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Nothing.
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Something's in the air,
Bonnie, and I don't like it.
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What's this about a theater director?
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You misheard that.
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Hold on, hold on! What are you...
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I will not, not be rich!
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Did Chloe Mackenzie say anything
to you about who your father is?
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She said it was Max and Josh's dad.
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You learned of his
infidelity just 10 seconds
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before he went falling down a
flight of stairs to his death.
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Oh, you left that out, too.
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♪ Have a little song ♪
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♪ Won't take long ♪
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♪ Sing it right ♪
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I... pushed him.
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No, nobody pushed him.
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♪ Oh, lordy me ♪
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Nobody.
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♪ Didn't I shake sugaree? ♪
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♪ Everything I got ♪
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♪ Is done and pawned ♪
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♪ Have a little song, won't take long ♪
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♪ Sing it right once or twice ♪
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♪ Oh, lordy me didn't I shake sugaree? ♪
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♪ Everything I got
is done and pawned ♪
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Yeah.
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I fucked up.
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There's no other way to say it.
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And I don't think that
I'm gonna wrap it in a bow
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and make it better, but...
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I'm desperate to fix it.
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Have you considered why you strayed?
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How's your husband
to trust it won't happen again?
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- Because it won't.
- But how can he trust that?
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Why should he?
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Thank you.
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We'll turn to your betrayal in a minute.
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My betrayal?
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Adultery is one form of infidelity.
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Indifference is another.
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You describe yourself
as a go-along, get-along,
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don't-make-waves kinda guy.
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That makes you either
wonderfully accommodating,
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or profoundly disengaged.
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Could it be Madeline was just
trying to get your attention?
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She has always had my attention.
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Devotion on my end
has not been a problem.
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Why were you unfaithful?
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- I don't know.
- If you were to guess?
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Should I guess?
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You don't believe in you.
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How can you trust
that relational equation
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when you have no faith
in the sum part of you?
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Math's not my strong suit, so...
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Because you didn't go to college?
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I'm sorry?
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You spoke earlier
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of your daughter not
wanting to go to college.
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Does that have something to
do with her perception...
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I don't see where that is relevant.
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Did you go to college?
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Again, I don't see the connection
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between what's going on...
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Abigail will be nothing without college
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perhaps because you are?
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Have you been feeding her this?
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Why did your first husband leave you?
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Because he's an asshole.
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Tell me about your parents.
What was their marriage like?
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- Fine.
- Fine?
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- Married for 40 years.
- Forty years.
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You talk to them much?
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You have to be able
to hold your breath, baby.
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But I don't like it.
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You know what? I hate
getting my head wet too,
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but we have to be able to
hold our breath underwater
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so if something ever happens,
we don't drown, baby.
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I don't want to.
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Maybe when I was three, four,
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I walked into my parent's
bedroom, and my dad was...
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having sex with a woman
that wasn't my mom.
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And they were making
all kinds of noises,
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and then I scared.
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And what happened?
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He pulled me out. Um...
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And closed the door, and he said,
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"There are things your mother
doesn't ever need to know."
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And you've never talked about it?
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No.
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I guess that... maybe that's
why I was so devastated
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when Nathan left me.
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'Cause it confirmed my
biggest fear about marriage.
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It's not to be trusted.
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Well, I wouldn't give up on Ed.
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- All right?
- I really fucked up.
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He's not gonna leave you. Not Ed.
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How are you doing?
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Have you had any more
early morning joyrides?
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- Funny.
- No, I'm not...
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being funny. It actually
really scared me.
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What did Madam Shrink
have to say about that?
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She thinks it's somehow tied to me...
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not being sufficiently over Perry.
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Life just feels colorless now.
It just feels flat and dull.
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As dead as he is, sometimes
I think maybe I'm deader.
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- I was a better mother.
- No. Honey...
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I was a better mother with him. I was.
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- No! Don't say that.
- Yes. I was.
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I need to find joy for them.
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And he helps me with that.
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Jane.
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- Yeah?
- I'm Mary Louise Wright.
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We may have met.
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- I'm Max and Josh's grandmother.
- Yeah, hi.
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I'm sorry to trouble you
here at work, but, um...
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Celeste has shared with me
some... interesting news.
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How would you feel about
submitting to a paternity test?
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I mean, submitting Ziggy
to a paternity test.
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I... Yeah, I don't need
to take a paternity test.
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I know exactly who my son's father is.
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Hmm. Even so...
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I'm not asking you for anything.
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No, I... I realize that.
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I suppose I'm asking.
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For what?
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Well, I'm presented with
the idea that my son
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was both an adulterer and a... a rapist,
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and I am desperate to squash that idea.
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Well, I can tell you that he's
the only man I'd been with.
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That you recall.
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Excuse me?
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Well, things happen these days.
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Men put drugs in pretty girls' drinks,
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and things happen. People
don't remember sometimes.
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I remember.
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Perfectly.
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Far more vividly than I care to.
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- Just a simple blood test.
- No.
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"What a tangled web we weave...
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when first, we practice to deceive."
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But Charlotte didn't say that.
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She said, "Some Pig."
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She didn't say anything
about a tangled web.
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She certainly spun one.
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I mean, she made
Wilbur out to be an outlier
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when in truth, he was kinda ordinary.
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So Ziggy...
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does that make Charlotte a liar?
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It makes her a grownup.
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Lying to protect someone she loves,
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that's what grownups do.
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I think she was probably
just rebranding Wilbur.
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Rebranding?
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I see. Well... You all
want to know what I think?
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Mm-hmm.
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I think Charlotte didn't
want Wilbur to get eaten.
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I don't think she wanted
any pigs to be eaten,
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and we all know why, don't we?
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Sustainability.
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Exactly. Exactly.
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How many gallons of water does it take
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to make a single pound of sausage?
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- A thousand.
- A thousand gallons.
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And how many showers
does that add up to?
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- Over 50.
- Over 50 showers.
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So imagine, would you have to
take a shower every single day
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for almost two months to...
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Amabella, your mother's
gonna meet you at the hospital,
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- okay, sweetie?
- I wanna go with her.
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Yeah, yeah. We've got you covered.
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Let me get her backpack. Sarah!
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What the fu... What happened?
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- Um, Mrs. Klein.
- What... I'm Amabella's mom.
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Renata Klein. What...
What did she do? What's...
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I'm Dr. Feldman.
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Your daughter was brought
in with an anxiety attack.
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Anxiety attack?
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We've given her a mild sedative,
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she's resting comfortably,
she's not in any danger.
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- She was in a little bit of...
- Can I see her?
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... a shock when
she first came in, but...
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- What?
- She's fine. She's resting comfortably.
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- Okay.
- Yeah. Right back... Right this way.
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What did you do?
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Did somebody hurt you
or say something or...
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- No. I'm okay, Mom.
- Sweetheart.
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You were discovered in a
closet practically unconscious.
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- Was she checked for bite marks?
- Honey, come on.
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She was bitten last year, right? So...
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Maybe somebody's
bullying you again or...
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- No...
- Hey baby, you okay there, my girl?
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Don't talk to her. I got this, okay?
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I think you've done enough, don't you?
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You... What the hell
are you talking about?
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Gordon, she's obviously
under immense stress.
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You think, Renata?
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- Team. Team.
- Yes, hello, Doctor,
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I would like my daughter
transferred to Stanford, please.
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- Because?
- Because it's Stanford!
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I mean, please.
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Well, she's being released.
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She's cleared for discharge.
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- Oh, look at that.
- There we go.
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Hey... Counseling is
certainly indicated.
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Uh-huh.
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Perhaps for the entire family.
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You don't know anything
about my family. Okay?
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I know your own stress...
not helping the situation.
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"Your own stress..."
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Please.
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Honey, isn't that great?
We're gonna go home.
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- You're going home!
- Don't talk to her.
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Will you ever forgive me?
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Yes, of course, honey.
It's not your fault.
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I blurted it out.
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The blurting is not the problem.
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My doing it is the problem.
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Well, you're in therapy,
so that's good. Right?
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Yeah...
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I mean... the doctor's
pretty much a crock.
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She... She thinks
I feel like an empty sack
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because I didn't graduate from college,
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and that's why I'm obsessed
with your going.
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But that is not entirely true.
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Mom...
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I mean, when we would
watch The Wizard of Oz,
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you would turn into a puddle
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every time The Scarecrow
got his diploma.
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Well, I'm glad you're back home.
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Otherwise, I might be totally alone.
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He's not gonna leave you.
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- Hello!
- Oh!
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We had such wonderful fun together!
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- Did you, honey?
- Yeah.
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- Can Dr. Peep have a sleepover?
- Oh...
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Oh, sweetheart, I would love that,
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but I need to get back to my sheep.
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I'm afraid they'd miss me.
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Could I talk to your parents
for a second in private?
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Maybe you want to go play outside?
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- Look at the sunset!
- I promise to come see you again.
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I'll bring tea and crumpets!
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Cool!
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I'll be right out.
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We arranged all her
stuffies into a petting zoo.
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It was wonderful!
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Nobody's bullying her.
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She's worried about
the end of the planet.
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- What?
- Her class is evidently
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talking about climate change,
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and she's gotten the
message that we're doomed.
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- Oh, my God.
- Oh, for fuck's sake...
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You gotta be kidding me.
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She's also worried
about you going to jail.
256
00:14:55,518 --> 00:14:56,727
Well, hello...
257
00:14:56,898 --> 00:14:58,368
And she's worried about you.
258
00:14:59,051 --> 00:15:00,303
Me?
259
00:15:00,328 --> 00:15:02,070
She thinks something
is going on with you
260
00:15:02,095 --> 00:15:03,626
and has been for a long time.
261
00:15:04,669 --> 00:15:07,532
So there's you, you...
262
00:15:08,157 --> 00:15:09,657
mostly the end of the world.
263
00:15:11,024 --> 00:15:12,657
Do you know if it's wild or farmed?
264
00:15:12,959 --> 00:15:14,593
I believed it's farmed.
265
00:15:14,666 --> 00:15:16,835
- Land based or net-pen?
- Sorry?
266
00:15:16,860 --> 00:15:18,618
Were they raised
on land-based facilities
267
00:15:18,643 --> 00:15:19,899
or in net-pens in the ocean?
268
00:15:20,578 --> 00:15:24,661
Well, um... it's a fish,
so I'm guessing the ocean.
269
00:15:24,695 --> 00:15:25,787
Could you check?
270
00:15:26,997 --> 00:15:29,076
- Sure...
- Thanks.
271
00:15:30,312 --> 00:15:31,395
S... Sorry.
272
00:15:31,420 --> 00:15:32,547
It's okay.
273
00:15:32,549 --> 00:15:34,240
You have to be careful
with some of the farm shit.
274
00:15:34,695 --> 00:15:36,590
So you just eat wild?
275
00:15:36,615 --> 00:15:39,454
Yeah. Yeah, mostly.
But there's problems there, too.
276
00:15:39,456 --> 00:15:41,989
Some wild fish have tested
positive for microplastics.
277
00:15:42,014 --> 00:15:44,559
Some wild salmon have tested
positive for antidepressants.
278
00:15:46,096 --> 00:15:48,299
People have to ask
where the fish come from,
279
00:15:48,324 --> 00:15:50,916
what they ate, how they lived,
even how they died.
280
00:15:50,941 --> 00:15:51,998
If they're processed post-rigor,
281
00:15:52,023 --> 00:15:55,391
the bacteria can leech
right into the flesh...
282
00:15:58,521 --> 00:15:59,521
Sorry.
283
00:16:00,101 --> 00:16:01,844
No, you don't have to apologize.
284
00:16:02,156 --> 00:16:03,844
I used to work at Santa Monica Seafood,
285
00:16:03,846 --> 00:16:06,179
so I was really into all this shit.
286
00:16:06,181 --> 00:16:08,647
It's great. And you're
teaching me a lot.
287
00:16:08,672 --> 00:16:10,317
I'm trying to come off intelligent.
288
00:16:10,319 --> 00:16:11,519
It's working.
289
00:16:17,059 --> 00:16:18,432
I'm... I'm so sorry.
290
00:16:18,457 --> 00:16:20,661
I'm so sorry to be such a nuisance.
291
00:16:20,941 --> 00:16:23,260
Look, I was just... I was just wondering
292
00:16:23,285 --> 00:16:26,018
if there are any new
developments in the case.
293
00:16:27,537 --> 00:16:30,987
We told you we would call if there were.
294
00:16:31,172 --> 00:16:33,737
Yes. Hmm...
295
00:16:34,152 --> 00:16:37,814
I have personally worked
very hard to be mindful
296
00:16:37,839 --> 00:16:40,323
- of your unspeakable pain.
- I know you care.
297
00:16:40,589 --> 00:16:43,206
I, perhaps, do seek out those who do.
298
00:16:43,557 --> 00:16:46,604
I know you are not allowed to
say anything about the...
299
00:16:47,251 --> 00:16:50,932
case, or what you believe, but...
300
00:16:54,781 --> 00:16:56,014
A mother nee...
301
00:16:58,053 --> 00:16:59,886
A mother needs to know.
302
00:17:02,937 --> 00:17:06,304
You don't believe my son just slipped...
303
00:17:09,864 --> 00:17:10,930
do you?
304
00:17:13,180 --> 00:17:15,196
You don't think it's healthy to... to...
305
00:17:15,221 --> 00:17:17,248
To cling to the good memories?
306
00:17:17,409 --> 00:17:19,952
It can be. I don't think so here.
307
00:17:19,954 --> 00:17:22,049
But there are so many positives.
308
00:17:22,733 --> 00:17:26,346
So many. The way he loved me,
the way he loved the boys.
309
00:17:26,371 --> 00:17:27,862
The boys loved him. I...
310
00:17:29,401 --> 00:17:33,431
I shouldn't erase all of that
simply because you feel that...
311
00:17:33,433 --> 00:17:35,939
He almost killed you.
312
00:17:35,964 --> 00:17:37,399
He didn't almost kill me.
313
00:17:37,424 --> 00:17:39,637
He nearly smothered you with a cushion.
314
00:17:39,839 --> 00:17:42,708
If one of his kicks had
landed on your head,
315
00:17:42,733 --> 00:17:44,266
you might very well be dead.
316
00:17:48,417 --> 00:17:52,317
I work with and treat
quite a few veterans.
317
00:17:52,433 --> 00:17:54,244
Many want to return to combat.
318
00:17:54,269 --> 00:17:56,754
They can't handle the mundane.
Normal life is dull.
319
00:17:59,497 --> 00:18:01,707
You miss the war, Celeste.
320
00:18:03,777 --> 00:18:05,277
I miss what was good.
321
00:18:05,476 --> 00:18:07,175
I don't miss what was bad.
322
00:18:07,200 --> 00:18:10,501
And keeping him in my heart.
The good... The good part of him,
323
00:18:10,503 --> 00:18:13,137
that works for me.
It works for the boys.
324
00:18:13,162 --> 00:18:16,019
It works for my family. That works.
325
00:18:17,610 --> 00:18:20,544
How did you get that bruise on your arm?
326
00:18:20,918 --> 00:18:22,893
I broke up a fight between the boys.
327
00:18:22,918 --> 00:18:23,918
Mm-hmm.
328
00:18:23,943 --> 00:18:26,262
Last week. I probably
got whacked or something.
329
00:18:27,753 --> 00:18:29,830
Do you self-inflict your bruises?
330
00:18:29,855 --> 00:18:32,055
- What?
- It's not uncommon.
331
00:18:32,057 --> 00:18:34,996
Victims of abuse, sometimes,
they feel some...
332
00:18:35,920 --> 00:18:38,087
attachment to their wounds.
333
00:18:39,865 --> 00:18:41,652
Perhaps they remind you of him.
334
00:18:41,973 --> 00:18:45,465
I do not self-inflict any wounds.
335
00:18:46,598 --> 00:18:48,771
And your other patients
do not inform on me.
336
00:18:48,773 --> 00:18:50,144
I'm not a statistic.
337
00:18:51,071 --> 00:18:52,971
Are you addict, Celeste?
338
00:18:53,712 --> 00:18:55,112
Is Perry your drug?
339
00:18:59,308 --> 00:19:00,916
I think it's really neat
340
00:19:00,918 --> 00:19:03,526
how passionate you are about things.
341
00:19:03,551 --> 00:19:06,543
Thank you. Are you
passionate about things?
342
00:19:07,254 --> 00:19:09,715
Um... yeah, of course,
I am. You know, I...
343
00:19:10,168 --> 00:19:13,329
I used to paint a lot.
I was really into art.
344
00:19:14,666 --> 00:19:19,199
Now, I'm mostly passionate about my son.
345
00:19:19,887 --> 00:19:23,205
I have a kid. I probably should've
told you that earlier,
346
00:19:23,237 --> 00:19:26,014
but it's kind of
a weird thing to bring up.
347
00:19:27,579 --> 00:19:30,692
He's great. His name is Ziggy.
He's in second grade.
348
00:19:30,725 --> 00:19:32,013
I would love to meet him.
349
00:19:32,898 --> 00:19:34,873
Yeah, maybe one day.
350
00:19:35,748 --> 00:19:38,152
I'm sure you guys would get along great.
351
00:19:38,154 --> 00:19:40,434
He knows a lot of random shit, too.
352
00:19:40,467 --> 00:19:44,233
You guys could talk about
a lot of weird facts.
353
00:19:47,097 --> 00:19:48,396
Um...
354
00:19:48,398 --> 00:19:50,545
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
355
00:19:52,139 --> 00:19:55,514
No, no, it's fine. It's uh... Not you.
356
00:19:58,889 --> 00:20:01,616
I just gotta idle in neutral
for a little bit. That's...
357
00:20:01,877 --> 00:20:03,717
kinda my M.O. right now.
358
00:20:04,251 --> 00:20:06,218
- Neutral. Okay.
- Yeah.
359
00:20:07,243 --> 00:20:08,415
I can do that.
360
00:20:17,955 --> 00:20:19,220
I...
361
00:20:20,040 --> 00:20:24,790
am... the greatest...
362
00:20:24,815 --> 00:20:27,063
monster!
363
00:20:27,088 --> 00:20:31,371
And I come to devour...
364
00:20:31,373 --> 00:20:34,140
two young chickadees!
365
00:20:34,142 --> 00:20:35,994
My heavens!
366
00:20:37,799 --> 00:20:39,588
He was the best monster.
367
00:20:40,588 --> 00:20:41,899
Show her the angry beaver.
368
00:20:41,924 --> 00:20:43,346
Yeah, let me see that one.
369
00:20:43,916 --> 00:20:46,051
Did your mom make this for you?
370
00:20:46,053 --> 00:20:47,385
We all did.
371
00:20:49,425 --> 00:20:50,977
He sounds like a bear.
372
00:20:51,002 --> 00:20:52,736
He liked to combine animals.
373
00:20:52,761 --> 00:20:55,766
- Yeah.
- Oh, here's the teacup one.
374
00:20:56,218 --> 00:20:57,466
How we doing here?
375
00:20:58,164 --> 00:20:59,703
We're showing Grandma the memory book.
376
00:20:59,728 --> 00:21:01,428
It's wonderful.
377
00:21:03,177 --> 00:21:04,420
Here's Guess How Much I Love You.
378
00:21:04,445 --> 00:21:05,883
That one's kinda boring.
379
00:21:05,908 --> 00:21:08,391
No, no, no. Let me...
I want to see that one.
380
00:21:08,416 --> 00:21:11,620
- We loved that book.
- Okay...
381
00:21:11,645 --> 00:21:14,490
"He was almost too sleepy
to think anymore.
382
00:21:15,156 --> 00:21:17,516
Then he looked beyond the thorn bushes,
383
00:21:17,851 --> 00:21:20,055
out into the big dark night.
384
00:21:21,087 --> 00:21:23,672
Nothing could be further than the sky.
385
00:21:24,352 --> 00:21:27,592
'I love you right up
to the moon,' he said,
386
00:21:27,594 --> 00:21:29,305
and closed his eyes.
387
00:21:29,695 --> 00:21:34,108
'Oh, that's far.
That is very, very far.'
388
00:21:34,133 --> 00:21:36,852
Big Nutbrown Hare settled
Little Nutbrown Hare
389
00:21:36,877 --> 00:21:38,544
into his bed of leaves.
390
00:21:38,883 --> 00:21:41,006
"He leaned over and
kissed him goodnight."
391
00:21:41,040 --> 00:21:42,553
Right on the forehead.
392
00:21:57,569 --> 00:21:59,634
Chloe said Amabella had a stroke.
393
00:21:59,659 --> 00:22:02,122
She didn't have a stroke.
She just had a panic attack.
394
00:22:02,147 --> 00:22:04,256
They're different. She's totally okay.
395
00:22:05,116 --> 00:22:07,618
And Max thinks
she got possessed by Satan.
396
00:22:07,936 --> 00:22:09,411
You can tell Max that he's wrong
397
00:22:09,436 --> 00:22:12,553
because Satan can only be
so many places at once.
398
00:22:13,896 --> 00:22:17,725
Come on, get in the car.
Let's go. Please get in the car.
399
00:22:18,443 --> 00:22:19,509
Ziggy...
400
00:23:01,009 --> 00:23:02,919
That's Perry's brother, Raymond?
401
00:23:02,921 --> 00:23:03,921
Yes.
402
00:23:03,946 --> 00:23:05,731
Oh my God, he looks just like Ziggy.
403
00:23:05,756 --> 00:23:07,516
It... It's uncanny, isn't it?
404
00:23:09,930 --> 00:23:11,155
Oh my God.
405
00:23:11,180 --> 00:23:12,563
Wait, look.
406
00:23:13,945 --> 00:23:16,469
They have the same cheeks. That's crazy.
407
00:23:16,494 --> 00:23:17,563
Wow...
408
00:23:18,274 --> 00:23:22,235
It's a bit... unsettling.
409
00:23:22,952 --> 00:23:25,366
I should like to be
in Ziggy's life. I...
410
00:23:27,022 --> 00:23:30,155
I mean, I'm... I'm his grandmother.
411
00:23:30,595 --> 00:23:31,595
Yeah.
412
00:23:31,926 --> 00:23:35,761
I just needed a... some time
to wrestle with that idea but...
413
00:23:35,786 --> 00:23:36,895
Is he sweet?
414
00:23:39,824 --> 00:23:42,552
Yeah. He's the best.
415
00:23:42,577 --> 00:23:44,460
My boys were so sweet.
416
00:23:45,663 --> 00:23:47,904
I don't think there was a gentler
417
00:23:47,929 --> 00:23:52,905
or more tender little boy than Perry.
418
00:23:54,630 --> 00:23:58,533
He was so sweet and gentle.
419
00:24:00,710 --> 00:24:02,877
Um... grew up to be neither.
420
00:24:05,499 --> 00:24:08,179
This is perhaps an unfair question...
421
00:24:08,804 --> 00:24:12,820
On the night of your...
rendez-vous with my son,
422
00:24:12,822 --> 00:24:15,077
who initiated the encounter?
423
00:24:17,057 --> 00:24:19,658
Does that make a difference?
424
00:24:20,616 --> 00:24:23,965
I know how devoted he was to Celeste,
425
00:24:24,936 --> 00:24:26,679
and I... I just...
426
00:24:27,647 --> 00:24:31,077
can't conceive how he...
Unless he was tempted.
427
00:24:31,882 --> 00:24:34,575
As men can be in a moment of weakness.
428
00:24:35,421 --> 00:24:37,835
Did you initiate, Jane?
429
00:24:38,973 --> 00:24:40,071
No.
430
00:24:43,733 --> 00:24:46,334
You trying to apologize on his behalf?
431
00:24:46,375 --> 00:24:48,444
To just... justify what he did?
432
00:24:48,772 --> 00:24:52,389
Celeste has shared with me
that she and Perry had a...
433
00:24:53,139 --> 00:24:55,428
a complicated sex life...
434
00:24:56,107 --> 00:24:59,236
- one that included violence.
- She shared that with you?
435
00:25:00,084 --> 00:25:01,349
Yes.
436
00:25:01,858 --> 00:25:06,417
And I'm... It makes me wonder if,
perhaps, he misinterpreted
437
00:25:06,442 --> 00:25:09,143
or misread a signal from you.
438
00:25:10,444 --> 00:25:12,213
Your son raped me...
439
00:25:13,082 --> 00:25:14,314
and as he was doing so,
440
00:25:14,316 --> 00:25:16,393
I was screaming for him to get off.
441
00:25:19,688 --> 00:25:21,885
I don't think that you "misread" that.
442
00:25:24,666 --> 00:25:26,977
I don't mean to offend you, I just...
443
00:25:27,002 --> 00:25:31,369
It's... I just can't surrender
to this notion that he was...
444
00:25:34,703 --> 00:25:36,822
evil. I can't...
445
00:25:39,055 --> 00:25:42,454
I just do so want to be
believe there was good in him.
446
00:25:42,939 --> 00:25:46,519
I can't... did you see good in him?
447
00:25:47,456 --> 00:25:52,456
Before the bad...
Did you see... good in him?
448
00:26:31,722 --> 00:26:34,931
It's literally like...
it couldn't be dumber.
449
00:26:34,964 --> 00:26:36,962
I know! I know!
450
00:26:36,964 --> 00:26:38,980
- Hey.
- Hey! How are you?
451
00:26:40,066 --> 00:26:42,628
Yeah, I'm good. Good.
What are you doing?
452
00:26:43,402 --> 00:26:45,447
Just, um... chattin'.
453
00:26:45,472 --> 00:26:47,105
Having some coffee. What's up with you?
454
00:26:49,142 --> 00:26:50,839
You... You look better. Brighter.
455
00:26:51,470 --> 00:26:52,535
Thanks.
456
00:26:58,339 --> 00:27:01,085
Um, I should get going to the studio.
457
00:27:01,360 --> 00:27:03,381
Yeah, I'll let you guys, um...
458
00:27:03,556 --> 00:27:04,622
All right.
459
00:27:05,076 --> 00:27:07,316
Thanks for the chat... and the laugh.
460
00:27:07,584 --> 00:27:09,014
- Totally.
- I needed that, so...
461
00:27:09,905 --> 00:27:11,428
- Good to see ya.
- Yeah, you too.
462
00:27:11,430 --> 00:27:12,496
Bye.
463
00:27:12,498 --> 00:27:14,398
- Bye, Maddie.
- Okay, bye.
464
00:27:16,334 --> 00:27:18,469
I should probably get going, too, here.
465
00:27:18,471 --> 00:27:21,104
So... what were you talking about?
466
00:27:21,106 --> 00:27:22,973
Her, uh, mother.
467
00:27:24,243 --> 00:27:26,748
It seems everyone has mother issues.
468
00:27:30,084 --> 00:27:31,936
How long are you gonna punish me?
469
00:27:32,670 --> 00:27:37,985
Well, for as long as
I need or want, I guess.
470
00:27:38,010 --> 00:27:41,666
Wow, that was just cold and mean
when just a few seconds ago,
471
00:27:41,691 --> 00:27:43,720
you were so warm
and friendly with Bonnie.
472
00:27:44,377 --> 00:27:47,250
Yeah, I guess, that would be
sort of a twofer, wouldn't it?
473
00:27:47,275 --> 00:27:49,767
Could piss off both you and
Nathan at the same time.
474
00:27:49,792 --> 00:27:51,391
That's a good idea.
475
00:27:52,916 --> 00:27:54,666
Well, that's just cruel, Ed.
476
00:27:55,580 --> 00:27:57,174
And you're not cruel.
477
00:27:57,642 --> 00:28:02,312
Well, whatever I am or have been
478
00:28:02,314 --> 00:28:04,781
hasn't netted the desired results,
479
00:28:04,783 --> 00:28:06,750
so why not mix it up?
480
00:28:10,963 --> 00:28:13,164
I don't even know who he is right now.
481
00:28:13,189 --> 00:28:14,892
He'll play through it. He will.
482
00:28:14,917 --> 00:28:16,317
He just...
483
00:28:17,306 --> 00:28:19,400
He's just being so hateful.
484
00:28:19,425 --> 00:28:21,844
How could I think even think
anything about my life is real?
485
00:28:21,869 --> 00:28:24,017
My first marriage was not real.
486
00:28:25,220 --> 00:28:27,164
My second marriage,
turns out I'm the fraud.
487
00:28:27,189 --> 00:28:29,422
I can't even believe in myself anymore,
488
00:28:29,447 --> 00:28:32,074
and, like, look at my friendships and...
489
00:28:33,463 --> 00:28:35,077
What about your friendships?
490
00:28:35,079 --> 00:28:37,279
I had no clue, Celeste.
491
00:28:37,541 --> 00:28:39,781
I didn't even have the slightest idea
492
00:28:39,806 --> 00:28:41,320
that you were living through that,
493
00:28:41,345 --> 00:28:43,336
and it makes me feel like
you couldn't even tell me.
494
00:28:43,361 --> 00:28:44,954
- I'm sorry for keeping...
- Don't say sorry.
495
00:28:44,956 --> 00:28:47,150
... this secret... But I am. It's...
496
00:28:47,806 --> 00:28:50,031
If I was in your situation,
I probably...
497
00:28:50,056 --> 00:28:51,158
Probably what?
498
00:28:51,183 --> 00:28:53,828
Would have done
the same things as me? Hmm?
499
00:28:53,853 --> 00:28:56,385
- No, Madeline, you wouldn't.
- I don't know.
500
00:28:56,583 --> 00:28:59,517
You would have been out
of that marriage so fast.
501
00:29:00,345 --> 00:29:01,508
I wish.
502
00:29:01,533 --> 00:29:03,905
I wish I had told you. I do.
503
00:29:07,131 --> 00:29:09,632
You would have jumped
into that pool, pulled me out.
504
00:29:14,486 --> 00:29:17,180
What possesses
two idiots like yourselves
505
00:29:17,205 --> 00:29:19,836
to teach eight-year-olds
that the planet is doomed?
506
00:29:19,861 --> 00:29:22,334
The children are constantly
bombarded with climate change.
507
00:29:22,359 --> 00:29:23,899
It is all over the news.
508
00:29:23,924 --> 00:29:27,128
It's our job to deconstruct it
so that they can process it.
509
00:29:27,292 --> 00:29:30,861
Good for you. You deconstructed
my little girl into a coma.
510
00:29:30,886 --> 00:29:33,322
Renata, look. We scheduled
an assembly for this evening.
511
00:29:33,355 --> 00:29:35,503
Okay? You are not
the only parent complaining.
512
00:29:35,505 --> 00:29:37,402
Just, by far, the loudest.
513
00:29:38,576 --> 00:29:39,675
You're pitiful.
514
00:29:39,701 --> 00:29:42,568
Okay, this is gonna come
as a shock to you.
515
00:29:42,863 --> 00:29:47,262
This school is actually here
to serve all the children,
516
00:29:47,287 --> 00:29:48,986
not just Amabella.
517
00:29:49,292 --> 00:29:51,840
You think 'cause of
this whole bankruptcy thing...
518
00:29:52,544 --> 00:29:54,426
that the school thinks I don't matter?
519
00:29:54,924 --> 00:29:56,229
Please.
520
00:29:56,254 --> 00:29:59,120
I will be rich again. I will rise up.
521
00:29:59,145 --> 00:30:02,761
I will buy a fucking polar bear
for every kid in this school.
522
00:30:02,786 --> 00:30:06,514
And then, I will squish you
like the bug that you are.
523
00:30:06,539 --> 00:30:07,959
Pretends like he's not a smoker.
524
00:30:07,984 --> 00:30:09,920
Hasn't been laid in 15 fucking years.
525
00:30:09,945 --> 00:30:11,371
Don't you talk to me like that!
526
00:30:11,373 --> 00:30:14,155
And you, I can't be bothered
to squish you.
527
00:30:14,180 --> 00:30:15,764
You're a model citizen, Renata.
528
00:30:15,789 --> 00:30:16,943
I told you,
529
00:30:16,945 --> 00:30:18,812
these second-grade mothers,
they are Shakespearean.
530
00:30:20,048 --> 00:30:23,516
That woman, she's
the fucking Medusa of Monterey.
531
00:30:23,726 --> 00:30:25,752
And yes, I smoke.
Do you want one of these?
532
00:30:26,164 --> 00:30:27,821
- Yes, please.
- Yeah, I got a spot outside
533
00:30:27,823 --> 00:30:29,537
where the kids can't fucking see us.
534
00:30:29,562 --> 00:30:31,780
Fuck them. Oh, my God, I am so livid.
535
00:30:31,805 --> 00:30:33,059
- Okay, let's...
- I am so livid.
536
00:30:33,084 --> 00:30:34,684
Let's go get a coffee or something.
537
00:30:34,789 --> 00:30:36,516
Please. The teacher was in on it.
538
00:30:36,541 --> 00:30:38,537
He really said, "Go to hell?"
539
00:30:38,562 --> 00:30:39,944
- Yeah, he's a shit.
- Oh, my God.
540
00:30:39,969 --> 00:30:41,266
They practically kill my daughter,
541
00:30:41,268 --> 00:30:45,186
and then he's just dismissing
me like that? What a pus-fuck.
542
00:30:45,211 --> 00:30:46,842
- And then...
- Oh.
543
00:30:46,867 --> 00:30:49,389
Mary Louise. D-Did you find a place?
544
00:30:49,414 --> 00:30:50,776
Maybe. Just saw one.
545
00:30:50,778 --> 00:30:52,010
Good, good, good.
546
00:30:52,012 --> 00:30:53,412
You know Renata Klein?
547
00:30:53,414 --> 00:30:54,889
- We do...
- I don't believe I do.
548
00:30:54,914 --> 00:30:58,702
We... We did meet.
At the funeral. I'm so sorry.
549
00:30:58,727 --> 00:31:01,430
- I was a friend of Perry's.
- You were there.
550
00:31:02,023 --> 00:31:03,497
When he fell.
551
00:31:04,264 --> 00:31:07,797
I was. That was, uh... devastating.
552
00:31:08,829 --> 00:31:11,891
Mm-hmm. So sorry to interrupt.
553
00:31:13,125 --> 00:31:14,642
- I...
- Come on. Let's get out of here.
554
00:31:14,667 --> 00:31:17,359
- What... What... What the fuck is that?
- I don't know. She's very strange.
555
00:31:17,971 --> 00:31:19,504
Whoo!
556
00:31:19,795 --> 00:31:21,428
- Whoo!
- Jane.
557
00:31:21,875 --> 00:31:23,341
- Hey.
- Hi!
558
00:31:23,343 --> 00:31:25,348
Oh, my God! What are you doing here?
559
00:31:25,373 --> 00:31:26,848
- Just going for a run.
- How are you?
560
00:31:26,873 --> 00:31:28,479
- I'm good. How are you?
- I'm good.
561
00:31:28,481 --> 00:31:29,934
Oh, my gosh, that's so funny.
562
00:31:29,959 --> 00:31:32,138
Ziggy's learning to surf.
Corey's teaching him.
563
00:31:32,163 --> 00:31:33,592
This is getting kinda serious, huh?
564
00:31:33,623 --> 00:31:35,302
No, no... Told Ziggy about him
565
00:31:35,327 --> 00:31:37,583
and told him that he
was teaching me to surf,
566
00:31:37,608 --> 00:31:39,124
so of course, he wanted to learn.
567
00:31:39,126 --> 00:31:40,225
Yeah.
568
00:31:40,250 --> 00:31:41,357
Yeah.
569
00:31:41,382 --> 00:31:43,058
He did try to kiss me
the other night, though.
570
00:31:43,096 --> 00:31:44,461
- And?
- It was...
571
00:31:44,463 --> 00:31:46,030
extremely awkward.
572
00:31:46,032 --> 00:31:48,565
I don't know. My body just shut down.
573
00:31:48,858 --> 00:31:50,248
Does he know about your history?
574
00:31:50,273 --> 00:31:51,505
Mm-mm. Not yet.
575
00:31:52,101 --> 00:31:53,309
You should talk to him.
576
00:31:53,334 --> 00:31:55,264
I don't know if I'm ready for that.
577
00:31:56,139 --> 00:31:58,349
Look, any real relationship
you're gonna have,
578
00:31:58,374 --> 00:31:59,538
if you wanna have one...
579
00:32:00,671 --> 00:32:02,079
he's gotta know who you are, right?
580
00:32:02,081 --> 00:32:04,315
Yeah. I guess that's true.
581
00:32:07,137 --> 00:32:08,137
What?
582
00:32:09,509 --> 00:32:10,937
I'm such a hypocrite.
583
00:32:11,538 --> 00:32:13,366
Nathan has no idea who I am.
584
00:32:15,428 --> 00:32:17,559
Oh, my God! Go, Ziggy! Go, baby, yes!
585
00:32:17,592 --> 00:32:21,326
Stand up! Stand up! Stand up!
Stand up! Ah, you're doing it!
586
00:32:26,674 --> 00:32:28,306
Turn that shit off.
587
00:32:34,302 --> 00:32:35,302
Three things:
588
00:32:35,327 --> 00:32:37,280
one, we're throwing
Amabella a birthday party,
589
00:32:37,305 --> 00:32:39,585
and I'm sparing no cost. She's unhappy.
590
00:32:39,983 --> 00:32:41,528
Two, I had it out with Nippal.
591
00:32:41,553 --> 00:32:43,153
I've gotta go back to the school.
592
00:32:43,178 --> 00:32:44,387
They wanna talk about climate change
593
00:32:44,389 --> 00:32:47,091
and the end of the world,
which actually, if it comes,
594
00:32:47,116 --> 00:32:48,836
- it might be a sweet relief.
- Damn right.
595
00:32:48,861 --> 00:32:51,310
And three, sell your fucking toys.
596
00:32:51,335 --> 00:32:52,542
It's not just me, you know.
597
00:32:52,567 --> 00:32:54,962
- Excuse me?
- Putting stress on Amabella.
598
00:32:54,987 --> 00:32:56,471
I mean, what I did didn't help,
of course, but...
599
00:32:56,496 --> 00:32:58,597
- What did I do?
- You tell me.
600
00:33:00,268 --> 00:33:01,837
I mean, when I first met you, you...
601
00:33:01,839 --> 00:33:04,509
You had your guardrails
up to your earlobes.
602
00:33:04,534 --> 00:33:06,175
- Please.
- Penetrating you was like...
603
00:33:06,565 --> 00:33:08,611
It was like piercing a cement wall.
604
00:33:09,082 --> 00:33:11,724
It took some time, but I eventually
chipped through, you know.
605
00:33:11,964 --> 00:33:14,450
Well, guess what? The last,
I don't know, 12 months or so,
606
00:33:14,452 --> 00:33:16,089
the guardrails are back up.
607
00:33:16,440 --> 00:33:18,254
Fuck, I mean you are here,
you're there, you're everywhere,
608
00:33:18,256 --> 00:33:21,807
but you are never present,
and I feel it.
609
00:33:22,327 --> 00:33:24,042
And Amabella feels it.
610
00:33:25,330 --> 00:33:27,595
- Did she say that?
- I'm saying it.
611
00:33:27,597 --> 00:33:29,573
Your husband is saying it.
612
00:33:32,153 --> 00:33:34,653
There is something going on with you.
613
00:33:36,087 --> 00:33:37,346
Correct.
614
00:33:37,538 --> 00:33:39,971
My husband put us in the poorhouse.
615
00:33:40,565 --> 00:33:41,731
Sell your shit.
616
00:33:43,580 --> 00:33:45,057
First off, thank you all for coming
617
00:33:45,082 --> 00:33:48,876
to a special evening
assembly at our wonderful,
618
00:33:48,901 --> 00:33:50,603
wonderful Otter Bay,
619
00:33:50,628 --> 00:33:52,782
and a special thanks to those parents
620
00:33:52,807 --> 00:33:55,298
who took special time
out of their busy lives
621
00:33:55,323 --> 00:33:57,712
to reach out to me directly
about this important issue,
622
00:33:57,737 --> 00:34:00,440
- so thank you.
- You're welcome. Yeah.
623
00:34:00,815 --> 00:34:04,108
Now, as we all know,
anxiety is an epidemic
624
00:34:04,133 --> 00:34:05,433
in our schools.
625
00:34:05,435 --> 00:34:07,701
Really? It wouldn't be if
you weren't teaching them...
626
00:34:07,703 --> 00:34:08,969
All right, let's take
a breath, everybody,
627
00:34:08,994 --> 00:34:10,936
and let's try and keep
this constructive, shall we?
628
00:34:11,359 --> 00:34:15,412
Climate change and the toll
that it takes on our students,
629
00:34:15,437 --> 00:34:17,560
it is a complicated matter, okay?
630
00:34:17,585 --> 00:34:18,946
That is why we called this ad hoc
631
00:34:18,971 --> 00:34:21,271
Golden Bell Award-winning assembly:
632
00:34:21,296 --> 00:34:23,427
because not only will you hear from me,
633
00:34:23,452 --> 00:34:26,087
we would love to hear
from you. The parents.
634
00:34:26,511 --> 00:34:27,665
Okay, hold up.
635
00:34:27,690 --> 00:34:29,856
We've already told you
how we feel about it.
636
00:34:29,858 --> 00:34:31,646
This is not how I want this to go.
637
00:34:31,679 --> 00:34:33,225
Everybody, please sit down...
638
00:34:33,762 --> 00:34:35,166
Shut up!
639
00:34:35,191 --> 00:34:36,191
Really?
640
00:34:36,216 --> 00:34:38,313
Are you seriously telling us to shut up?
641
00:34:38,338 --> 00:34:39,680
Madeline Mackenzie. Lovely.
642
00:34:39,705 --> 00:34:42,102
Okay, since you've taken
this opportunity to speak up,
643
00:34:42,104 --> 00:34:43,861
let us first hear from you.
644
00:34:43,886 --> 00:34:45,361
Would you like to come up
here please, Madeline?
645
00:34:45,386 --> 00:34:46,519
Why... Why me?
646
00:34:46,544 --> 00:34:49,172
Because you're a beacon
among us, Madeline.
647
00:34:49,197 --> 00:34:51,196
- Now, please, come up here.
- Fine. No, no, I'm fine.
648
00:34:51,221 --> 00:34:52,713
- Thank you.
- And make sure they know
649
00:34:52,715 --> 00:34:54,648
- my daughter was in a coma.
- Okay. Okay, yeah.
650
00:34:54,650 --> 00:34:56,221
Madeline Mackenzie, everyone. Please.
651
00:35:02,224 --> 00:35:03,723
Just share your thoughts.
652
00:35:06,728 --> 00:35:09,377
I mean, where do
we even begin? Honestly?
653
00:35:09,564 --> 00:35:11,963
About everything?
654
00:35:13,010 --> 00:35:15,836
I mean, Principal Nippal,
you have a very good point.
655
00:35:15,861 --> 00:35:18,303
Climate change is important.
It's important.
656
00:35:18,471 --> 00:35:21,641
But it's also a lot to load
up on a lot of second graders.
657
00:35:21,643 --> 00:35:22,822
- I'm sorry.
- Yes.
658
00:35:22,847 --> 00:35:25,347
That the whole world might go kapooey.
659
00:35:25,372 --> 00:35:26,572
They need to know that?
660
00:35:26,955 --> 00:35:28,713
You know, I think part
of the problem is...
661
00:35:29,657 --> 00:35:31,145
we lie to our kids.
662
00:35:31,377 --> 00:35:33,686
We fill their heads full of Santa Claus
663
00:35:33,711 --> 00:35:36,039
and stories with happy endings,
when most of us know
664
00:35:36,064 --> 00:35:38,834
most endings to most
stories fucking suck.
665
00:35:39,383 --> 00:35:41,549
Right? Let's just get real.
666
00:35:42,569 --> 00:35:44,029
There aren't a lot of happy endings
667
00:35:44,031 --> 00:35:45,552
for a lot of people, you know.
668
00:35:45,577 --> 00:35:49,014
Be it climate change,
be it guns in schools.
669
00:35:49,936 --> 00:35:52,778
And our kids are afraid.
They're afraid to go to school.
670
00:35:52,811 --> 00:35:54,563
They're afraid they're gonna get shot.
671
00:35:54,808 --> 00:35:56,207
We don't prepare them.
672
00:35:56,209 --> 00:35:58,543
We fill their heads
full of happy endings
673
00:35:58,545 --> 00:36:01,227
and happy stories and lies.
674
00:36:02,094 --> 00:36:04,086
And... And we tell them
things like, "You're fine."
675
00:36:04,111 --> 00:36:06,486
You're gonna be fine,"
and we tell ourselves...
676
00:36:07,268 --> 00:36:09,307
We tell ourselves we're gonna be fine.
677
00:36:09,869 --> 00:36:11,088
But we're not.
678
00:36:12,208 --> 00:36:14,680
You know that song that we used
to sing when we were little,
679
00:36:14,705 --> 00:36:15,877
"The Rainbow Connection"?
680
00:36:15,902 --> 00:36:16,971
There's a line in it,
681
00:36:16,996 --> 00:36:19,394
they talk about rainbows are illusions.
682
00:36:19,419 --> 00:36:20,557
And then...
683
00:36:20,916 --> 00:36:22,599
there's another line, and it goes on,
684
00:36:22,601 --> 00:36:23,891
and it says that, that...
685
00:36:23,916 --> 00:36:26,908
"Who said every wish would be granted...
686
00:36:27,893 --> 00:36:30,640
would be... if you wish
on a morning star."
687
00:36:30,665 --> 00:36:31,759
Do you remember that?
688
00:36:32,648 --> 00:36:34,471
But this is the part that I thought...
689
00:36:36,962 --> 00:36:39,195
Is that "Somebody thought of that..."
690
00:36:40,729 --> 00:36:42,611
Then someone believed them.
691
00:36:43,122 --> 00:36:45,122
"And look what it's done..."
692
00:36:45,124 --> 00:36:47,461
We have to tell
the children that... that...
693
00:36:47,486 --> 00:36:50,533
Life is an illusion and things
don't work out sometimes,
694
00:36:50,924 --> 00:36:53,914
and that... and... you can't
tell them part of the truth.
695
00:36:53,939 --> 00:36:55,884
You have to tell them the whole truth.
696
00:37:06,760 --> 00:37:08,236
She's not picking up.
697
00:37:08,783 --> 00:37:12,989
Um, is this a full blown breakdown
or something? I mean...
698
00:37:13,014 --> 00:37:15,397
Too much to get up
there and help her, Ed?
699
00:37:16,178 --> 00:37:18,588
Hmm? She's your fucking wife.
700
00:37:18,590 --> 00:37:20,989
Well, thanks for the tip, Celeste.
701
00:37:21,115 --> 00:37:23,543
Maybe we could get coffee, you and me,
702
00:37:23,568 --> 00:37:26,462
and you could fill me in on
whatever else I've missed.
703
00:37:29,978 --> 00:37:32,250
You don't think he knows about...
704
00:37:32,770 --> 00:37:33,869
No.
705
00:37:48,753 --> 00:37:49,985
Where is he?
706
00:37:50,854 --> 00:37:52,053
I don't know.
707
00:37:53,500 --> 00:37:54,852
Is he moving out?
708
00:37:56,945 --> 00:37:58,998
Well, he hasn't packed his things yet.
709
00:38:09,697 --> 00:38:11,312
Well, I heard...
710
00:38:12,509 --> 00:38:14,942
about your speech tonight.
711
00:38:14,944 --> 00:38:16,571
Can you get me some wine?
712
00:38:19,265 --> 00:38:20,553
He'll be back.
713
00:38:25,591 --> 00:38:26,869
Thank you, honey.
714
00:38:37,156 --> 00:38:39,700
- What are you doing?
- Oh, sweet Jesus!
715
00:38:39,843 --> 00:38:41,538
You gave me such a fright.
716
00:38:42,137 --> 00:38:45,529
Well... Okay, I won't lie.
717
00:38:45,554 --> 00:38:47,935
I have been having
trouble sleeping of late
718
00:38:47,968 --> 00:38:51,518
and so I thought you might
have a little helper or two.
719
00:38:52,047 --> 00:38:53,303
You're snooping.
720
00:38:53,328 --> 00:38:56,038
You have quite an impressive array.
721
00:38:59,507 --> 00:39:02,087
I think it's probably best
if you find another place.
722
00:39:02,112 --> 00:39:04,848
Celeste, I am on your side.
723
00:39:05,043 --> 00:39:07,437
So you keep saying. Hmm.
724
00:39:07,462 --> 00:39:08,718
Vicodin.
725
00:39:09,358 --> 00:39:12,388
You have to be so careful
of these opioids, dear.
726
00:39:12,867 --> 00:39:14,467
Sometimes I needed it.
727
00:39:15,803 --> 00:39:17,202
For the pain.
728
00:39:23,852 --> 00:39:25,518
Like when after he kicked me.
729
00:39:35,554 --> 00:39:37,255
I had a really good time again.
730
00:39:47,749 --> 00:39:49,449
I'm not gonna try and kiss you.
731
00:39:52,216 --> 00:39:55,232
But I would like to give
you a goodnight hug.
732
00:39:56,262 --> 00:39:57,528
How does that sound?
733
00:39:58,071 --> 00:39:59,504
That sounds great.
734
00:40:03,463 --> 00:40:06,099
- Okay.
- This is a weird hug.
735
00:40:10,324 --> 00:40:11,591
We're touching.
736
00:40:12,191 --> 00:40:14,459
- I'm blushing.
- How's it going?
737
00:40:17,731 --> 00:40:20,565
Are we dancing? Is that...
Is that what this is?
738
00:40:21,013 --> 00:40:23,394
Is that your secret scheme?
To get me to dance with you?
739
00:40:23,419 --> 00:40:24,902
It's really good idea, yeah.
740
00:40:24,927 --> 00:40:26,613
I'm not that smooth, but yeah,
741
00:40:26,638 --> 00:40:28,747
I guess we could dance
if you want to dance, sure.
742
00:40:47,927 --> 00:40:49,169
Hey, Sparkles.
743
00:40:50,930 --> 00:40:52,935
I'm just calling to say good night.
744
00:40:53,532 --> 00:40:56,934
But you've probably already gone to bed.
745
00:40:59,352 --> 00:41:01,318
I'm having a little trouble sleeping.
746
00:41:03,075 --> 00:41:04,888
And I was hoping you could help me.
747
00:41:08,447 --> 00:41:10,614
But I guess I'm on my own.
748
00:41:12,665 --> 00:41:14,833
Though not really.
749
00:41:15,153 --> 00:41:17,161
I can just close my eyes and...
750
00:41:19,558 --> 00:41:21,388
and pretend that you're here.
751
00:41:26,397 --> 00:41:27,864
I love you, baby.
752
00:41:29,366 --> 00:41:30,598
Love you.
753
00:42:41,103 --> 00:42:44,503
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