks like a circle ♪ 705 00:42:35,427 --> 00:42:38,384 ♪ From on this side it seems like a wall ♪ 706 00:42:38,385 --> 00:42:40,468 ♪ Rough ride, get me through it some way ♪ 707 00:42:40,469 --> 00:42:42,551 ♪ Another long flight, make me earn the pay ♪ 708 00:42:42,552 --> 00:42:44,927 One more time, okay? One more time! 709 00:42:45,635 --> 00:42:47,593 Rue seems really good. 710 00:42:47,594 --> 00:42:50,427 Yeah. She does. 711 00:42:51,507 --> 00:42:53,377 It's 'cause of you, you know. 712 00:43:01,253 --> 00:43:03,117 Um, I'm gonna go to the bathroom. 713 00:43:03,118 --> 00:43:04,754 Okay. 714 00:43:28,302 --> 00:43:30,010 I'm so sorry I'm late. 715 00:43:30,011 --> 00:43:34,635 My landlord is such a fucking cocksucker. Ugh. 716 00:43:34,636 --> 00:43:38,134 You know that type of person that, like, just tries to get under your skin 717 00:43:38,135 --> 00:43:40,635 for, like, no reason? 718 00:43:40,636 --> 00:43:44,177 Whatever. You don't care. I can breathe. 719 00:43:45,552 --> 00:43:49,384 Oh, my God. You're actually hot? 720 00:43:49,385 --> 00:43:53,093 Can I, uh... Would you like a glass of champagne? 721 00:43:53,094 --> 00:43:55,552 Honey, no. I don't do alcohol. 722 00:44:02,944 --> 00:44:04,673 You from around here? 723 00:44:05,594 --> 00:44:08,510 I'm from planet Venus, baby. 724 00:44:11,635 --> 00:44:13,258 I'm Minako. 725 00:44:13,927 --> 00:44:15,703 But the boys call me Mina. 726 00:44:22,052 --> 00:44:23,635 ♪ Bitch, you don't know me so shut the fuck up ♪ 727 00:44:23,636 --> 00:44:25,426 ♪ Can't walk like Naomi 'cause I got it tucked ♪ 728 00:44:25,427 --> 00:44:27,176 ♪ It's right on my waist and it's heavy as fuck ♪ 729 00:44:27,177 --> 00:44:29,010 ♪ Leave a bitch under like Harriet Tub' ♪ 730 00:44:29,011 --> 00:44:30,718 ♪ I caught a whole body now the block hot ♪ 731 00:44:30,719 --> 00:44:32,301 ♪ You caught a half a body like a crop top ♪ 732 00:44:32,302 --> 00:44:33,968 ♪ If it's in my hair then it's top notch ♪ 733 00:44:33,969 --> 00:44:36,093 ♪ Niggas wanna cock-block Niggas straight squares like hopscotch ♪ 734 00:44:36,094 --> 00:44:38,343 ♪ Yeah, it's too late I'm pulling up straight to the gate ♪ 735 00:44:38,344 --> 00:44:39,802 ♪ This what you call on fate ♪ 736 00:44:39,803 --> 00:44:41,343 ♪ It's only one way to deal with the hate ♪ 737 00:44:41,344 --> 00:44:43,010 ♪ Make a nigga disappear like the period late... ♪ 738 00:44:43,011 --> 00:44:46,093 I'm, um... I just... 739 00:44:46,552 --> 00:44:49,719 - Will you please stop the music? - Jeez. 740 00:44:50,552 --> 00:44:52,927 What is up with you? 741 00:44:59,577 --> 00:45:02,202 - You want a popper? - No. 742 00:45:06,024 --> 00:45:08,274 Well, then, what do you want? 743 00:45:11,169 --> 00:45:13,322 I just want to talk for a little bit. 744 00:45:14,594 --> 00:45:16,294 What do you want to talk about? 745 00:45:17,642 --> 00:45:20,726 I've just had a really long week. 746 00:45:21,383 --> 00:45:23,675 - Wife? - No. 747 00:45:25,064 --> 00:45:27,939 - Kids? - Yeah. 748 00:45:30,049 --> 00:45:31,632 Mm. 749 00:45:35,485 --> 00:45:38,401 - Boys or girls? - Boys. 750 00:45:38,402 --> 00:45:40,236 Mm. 751 00:45:45,635 --> 00:45:47,890 Do you think this stuff affects them? 752 00:45:49,483 --> 00:45:51,567 Even if they don't know it? 753 00:45:53,381 --> 00:45:55,214 I don't know. 754 00:45:57,260 --> 00:46:00,249 Do you think hiding it creates the same thing in them? 755 00:46:01,041 --> 00:46:02,489 Honey, I don't know. 756 00:46:03,609 --> 00:46:05,316 Everyone knows who I am. 757 00:46:15,094 --> 00:46:16,471 You know... 758 00:46:19,058 --> 00:46:23,182 I spent my whole life trying to keep this part of me separate. 759 00:46:25,677 --> 00:46:28,281 But I feel like it's poisoned everything. 760 00:46:30,510 --> 00:46:32,718 I thought that 761 00:46:32,719 --> 00:46:36,552 I was doing what was best for everybody. 762 00:46:37,469 --> 00:46:40,206 And then, I look at my boys, and... 763 00:46:40,787 --> 00:46:43,265 they have so much anger. 764 00:46:45,385 --> 00:46:47,011 Not just anger... 765 00:46:48,609 --> 00:46:50,484 but rage. 766 00:46:51,568 --> 00:46:53,496 And it scares me. 767 00:46:56,094 --> 00:46:59,718 Because... it's too late. 768 00:47:01,677 --> 00:47:04,052 It's always gonna be inside them. 769 00:47:06,135 --> 00:47:08,886 All those problems you have, baby... 770 00:47:10,177 --> 00:47:12,124 I'm here to fix it. 771 00:47:13,878 --> 00:47:16,007 All that bad energy... 772 00:47:17,532 --> 00:47:19,147 you can give it to me. 773 00:47:20,283 --> 00:47:21,946 I can handle it. 774 00:47:44,594 --> 00:47:47,051 ♪ You're still ♪ 775 00:47:47,052 --> 00:47:52,635 ♪ The same girl ♪ 776 00:47:53,761 --> 00:47:59,969 ♪ You always were ♪ 777 00:48:03,427 --> 00:48:05,802 ♪ You're still ♪ 778 00:48:05,803 --> 00:48:11,761 ♪ The same girl ♪ 779 00:48:12,594 --> 00:48:18,635 ♪ You always were ♪ 780 00:48:23,260 --> 00:48:25,885 ♪ A few more nights ♪ 781 00:48:25,886 --> 00:48:28,969 You know, it seems like we never do this anymore. 782 00:48:30,011 --> 00:48:31,594 Yeah. 783 00:48:32,302 --> 00:48:35,426 ♪ A few more holes ♪ 784 00:48:35,427 --> 00:48:38,135 ♪ In your arm ♪ 785 00:48:40,719 --> 00:48:44,885 - You gonna spend the night? - Uh, I should probably go home. 786 00:48:44,886 --> 00:48:48,469 Okay. Uh, well, is it cool if I just go with you? 787 00:48:50,677 --> 00:48:53,093 Uh, yeah. Sure. 788 00:48:53,927 --> 00:48:59,593 ♪ Still the same girl ♪ 789 00:49:02,927 --> 00:49:06,134 - ♪ Same sweet smile ♪ - My God. 790 00:49:06,135 --> 00:49:09,218 ♪ That you always had ♪ 791 00:49:09,219 --> 00:49:10,746 What's up, bro? 792 00:49:12,787 --> 00:49:15,246 Yeah, I'm with her right now. What's up? 793 00:49:17,320 --> 00:49:19,671 He says can you tell Maddy to download Signal? 794 00:49:22,135 --> 00:49:24,718 ♪ Same clear voice ♪ 795 00:49:30,260 --> 00:49:32,269 Get off the road, you fucking cunt! 796 00:49:32,270 --> 00:49:33,335 Fuck you! 797 00:49:35,260 --> 00:49:41,205 ♪ The same girl ♪ 798 00:49:43,093 --> 00:49:46,343 ♪ That I ♪ 799 00:49:46,344 --> 00:49:48,508 _ 800 00:49:48,509 --> 00:49:50,719 ♪ Love ♪ 801 00:50:07,677 --> 00:50:10,593 ♪ You're still ♪ 802 00:50:10,594 --> 00:50:15,426 ♪ The same girl ♪ 803 00:50:17,385 --> 00:50:23,886 ♪ You always were ♪ 804 00:50:26,886 --> 00:50:29,551 ♪ Still ♪ 805 00:50:29,552 --> 00:50:34,886 ♪ The same girl ♪ 806 00:50:36,343 --> 00:50:42,427 ♪ You always were ♪ 807 00:50:46,635 --> 00:50:49,761 ♪ With the same sweet smile ♪ 808 00:50:50,552 --> 00:50:54,302 ♪ That you always had ♪ 809 00:50:55,594 --> 00:50:58,427 ♪ And the same blue eyes ♪ 810 00:50:59,385 --> 00:51:01,635 ♪ Like the sun ♪ 811 00:51:05,719 --> 00:51:08,754 - ♪ And the same clear voice ♪ - Hey, handsome. 812 00:51:09,385 --> 00:51:12,802 ♪ That I always ♪ 813 00:51:16,094 --> 00:51:18,843 ♪ Still ♪ 814 00:51:18,844 --> 00:51:25,426 ♪ The same girl ♪ 815 00:51:26,761 --> 00:51:32,051 ♪ That I ♪ 816 00:51:32,052 --> 00:51:34,802 ♪ Love ♪ 817 00:51:50,062 --> 00:51:57,768 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com 818 00:52:15,302 --> 00:52:20,176 ♪ It was just before the moon hung ♪ 819 00:52:20,177 --> 00:52:24,676 ♪ Her weary, heavy head in ♪ 820 00:52:24,677 --> 00:52:29,301 ♪ The gallows and the graves of ♪ 821 00:52:29,302 --> 00:52:33,718 ♪ The milky, milky cradle ♪ 822 00:52:33,719 --> 00:52:38,301 ♪ His tears have turned to poppies ♪ 823 00:52:38,302 --> 00:52:42,676 ♪ A shimmer in the midnight ♪ 824 00:52:42,677 --> 00:52:47,010 ♪ A flower in the twilight ♪ 825 00:52:47,011 --> 00:52:50,927 ♪ A flower in the twilight ♪ 826 00:52:50,928 --> 00:52:54,885 ♪ And our screaming ♪ 827 00:52:54,886 --> 00:53:00,010 ♪ Is in his screaming ♪ 828 00:53:00,011 --> 00:53:03,760 ♪ Our screaming ♪ 829 00:53:03,761 --> 00:53:07,218 ♪ Is in his screaming ♪ 830 00:53:09,635 --> 00:53:12,718 ♪ Our screaming ♪ 831 00:53:12,719 --> 00:53:17,593 ♪ In the willow tree ♪ 832 00:53:56,816 --> 00:53:59,435 Christopher McKay's father demanded excellence. 833 00:54:00,626 --> 00:54:03,300 Then he got to college and he realized... 834 00:54:03,301 --> 00:54:05,343 he didn't stand a chance of going pro. 835 00:54:06,261 --> 00:54:08,046 If we go to this party and you dress like that, 836 00:54:08,047 --> 00:54:09,447 I ain't gon' ever hear the end of it. 837 00:54:09,448 --> 00:54:12,135 The whole point of Halloween is to look attractive. 838 00:54:15,135 --> 00:54:16,760 The situation with your son, 839 00:54:16,761 --> 00:54:18,135 a lot of people are talking. 840 00:54:18,136 --> 00:54:19,632 You need a plan. 841 00:54:22,469 --> 00:54:25,260 Every time I feel good, I think it'll last forever. 842 00:54:25,939 --> 00:54:27,022 But it doesn't. 843 00:54:38,677 --> 00:54:41,384 I was drawn to Maddy as a character because I knew 844 00:54:41,385 --> 00:54:43,385 she would pull me out of my comfort zone. 845 00:54:43,844 --> 00:54:46,259 I think Maddy's always been confident. 846 00:54:46,260 --> 00:54:47,468 Like when she was a little girl, 847 00:54:47,469 --> 00:54:50,885 she was winning pageant after pageant. 848 00:54:50,886 --> 00:54:54,427 So, I think her confidence is something that she's always had. 849 00:54:55,177 --> 00:54:57,886 Like I think Maddy definitely runs Nate. 850 00:54:58,260 --> 00:54:59,968 She definitely gets what she wants out of him, 851 00:54:59,969 --> 00:55:04,010 but in those moments where he gets angry and violent 852 00:55:04,011 --> 00:55:05,301 and dark, she just... 853 00:55:05,302 --> 00:55:08,301 she's so weak, and I think she's in pain. 854 00:55:08,302 --> 00:55:11,135 She's in a toxic, abusive relationship. 855 00:55:11,969 --> 00:55:14,011 It wasn't the violence that scared her. 856 00:55:14,469 --> 00:55:17,135 It was the fact that she knew no matter what he did, 857 00:55:17,510 --> 00:55:18,886 she'd still love him. 858 00:55:19,510 --> 00:55:21,760 She thinks that what Nate provides for her 859 00:55:21,761 --> 00:55:24,426 and does for her is 100 times better 860 00:55:24,427 --> 00:55:26,385 than what she's seen her dad do. 861 00:55:26,761 --> 00:55:28,719 Growing up in a dysfunctional home, 862 00:55:29,218 --> 00:55:31,093 you can end up in those relationships 863 00:55:31,094 --> 00:55:33,176 because they either seem normal to you, 864 00:55:33,177 --> 00:55:35,989 or they seem better than what you've seen at home. 865 00:55:35,990 --> 00:55:38,134 Maddy will do anything in her power 866 00:55:38,135 --> 00:55:40,010 not to end up like her parents. 867 00:55:40,011 --> 00:55:43,635 She doesn't want that life, so she's... she's trying to find 868 00:55:43,636 --> 00:55:46,218 a way out in any way she can and I think... 869 00:55:46,552 --> 00:55:48,927 that's where the relationship with Nate comes in. 870 00:55:48,928 --> 00:55:51,447 I think she likes the idea of it. 871 00:55:51,448 --> 00:55:53,218 So even though he's hurting her, she just... 872 00:55:53,552 --> 00:55:56,427 She thinks it's better than what she's grown up watching. 873 00:55:57,719 --> 00:55:59,676 Just saying love is a million things! 874 00:55:59,677 --> 00:56:02,551 Sometimes, it feels good. Sometimes, it doesn't. 875 00:56:02,552 --> 00:56:05,552 Trust me when I tell you that the person that did this 876 00:56:05,886 --> 00:56:06,927 doesn't love you. 877 00:56:07,761 --> 00:56:10,415 I think Maddy feels like everyone's against her, 878 00:56:10,416 --> 00:56:12,176 and no one understands them. 879 00:56:12,177 --> 00:56:15,426 It feels like the lowest point of her life, 880 00:56:15,427 --> 00:56:20,510 and even then, she's... She's still rooting for Nate. 881 00:56:20,511 --> 00:56:22,510 She wants him to figure out a plan. 882 00:56:22,511 --> 00:56:24,011 She wants him to be okay. 883 00:56:24,469 --> 00:56:28,551 She really feels like they have this special bond, 884 00:56:28,552 --> 00:56:32,093 but it's... you know, it's a dysfunctional young love. 885 00:56:37,302 --> 00:56:39,551 Working with Jacob was incredible. 886 00:56:39,552 --> 00:56:42,781 I couldn't have asked for a better scene partner. 887 00:56:42,782 --> 00:56:47,051 Those scenes are really intense, and you know, it is... 888 00:56:47,052 --> 00:56:50,468 It's acting, but it's physical and you know, 889 00:56:50,469 --> 00:56:53,510 you're pouring all of your emotion into this. 890 00:56:54,302 --> 00:56:56,218 I think Maddy's searching for 891 00:56:56,219 --> 00:56:58,593 any bit of love, any bit of hope. 892 00:56:58,594 --> 00:57:02,343 I think we want love sometimes so bad, 893 00:57:02,344 --> 00:57:04,176 we stay in these relationships 894 00:57:04,177 --> 00:57:06,218 even when we know they aren't right. 895 00:57:06,219 --> 00:57:09,030 But she doesn't want to admit that to herself. 896 00:57:09,031 --> 00:57:10,843 She just wants everybody to leave her alone, 897 00:57:10,844 --> 00:57:12,635 and she wants it to just be her and Nate. 66081

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