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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:09,001 --> 00:00:11,210 [♪♪♪] 2 00:00:13,000 --> 00:00:19,074 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today 3 00:00:23,932 --> 00:00:26,475 ♪ I know you ♪ 4 00:00:26,476 --> 00:00:29,604 ♪ You were in all type ♪ 5 00:00:31,314 --> 00:00:34,067 ♪ I know it's because 6 00:00:34,068 --> 00:00:36,820 You want me to be all right ♪ 7 00:00:38,822 --> 00:00:41,241 ♪ Don't know what I'd do 8 00:00:41,242 --> 00:00:43,660 If I lost you ♪ 9 00:00:46,287 --> 00:00:48,936 ♪ Don't know what I'd do 10 00:00:48,937 --> 00:00:51,585 If I lost you ♪ 11 00:00:53,837 --> 00:00:56,945 ♪ I wish you didn't 12 00:00:56,946 --> 00:01:00,052 Take on everybody's pain ♪ 13 00:01:01,095 --> 00:01:03,721 ♪ 'Cause I know you ♪ 14 00:01:03,722 --> 00:01:05,328 ♪ Every night you say 15 00:01:05,329 --> 00:01:06,934 A prayer ♪ 16 00:01:08,894 --> 00:01:11,355 ♪ Don't know what I'd do 17 00:01:11,356 --> 00:01:13,815 If I lost you ♪ 18 00:01:16,317 --> 00:01:18,820 ♪ Don't know what I'd do 19 00:01:18,821 --> 00:01:21,322 If I lost you ♪ 20 00:01:23,117 --> 00:01:25,827 ♪ So don't go ♪ 21 00:01:26,870 --> 00:01:30,456 ♪ Don't go from me now ♪ 22 00:01:30,457 --> 00:01:33,127 ♪ Don't go ♪ 23 00:01:34,169 --> 00:01:38,132 ♪ Don't cry for me now ♪ 24 00:01:39,049 --> 00:01:44,888 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 25 00:01:46,389 --> 00:01:48,809 ♪ Oh, oh, God 26 00:01:48,810 --> 00:01:51,228 What the hell would I do ♪ 27 00:01:53,563 --> 00:01:56,441 ♪ If you take her 28 00:01:56,442 --> 00:01:59,319 I swear, I'm coming too ♪ 29 00:02:00,821 --> 00:02:02,677 ♪ 'Cause I don't know 30 00:02:02,678 --> 00:02:04,532 What I'd do ♪ 31 00:02:08,787 --> 00:02:11,394 ♪ Don't know what I'd do 32 00:02:11,395 --> 00:02:14,001 If I lost you ♪ 33 00:02:15,710 --> 00:02:18,213 ♪ So don't go ♪ 34 00:02:19,298 --> 00:02:21,507 ♪ Don't go... ♪ 35 00:02:21,508 --> 00:02:23,718 [♪♪♪] 36 00:02:27,306 --> 00:02:28,974 - CARLEY: - It may not look like it, 37 00:02:28,977 --> 00:02:30,371 But I'm totally shitting 38 00:02:30,372 --> 00:02:31,767 my pants right now. 39 00:02:31,768 --> 00:02:33,291 Mainly 'cause of this guy, 40 00:02:33,292 --> 00:02:34,812 Shin. 41 00:02:34,813 --> 00:02:36,315 If I don't land this jump, 42 00:02:36,316 --> 00:02:37,815 he's going to yell at me. 43 00:02:37,816 --> 00:02:39,192 Well, he'll do that either way 44 00:02:39,193 --> 00:02:40,486 because that's how 45 00:02:40,487 --> 00:02:41,777 he motivates. 46 00:02:41,778 --> 00:02:45,489 [CROWD CHEERING] 47 00:02:45,490 --> 00:02:46,992 I'm also shitting myself 48 00:02:46,993 --> 00:02:48,492 because they're here. 49 00:02:48,493 --> 00:02:50,244 Mom and Dad. 50 00:02:50,245 --> 00:02:51,496 They paid a lot of money for 51 00:02:51,497 --> 00:02:52,746 me to skate over the years 52 00:02:52,747 --> 00:02:53,999 and if I let them down, 53 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:55,249 my dad's totally 54 00:02:55,250 --> 00:02:56,834 gonna make me pay him back. 55 00:02:56,835 --> 00:02:58,399 [LAUGHING] 56 00:02:58,400 --> 00:02:59,962 Okay, I'm joking. 57 00:02:59,963 --> 00:03:02,799 I just want them to be proud. 58 00:03:04,843 --> 00:03:06,886 [CROWD CHEERING] 59 00:03:06,887 --> 00:03:08,972 [WHISPERING INDISTINCTLY] 60 00:03:10,724 --> 00:03:11,934 SHIN: 61 00:03:11,935 --> 00:03:13,143 Those marks mean 62 00:03:10,724 --> 00:03:13,142 you must work harder. 63 00:03:13,143 --> 00:03:14,603 Much harder. More practice. 64 00:03:14,604 --> 00:03:16,062 More discipline. 65 00:03:16,063 --> 00:03:18,606 - Why are you talking like I - didn't just pass my junior test? 66 00:03:18,609 --> 00:03:20,608 - Wait, no, not pass, - I aced it. 67 00:03:20,611 --> 00:03:22,610 - I'm elite now! - You want a cookie? 68 00:03:22,613 --> 00:03:24,028 It's bad for training. 69 00:03:24,029 --> 00:03:25,530 - How are you not more - excited about this? 70 00:03:25,533 --> 00:03:26,614 - I could go - to the Olympics! 71 00:03:26,617 --> 00:03:27,740 I am happy. 72 00:03:27,741 --> 00:03:29,034 Would it kill you 73 00:03:29,035 --> 00:03:30,327 to show it? 74 00:03:31,286 --> 00:03:32,619 Old saying. 75 00:03:32,620 --> 00:03:33,747 Treat triumph 76 00:03:33,748 --> 00:03:34,872 like a funeral. 77 00:03:34,873 --> 00:03:36,750 Funeral like triumph. 78 00:03:38,793 --> 00:03:40,003 What does that 79 00:03:40,004 --> 00:03:41,212 even mean? 80 00:03:41,213 --> 00:03:42,630 - Only celebrate - at the end? 81 00:03:42,633 --> 00:03:43,965 - Where's the fun - in that? 82 00:03:43,968 --> 00:03:45,717 - I don't think Shin - believes in fun. 83 00:03:45,720 --> 00:03:46,843 Unless it involves 84 00:03:46,844 --> 00:03:47,968 plastic wrap. 85 00:03:47,969 --> 00:03:49,012 What are you guys 86 00:03:49,013 --> 00:03:50,054 talking about? 87 00:03:50,055 --> 00:03:51,327 We saw him jogging in the 88 00:03:51,328 --> 00:03:52,598 park with his arms and legs. 89 00:03:52,599 --> 00:03:53,830 And abs! 90 00:03:53,831 --> 00:03:55,059 Wrapped up in plastic. 91 00:03:55,060 --> 00:03:56,145 Hey, the man's 92 00:03:56,146 --> 00:03:57,228 been to two Olympics. 93 00:03:57,229 --> 00:03:58,354 Maybe we should do that. 94 00:03:58,355 --> 00:04:00,190 [LAUGHING] 95 00:04:05,112 --> 00:04:06,259 Seriously though, 96 00:04:06,260 --> 00:04:07,405 what did that even mean? 97 00:04:07,406 --> 00:04:08,949 [IN SHIN'S VOICE} 98 00:04:08,950 --> 00:04:10,490 Treat triumph like funeral. 99 00:04:10,491 --> 00:04:12,097 No way. 100 00:04:12,098 --> 00:04:13,702 My motto is always smile. 101 00:04:13,703 --> 00:04:16,289 I don't mean be fake, 102 00:04:16,290 --> 00:04:18,646 but always, always find 103 00:04:18,647 --> 00:04:21,001 a reason to be happy. 104 00:04:21,002 --> 00:04:22,567 And if you can't, 105 00:04:22,568 --> 00:04:24,130 smile anyway. 106 00:04:24,131 --> 00:04:25,839 Why the heck not? 107 00:04:25,840 --> 00:04:27,175 Hey Car, 108 00:04:27,176 --> 00:04:28,508 are you ready...? 109 00:04:28,509 --> 00:04:29,802 Oh my God. 110 00:04:29,803 --> 00:04:32,346 That dress is gorgeous. 111 00:04:32,347 --> 00:04:34,598 Mom got you the prom dress. 112 00:04:34,599 --> 00:04:36,393 - She said we could pick it up - if I made elite. 113 00:04:36,396 --> 00:04:37,582 It's beautiful. 114 00:04:37,583 --> 00:04:38,769 Thanks. 115 00:04:38,770 --> 00:04:40,730 - I call dibs when - that's a hand-me-down. 116 00:04:40,733 --> 00:04:42,274 Ah, no no no no no no. 117 00:04:42,275 --> 00:04:43,816 I have seniority. 118 00:04:43,817 --> 00:04:45,567 That dress goes up first. 119 00:04:45,568 --> 00:04:46,693 Okay, I gotta get dressed. 120 00:04:46,694 --> 00:04:48,322 - Hurry up! - Come down soon, okay? 121 00:04:48,325 --> 00:04:49,781 Okay. 122 00:04:53,576 --> 00:04:55,495 - MARK: - Okay, Joe. - Read back what we got so far. 123 00:04:55,498 --> 00:04:58,956 Yeah. Yes, yes. 124 00:04:58,957 --> 00:05:00,416 Don't even start. 125 00:05:00,417 --> 00:05:02,126 What does it even say? 126 00:05:02,127 --> 00:05:04,004 - You know what? - It's from my heart. 127 00:05:04,007 --> 00:05:05,587 Congratulating! 128 00:05:05,588 --> 00:05:06,922 Elite, baby! 129 00:05:06,923 --> 00:05:08,341 My sister's going to Sochi. 130 00:05:08,342 --> 00:05:11,093 We're so proud of you. 131 00:05:11,094 --> 00:05:12,178 Aren't we, Mark? 132 00:05:12,179 --> 00:05:13,305 Hey! Hey you, 133 00:05:13,306 --> 00:05:14,430 congratulations. 134 00:05:14,431 --> 00:05:16,016 - I gotta try and - fix this part up. 135 00:05:16,019 --> 00:05:17,976 - Sam, can you grab the - cake cutter for me, honey? 136 00:05:17,979 --> 00:05:20,187 - You know what? I am going to - take you skating next week 137 00:05:20,190 --> 00:05:22,063 - 'Cause I can still teach - you some tricks, too. 138 00:05:22,066 --> 00:05:23,294 Okay. 139 00:05:23,295 --> 00:05:24,523 [INDISTINCT DIALOGUE] 140 00:05:24,524 --> 00:05:25,983 [BOTH GIGGLE] 141 00:05:25,984 --> 00:05:27,652 - You know what? - Dad! 142 00:05:27,655 --> 00:05:29,029 - Why do you keep - saying drywall? 143 00:05:29,032 --> 00:05:30,051 Like, do you like 144 00:05:30,052 --> 00:05:31,072 working for me? 145 00:05:33,533 --> 00:05:35,243 - I'm gonna have - to call you back. 146 00:05:35,246 --> 00:05:36,369 Yeah. 147 00:05:36,370 --> 00:05:38,246 - I think we can - cut the cake now 148 00:05:38,249 --> 00:05:40,165 - Because he might have to - get back on the phone. 149 00:05:40,168 --> 00:05:42,167 - But, like, you're - not allowed to because. 150 00:05:42,170 --> 00:05:43,314 Do you cut it 151 00:05:43,315 --> 00:05:44,460 like this? 152 00:05:44,461 --> 00:05:46,128 [LAUGHTER] 153 00:05:46,129 --> 00:05:48,340 [♪♪♪] 154 00:05:52,677 --> 00:05:55,595 Thanks for coming. 155 00:05:55,596 --> 00:05:56,744 It just does what it wants? 156 00:05:56,745 --> 00:05:57,890 It does do what it wants. 157 00:05:57,891 --> 00:05:59,017 You're totally right. 158 00:05:59,018 --> 00:06:00,142 That's pretty cool. 159 00:06:00,143 --> 00:06:02,354 Yeah I mean it's. 160 00:06:04,000 --> 00:06:10,074 -= www.OpenSubtitles.org =- 161 00:06:14,615 --> 00:06:15,867 Hey! 162 00:06:15,868 --> 00:06:17,117 Is this your house? 163 00:06:17,118 --> 00:06:18,495 - Only in the winter. - Really? 164 00:06:18,498 --> 00:06:20,330 - Yeah, I summer - in Costa Rico. 165 00:06:20,333 --> 00:06:21,579 Costa Rica. 166 00:06:21,580 --> 00:06:23,208 - What? - It's Costa Rica. 167 00:06:23,211 --> 00:06:24,877 Ignore my geographically- 168 00:06:24,878 --> 00:06:26,545 challenged friend. 169 00:06:29,506 --> 00:06:30,945 Thank you. 170 00:06:30,946 --> 00:06:32,383 Whoa, what are you doing? 171 00:06:32,384 --> 00:06:33,719 Nothing. 172 00:06:33,720 --> 00:06:35,052 You just have a lint. 173 00:06:35,053 --> 00:06:36,678 Got it. 174 00:06:36,679 --> 00:06:38,932 - I thought you were trying to - put a sticky note on my back. 175 00:06:38,935 --> 00:06:40,121 What? What would 176 00:06:40,122 --> 00:06:41,308 make you think that? 177 00:06:41,309 --> 00:06:42,642 God, I don't even know you. 178 00:06:42,643 --> 00:06:43,937 Don't we have 179 00:06:43,938 --> 00:06:45,230 biology class together? 180 00:06:46,356 --> 00:06:47,731 Do you believe this guy? 181 00:06:47,732 --> 00:06:49,525 Accusing me? 182 00:06:49,526 --> 00:06:51,049 It's just that there's 183 00:06:51,050 --> 00:06:52,570 a bunch on peoples' backs, 184 00:06:52,571 --> 00:06:54,281 - and you have one - balled up in your hand. 185 00:06:54,284 --> 00:06:55,989 No I don't. 186 00:06:55,990 --> 00:06:57,534 That's... 187 00:06:57,535 --> 00:06:59,076 Preposterous! 188 00:06:59,077 --> 00:07:01,370 Yeah, that's preposterous. 189 00:07:01,371 --> 00:07:02,560 God, 190 00:07:02,561 --> 00:07:03,748 I don't even know you. 191 00:07:05,166 --> 00:07:06,750 Who do you think I am? 192 00:07:06,751 --> 00:07:08,378 I mean, who would 193 00:07:08,379 --> 00:07:10,004 do such a thing? 194 00:07:11,923 --> 00:07:13,591 Preposterous. 195 00:07:13,592 --> 00:07:14,883 Whoa, whoa. 196 00:07:14,884 --> 00:07:16,052 Let's see what's 197 00:07:16,053 --> 00:07:17,219 in your hand then? 198 00:07:17,220 --> 00:07:19,180 - No thank you. - Just let me see it. 199 00:07:19,183 --> 00:07:20,723 - No, seriously. - Never mind. 200 00:07:20,726 --> 00:07:22,183 I bet you 201 00:07:22,184 --> 00:07:23,642 I could guess it. 202 00:07:23,643 --> 00:07:25,562 Three tries and if you don't 203 00:07:25,563 --> 00:07:27,480 guess, I destroy it forever. 204 00:07:27,481 --> 00:07:28,647 And if I do? 205 00:07:28,648 --> 00:07:29,733 He takes you on date! 206 00:07:29,734 --> 00:07:30,816 With sex! 207 00:07:30,817 --> 00:07:32,359 Whoa, too far! 208 00:07:32,360 --> 00:07:33,445 I think 209 00:07:33,446 --> 00:07:34,528 that's a great idea! 210 00:07:34,529 --> 00:07:36,363 Just the date part. 211 00:07:36,364 --> 00:07:37,823 Absolutely not. 212 00:07:37,824 --> 00:07:39,199 Something else. 213 00:07:39,200 --> 00:07:40,285 Why, are you 214 00:07:40,286 --> 00:07:41,368 scared or something? 215 00:07:41,369 --> 00:07:43,705 I am a lot of things, 216 00:07:43,706 --> 00:07:46,040 but I am not scared. 217 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:48,667 Well, it's settled then. 218 00:07:48,668 --> 00:07:52,568 If I guess it right, I 219 00:07:52,569 --> 00:07:56,468 get to take you on a date. 220 00:08:02,098 --> 00:08:03,558 - [SIGHING] - Fine. 221 00:08:03,561 --> 00:08:04,622 And if you break this 222 00:08:04,623 --> 00:08:05,684 promise I will find you. 223 00:08:05,685 --> 00:08:07,978 Okay, start guessing. 224 00:08:07,979 --> 00:08:09,480 Cutie? 225 00:08:09,481 --> 00:08:11,982 Strike one. 226 00:08:11,983 --> 00:08:13,276 Okay. Okay. 227 00:08:15,736 --> 00:08:17,488 Mmm... 228 00:08:17,489 --> 00:08:19,031 Hottie? 229 00:08:19,032 --> 00:08:20,575 Wow, you have a high 230 00:08:20,576 --> 00:08:22,117 opinion of yourself, mister. 231 00:08:22,118 --> 00:08:23,224 John. 232 00:08:23,225 --> 00:08:24,328 Mr. John. 233 00:08:24,329 --> 00:08:26,331 Okay, third 234 00:08:26,332 --> 00:08:28,333 and final guess. 235 00:08:33,087 --> 00:08:35,881 Your phone number? 236 00:08:35,882 --> 00:08:37,842 [CRINKLING] 237 00:08:39,553 --> 00:08:41,053 Sorry, John. 238 00:08:41,054 --> 00:08:43,264 Enjoy the party. 239 00:08:45,433 --> 00:08:48,019 [LIVELY MUSIC PLAYING] 240 00:08:51,314 --> 00:08:53,587 ♪ Let's get on 241 00:08:53,588 --> 00:08:55,859 Another flight ♪ 242 00:08:55,860 --> 00:08:58,529 ♪ Maybe set out to sea ♪ 243 00:08:58,530 --> 00:09:00,470 ♪ Kick it up and 244 00:09:00,471 --> 00:09:02,408 Shake a fist at it ♪ 245 00:09:02,409 --> 00:09:04,536 ♪ 'Cause death is 246 00:09:04,537 --> 00:09:06,663 Harder to come by ♪ 247 00:09:10,124 --> 00:09:11,939 ♪ When you gotta 248 00:09:11,940 --> 00:09:13,752 Make a break for it ♪ 249 00:09:13,753 --> 00:09:15,484 ♪ 'Cause it's been 250 00:09:15,485 --> 00:09:17,214 A long time of this ♪ 251 00:09:17,215 --> 00:09:18,341 - GIRL: - Get up there, Becks. 252 00:09:18,344 --> 00:09:19,425 Go! 253 00:09:19,426 --> 00:09:22,428 ♪ Something has got to give ♪ 254 00:09:22,429 --> 00:09:23,784 ♪ Everyone here 255 00:09:23,785 --> 00:09:25,138 Is ready to go ♪ 256 00:09:25,139 --> 00:09:26,557 ♪ It's been a hard year 257 00:09:26,558 --> 00:09:27,974 With nothing to show ♪ 258 00:09:27,975 --> 00:09:30,978 ♪ From down this low 259 00:09:30,979 --> 00:09:33,980 It's only up we go, up we go ♪ 260 00:09:33,981 --> 00:09:35,254 ♪ Everyone here 261 00:09:35,255 --> 00:09:36,525 Is ready to go ♪ 262 00:09:36,526 --> 00:09:37,903 ♪ It's been a hard year 263 00:09:37,904 --> 00:09:39,278 And I only know ♪ 264 00:09:39,279 --> 00:09:41,572 ♪ From down this low ♪ 265 00:09:41,573 --> 00:09:43,700 ♪ It's only up we go 266 00:09:43,701 --> 00:09:45,825 Up we go ♪ 267 00:09:45,826 --> 00:09:46,994 [LAUGHS] 268 00:09:56,963 --> 00:09:59,006 Yo, Carley! 269 00:10:02,135 --> 00:10:03,344 What was that? 270 00:10:04,971 --> 00:10:05,971 What was what? 271 00:10:05,972 --> 00:10:07,265 Did you just yo me? 272 00:10:08,224 --> 00:10:10,643 Yes, I did. 273 00:10:10,644 --> 00:10:12,688 You know, you could have 274 00:10:12,689 --> 00:10:14,730 said hi, hey, hello, what's up. 275 00:10:14,731 --> 00:10:17,024 Go again. 276 00:10:17,900 --> 00:10:19,027 What? 277 00:10:19,028 --> 00:10:20,153 Go. 278 00:10:24,198 --> 00:10:26,742 I'm messing with you. 279 00:10:26,743 --> 00:10:28,495 [LAUGHING] 280 00:10:28,496 --> 00:10:30,245 Of course you are. 281 00:10:30,246 --> 00:10:31,371 You're really funny. 282 00:10:31,372 --> 00:10:32,644 But not about the yo-ing. 283 00:10:32,645 --> 00:10:33,915 Okay. 284 00:10:33,916 --> 00:10:34,958 No yo's. 285 00:10:34,959 --> 00:10:37,877 No yo's. 286 00:10:37,878 --> 00:10:39,045 Okay. 287 00:10:39,046 --> 00:10:40,507 - So can I walk - you to your door? 288 00:10:41,591 --> 00:10:43,050 - You can - never be too careful. 289 00:10:43,053 --> 00:10:44,885 - There's a lot of creepy - weirdos out there. 290 00:10:44,888 --> 00:10:46,220 Isn't that what a 291 00:10:46,221 --> 00:10:47,554 creepy weirdo would say 292 00:10:47,555 --> 00:10:48,994 to a girl walking around 293 00:10:48,995 --> 00:10:50,432 in the dark alone at night? 294 00:10:50,433 --> 00:10:51,539 Nine times out of 10, 295 00:10:51,540 --> 00:10:52,643 you would be right, 296 00:10:52,644 --> 00:10:54,186 but I'm not a creepy weirdo. 297 00:10:54,187 --> 00:10:56,460 See, that is totally what 298 00:10:56,461 --> 00:10:58,732 a creepy weirdo would say. 299 00:10:58,733 --> 00:11:00,859 Are you always like this? 300 00:11:00,860 --> 00:11:02,486 So effusive? 301 00:11:02,487 --> 00:11:04,237 Wow, that's a big word. 302 00:11:04,238 --> 00:11:05,698 That's a dictionary word. 303 00:11:05,699 --> 00:11:07,032 It's like preposterous. 304 00:11:07,033 --> 00:11:09,327 Hey, Carley. 305 00:11:10,537 --> 00:11:12,205 - Look, your friend - Becks said. 306 00:11:12,208 --> 00:11:14,207 - Rebecca. - Only I call her Becks. 307 00:11:14,210 --> 00:11:15,459 Well, 308 00:11:15,460 --> 00:11:16,709 I was talking to Rebecca, 309 00:11:16,710 --> 00:11:20,589 and she said 310 00:11:20,590 --> 00:11:24,466 you owe me a date. 311 00:11:24,467 --> 00:11:26,052 [SCOFFS] 312 00:11:27,303 --> 00:11:29,805 [CHUCKLES] 313 00:11:29,806 --> 00:11:31,558 Well played. 314 00:11:36,563 --> 00:11:38,313 So I was thinking. 315 00:11:38,314 --> 00:11:39,774 How about the zoo? 316 00:11:41,651 --> 00:11:43,527 It's a date. 317 00:11:43,528 --> 00:11:44,529 But it has to be 318 00:11:44,530 --> 00:11:45,530 sometime in the afternoon 319 00:11:45,531 --> 00:11:46,927 because I practice 320 00:11:46,928 --> 00:11:48,323 pretty much every day. 321 00:11:48,324 --> 00:11:50,201 - Practice. - For what? 322 00:11:50,204 --> 00:11:51,535 I'm a skater. 323 00:11:51,536 --> 00:11:52,850 You skate every night? 324 00:11:52,851 --> 00:11:54,162 Pretty much. 325 00:11:54,163 --> 00:11:56,081 I just got elite, so. 326 00:11:56,082 --> 00:11:58,083 Oh. 327 00:11:58,084 --> 00:11:59,668 Congratulations. 328 00:11:59,669 --> 00:12:02,254 You seem disappointed? 329 00:12:02,255 --> 00:12:03,652 It's just that athletes 330 00:12:03,653 --> 00:12:05,048 don't usually have much time 331 00:12:05,049 --> 00:12:06,508 for anything but themselves. 332 00:12:06,509 --> 00:12:08,385 Excuse me? 333 00:12:08,386 --> 00:12:10,429 I'm sorry. I didn't. 334 00:12:10,430 --> 00:12:12,056 - You're judging me - before knowing me? 335 00:12:12,059 --> 00:12:13,808 - Whoa, whoa, Carley, - this was going so well. 336 00:12:13,811 --> 00:12:15,602 Goodnight, Judge-y 337 00:12:15,603 --> 00:12:17,395 John Johnerson. 338 00:12:19,938 --> 00:12:21,961 At least I don't put 339 00:12:21,962 --> 00:12:23,983 stickers on peoples' backs. 340 00:12:23,984 --> 00:12:25,424 He waited around my 341 00:12:25,425 --> 00:12:26,862 front door for 20 minutes 342 00:12:26,863 --> 00:12:28,615 after I went inside. 343 00:12:35,413 --> 00:12:37,061 Oh. 344 00:12:37,062 --> 00:12:38,707 [CAR ALARM RINGING] 345 00:12:38,708 --> 00:12:41,628 [DOG BARKING] 346 00:12:51,137 --> 00:12:52,138 You're crazy, 347 00:12:52,139 --> 00:12:53,139 he's cute. 348 00:12:53,140 --> 00:12:55,307 He's crazy, I'm cute. 349 00:12:55,308 --> 00:12:56,975 - I just think he meant - dating an athlete 350 00:12:56,978 --> 00:12:58,645 - Was hard because... - I know what he meant. 351 00:12:58,648 --> 00:13:00,146 - I'm just. - SHIN: Carley! 352 00:13:01,230 --> 00:13:03,607 No phones. 353 00:13:03,608 --> 00:13:05,983 On the ice. Now! 354 00:13:05,984 --> 00:13:09,155 [♪♪♪] 355 00:13:13,242 --> 00:13:15,286 ♪ Stone walls 356 00:13:15,287 --> 00:13:17,329 And a heavy brow ♪ 357 00:13:17,330 --> 00:13:20,646 ♪ Paper legs we fold 358 00:13:20,647 --> 00:13:23,961 Without a sigh ♪ 359 00:13:23,962 --> 00:13:26,003 ♪ Sigh ♪ 360 00:13:26,004 --> 00:13:27,631 [COUGHING] 361 00:13:27,632 --> 00:13:29,488 Hey, does Carley 362 00:13:29,489 --> 00:13:31,344 look all right to you? 363 00:13:32,553 --> 00:13:35,096 [MOUTHING SONG LYRICS] 364 00:13:35,097 --> 00:13:36,682 [LAUGHS] 365 00:13:36,683 --> 00:13:38,267 Okay. 366 00:13:40,311 --> 00:13:42,437 [COUGHING QUIETLY] 367 00:13:42,438 --> 00:13:45,357 ♪ How do we get over ♪ 368 00:13:45,358 --> 00:13:48,194 ♪ How do we get over 369 00:13:48,195 --> 00:13:51,029 This time ♪ 370 00:14:04,544 --> 00:14:06,358 ♪ One foot 371 00:14:06,359 --> 00:14:08,171 In a sinking hole ♪ 372 00:14:08,172 --> 00:14:10,383 ♪ While the other's 373 00:14:10,384 --> 00:14:12,592 Trying to get ahold ♪ 374 00:14:12,593 --> 00:14:14,011 Water break. 375 00:14:14,012 --> 00:14:15,429 Two minutes. 376 00:14:18,558 --> 00:14:20,289 ♪ How do we get over 377 00:14:20,290 --> 00:14:22,019 This time ♪ 378 00:14:22,020 --> 00:14:24,146 [DOOR CREAKING] 379 00:14:29,068 --> 00:14:30,527 [HEAVY BREATHING] 380 00:14:30,528 --> 00:14:31,613 Wow, you're in 381 00:14:31,614 --> 00:14:32,696 here a lot for a man. 382 00:14:32,697 --> 00:14:34,113 Why are you out of breath? 383 00:14:34,114 --> 00:14:35,824 I don't know. 384 00:14:35,825 --> 00:14:36,993 Are you riding bike? 385 00:14:36,994 --> 00:14:38,159 Of course. 386 00:14:38,160 --> 00:14:39,433 Cardio every day. 387 00:14:39,434 --> 00:14:40,704 Training not only on ice. 388 00:14:40,705 --> 00:14:42,582 - I'm doing everything - I should be. 389 00:14:42,585 --> 00:14:43,707 What about diet? 390 00:14:43,708 --> 00:14:44,980 Cakes, cookies, 391 00:14:44,981 --> 00:14:46,251 ice cream, soda. 392 00:14:46,252 --> 00:14:47,502 Soda is devil! 393 00:14:47,503 --> 00:14:48,734 I'm not drinking 394 00:14:48,735 --> 00:14:49,963 devil soda, okay? 395 00:14:49,964 --> 00:14:51,403 I just need to catch 396 00:14:51,404 --> 00:14:52,841 my breath. 397 00:14:52,842 --> 00:14:57,513 [COUGHING, GASPING] 398 00:15:07,648 --> 00:15:09,775 [♪♪♪] 399 00:15:09,776 --> 00:15:12,987 [GASPING] 400 00:15:26,125 --> 00:15:27,606 [METAL CLINKING] 401 00:15:27,607 --> 00:15:29,087 [THUDDING] 402 00:15:48,355 --> 00:15:50,233 In movies, people 403 00:15:50,234 --> 00:15:52,109 are always fainting. 404 00:15:52,110 --> 00:15:54,235 When they're scared, tired, 405 00:15:54,236 --> 00:15:56,134 when they get a super 406 00:15:56,135 --> 00:15:58,031 dramatic piece of news. 407 00:15:58,032 --> 00:15:59,825 Here's a tip. 408 00:15:59,826 --> 00:16:01,891 In real life, people 409 00:16:01,892 --> 00:16:03,955 don't faint for no reason. 410 00:16:06,290 --> 00:16:07,500 - DOCTOR: - Deep breath in. 411 00:16:07,503 --> 00:16:10,878 [BREATHING AUDIBLY] 412 00:16:12,880 --> 00:16:14,445 He made me breathe in and 413 00:16:14,446 --> 00:16:16,008 out so many times I got dizzy. 414 00:16:16,009 --> 00:16:17,175 And then he said I had... 415 00:16:17,176 --> 00:16:20,012 exercise-induced asthma? 416 00:16:20,013 --> 00:16:21,347 - So am I gonna be - one of those kids 417 00:16:21,350 --> 00:16:23,099 - Who has to sit out - during gym class? 418 00:16:23,102 --> 00:16:24,600 - Well, at least - you have that now. 419 00:16:24,603 --> 00:16:26,977 How does this even work? 420 00:16:26,978 --> 00:16:29,187 Yeah, works just like that. 421 00:16:29,188 --> 00:16:30,606 Ew. 422 00:16:33,400 --> 00:16:36,903 [COUGHING] 423 00:16:36,904 --> 00:16:38,948 [INHALER PUFFING] 424 00:16:42,994 --> 00:16:44,912 - Hey, Nuggy. - You okay? 425 00:16:44,915 --> 00:16:46,579 What do you think? 426 00:16:46,580 --> 00:16:48,165 [LAUGHING, 427 00:16:48,166 --> 00:16:49,750 SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY] 428 00:16:52,545 --> 00:16:54,755 [♪♪♪] 429 00:16:59,635 --> 00:17:03,138 [HEAVY BREATHING] 430 00:17:03,139 --> 00:17:05,349 [♪♪♪] 431 00:17:08,268 --> 00:17:09,874 My problem's with breathing. 432 00:17:09,875 --> 00:17:11,479 What's blood gonna tell you? 433 00:17:11,480 --> 00:17:12,586 He's a little busy, 434 00:17:12,587 --> 00:17:13,691 Car. 435 00:17:18,696 --> 00:17:20,321 Do I at least get a lollipop? 436 00:17:20,322 --> 00:17:21,949 - Carley, please! - What? 437 00:17:21,952 --> 00:17:23,055 I always used to get 438 00:17:23,056 --> 00:17:24,159 a lollipop after a needle. 439 00:17:24,160 --> 00:17:25,451 What do you say, Doc? 440 00:17:25,452 --> 00:17:27,329 - You're gonna have - to schedule a follow-up 441 00:17:27,332 --> 00:17:28,454 For the results. 442 00:17:28,455 --> 00:17:29,957 - How long does - that usually take? 443 00:17:29,960 --> 00:17:32,043 Couple of days, usually. 444 00:17:35,922 --> 00:17:37,923 Thank you. 445 00:17:37,924 --> 00:17:40,800 See? 446 00:17:40,801 --> 00:17:42,845 - And then things just - kinda went back to normal. 447 00:17:42,848 --> 00:17:45,181 - Well, normal for me. - TEACHER: Homologous chromosomes 448 00:17:45,184 --> 00:17:46,641 First pair with each another 449 00:17:46,642 --> 00:17:48,100 and then they segregate to... 450 00:17:48,101 --> 00:17:49,165 Well thank you for 451 00:17:49,166 --> 00:17:50,227 joining us, Ms. Allison. 452 00:17:50,228 --> 00:17:51,396 I'm sorry. 453 00:17:51,397 --> 00:17:52,562 I was skating over lunch. 454 00:17:52,563 --> 00:17:53,856 Fascinating! When do you 455 00:17:53,857 --> 00:17:55,148 find time to eat? 456 00:17:55,149 --> 00:17:56,984 - CARLEY: - Don't worry, - I had a protein sh... 457 00:17:56,987 --> 00:17:58,526 You're being sarcastic. 458 00:17:58,527 --> 00:18:00,029 Mm-hm. 459 00:18:00,030 --> 00:18:01,530 Great. 460 00:18:03,157 --> 00:18:05,283 What are you doing? 461 00:18:05,284 --> 00:18:06,473 I told you. 462 00:18:06,474 --> 00:18:07,660 I'm in this class. 463 00:18:07,661 --> 00:18:10,163 Oh, you're a stalker? 464 00:18:10,164 --> 00:18:11,372 No, I'm not a stalker. 465 00:18:11,373 --> 00:18:12,875 - I've literally been - in this class 466 00:18:12,878 --> 00:18:14,167 With you this whole time. 467 00:18:14,168 --> 00:18:15,920 - I thought we were - just messing around. 468 00:18:15,923 --> 00:18:17,046 You're sitting in my seat, 469 00:18:17,047 --> 00:18:18,171 so can you move? 470 00:18:18,172 --> 00:18:19,632 - TEACHER: - Miss Allison? 471 00:18:19,635 --> 00:18:21,425 - Is my teaching - interrupting your argument? 472 00:18:21,428 --> 00:18:22,698 I've literally been 473 00:18:22,699 --> 00:18:23,970 sitting in this seat... 474 00:18:31,602 --> 00:18:32,749 TEACHER: 475 00:18:32,750 --> 00:18:33,896 Okay, everybody, we 476 00:18:31,602 --> 00:18:33,895 can thank Miss Allison 477 00:18:33,896 --> 00:18:35,126 for the pop quiz 478 00:18:35,127 --> 00:18:36,355 you're about to have. 479 00:18:36,356 --> 00:18:39,443 [GASPING] 480 00:18:41,695 --> 00:18:43,739 - SHIN: - Are you taking it correctly? 481 00:18:43,742 --> 00:18:45,178 Yes, I'm taking it 482 00:18:45,179 --> 00:18:46,617 as directed. 483 00:18:48,119 --> 00:18:49,600 If taking properly, 484 00:18:49,601 --> 00:18:51,079 problem is not medication. 485 00:18:51,080 --> 00:18:52,413 It is skater. 486 00:18:52,414 --> 00:18:53,624 For once, can you 487 00:18:53,625 --> 00:18:54,833 just get off my back. 488 00:18:54,834 --> 00:18:56,668 You know I have asthma. 489 00:18:56,669 --> 00:18:58,295 Yuzuru Hanyu has asthma. 490 00:18:58,296 --> 00:18:59,796 He also has gold medal. 491 00:18:59,797 --> 00:19:02,674 What's your point, Shin? 492 00:19:02,675 --> 00:19:04,217 Train harder, Carley. 493 00:19:04,218 --> 00:19:05,616 Otherwise, the only way 494 00:19:05,617 --> 00:19:07,012 you see Olympics is 495 00:19:07,013 --> 00:19:08,389 when you watch 496 00:19:08,390 --> 00:19:09,765 your friends on TV. 497 00:19:13,102 --> 00:19:15,812 [DOOR CREAKING] 498 00:19:15,813 --> 00:19:18,232 [PHONE BEEPS] 499 00:19:29,451 --> 00:19:30,785 Ow! 500 00:19:30,786 --> 00:19:32,017 [WHISPERING] 501 00:19:32,018 --> 00:19:33,247 The biology textbook. 502 00:19:45,885 --> 00:19:47,136 - CARLEY: - Wow, this is so pretty. 503 00:19:47,139 --> 00:19:48,304 - JOHN: - Yeah. 504 00:19:49,596 --> 00:19:51,639 Hold up. 505 00:19:51,640 --> 00:19:53,517 - [CHUCKLING] - What are you doing? 506 00:19:53,518 --> 00:19:54,518 It's a surprise. 507 00:19:54,519 --> 00:19:55,978 - Okay, - I hate surprises 508 00:19:55,981 --> 00:19:57,771 - And most girls don't - let guys blindfold them 509 00:19:57,772 --> 00:19:58,772 On a first date. 510 00:19:58,773 --> 00:20:00,233 - JOHN: - You don't trust me? 511 00:20:00,236 --> 00:20:02,109 - CARLEY: - Nope! Not even a little bit. 512 00:20:02,112 --> 00:20:03,381 JOHN: 513 00:20:03,382 --> 00:20:04,653 I don't think you have much 514 00:20:02,109 --> 00:20:04,652 of a choice, to be honest. 515 00:20:04,653 --> 00:20:05,738 CARLEY: 516 00:20:05,739 --> 00:20:06,821 Oh. Okay. 517 00:20:06,822 --> 00:20:09,033 [♪♪♪] 518 00:20:11,077 --> 00:20:13,452 Okay. 519 00:20:13,453 --> 00:20:15,185 JOHN: 520 00:20:15,186 --> 00:20:16,915 All right, watch your step. 521 00:20:16,916 --> 00:20:18,417 - You okay? - Yeah, yeah. 522 00:20:18,420 --> 00:20:19,625 Okay. Whoa! 523 00:20:19,626 --> 00:20:21,128 - All right, all right, - all right. 524 00:20:21,131 --> 00:20:22,338 I got you. 525 00:20:26,092 --> 00:20:28,010 Keep 'em closed. 526 00:20:30,512 --> 00:20:33,077 ♪ I wish I could 527 00:20:33,078 --> 00:20:35,641 Do better by you ♪ 528 00:20:35,642 --> 00:20:36,935 Keep 'em closed. 529 00:20:36,936 --> 00:20:38,917 ♪ 'Cause that's 530 00:20:38,918 --> 00:20:40,897 What you deserve ♪ 531 00:20:40,898 --> 00:20:42,815 Open your eyes. 532 00:20:42,816 --> 00:20:44,089 ♪ You sacrifice 533 00:20:44,090 --> 00:20:45,360 So much of your life ♪ 534 00:20:45,361 --> 00:20:47,279 [LAUGHING] 535 00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:48,906 - JOHN: - The cutest thing ever? 536 00:20:48,909 --> 00:20:50,656 It's the cutest thing ever! 537 00:20:50,657 --> 00:20:54,577 ♪ In order for this to work ♪ 538 00:20:54,578 --> 00:20:56,538 ♪ While I'm off 539 00:20:56,539 --> 00:20:58,497 Chasing my own dreams ♪ 540 00:20:58,498 --> 00:21:01,084 ♪ Sailing around the world ♪ 541 00:21:01,085 --> 00:21:02,545 ♪ Please know that 542 00:21:02,546 --> 00:21:04,003 I'm yours to keep ♪ 543 00:21:04,004 --> 00:21:08,091 ♪ My beautiful girl ♪ 544 00:21:08,092 --> 00:21:11,116 ♪ When you cry 545 00:21:11,117 --> 00:21:14,139 A piece of my heart dies ♪ 546 00:21:14,140 --> 00:21:17,227 ♪ Knowing that I 547 00:21:17,228 --> 00:21:20,312 May have been the cause ♪ 548 00:21:20,313 --> 00:21:22,315 ♪ If you were to leave 549 00:21:22,316 --> 00:21:24,317 Fulfill someone else's dreams ♪ 550 00:21:26,319 --> 00:21:28,925 ♪ I think I might 551 00:21:28,926 --> 00:21:31,530 Totally be lost ♪ 552 00:21:31,531 --> 00:21:32,866 [LAUGHING] 553 00:21:32,867 --> 00:21:34,200 That was crazy! 554 00:21:34,201 --> 00:21:35,827 Thank you. 555 00:21:35,828 --> 00:21:37,830 ♪ No delicate 556 00:21:37,831 --> 00:21:39,831 String of pearls ♪ 557 00:21:39,832 --> 00:21:41,416 That was so cool! 558 00:21:41,417 --> 00:21:42,875 No problem. 559 00:21:42,876 --> 00:21:44,962 [LAUGHING] 560 00:21:46,630 --> 00:21:47,964 Here you go. 561 00:21:47,965 --> 00:21:49,925 - Thank you so much. - Would I get one more? 562 00:21:49,928 --> 00:21:51,635 - No worries. - Thank you. 563 00:21:53,053 --> 00:21:55,222 So what were you saying 564 00:21:55,223 --> 00:21:57,390 about athletes again? 565 00:21:57,391 --> 00:21:58,850 Look, I'm sorry. 566 00:21:58,851 --> 00:22:00,602 - You know, I've - never seen someone fly 567 00:22:00,605 --> 00:22:01,749 So close to the sun 568 00:22:01,750 --> 00:22:02,895 and just: 569 00:22:02,896 --> 00:22:03,980 [EMULATES EXPLOSION] 570 00:22:03,981 --> 00:22:05,564 [BOTH LAUGH] 571 00:22:05,565 --> 00:22:06,650 Oh, yeah, and thanks for 572 00:22:06,651 --> 00:22:07,733 setting my car alarm off. 573 00:22:07,734 --> 00:22:09,068 That was super smooth. 574 00:22:09,069 --> 00:22:10,654 - Definitely did - that on purpose. 575 00:22:10,657 --> 00:22:12,614 - Oh yeah? - Yeah, I thought - It looked cool. 576 00:22:12,615 --> 00:22:14,533 - Yeah, you know, running - away like a little girl. 577 00:22:14,536 --> 00:22:16,410 - [LAUGHING] - Real cool. 578 00:22:16,413 --> 00:22:17,995 - It's a nice - picture in my mind. 579 00:22:17,998 --> 00:22:19,788 - You know, I call 'em - like I see 'em. 580 00:22:19,791 --> 00:22:20,915 Look, my ex-girlfriend 581 00:22:20,916 --> 00:22:22,040 was on the volleyball team, 582 00:22:22,041 --> 00:22:23,167 and she didn't really 583 00:22:23,168 --> 00:22:24,292 have time for anything 584 00:22:24,293 --> 00:22:25,628 so I guess that's 585 00:22:25,629 --> 00:22:26,961 why I said that. 586 00:22:26,962 --> 00:22:28,068 She was also cheating 587 00:22:28,069 --> 00:22:29,172 on me with Tom Hopkins 588 00:22:29,173 --> 00:22:30,590 - because he had a - driver's license, 589 00:22:30,593 --> 00:22:32,051 But I guess it made 590 00:22:32,052 --> 00:22:33,510 me kind of bitter. 591 00:22:33,511 --> 00:22:35,179 [LAUGHING] 592 00:22:37,056 --> 00:22:38,537 So athletics had 593 00:22:38,538 --> 00:22:40,016 nothing to do with it? 594 00:22:40,017 --> 00:22:41,810 No, I was just 595 00:22:41,811 --> 00:22:43,602 angry and bitter. 596 00:22:43,603 --> 00:22:45,564 So I hear 597 00:22:45,565 --> 00:22:47,525 you're also a singer? 598 00:22:48,775 --> 00:22:52,487 Sorry, I'm auditioning 599 00:22:52,488 --> 00:22:53,530 for the Berklee 600 00:22:53,531 --> 00:22:54,571 College of Music. 601 00:22:54,572 --> 00:22:55,948 It's in Boston. 602 00:22:55,949 --> 00:22:57,263 Wow, elite skating, 603 00:22:57,264 --> 00:22:58,575 singing. 604 00:22:58,576 --> 00:23:00,371 - You know, you're - starting to make the rest 605 00:23:00,374 --> 00:23:01,830 Of us look pretty lazy. 606 00:23:02,789 --> 00:23:05,041 You okay? 607 00:23:05,042 --> 00:23:06,918 Yeah, uh. 608 00:23:06,919 --> 00:23:08,211 You need my help? 609 00:23:08,212 --> 00:23:10,963 No, no. 610 00:23:10,964 --> 00:23:14,092 I'll be right back. 611 00:23:14,093 --> 00:23:17,262 [HEAVY BREATHING] 612 00:23:17,263 --> 00:23:18,431 - Oh, my God! - Carley! 613 00:23:18,434 --> 00:23:20,640 [♪♪♪] 614 00:23:27,981 --> 00:23:29,045 CARLEY: 615 00:23:29,046 --> 00:23:30,109 An athlete's heart rate 616 00:23:27,981 --> 00:23:30,108 should only be 617 00:23:30,109 --> 00:23:31,984 around 50 beats per minute. 618 00:23:31,985 --> 00:23:33,007 When the paramedics 619 00:23:33,008 --> 00:23:34,028 arrived to take mine, 620 00:23:34,029 --> 00:23:36,281 it was around 110. 621 00:23:36,282 --> 00:23:38,200 - That's like the beat of - a really fast dance song 622 00:23:38,203 --> 00:23:39,409 At a nightclub. 623 00:23:39,410 --> 00:23:40,599 Which explains 624 00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:41,787 why I was so thin. 625 00:23:43,497 --> 00:23:47,667 [MACHINE WHIRRING] 626 00:24:01,140 --> 00:24:02,639 [DOCTOR SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY] 627 00:24:02,640 --> 00:24:04,080 DOCTOR: 628 00:24:04,081 --> 00:24:05,519 I'm from 629 00:24:02,640 --> 00:24:05,518 the Oncology department. 630 00:24:05,519 --> 00:24:06,666 After the CT scan 631 00:24:06,667 --> 00:24:07,812 was completed, 632 00:24:07,813 --> 00:24:08,814 the radiology department 633 00:24:08,815 --> 00:24:09,815 asked me to come down 634 00:24:09,816 --> 00:24:11,274 and take a look at it. 635 00:24:11,275 --> 00:24:12,775 I was clearly able to see 636 00:24:12,776 --> 00:24:14,299 what was causing Carley's 637 00:24:14,300 --> 00:24:15,820 breathing problems. 638 00:24:15,821 --> 00:24:17,990 I have, uh, I have a spare 639 00:24:17,991 --> 00:24:20,158 inhaler in here. 640 00:24:20,159 --> 00:24:21,514 Mrs. Allison, I'm sorry, 641 00:24:21,515 --> 00:24:22,868 but that won't be necessary. 642 00:24:22,869 --> 00:24:24,621 It's not asthma. 643 00:24:24,622 --> 00:24:25,706 [DOCTOR CONTINUES 644 00:24:25,707 --> 00:24:26,790 SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY] 645 00:24:33,631 --> 00:24:35,047 [WHIMPERING] 646 00:24:35,048 --> 00:24:36,529 More tests to run, 647 00:24:36,530 --> 00:24:38,010 but we have a little... 648 00:24:39,637 --> 00:24:41,994 In a few seconds, they're 649 00:24:41,995 --> 00:24:44,350 gonna come in and hug me. 650 00:24:53,984 --> 00:24:56,153 Riley and Sam are gonna be 651 00:24:56,154 --> 00:24:58,321 holding in their tears. 652 00:24:58,322 --> 00:24:59,947 My dad's gonna hold my hand 653 00:24:59,948 --> 00:25:01,387 and tell me everything's 654 00:25:01,388 --> 00:25:02,826 gonna be okay. 655 00:24:59,948 --> 00:25:02,826 Hey. 656 00:25:05,245 --> 00:25:06,309 My mom 657 00:25:06,310 --> 00:25:07,372 will kiss my forehead. 658 00:25:07,373 --> 00:25:09,021 It's gonna be 659 00:25:09,022 --> 00:25:10,668 okay. Shh. 660 00:25:15,214 --> 00:25:17,465 It's okay. 661 00:25:17,466 --> 00:25:18,551 [CRYING] 662 00:25:18,552 --> 00:25:19,634 And I'm gonna nod 663 00:25:19,635 --> 00:25:21,074 and know they're only 664 00:25:21,075 --> 00:25:22,513 telling me half the truth. 665 00:25:31,855 --> 00:25:33,731 - [CRYING] - The truth is... 666 00:25:35,901 --> 00:25:37,776 The CT scan found a tumor 667 00:25:37,777 --> 00:25:39,008 on the right side 668 00:25:39,009 --> 00:25:40,239 of my trachea. 669 00:25:48,038 --> 00:25:49,998 I have cancer. 670 00:25:51,875 --> 00:25:53,356 DOCTOR: 671 00:25:53,357 --> 00:25:54,836 It's a malignant 672 00:25:51,875 --> 00:25:54,835 melanoma in your trachea. 673 00:25:54,836 --> 00:25:56,254 It's extremely rare. 674 00:25:56,255 --> 00:25:57,486 Only seven known cases 675 00:25:57,487 --> 00:25:58,715 in medical history. 676 00:25:58,716 --> 00:26:00,656 You, young lady, 677 00:26:00,657 --> 00:26:02,594 one in a billion. 678 00:26:02,595 --> 00:26:04,095 Wow. Lucky me. 679 00:26:04,096 --> 00:26:05,723 Well, you are lucky 680 00:26:05,724 --> 00:26:07,348 because we can remove it. 681 00:26:07,349 --> 00:26:09,226 Not today, because the tumor is 682 00:26:09,227 --> 00:26:11,102 right up beside your thyroid. 683 00:26:11,103 --> 00:26:12,646 So we have to use chemotherapy 684 00:26:12,647 --> 00:26:14,188 to shrink the tumor down 685 00:26:14,189 --> 00:26:15,357 to a size where we 686 00:26:15,358 --> 00:26:16,524 can get around it. 687 00:26:16,525 --> 00:26:18,151 In the meantime, you 688 00:26:18,152 --> 00:26:19,776 need this tracheostomy 689 00:26:19,777 --> 00:26:21,447 so you can breathe. 690 00:26:36,002 --> 00:26:38,714 [♪♪♪] 691 00:26:40,924 --> 00:26:43,343 [GASPING] 692 00:26:45,554 --> 00:26:48,140 [MACHINES BEEPING] 693 00:26:50,100 --> 00:26:52,311 [♪♪♪] 694 00:26:56,940 --> 00:26:59,693 [HEAVY BREATHING] 695 00:27:21,298 --> 00:27:22,967 Hey Nuggy. 696 00:27:22,968 --> 00:27:24,635 How you doing? 697 00:27:26,512 --> 00:27:28,179 Good morning. 698 00:27:28,180 --> 00:27:30,349 How you feeling? 699 00:27:55,873 --> 00:27:57,521 Hi. 700 00:27:57,522 --> 00:27:59,168 Hi. 701 00:27:59,169 --> 00:28:01,463 [MARKERS SQUEAK] 702 00:28:05,925 --> 00:28:07,553 [CHUCKLES] 703 00:28:18,104 --> 00:28:19,565 I'll take that one. 704 00:28:21,107 --> 00:28:23,693 Wow, that's big. 705 00:28:23,694 --> 00:28:27,406 [♪♪♪] 706 00:28:32,452 --> 00:28:36,247 ♪ Every night we go out ♪ 707 00:28:36,248 --> 00:28:38,480 ♪ We don't care 708 00:28:38,481 --> 00:28:40,710 Where we end up ♪ 709 00:28:40,711 --> 00:28:42,294 ♪ Everyone ♪ 710 00:28:42,295 --> 00:28:43,421 Hi. 711 00:28:43,422 --> 00:28:45,131 - No toys allowed. - It's okay. 712 00:28:45,134 --> 00:28:46,842 - It's so cute. - Oh, tell me about it. 713 00:28:46,845 --> 00:28:48,467 Let's go. 714 00:28:48,468 --> 00:28:49,761 Come on, come on. 715 00:28:49,762 --> 00:28:51,722 - But I'm her sister. - Let's go. 716 00:28:54,057 --> 00:28:55,350 No toys in the ICU. 717 00:28:55,351 --> 00:28:56,642 It's just for my sister! 718 00:28:56,643 --> 00:28:59,354 It's small! Man. 719 00:29:02,649 --> 00:29:06,485 ♪ As we walk down the street ♪ 720 00:29:06,486 --> 00:29:09,010 ♪ We don't see 721 00:29:09,011 --> 00:29:11,532 What people think ♪ 722 00:29:11,533 --> 00:29:14,411 ♪ 'Cause we don't care ♪ 723 00:29:18,791 --> 00:29:19,917 It's okay, you 724 00:29:19,918 --> 00:29:21,042 don't have to hide. 725 00:29:22,127 --> 00:29:23,295 I'm not wearing make-up 726 00:29:23,296 --> 00:29:24,463 either. 727 00:29:26,131 --> 00:29:27,382 Can I see it? 728 00:29:29,468 --> 00:29:30,949 Oh, come on, I'm going 729 00:29:30,950 --> 00:29:32,428 see it eventually. 730 00:29:32,429 --> 00:29:34,056 I bought you this 731 00:29:34,057 --> 00:29:35,682 giant, cute Panda. 732 00:29:42,689 --> 00:29:44,357 How are you? 733 00:29:49,404 --> 00:29:52,240 [♪♪♪] 734 00:29:57,203 --> 00:29:58,288 [CHUCKLES] 735 00:30:02,125 --> 00:30:04,251 You have amazing handwriting. 736 00:30:04,252 --> 00:30:05,671 [LAUGHS] 737 00:30:07,673 --> 00:30:08,987 Oh, you want to talk 738 00:30:08,988 --> 00:30:10,299 about embarrassed, huh? 739 00:30:10,300 --> 00:30:11,885 - That night - we brought you in, 740 00:30:11,888 --> 00:30:12,928 Your dad said he'd call 741 00:30:12,929 --> 00:30:13,970 my parents to pick me up 742 00:30:13,971 --> 00:30:15,264 because my phone had died. 743 00:30:15,265 --> 00:30:16,555 But he forgot. 744 00:30:16,556 --> 00:30:18,098 Not that I can blame him. 745 00:30:18,099 --> 00:30:19,685 - I tried to take - the train home 746 00:30:19,688 --> 00:30:20,749 And somehow ended up 747 00:30:20,750 --> 00:30:21,811 on the wrong train 748 00:30:21,812 --> 00:30:22,980 and ended up in the 749 00:30:22,981 --> 00:30:24,146 middle of nowhere. 750 00:30:24,147 --> 00:30:25,691 - And all the trains - stopped running, 751 00:30:25,694 --> 00:30:27,400 - So I had to knock - on this lady's door 752 00:30:27,403 --> 00:30:28,652 To use her phone at, 753 00:30:28,653 --> 00:30:29,902 like, two in the morning. 754 00:30:29,903 --> 00:30:31,697 She got scared, called the 755 00:30:31,698 --> 00:30:33,489 cops, and I got arrested. 756 00:30:33,490 --> 00:30:34,950 All right, not quite, but that's 757 00:30:34,951 --> 00:30:36,408 definitely what it looked 758 00:30:36,409 --> 00:30:37,785 like when cops pulled up 759 00:30:37,786 --> 00:30:39,579 - to my house - with me in the back. 760 00:30:39,582 --> 00:30:41,665 Right when all of my neighbors 761 00:30:41,666 --> 00:30:43,750 were leaving for work. 762 00:30:45,126 --> 00:30:46,586 It's okay, Carley. 763 00:30:48,505 --> 00:30:49,548 How about this? 764 00:30:49,549 --> 00:30:50,589 I'll make you a deal. 765 00:30:50,590 --> 00:30:52,967 You show me your trach tube, 766 00:30:52,968 --> 00:30:54,678 - and I'll show you - the scar I got 767 00:30:54,681 --> 00:30:56,034 When I sat on a broken 768 00:30:56,035 --> 00:30:57,388 bottle in the sixth grade. 769 00:30:57,389 --> 00:30:59,078 It's pretty gnarly, 770 00:30:59,079 --> 00:31:00,767 you're going to love it. 771 00:31:05,355 --> 00:31:06,961 CARLEY: 772 00:31:06,962 --> 00:31:08,567 A few weeks later 773 00:31:05,355 --> 00:31:08,566 I started chemo. 774 00:31:08,567 --> 00:31:11,528 Carley Allison? 775 00:31:25,083 --> 00:31:26,752 - Hi, Carrie, - I'm Sophie. 776 00:31:26,755 --> 00:31:28,169 - I'll be taking - your blood today. 777 00:31:28,172 --> 00:31:29,503 It's Carley. 778 00:31:29,504 --> 00:31:30,651 Now, did anybody 779 00:31:30,652 --> 00:31:31,797 take your temperature? 780 00:31:31,798 --> 00:31:33,007 Nope. 781 00:31:33,008 --> 00:31:34,299 Great. 782 00:31:34,300 --> 00:31:35,969 - Nobody took - your temperature. 783 00:31:37,804 --> 00:31:39,598 - Open. - Close. 784 00:31:40,849 --> 00:31:42,559 - How many chemo - treatments have you had? 785 00:31:42,562 --> 00:31:43,809 One. 786 00:31:43,810 --> 00:31:45,562 - Any nausea? - Yes. 787 00:31:45,565 --> 00:31:47,335 Diarrhea? 788 00:31:47,336 --> 00:31:49,107 Not since taco night. 789 00:31:50,191 --> 00:31:51,734 Funny. 790 00:31:51,735 --> 00:31:52,818 Any vomiting? 791 00:31:52,819 --> 00:31:54,279 - Nope. - [THERMOMETER BEEPS] 792 00:32:01,036 --> 00:32:02,099 How is it? 793 00:32:02,100 --> 00:32:03,161 What? 794 00:32:03,162 --> 00:32:04,162 My temperature? 795 00:32:04,163 --> 00:32:06,791 Normal. Why? 796 00:32:06,792 --> 00:32:08,208 Oh, no reason. 797 00:32:08,209 --> 00:32:09,795 - Okay, you'll be - experiencing some 798 00:32:09,798 --> 00:32:11,838 - Or all of the side-effects - I just mentioned 799 00:32:11,841 --> 00:32:13,255 During your treatment. 800 00:32:13,256 --> 00:32:15,216 Roll your sleeve up. 801 00:32:23,892 --> 00:32:25,143 Do I get juice after? 802 00:32:25,144 --> 00:32:26,393 What? 803 00:32:26,394 --> 00:32:29,001 You know when people give 804 00:32:29,002 --> 00:32:31,608 blood... ah, never mind. 805 00:32:34,444 --> 00:32:36,989 Hold that, put pressure on it. 806 00:32:47,624 --> 00:32:49,751 What an asshole, right? 807 00:32:51,419 --> 00:32:52,962 Oh, thank you so... 808 00:32:52,963 --> 00:32:54,110 Did you just call me 809 00:32:54,111 --> 00:32:55,256 an asshole? 810 00:32:56,842 --> 00:32:59,031 No, um, I was messaging 811 00:32:59,032 --> 00:33:01,219 someone and I meant them. 812 00:33:01,220 --> 00:33:02,972 Mm-hm, 813 00:33:02,973 --> 00:33:04,724 I'll see you next week. 814 00:33:06,768 --> 00:33:08,770 - At first I didn't get - all the gross side effects 815 00:33:08,773 --> 00:33:10,063 - They said I would - from chemo. 816 00:33:10,066 --> 00:33:12,273 But you know what was gross? 817 00:33:15,568 --> 00:33:16,569 Hey. 818 00:33:16,570 --> 00:33:17,570 We ready? 819 00:33:17,571 --> 00:33:19,281 You got this. 820 00:33:19,282 --> 00:33:20,990 Relax. 821 00:33:20,991 --> 00:33:22,491 Take a deep breath. 822 00:33:22,492 --> 00:33:24,994 Deep breath. 823 00:33:24,995 --> 00:33:26,913 [RUSTLING] 824 00:33:28,581 --> 00:33:29,999 Thanks, Hun. 825 00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:31,543 Okay so we're just 826 00:33:31,544 --> 00:33:33,085 looking for any redness, 827 00:33:33,086 --> 00:33:37,006 hardness, drainage, bruising. 828 00:33:37,007 --> 00:33:38,863 And also be aware 829 00:33:38,864 --> 00:33:40,718 of any bad odors. 830 00:33:40,719 --> 00:33:41,804 You mean other 831 00:33:41,805 --> 00:33:42,888 than Carley's breath? 832 00:33:44,556 --> 00:33:46,348 Hello? 833 00:33:46,349 --> 00:33:47,808 Hi, John. 834 00:33:47,809 --> 00:33:49,477 - I tried to knock, - but nobody came 835 00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:50,583 To the door, 836 00:33:50,584 --> 00:33:51,687 so I just... Holy. 837 00:33:51,688 --> 00:33:53,272 - We're just changing - her trach tube. 838 00:33:53,273 --> 00:33:54,273 Okay, got it. 839 00:33:54,274 --> 00:33:55,901 - There we go, - we got it. 840 00:33:55,904 --> 00:33:57,504 - There, perfect. - We got it, we got it. 841 00:34:02,532 --> 00:34:03,782 Get another one. 842 00:34:03,783 --> 00:34:05,097 Where? 843 00:34:05,098 --> 00:34:06,410 Bathroom. 844 00:34:06,411 --> 00:34:07,995 Upstairs bathroom! 845 00:34:07,996 --> 00:34:09,246 Sorry! 846 00:34:09,247 --> 00:34:10,603 MAY: 847 00:34:10,604 --> 00:34:11,958 Hurry up! 848 00:34:09,247 --> 00:34:11,957 She can't breathe! 849 00:34:11,958 --> 00:34:14,376 [♪♪♪] 850 00:34:14,377 --> 00:34:16,336 Come on, Sam, hurry up! 851 00:34:16,337 --> 00:34:17,693 You're okay. 852 00:34:17,694 --> 00:34:19,048 You're okay. 853 00:34:19,049 --> 00:34:20,424 You're gonna be okay. 854 00:34:20,425 --> 00:34:22,052 - Come on! - We don't have much time! 855 00:34:22,055 --> 00:34:23,511 I know! 856 00:34:24,345 --> 00:34:25,889 Got it? 857 00:34:25,890 --> 00:34:27,431 Sure. Okay. 858 00:34:27,432 --> 00:34:28,975 I got it! 859 00:34:28,976 --> 00:34:30,517 [MAY & MARK SPEAK INDISTINCTLY] 860 00:34:30,518 --> 00:34:32,437 - JOHN: - I got it, I got it. 861 00:34:32,440 --> 00:34:33,563 May! 862 00:34:33,564 --> 00:34:34,689 Okay. 863 00:34:36,441 --> 00:34:37,734 - Okay. It's okay. - It's okay. 864 00:34:37,737 --> 00:34:39,485 - It's okay - just try not to move! 865 00:34:39,488 --> 00:34:41,071 - MAY: - Okay, okay, okay. 866 00:34:41,074 --> 00:34:42,969 Stay calm okay? 867 00:34:42,970 --> 00:34:44,865 Try not to move. 868 00:34:44,866 --> 00:34:46,743 - Here we go, sweetie. - Stay still. 869 00:34:46,746 --> 00:34:49,120 Here we go, and... 870 00:34:49,121 --> 00:34:51,497 [GASPING] 871 00:34:53,416 --> 00:34:55,293 [LAUGHING] 872 00:35:02,092 --> 00:35:04,844 So gross. 873 00:35:06,471 --> 00:35:08,140 That's good. 874 00:35:08,141 --> 00:35:09,807 I got it, I got it. 875 00:35:09,808 --> 00:35:11,372 You sure you guys 876 00:35:11,373 --> 00:35:12,935 don't need any help? 877 00:35:12,936 --> 00:35:14,229 Oh, really, Mom, 878 00:35:14,230 --> 00:35:15,521 we are fine. 879 00:35:17,149 --> 00:35:20,234 [LAUGHING] 880 00:35:20,235 --> 00:35:21,257 This is not an indication 881 00:35:21,258 --> 00:35:22,278 of my culinary skills. 882 00:35:22,279 --> 00:35:24,239 - You saw that. - That was completely him. 883 00:35:24,242 --> 00:35:26,364 That was all him. 884 00:35:26,365 --> 00:35:27,596 Look, really, you go relax 885 00:35:27,597 --> 00:35:28,826 and you'll know dinner's ready 886 00:35:28,827 --> 00:35:30,516 when smoke comes pouring 887 00:35:30,517 --> 00:35:32,205 out of the kitchen. 888 00:35:35,083 --> 00:35:37,459 I think they like you. 889 00:35:37,460 --> 00:35:38,794 That's good. 890 00:35:38,795 --> 00:35:40,130 I'm a pretty likable 891 00:35:40,131 --> 00:35:41,464 guy though, so. 892 00:35:45,051 --> 00:35:46,052 So when am I going 893 00:35:46,053 --> 00:35:47,053 to meet your parents? 894 00:35:47,054 --> 00:35:48,972 - Well, I figured after we - burn down this kitchen, 895 00:35:48,975 --> 00:35:50,015 We'll probably have 896 00:35:50,016 --> 00:35:51,056 to go to my place. 897 00:35:51,057 --> 00:35:52,934 Seriously. 898 00:35:54,060 --> 00:35:56,395 Do you want to wait? 899 00:35:58,231 --> 00:35:59,815 No, no. 900 00:35:59,816 --> 00:36:02,484 Whenever you want, Carley. 901 00:36:02,485 --> 00:36:04,737 What? 902 00:36:08,700 --> 00:36:10,118 Uh... 903 00:36:12,829 --> 00:36:14,226 Um... Let's just wait 904 00:36:14,227 --> 00:36:15,622 until chemo's done. 905 00:36:15,623 --> 00:36:16,729 Whenever you want. 906 00:36:16,730 --> 00:36:17,834 Really. 907 00:36:19,711 --> 00:36:21,943 Look, I should probably 908 00:36:21,944 --> 00:36:24,173 tell you that... I love... 909 00:36:24,174 --> 00:36:25,676 No, no! 910 00:36:25,677 --> 00:36:27,176 What? 911 00:36:27,177 --> 00:36:28,783 I was gonna tell you 912 00:36:28,784 --> 00:36:30,387 how much I love carrots. 913 00:36:30,388 --> 00:36:31,890 They are delicious. 914 00:36:33,308 --> 00:36:35,101 - I should probably cut - some more. 915 00:36:36,353 --> 00:36:38,354 John. 916 00:36:38,355 --> 00:36:40,232 Yeah? 917 00:36:41,900 --> 00:36:44,549 You know this is going 918 00:36:44,550 --> 00:36:47,196 to get ugly, right? 919 00:36:47,197 --> 00:36:49,073 I don't care. 920 00:36:49,074 --> 00:36:50,741 Okay, but just listen. 921 00:36:50,742 --> 00:36:52,202 Come here. 922 00:36:53,494 --> 00:36:56,788 Look, I'm gonna be bald, 923 00:36:56,789 --> 00:36:58,604 and pukey and I'm 924 00:36:58,605 --> 00:37:00,417 gonna smell like ass, 925 00:37:00,418 --> 00:37:01,878 so I just want you to 926 00:37:01,879 --> 00:37:03,337 picture all of that. 927 00:37:03,338 --> 00:37:04,464 I don't know what 928 00:37:04,465 --> 00:37:05,589 you want me to say. 929 00:37:05,590 --> 00:37:07,071 You don't have permission 930 00:37:07,072 --> 00:37:08,550 to feel bad for me. 931 00:37:08,551 --> 00:37:10,845 I'm always going to be 932 00:37:10,846 --> 00:37:13,138 there for you, Carley. 933 00:37:13,139 --> 00:37:15,682 I promise. 934 00:37:15,683 --> 00:37:18,186 That's a pretty big promise. 935 00:37:23,441 --> 00:37:26,193 If you're in this... 936 00:37:26,194 --> 00:37:28,718 promise me... 937 00:37:28,719 --> 00:37:31,241 you will always smile. 938 00:37:34,286 --> 00:37:36,996 Always. 939 00:37:42,460 --> 00:37:45,004 I made you a promise. 940 00:37:48,466 --> 00:37:49,759 So what did you 941 00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:51,051 say you love again? 942 00:37:51,052 --> 00:37:52,469 Actually I can't remember. 943 00:37:52,470 --> 00:37:54,263 Oh, yeah? 944 00:37:54,264 --> 00:37:56,349 You. 945 00:38:00,270 --> 00:38:02,563 I love you, Carley. 946 00:38:06,234 --> 00:38:08,194 Cool! 947 00:38:12,449 --> 00:38:14,368 Okay, so, I'm recording this 948 00:38:14,369 --> 00:38:16,285 video for posterity, 949 00:38:16,286 --> 00:38:17,871 so if anyone, Sam, 950 00:38:17,872 --> 00:38:19,455 Riley, finds this, 951 00:38:19,456 --> 00:38:21,333 do not watch it or post it 952 00:38:21,334 --> 00:38:23,209 under penalty of death. 953 00:38:33,678 --> 00:38:36,054 Yeah, so there it is. 954 00:38:36,055 --> 00:38:38,016 I'm in the same club 955 00:38:38,017 --> 00:38:39,975 as Mr. Clean 956 00:38:39,976 --> 00:38:41,769 - and the National - Bird of America. 957 00:38:41,772 --> 00:38:44,147 I'm bald. 958 00:38:45,690 --> 00:38:47,901 I miss my hair, 959 00:38:47,902 --> 00:38:50,110 but this is awesome. 960 00:38:50,111 --> 00:38:51,821 Instead of washing, 961 00:38:51,822 --> 00:38:53,530 rinsing, conditioning, 962 00:38:53,531 --> 00:38:55,158 towel drying, hair-fryer drying, 963 00:38:55,159 --> 00:38:56,783 and applying hair products 964 00:38:56,784 --> 00:38:58,660 for 45 minutes every morning. 965 00:38:58,661 --> 00:39:00,663 I do this. 966 00:39:05,293 --> 00:39:08,046 There, that you can post. 967 00:39:10,465 --> 00:39:12,384 [UPBEAT INSTRUMENTAL 968 00:39:12,385 --> 00:39:14,302 MUSIC PLAYING] 969 00:39:31,319 --> 00:39:32,986 I can't hear you! 970 00:39:32,987 --> 00:39:34,280 Is that a yes? 971 00:39:36,366 --> 00:39:38,659 Yes, yes. 972 00:39:41,620 --> 00:39:44,832 [♪♪♪] 973 00:39:47,377 --> 00:39:49,128 - CARLEY: - Just stand like a human. 974 00:39:49,131 --> 00:39:50,796 - JOHN: - I don't know how to. 975 00:39:50,799 --> 00:39:52,131 - CARLEY: - Don't bend over! 976 00:39:52,134 --> 00:39:53,382 Just keep your back straight! 977 00:39:53,383 --> 00:39:55,134 - JOHN: - Oh, here we go! - Okay... oof! 978 00:39:55,137 --> 00:39:56,343 [LAUGHING] 979 00:39:56,344 --> 00:39:57,721 [GRUNTS] 980 00:39:57,722 --> 00:39:59,096 Are you okay? 981 00:39:59,097 --> 00:40:00,765 - Yeah, I'm okay, - I'm just embarrassed. 982 00:40:00,768 --> 00:40:02,100 - I'm supposed - to hold you up. 983 00:40:02,103 --> 00:40:03,268 - It's not your fault - you suck. 984 00:40:03,271 --> 00:40:04,894 - You're evil, - you know that? 985 00:40:04,897 --> 00:40:06,771 - Hey, I'm giving you - a private skating lesson 986 00:40:06,774 --> 00:40:08,440 - At a severely discounted - rate, so chill. 987 00:40:08,443 --> 00:40:09,940 Okay. 988 00:40:09,941 --> 00:40:11,026 No, but seriously though, 989 00:40:11,027 --> 00:40:12,109 you owe me 20 bucks. 990 00:40:12,110 --> 00:40:13,716 [LAUGHING] 991 00:40:13,717 --> 00:40:15,321 I don't have. 992 00:40:17,532 --> 00:40:19,784 [COUGHING] 993 00:40:23,121 --> 00:40:24,456 Hey, can we sit down? 994 00:40:24,457 --> 00:40:25,790 Yeah. 995 00:40:27,875 --> 00:40:29,960 [COUGHING] 996 00:40:29,961 --> 00:40:31,275 CARLEY: You okay? 997 00:40:31,276 --> 00:40:32,588 JOHN: Please don't let me go. 998 00:40:32,589 --> 00:40:34,923 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 999 00:40:34,924 --> 00:40:36,717 [GASPING] 1000 00:40:40,597 --> 00:40:43,266 That's better. 1001 00:40:44,601 --> 00:40:46,144 The cold air was like 1002 00:40:46,145 --> 00:40:47,686 a razor on my throat. 1003 00:40:52,442 --> 00:40:53,756 You know when we were kids 1004 00:40:53,757 --> 00:40:55,068 and we mastered a new skill, 1005 00:40:55,069 --> 00:40:56,571 our coaches would let 1006 00:40:56,572 --> 00:40:58,071 us ring that bell. 1007 00:40:58,072 --> 00:40:59,157 [CHUCKLING] 1008 00:40:59,158 --> 00:41:00,240 It was the best feeling. 1009 00:41:00,241 --> 00:41:01,993 - You know I have to - try that now, right? 1010 00:41:01,996 --> 00:41:03,286 Not until you become 1011 00:41:03,287 --> 00:41:04,579 a master of not falling. 1012 00:41:06,122 --> 00:41:07,539 Oh, you're on. 1013 00:41:07,540 --> 00:41:09,667 How difficult can it be? 1014 00:41:12,003 --> 00:41:13,004 This is one that you do, 1015 00:41:13,005 --> 00:41:14,005 right? 1016 00:41:14,006 --> 00:41:16,131 Like this? 1017 00:41:16,132 --> 00:41:17,799 Whoa... 1018 00:41:17,800 --> 00:41:20,261 [LAUGHING] 1019 00:41:22,347 --> 00:41:24,806 I will ring that bell! 1020 00:41:24,807 --> 00:41:26,141 Oh, no. 1021 00:41:26,142 --> 00:41:28,249 It's gonna be so perfect. 1022 00:41:28,250 --> 00:41:30,354 I'm so excited. 1023 00:41:30,355 --> 00:41:31,980 Hi guys! 1024 00:41:31,981 --> 00:41:33,608 I haven't seen you in so long! 1025 00:41:33,609 --> 00:41:35,233 How are you, Carley? 1026 00:41:35,234 --> 00:41:37,195 - Oh, I'm good. - I'm really good. 1027 00:41:37,198 --> 00:41:38,778 I miss you guys. 1028 00:41:38,779 --> 00:41:40,469 We need to do frozen yogurt 1029 00:41:40,470 --> 00:41:42,157 or something healthier. 1030 00:41:42,158 --> 00:41:44,742 Heh, heh. Yeah, sure. 1031 00:41:44,743 --> 00:41:45,807 Can she come to 1032 00:41:45,808 --> 00:41:46,871 your party too? 1033 00:41:48,122 --> 00:41:49,540 I'll forward the 1034 00:41:49,541 --> 00:41:50,957 invite to you, Car. 1035 00:41:50,958 --> 00:41:52,543 It's just three, 1036 00:41:52,544 --> 00:41:54,127 10 people max. 1037 00:41:54,128 --> 00:41:55,171 There. 1038 00:42:02,261 --> 00:42:03,929 You're kind of an asshole. 1039 00:42:05,682 --> 00:42:07,849 I just forgot. 1040 00:42:07,850 --> 00:42:09,164 CARLEY: 1041 00:42:09,165 --> 00:42:10,478 What's their problem? 1042 00:42:07,850 --> 00:42:10,477 It's not like I'm contagious. 1043 00:42:10,478 --> 00:42:11,979 - They don't think - you're contagious. 1044 00:42:11,982 --> 00:42:13,189 - Then what? - I'm gross? 1045 00:42:13,192 --> 00:42:14,524 - 'Cause I'm bald, - skinny, sick. 1046 00:42:14,527 --> 00:42:15,899 Why are you even with me? 1047 00:42:15,900 --> 00:42:17,527 - I'm with you because - you make me happy. 1048 00:42:17,530 --> 00:42:19,070 - Because of the way you... - No, stop it! 1049 00:42:19,073 --> 00:42:21,030 - I'm gross, and it - actually makes me so mad 1050 00:42:21,033 --> 00:42:22,365 That you're trying to pretend 1051 00:42:22,366 --> 00:42:23,699 I'm the same as I was. 1052 00:42:23,700 --> 00:42:25,367 Carley. 1053 00:42:25,368 --> 00:42:28,517 Carley, you are still the 1054 00:42:28,518 --> 00:42:31,665 smart, funny, beautiful girl 1055 00:42:31,666 --> 00:42:33,709 that you have always been. 1056 00:42:33,710 --> 00:42:34,815 It doesn't matter 1057 00:42:34,816 --> 00:42:35,919 what you look like. 1058 00:42:35,920 --> 00:42:37,714 - You have one of the - most beautiful hearts. 1059 00:42:37,717 --> 00:42:38,797 - Your eyes... - Ugh! 1060 00:42:38,800 --> 00:42:40,215 Just shut your mouth. 1061 00:42:40,216 --> 00:42:41,593 [BOTH LAUGH] 1062 00:42:46,264 --> 00:42:48,600 [♪♪♪] 1063 00:43:02,113 --> 00:43:07,660 ♪ It's hard to see your face ♪ 1064 00:43:10,246 --> 00:43:15,000 ♪ It's a million miles away ♪ 1065 00:43:16,377 --> 00:43:19,796 ♪ I can't help but think ♪ 1066 00:43:19,797 --> 00:43:24,384 ♪ What if I told you ♪ 1067 00:43:24,385 --> 00:43:28,555 ♪ I'm still in love with you ♪ 1068 00:43:28,556 --> 00:43:31,975 ♪ Would it break you ♪ 1069 00:43:31,976 --> 00:43:35,771 ♪ Would it take you down ♪ 1070 00:43:35,772 --> 00:43:39,441 ♪ Would it make you say ♪ 1071 00:43:39,442 --> 00:43:43,904 ♪ All that you wanted ♪ 1072 00:43:45,573 --> 00:43:49,284 ♪ See, now that you're ♪ 1073 00:43:49,285 --> 00:43:53,705 ♪ Standing in front of me ♪ 1074 00:43:53,706 --> 00:43:54,895 [SONG CONTINUES PLAYING 1075 00:43:54,896 --> 00:43:56,082 ON COMPUTER] 1076 00:43:56,083 --> 00:43:57,751 So is it any good? 1077 00:43:57,752 --> 00:43:58,753 JOHN: 1078 00:43:58,754 --> 00:43:59,754 It's great, Car. 1079 00:43:59,755 --> 00:44:01,443 You know this account 1080 00:44:01,444 --> 00:44:03,131 is public, right? 1081 00:44:03,132 --> 00:44:04,716 And? 1082 00:44:04,717 --> 00:44:06,177 Fifteen hundred people have 1083 00:44:06,178 --> 00:44:07,637 watched this already! 1084 00:44:09,138 --> 00:44:12,056 ♪ Like this ♪ 1085 00:44:12,057 --> 00:44:16,813 ♪ I care about you ♪ 1086 00:44:18,356 --> 00:44:23,819 ♪ I loved you ♪ 1087 00:44:23,820 --> 00:44:26,154 ♪ Oh ♪ 1088 00:44:26,155 --> 00:44:31,034 ♪ I loved you ♪ 1089 00:44:31,035 --> 00:44:33,078 [SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY] 1090 00:44:35,289 --> 00:44:37,500 [♪♪♪] 1091 00:44:52,598 --> 00:44:54,163 How you doing, Dad? 1092 00:44:54,164 --> 00:44:55,727 You warm enough? 1093 00:45:00,773 --> 00:45:02,045 Okay, 1094 00:45:02,046 --> 00:45:03,317 roll up your sleeve. 1095 00:45:15,912 --> 00:45:17,540 Did you see my video? 1096 00:45:18,624 --> 00:45:19,833 What video? 1097 00:45:19,834 --> 00:45:20,918 I did a song, 1098 00:45:20,919 --> 00:45:22,001 and it's on YouTube. 1099 00:45:22,002 --> 00:45:23,546 - Well I would lay off - the singing 1100 00:45:23,549 --> 00:45:25,297 - 'Cause you don't want - to ruin your voice. 1101 00:45:25,300 --> 00:45:26,465 Otherwise you might not 1102 00:45:26,466 --> 00:45:27,632 be able to sing again 1103 00:45:27,633 --> 00:45:29,092 even if you get better. 1104 00:45:29,093 --> 00:45:30,886 When. 1105 00:45:30,887 --> 00:45:32,303 What? 1106 00:45:32,304 --> 00:45:34,056 Not if. 1107 00:45:36,642 --> 00:45:38,665 Look, I don't know if you 1108 00:45:38,666 --> 00:45:40,687 are taking this lightly, 1109 00:45:40,688 --> 00:45:41,877 or if everyone around you 1110 00:45:41,878 --> 00:45:43,064 is choosing 1111 00:45:43,065 --> 00:45:44,150 not to tell you what's 1112 00:45:44,151 --> 00:45:45,233 going on here, 1113 00:45:45,234 --> 00:45:46,465 but you need to know exactly 1114 00:45:46,466 --> 00:45:47,694 what you're dealing with. 1115 00:45:47,695 --> 00:45:49,112 [SCOFFS] 1116 00:45:49,113 --> 00:45:51,031 - Do I have to be on - the actual brink of death 1117 00:45:51,034 --> 00:45:52,365 For you to be nice to me? 1118 00:45:52,366 --> 00:45:53,680 Carley, I just said 1119 00:45:53,681 --> 00:45:54,992 lay off the singing. 1120 00:45:54,993 --> 00:45:56,369 No, you said if. 1121 00:45:56,370 --> 00:45:57,871 I'm sorry if that's harsh, 1122 00:45:57,872 --> 00:45:59,540 but you need to know exactly 1123 00:45:59,541 --> 00:46:01,208 what you're up against. 1124 00:46:02,251 --> 00:46:04,420 I'll see you next week. 1125 00:46:06,046 --> 00:46:08,257 [♪♪♪] 1126 00:46:12,929 --> 00:46:14,431 Today was my first day 1127 00:46:14,432 --> 00:46:15,932 back at school in months. 1128 00:46:17,182 --> 00:46:18,559 My locker's going 1129 00:46:18,560 --> 00:46:19,936 to smell like shit. 1130 00:46:41,540 --> 00:46:43,999 Hey, Car. 1131 00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:46,462 Hey, Becks. 1132 00:46:52,593 --> 00:46:54,512 I'm sorry... 1133 00:46:55,972 --> 00:46:57,556 - about - back at the rink. 1134 00:47:00,476 --> 00:47:02,101 I got freaked out. 1135 00:47:02,102 --> 00:47:03,687 [ CRYING] 1136 00:47:03,688 --> 00:47:05,272 It's just, 1137 00:47:02,102 --> 00:47:05,272 I wasn't thinking. 1138 00:47:07,525 --> 00:47:10,862 I'm so sorry, Car. 1139 00:47:13,447 --> 00:47:15,825 I miss you. 1140 00:47:19,203 --> 00:47:21,747 I miss you so much. 1141 00:47:23,165 --> 00:47:24,876 - [CRYING] - I miss you too. 1142 00:47:30,756 --> 00:47:33,424 [LAUGHING] 1143 00:47:33,425 --> 00:47:34,948 Um... I would have an excuse 1144 00:47:34,949 --> 00:47:36,469 to wear a hat inside, 1145 00:47:36,470 --> 00:47:38,014 but what are you doing? 1146 00:47:43,435 --> 00:47:45,270 Oh, my God! 1147 00:47:47,690 --> 00:47:50,149 What did you do? 1148 00:47:50,150 --> 00:47:52,110 Solidarity. 1149 00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:54,530 [LAUGHING] 1150 00:47:54,531 --> 00:47:55,739 You look amazing. 1151 00:47:55,740 --> 00:47:57,449 - I want to show you - something. 1152 00:47:57,452 --> 00:47:58,784 - Follow me. - What? 1153 00:47:58,787 --> 00:47:59,869 Come on, run! 1154 00:47:59,870 --> 00:48:00,952 Oh, wait, what... 1155 00:48:00,953 --> 00:48:04,039 [LAUGHING] 1156 00:48:04,040 --> 00:48:07,250 Look! 1157 00:48:07,251 --> 00:48:08,919 [SQUEALING] 1158 00:48:08,920 --> 00:48:11,797 [CROWD CLAPPING] 1159 00:48:22,016 --> 00:48:23,434 They were raising money 1160 00:48:23,435 --> 00:48:24,852 for cancer research. 1161 00:48:26,562 --> 00:48:28,646 [CRYING] 1162 00:48:28,647 --> 00:48:30,858 [♪♪♪] 1163 00:48:33,109 --> 00:48:35,654 [RAZOR BUZZING] 1164 00:48:41,786 --> 00:48:47,206 ♪ Where were you all day ♪ 1165 00:48:47,207 --> 00:48:51,461 ♪ I'm waiting ♪ 1166 00:48:51,462 --> 00:48:54,881 ♪ All the place I craved ♪ 1167 00:48:54,882 --> 00:48:56,549 [RAZOR BUZZING] 1168 00:48:56,550 --> 00:48:58,844 [SCREAMING] 1169 00:49:00,888 --> 00:49:03,848 ♪ Cast you under ♪ 1170 00:49:03,849 --> 00:49:06,518 [RAZOR BUZZING] 1171 00:49:08,062 --> 00:49:10,273 ♪ Fresh match 1172 00:49:10,274 --> 00:49:12,483 Light underneath ♪ 1173 00:49:15,277 --> 00:49:17,467 ♪ The only thing 1174 00:49:17,468 --> 00:49:19,657 You help me out ♪ 1175 00:49:21,742 --> 00:49:23,369 Carley, I have short hair and I 1176 00:49:23,370 --> 00:49:24,995 want to do it anyway, it's okay. 1177 00:49:24,996 --> 00:49:26,039 I would've done this for 1178 00:49:26,040 --> 00:49:27,080 your mother, you know. 1179 00:49:27,081 --> 00:49:28,498 Aw, thank you. 1180 00:49:28,499 --> 00:49:30,209 Absolutely 1181 00:49:30,210 --> 00:49:31,918 not! 1182 00:49:31,919 --> 00:49:33,838 - I tried, guys. - I can't do it. 1183 00:49:33,841 --> 00:49:35,068 You tried! 1184 00:49:35,069 --> 00:49:36,297 It was a good try! 1185 00:49:36,298 --> 00:49:37,988 The thing is 1186 00:49:37,989 --> 00:49:39,676 someone has to try it. 1187 00:49:39,677 --> 00:49:41,345 [SCREAMING] 1188 00:49:42,304 --> 00:49:44,431 Come on, 1189 00:49:44,432 --> 00:49:46,557 oh, this is great. 1190 00:49:46,558 --> 00:49:47,518 Oh, my god! 1191 00:49:47,519 --> 00:49:49,082 I need time, 1192 00:49:49,083 --> 00:49:50,645 I need time! 1193 00:49:50,646 --> 00:49:52,147 Say goodbye. 1194 00:49:52,148 --> 00:49:53,315 - I'm so sorry, - Mom! 1195 00:49:53,318 --> 00:49:54,379 Okay, fine, 1196 00:49:54,380 --> 00:49:55,441 whatever. 1197 00:49:55,442 --> 00:49:57,486 [MUTTERING INDISTINCTLY] 1198 00:49:59,071 --> 00:50:00,823 I can't do it! 1199 00:50:00,824 --> 00:50:02,573 Oh, my God. 1200 00:50:02,574 --> 00:50:03,575 Oh, you are the 1201 00:50:03,576 --> 00:50:04,576 best daughter ever! 1202 00:50:04,577 --> 00:50:06,453 - Riley, Sam, - you get in here! 1203 00:50:06,456 --> 00:50:08,538 Come on! 1204 00:50:08,539 --> 00:50:09,665 I support 1205 00:50:09,666 --> 00:50:10,790 in so many other ways. 1206 00:50:10,791 --> 00:50:12,500 Yeah, me too! 1207 00:50:12,501 --> 00:50:13,711 Get out of here, 1208 00:50:13,712 --> 00:50:14,919 chickens. 1209 00:50:14,920 --> 00:50:16,422 Go watch your shows. 1210 00:50:16,423 --> 00:50:17,922 Oh, see how a man does it. 1211 00:50:17,923 --> 00:50:20,051 Bring it on, take some 1212 00:50:20,052 --> 00:50:22,178 notes and bring it on! 1213 00:50:23,512 --> 00:50:24,555 Taking one 1214 00:50:24,556 --> 00:50:25,596 for the team. 1215 00:50:25,597 --> 00:50:27,307 - He's gonna look weird. - No, he's not. 1216 00:50:27,310 --> 00:50:28,642 - With a face like that? - You sure? 1217 00:50:28,645 --> 00:50:30,310 - Anything - for my little girl. 1218 00:50:30,313 --> 00:50:31,353 I love you. 1219 00:50:31,354 --> 00:50:32,395 I love you. 1220 00:50:32,396 --> 00:50:33,522 You ready? 1221 00:50:33,523 --> 00:50:34,647 Okay! 1222 00:50:34,648 --> 00:50:35,900 I haven't done this before. 1223 00:50:35,901 --> 00:50:37,150 [LAUGHING] 1224 00:50:37,151 --> 00:50:38,298 MARK: 1225 00:50:38,299 --> 00:50:39,444 May, get in here! 1226 00:50:37,151 --> 00:50:39,443 She's on, she's on. 1227 00:50:39,444 --> 00:50:40,821 INTERVIEWER [ON TV]: 1228 00:50:40,822 --> 00:50:42,198 So how are you 1229 00:50:39,444 --> 00:50:42,197 dealing with all of this? 1230 00:50:42,198 --> 00:50:43,637 I decided to treat cancer 1231 00:50:43,638 --> 00:50:45,075 like a contact sport. 1232 00:50:45,076 --> 00:50:46,244 If I keep moving, 1233 00:50:46,245 --> 00:50:47,410 it can't get me. 1234 00:50:47,411 --> 00:50:49,080 - How do you stay - so positive? 1235 00:50:49,083 --> 00:50:50,872 Do you ever feel sad? 1236 00:50:50,873 --> 00:50:53,542 Yeah, I get sad. 1237 00:50:54,793 --> 00:50:56,587 - But life's too short - to be unhappy. 1238 00:50:56,590 --> 00:50:57,942 You can always 1239 00:50:57,943 --> 00:50:59,296 choose to be happy. 1240 00:50:59,297 --> 00:51:00,966 - What about people - with mental illness? 1241 00:51:00,969 --> 00:51:02,467 - Can they choose - to be happy? 1242 00:51:02,470 --> 00:51:03,740 Did they just ask Carley 1243 00:51:03,741 --> 00:51:05,011 a hardball question? 1244 00:51:05,012 --> 00:51:06,471 She's got this. 1245 00:51:08,766 --> 00:51:10,309 I know there are a lot of 1246 00:51:10,310 --> 00:51:11,851 people who are depressed 1247 00:51:11,852 --> 00:51:13,041 for reasons 1248 00:51:13,042 --> 00:51:14,229 they can't control. 1249 00:51:14,230 --> 00:51:15,606 But like any illness, 1250 00:51:15,607 --> 00:51:16,981 you can get help. 1251 00:51:16,982 --> 00:51:18,441 You just need support. 1252 00:51:18,442 --> 00:51:19,547 So if you know 1253 00:51:19,548 --> 00:51:20,651 someone who's ill, 1254 00:51:20,652 --> 00:51:23,029 you need to be there for them. 1255 00:51:23,030 --> 00:51:24,511 I couldn't have done it 1256 00:51:24,512 --> 00:51:25,990 without my parents... 1257 00:51:25,991 --> 00:51:29,368 my sisters, Sam and Riley... 1258 00:51:29,369 --> 00:51:34,249 and my boyfriend. 1259 00:51:34,250 --> 00:51:35,606 Ioannis, this girl, 1260 00:51:35,607 --> 00:51:36,960 she goes to your school. 1261 00:51:36,961 --> 00:51:39,712 Do you know her? 1262 00:51:39,713 --> 00:51:42,883 Umm, yeah. 1263 00:51:51,976 --> 00:51:53,478 Where's the goddamn 1264 00:51:53,479 --> 00:51:54,978 battery for this thing? 1265 00:51:54,979 --> 00:51:57,313 It's in my office. 1266 00:51:58,983 --> 00:52:00,547 Can we please 1267 00:52:00,548 --> 00:52:02,110 keep some semblance 1268 00:52:02,111 --> 00:52:04,361 of consistency around here? 1269 00:52:04,362 --> 00:52:05,677 [SIGHING] 1270 00:52:05,678 --> 00:52:06,990 What's wrong? 1271 00:52:06,991 --> 00:52:08,346 Just trying to document 1272 00:52:08,347 --> 00:52:09,700 our daughter's prom. 1273 00:52:09,701 --> 00:52:11,369 - You want help - with the camera? 1274 00:52:11,372 --> 00:52:13,247 - Nope. - You got that. 1275 00:52:17,168 --> 00:52:18,670 Maybe Carley can use 1276 00:52:18,671 --> 00:52:20,171 some help upstairs? 1277 00:52:21,839 --> 00:52:23,632 Riley and Sam are up with her. 1278 00:52:24,800 --> 00:52:26,342 Oh. 1279 00:52:27,511 --> 00:52:29,554 Oh, okay. 1280 00:52:31,556 --> 00:52:32,578 Okay! Just, 1281 00:52:32,579 --> 00:52:33,599 okay, what do I need? 1282 00:52:33,600 --> 00:52:35,476 Okay, um, let me see. 1283 00:52:35,477 --> 00:52:36,645 Okay. 1284 00:52:36,646 --> 00:52:37,812 Your face. 1285 00:52:37,813 --> 00:52:39,169 You make these weird faces. 1286 00:52:39,170 --> 00:52:40,523 MARK: Carley? 1287 00:52:40,524 --> 00:52:42,233 Dad, one sec! 1288 00:52:42,234 --> 00:52:43,423 Okay, look. 1289 00:52:43,424 --> 00:52:44,610 Perfect. 1290 00:52:44,611 --> 00:52:46,259 Wow. Car, 1291 00:52:46,260 --> 00:52:47,905 you look amazing. 1292 00:52:47,906 --> 00:52:50,867 Thanks. 1293 00:52:50,868 --> 00:52:52,307 Okay, go, go, go! 1294 00:52:52,308 --> 00:52:53,744 I need to change. 1295 00:52:53,745 --> 00:52:55,268 Love you. 1296 00:52:55,269 --> 00:52:56,789 I love you. 1297 00:52:56,790 --> 00:52:58,542 Let me see. 1298 00:53:01,628 --> 00:53:03,588 I love you. 1299 00:53:05,966 --> 00:53:08,927 ♪ Ground is rumbling ♪ 1300 00:53:10,512 --> 00:53:13,431 ♪ Walls are growing thin ♪ 1301 00:53:15,059 --> 00:53:19,354 ♪ Walls are rearranging ♪ 1302 00:53:19,355 --> 00:53:22,606 ♪ All is caving in ♪ 1303 00:53:22,607 --> 00:53:24,318 ♪ 'Cause I'm following 1304 00:53:24,319 --> 00:53:26,027 Your lead ♪ 1305 00:53:26,028 --> 00:53:28,029 ♪ Following your lead ♪ 1306 00:53:28,030 --> 00:53:30,323 ♪ Following your lead ♪ 1307 00:53:30,324 --> 00:53:32,533 ♪ Following your lead ♪ 1308 00:53:32,534 --> 00:53:35,453 ♪ It's the blind ♪ 1309 00:53:36,288 --> 00:53:39,291 ♪ Leading the blind ♪ 1310 00:53:40,834 --> 00:53:45,504 ♪ Oh, it's the blind ♪ 1311 00:53:45,505 --> 00:53:48,342 ♪ Leading the blind ♪ 1312 00:53:49,968 --> 00:53:51,762 [EXHALES] 1313 00:53:56,850 --> 00:53:58,059 Screw it. 1314 00:53:58,060 --> 00:54:00,271 [♪♪♪] 1315 00:54:06,110 --> 00:54:08,195 [WHIRRING] 1316 00:54:33,345 --> 00:54:34,430 Hi. 1317 00:54:40,894 --> 00:54:42,937 [CHUCKLES] 1318 00:54:42,938 --> 00:54:43,981 She looks 1319 00:54:43,982 --> 00:54:45,023 beautiful. 1320 00:54:47,818 --> 00:54:49,193 You look gorgeous. 1321 00:54:49,194 --> 00:54:50,611 Thank you. 1322 00:54:50,612 --> 00:54:53,365 Don't cry. 1323 00:54:57,035 --> 00:54:59,079 [CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS] 1324 00:55:00,122 --> 00:55:01,373 Someone's here 1325 00:55:01,374 --> 00:55:02,623 to see you. 1326 00:55:02,624 --> 00:55:04,834 What? 1327 00:55:04,835 --> 00:55:06,586 Come on. 1328 00:55:14,928 --> 00:55:16,263 Oh, my God, 1329 00:55:16,264 --> 00:55:17,596 you look incredible. 1330 00:55:17,597 --> 00:55:19,849 Yeah? 1331 00:55:19,850 --> 00:55:21,517 Yeah. 1332 00:55:23,228 --> 00:55:24,980 Come here. 1333 00:55:30,444 --> 00:55:32,653 I was gonna get a corsage, 1334 00:55:32,654 --> 00:55:34,344 but I figured you were probably 1335 00:55:34,345 --> 00:55:36,032 pretty sick of flowers. 1336 00:55:36,033 --> 00:55:39,995 So I got you this instead. 1337 00:55:47,002 --> 00:55:48,752 The C stands for... 1338 00:55:48,753 --> 00:55:49,753 Cancer? 1339 00:55:49,754 --> 00:55:51,630 Carley! 1340 00:55:51,631 --> 00:55:53,591 - Oh, my gosh. - What's wrong with you? 1341 00:55:53,594 --> 00:55:55,343 I'm kidding. 1342 00:55:55,344 --> 00:55:57,594 You are so weird. 1343 00:55:57,595 --> 00:56:00,015 It's beautiful. 1344 00:56:02,017 --> 00:56:03,206 Ow! 1345 00:56:03,207 --> 00:56:04,394 What is wrong with you? 1346 00:56:04,395 --> 00:56:06,021 - How much did you - spend on this, John? 1347 00:56:06,024 --> 00:56:07,562 It's none of your business. 1348 00:56:07,563 --> 00:56:09,773 You have college next year. 1349 00:56:09,774 --> 00:56:11,735 - You have textbooks - and beer to pay for. 1350 00:56:11,738 --> 00:56:13,487 - You have to return this. - No! 1351 00:56:13,490 --> 00:56:15,029 Return it! 1352 00:56:15,030 --> 00:56:16,427 Just let me put on 1353 00:56:16,428 --> 00:56:17,824 the damn necklace. 1354 00:56:30,254 --> 00:56:31,735 There's no way I'm 1355 00:56:31,736 --> 00:56:33,215 returning that. 1356 00:56:34,925 --> 00:56:38,011 Thank you, Mr. John. 1357 00:56:39,304 --> 00:56:41,515 [♪♪♪] 1358 00:57:01,076 --> 00:57:03,202 [♪♪♪] 1359 00:57:03,203 --> 00:57:05,289 [PEOPLE SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY] 1360 00:57:11,627 --> 00:57:13,837 ♪ Oh, sit back and listen in ♪ 1361 00:57:13,838 --> 00:57:15,132 ♪ I'll tell you a little story 1362 00:57:15,133 --> 00:57:16,424 Don't know where to begin ♪ 1363 00:57:16,425 --> 00:57:17,801 ♪ Close your eyes 1364 00:57:17,802 --> 00:57:19,176 And imagine with me ♪ 1365 00:57:19,177 --> 00:57:20,554 ♪ I'll paint a little picture 1366 00:57:20,555 --> 00:57:21,929 In your gallery ♪ 1367 00:57:21,930 --> 00:57:23,161 ♪ Tellin' more lies 1368 00:57:23,162 --> 00:57:24,390 Bend the truth ♪ 1369 00:57:24,391 --> 00:57:25,914 ♪ I guess that's what you call 1370 00:57:25,915 --> 00:57:27,435 A spoiled youth ♪ 1371 00:57:27,436 --> 00:57:28,604 ♪ I'm all right 1372 00:57:28,605 --> 00:57:29,770 But a bit uptight ♪ 1373 00:57:29,771 --> 00:57:31,294 ♪ Just keep me busy 1374 00:57:31,295 --> 00:57:32,815 On a Saturday night ♪ 1375 00:57:32,816 --> 00:57:35,443 ♪ All your moping ♪ 1376 00:57:35,444 --> 00:57:38,321 ♪ Giving me sorrow ♪ 1377 00:57:38,322 --> 00:57:40,971 ♪ Now you're leaving 1378 00:57:40,972 --> 00:57:43,618 I had a feeling, oh ♪ 1379 00:57:43,619 --> 00:57:46,101 ♪ When it's over 1380 00:57:46,102 --> 00:57:48,581 Tell it to me like it is ♪ 1381 00:57:48,582 --> 00:57:51,041 ♪ Tell it to me like it is ♪ 1382 00:57:51,042 --> 00:57:53,794 ♪ Tell it to me like it is ♪ 1383 00:57:53,795 --> 00:57:57,132 ♪ Tell it to me like it is ♪ 1384 00:57:59,092 --> 00:58:00,385 ♪ Forget about the story 1385 00:58:00,386 --> 00:58:01,677 I was gonna tell ♪ 1386 00:58:01,678 --> 00:58:02,930 ♪ I crumpled up the paper 1387 00:58:02,931 --> 00:58:04,180 Threw it into a well, oh ♪ 1388 00:58:04,181 --> 00:58:05,536 ♪ That's just the way 1389 00:58:05,537 --> 00:58:06,890 That life does go ♪ 1390 00:58:06,891 --> 00:58:08,414 ♪ How anyone gets by 1391 00:58:08,415 --> 00:58:09,935 Shit, I don't know ♪ 1392 00:58:09,936 --> 00:58:11,125 ♪ Rhythm blocks 1393 00:58:11,126 --> 00:58:12,313 From an itchy head ♪ 1394 00:58:12,314 --> 00:58:13,565 ♪ Spill from pen and paper 1395 00:58:13,566 --> 00:58:14,815 Till the day I'm dead ♪ 1396 00:58:14,816 --> 00:58:16,235 ♪ I'll wrap them up 1397 00:58:16,236 --> 00:58:17,652 In a melody ♪ 1398 00:58:17,653 --> 00:58:20,571 ♪ Sing it to you drunkenly ♪ 1399 00:58:20,572 --> 00:58:23,282 ♪ All your moping ♪ 1400 00:58:23,283 --> 00:58:25,951 ♪ Giving me sorrow ♪ 1401 00:58:25,952 --> 00:58:27,745 - JOHN: - Where are you taking me? 1402 00:58:27,748 --> 00:58:29,164 - [LAUGHING]: - I'm not telling. 1403 00:58:30,707 --> 00:58:32,750 - CARLEY: Oh, my God. - JOHN: Come on. You're so slow. 1404 00:58:32,753 --> 00:58:34,044 I can't run 1405 00:58:34,045 --> 00:58:35,337 in these heels. 1406 00:58:37,339 --> 00:58:40,217 [BOTH LAUGHING] 1407 00:58:50,227 --> 00:58:54,439 [♪♪♪] 1408 00:59:46,617 --> 00:59:49,118 [GASPING] 1409 00:59:49,119 --> 00:59:50,287 It's okay. 1410 00:59:53,039 --> 00:59:55,250 You look beautiful. 1411 01:00:07,887 --> 01:00:10,161 After they removed my tumor 1412 01:00:10,162 --> 01:00:12,433 people were always telling me 1413 01:00:12,434 --> 01:00:14,518 how great I looked. 1414 01:00:14,519 --> 01:00:15,979 They always leave out the "for 1415 01:00:15,980 --> 01:00:17,438 a person with cancer" part, 1416 01:00:17,439 --> 01:00:20,107 but it was still there. 1417 01:00:20,108 --> 01:00:22,901 I keep this picture to remind me 1418 01:00:22,902 --> 01:00:24,133 that this was the 1419 01:00:24,134 --> 01:00:25,363 worst I ever looked. 1420 01:00:27,282 --> 01:00:28,721 And when I woke up, 1421 01:00:28,722 --> 01:00:30,160 it the worst I ever felt. 1422 01:00:36,500 --> 01:00:39,711 [♪♪♪] 1423 01:00:41,129 --> 01:00:43,215 John could have any 1424 01:00:43,216 --> 01:00:45,300 healthy girl he wants. 1425 01:00:47,051 --> 01:00:48,261 A girl he can 1426 01:00:48,262 --> 01:00:49,470 take out on dates, 1427 01:00:49,471 --> 01:00:51,327 not a girl who can 1428 01:00:51,328 --> 01:00:53,182 barely stand from chemo. 1429 01:00:53,183 --> 01:00:55,101 - That night I didn't think - about the fact 1430 01:00:55,104 --> 01:00:56,415 That I couldn't eat cake 1431 01:00:56,416 --> 01:00:57,728 or that I couldn't dance 1432 01:00:57,729 --> 01:00:58,980 because I might faint. 1433 01:01:00,857 --> 01:01:02,442 Somehow it all went away 1434 01:01:02,443 --> 01:01:04,027 for one magic night. 1435 01:01:08,198 --> 01:01:10,367 It was perfect. 1436 01:01:15,372 --> 01:01:17,583 ♪ If it breaks 1437 01:01:17,584 --> 01:01:19,792 I'll give it back ♪ 1438 01:01:19,793 --> 01:01:22,670 High school was over. 1439 01:01:22,671 --> 01:01:24,421 [RAZOR BUZZING] 1440 01:01:24,422 --> 01:01:26,091 John should be getting ready 1441 01:01:26,092 --> 01:01:27,758 for the best years of his life, 1442 01:01:27,759 --> 01:01:29,031 not feeding a sick girl 1443 01:01:29,032 --> 01:01:30,302 watermelon popsicles 1444 01:01:30,303 --> 01:01:33,096 every time she spikes a fever. 1445 01:01:33,097 --> 01:01:34,703 JOHN [OVER PHONE]: 1446 01:01:34,704 --> 01:01:36,309 Carley, I just... I wanna 1447 01:01:33,097 --> 01:01:36,308 know what I did wrong. 1448 01:01:36,309 --> 01:01:37,748 If it's the fact that I haven't 1449 01:01:37,749 --> 01:01:39,186 introduced you to my parents, 1450 01:01:39,187 --> 01:01:40,626 I can explain. 1451 01:01:40,627 --> 01:01:42,064 They're just so Greek. 1452 01:01:42,065 --> 01:01:43,900 - If they find out that - I have a girlfriend 1453 01:01:43,903 --> 01:01:45,694 - They're going to start - planning a wedding 1454 01:01:45,697 --> 01:01:46,945 And I'm not joking, 1455 01:01:46,946 --> 01:01:48,195 all right? 1456 01:01:48,196 --> 01:01:50,280 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 1457 01:01:50,281 --> 01:01:51,783 CARLEY: 1458 01:01:51,784 --> 01:01:53,284 I know I'm going 1459 01:01:50,281 --> 01:01:53,284 to get better. 1460 01:01:56,120 --> 01:01:58,790 For the next little while, 1461 01:01:58,791 --> 01:02:01,458 things could get a lot worse. 1462 01:02:01,459 --> 01:02:04,295 [PANTING] 1463 01:02:05,881 --> 01:02:08,549 And let's be real. 1464 01:02:08,550 --> 01:02:09,968 John can't fight 1465 01:02:09,969 --> 01:02:11,386 this battle for me. 1466 01:02:13,012 --> 01:02:14,910 For a girl who's always 1467 01:02:14,911 --> 01:02:16,807 trying to make people smile, 1468 01:02:16,808 --> 01:02:18,101 I can't be the reason 1469 01:02:18,102 --> 01:02:19,394 he doesn't. 1470 01:02:31,656 --> 01:02:34,868 [♪♪♪] 1471 01:02:47,672 --> 01:02:52,510 ♪ I can hold my breath ♪ 1472 01:02:55,305 --> 01:02:59,935 ♪ I can bite my tongue ♪ 1473 01:03:02,019 --> 01:03:05,981 ♪ I can stay awake for days ♪ 1474 01:03:05,982 --> 01:03:08,902 ♪ If that's what you want ♪ 1475 01:03:10,737 --> 01:03:14,825 ♪ Be your number one ♪ 1476 01:03:18,244 --> 01:03:22,624 ♪ I can fake a smile ♪ 1477 01:03:25,877 --> 01:03:30,966 ♪ I can force a laugh ♪ 1478 01:03:32,216 --> 01:03:34,177 ♪ I can dance 1479 01:03:34,178 --> 01:03:36,136 And play the part ♪ 1480 01:03:36,137 --> 01:03:39,182 ♪ If that's what you ask ♪ 1481 01:03:40,892 --> 01:03:45,021 ♪ Give you all I am ♪ 1482 01:03:46,731 --> 01:03:50,776 ♪ I can do it ♪ 1483 01:03:50,777 --> 01:03:54,822 ♪ I can do it ♪ 1484 01:03:54,823 --> 01:03:59,410 ♪ I can do it ♪ 1485 01:04:01,579 --> 01:04:05,917 ♪ But I'm only human ♪ 1486 01:04:07,043 --> 01:04:08,753 ♪ And I bleed 1487 01:04:08,754 --> 01:04:10,462 When I fall down ♪ 1488 01:04:10,463 --> 01:04:13,800 ♪ I'm only human ♪ 1489 01:04:14,968 --> 01:04:16,365 ♪ And I crash 1490 01:04:16,366 --> 01:04:17,761 And I break down ♪ 1491 01:04:17,762 --> 01:04:19,869 ♪ Your words in my head 1492 01:04:19,870 --> 01:04:21,974 Knives in my heart ♪ 1493 01:04:21,975 --> 01:04:24,039 ♪ You build me up 1494 01:04:24,040 --> 01:04:26,102 And then I fall apart ♪ 1495 01:04:26,103 --> 01:04:30,025 ♪ I'm only human ♪ 1496 01:04:37,490 --> 01:04:39,450 - So you want to go riding - on Thursday, on Tuesday? 1497 01:04:39,453 --> 01:04:40,848 What do you think? 1498 01:04:40,849 --> 01:04:42,244 Can we go riding on Tuesday? 1499 01:04:42,245 --> 01:04:44,163 - Mm-hmm. - WOMAN: Yeah, we should do that. 1500 01:04:44,166 --> 01:04:46,041 - RILEY: - 'Cause we didn't - Get to go last week. 1501 01:04:46,044 --> 01:04:47,667 - MARK: - Yeah. 1502 01:04:47,670 --> 01:04:48,897 That'll be good. 1503 01:04:48,898 --> 01:04:50,126 Yeah. 1504 01:04:50,127 --> 01:04:51,733 SAMANTHA: 1505 01:04:51,734 --> 01:04:53,339 You have to brush up, 1506 01:04:50,127 --> 01:04:53,338 it's been a while. 1507 01:04:53,339 --> 01:04:55,465 Hi. 1508 01:04:55,466 --> 01:04:56,634 Okay, let's catch 1509 01:04:56,635 --> 01:04:57,801 up for a second. 1510 01:04:57,802 --> 01:04:59,554 So they originally thought 1511 01:04:59,555 --> 01:05:01,304 that my tumor was melanoma, 1512 01:05:01,305 --> 01:05:02,640 and it turned out to be 1513 01:05:02,641 --> 01:05:03,974 a clear-cell sarcoma. 1514 01:05:03,975 --> 01:05:05,206 So imagine melanoma 1515 01:05:05,207 --> 01:05:06,435 as a pack of rats 1516 01:05:06,436 --> 01:05:07,458 you discover nesting 1517 01:05:07,459 --> 01:05:08,478 in your garage. 1518 01:05:08,479 --> 01:05:09,939 Clear-cell sarcoma is worse. 1519 01:05:09,940 --> 01:05:11,398 Way worse. 1520 01:05:11,399 --> 01:05:12,859 Now imagine trying 1521 01:05:12,860 --> 01:05:14,317 to shoo them out, 1522 01:05:14,318 --> 01:05:16,529 - and discovering that - the only reason they're there 1523 01:05:16,532 --> 01:05:17,906 In the first place is to 1524 01:05:17,907 --> 01:05:19,281 feed on a termite infestation 1525 01:05:19,282 --> 01:05:20,534 that's running through the 1526 01:05:20,535 --> 01:05:21,784 structure of your entire house. 1527 01:05:21,785 --> 01:05:23,015 Clear-cell sarcoma of 1528 01:05:23,016 --> 01:05:24,244 the trachea is so rare 1529 01:05:24,245 --> 01:05:25,684 that it makes me one in 1530 01:05:25,685 --> 01:05:27,122 three and a half billion. 1531 01:05:27,123 --> 01:05:28,917 - I'm glad you brought - your family, Carley. 1532 01:05:28,920 --> 01:05:30,252 It's important for you to 1533 01:05:30,253 --> 01:05:31,585 have your support system 1534 01:05:31,586 --> 01:05:33,567 with you through the good 1535 01:05:33,568 --> 01:05:35,547 times and the bad times. 1536 01:05:35,548 --> 01:05:40,094 This... this is the former. 1537 01:05:40,095 --> 01:05:41,303 [SIGHS] 1538 01:05:41,304 --> 01:05:42,805 Sorry what's the latter? 1539 01:05:42,806 --> 01:05:44,432 - Is that the good times - or the bad times? 1540 01:05:44,435 --> 01:05:45,891 It's good. 1541 01:05:45,892 --> 01:05:47,227 You're only the second 1542 01:05:47,228 --> 01:05:48,560 known case in the world. 1543 01:05:48,561 --> 01:05:50,563 But it looks like 1544 01:05:50,564 --> 01:05:52,564 the surgery was successful. 1545 01:05:52,565 --> 01:05:54,566 I'm cancer-free? 1546 01:05:54,567 --> 01:05:56,110 Technically. 1547 01:05:56,111 --> 01:05:57,362 I gotta say you're trending 1548 01:05:57,363 --> 01:05:58,612 in the right direction. 1549 01:05:58,613 --> 01:06:00,261 But, I'm going need to see 1550 01:06:00,262 --> 01:06:01,907 four clear CT scans from you 1551 01:06:01,908 --> 01:06:03,785 - before I'm ready to - say that the chance 1552 01:06:03,788 --> 01:06:05,057 Of regression has 1553 01:06:05,058 --> 01:06:06,328 dropped exponentially, 1554 01:06:06,329 --> 01:06:08,832 which is 1555 01:06:08,833 --> 01:06:11,333 our best case scenario. 1556 01:06:11,334 --> 01:06:12,565 I love you! 1557 01:06:12,566 --> 01:06:13,794 Whoa! 1558 01:06:13,795 --> 01:06:16,672 [ALL LAUGHING] 1559 01:06:16,673 --> 01:06:19,884 [♪♪♪] 1560 01:06:22,053 --> 01:06:24,180 Oh, thank God! 1561 01:06:38,987 --> 01:06:41,364 [CRYING] 1562 01:06:42,991 --> 01:06:45,035 [WATER RUNNING] 1563 01:07:01,217 --> 01:07:02,801 Oh hey. 1564 01:07:02,802 --> 01:07:04,219 Sorry, I was just leaving. 1565 01:07:04,220 --> 01:07:06,471 I heard your good news. 1566 01:07:06,472 --> 01:07:07,514 Huh? 1567 01:07:07,515 --> 01:07:08,891 I heard your good news. 1568 01:07:08,892 --> 01:07:10,727 - As a science person - you should know 1569 01:07:10,730 --> 01:07:12,249 That there's a whatever 1570 01:07:12,250 --> 01:07:13,771 percent chance it comes back. 1571 01:07:15,398 --> 01:07:16,629 You pretty much 1572 01:07:16,630 --> 01:07:17,859 hate me, don't you? 1573 01:07:19,152 --> 01:07:20,195 Is that you asking 1574 01:07:20,196 --> 01:07:21,236 for an opinion? 1575 01:07:21,237 --> 01:07:23,488 [SCOFFS] 1576 01:07:23,489 --> 01:07:25,200 Come here for a second. 1577 01:07:29,996 --> 01:07:31,413 Look. 1578 01:07:31,414 --> 01:07:33,124 I'm sorry. 1579 01:07:34,584 --> 01:07:36,294 I know this might not seem 1580 01:07:36,295 --> 01:07:38,003 much to you right now, 1581 01:07:38,004 --> 01:07:39,485 but the only reason I said 1582 01:07:39,486 --> 01:07:40,964 those things to you is 1583 01:07:40,965 --> 01:07:42,216 because I've seen 1584 01:07:42,217 --> 01:07:43,466 way worse things come 1585 01:07:43,467 --> 01:07:45,301 from not saying them. 1586 01:07:45,302 --> 01:07:47,847 You know, it's twisted, 1587 01:07:47,848 --> 01:07:50,390 but someone in your position has 1588 01:07:50,391 --> 01:07:51,643 to not only look after 1589 01:07:51,644 --> 01:07:52,893 your own recovery, 1590 01:07:52,894 --> 01:07:55,835 but also the guilt of watching 1591 01:07:55,836 --> 01:07:58,774 your loved ones being sad. 1592 01:07:58,775 --> 01:08:01,486 The irony is that I work so 1593 01:08:01,487 --> 01:08:04,196 hard to keep people alive 1594 01:08:04,197 --> 01:08:05,699 and then they end 1595 01:08:05,700 --> 01:08:07,200 up hating me for it. 1596 01:08:08,952 --> 01:08:11,453 Are you okay? 1597 01:08:11,454 --> 01:08:14,520 You know, I'm on 1598 01:08:14,521 --> 01:08:17,584 hour 22 of my shift... 1599 01:08:17,585 --> 01:08:20,129 [CRYING] 1600 01:08:20,130 --> 01:08:22,673 And my cat has been alone 1601 01:08:17,585 --> 01:08:22,673 for this whole time. 1602 01:08:24,634 --> 01:08:26,740 [LAUGHING] 1603 01:08:26,741 --> 01:08:28,845 Oh, come on, it's my cat. 1604 01:08:28,846 --> 01:08:30,890 [BOTH LAUGHING] 1605 01:08:33,101 --> 01:08:34,373 You wouldn't laugh if you 1606 01:08:34,374 --> 01:08:35,645 saw him, he's adorable. 1607 01:08:38,273 --> 01:08:39,462 [SNIFFLES] 1608 01:08:39,463 --> 01:08:40,650 My... 1609 01:08:42,401 --> 01:08:44,070 - [CRYING] - My dad went. 1610 01:08:45,488 --> 01:08:47,697 I'm so sorry. 1611 01:08:47,698 --> 01:08:49,908 Thank you. 1612 01:08:49,909 --> 01:08:51,557 That comes after 1613 01:08:51,558 --> 01:08:53,203 your cat being alone? 1614 01:08:53,204 --> 01:08:54,602 [LAUGHING] 1615 01:08:54,603 --> 01:08:55,998 It's weird, right. 1616 01:08:55,999 --> 01:08:57,708 - [SNIFFLES] - Yeah. 1617 01:09:07,302 --> 01:09:08,803 Thank you. 1618 01:09:10,805 --> 01:09:12,514 For all of your help. 1619 01:09:12,515 --> 01:09:15,101 Well, thank you 1620 01:09:15,102 --> 01:09:17,686 for busting my ass. 1621 01:09:17,687 --> 01:09:20,396 [BOTH LAUGH] 1622 01:09:20,397 --> 01:09:21,982 It's weird to say it, 1623 01:09:21,983 --> 01:09:23,566 but you. uh... 1624 01:09:23,567 --> 01:09:24,652 you killed cancer, 1625 01:09:24,653 --> 01:09:25,736 Carley. 1626 01:09:27,030 --> 01:09:28,281 Good job. 1627 01:09:30,033 --> 01:09:31,555 Watch your leg 1628 01:09:31,556 --> 01:09:33,076 on the landing! 1629 01:09:33,077 --> 01:09:34,786 Engage muscles. 1630 01:09:34,787 --> 01:09:36,477 You look like a rag doll 1631 01:09:36,478 --> 01:09:38,165 on figure skates. 1632 01:09:38,166 --> 01:09:41,084 [BELL RINGING] 1633 01:09:41,085 --> 01:09:44,546 Hey, Shin. 1634 01:09:44,547 --> 01:09:46,445 CARLEY: 1635 01:09:46,446 --> 01:09:48,343 After a few months, I was 1636 01:09:44,547 --> 01:09:48,342 ready to start training again. 1637 01:09:48,343 --> 01:09:51,345 First, I give my apology. 1638 01:09:51,346 --> 01:09:52,868 I was bad coach. 1639 01:09:52,869 --> 01:09:54,389 No you weren't. 1640 01:09:54,390 --> 01:09:55,558 Good coach would have 1641 01:09:55,559 --> 01:09:56,725 known you were sick. 1642 01:09:56,726 --> 01:09:58,602 Well, I forgive you. 1643 01:10:01,147 --> 01:10:02,649 Hey, remember that thing 1644 01:10:02,650 --> 01:10:04,149 you said after I made elite? 1645 01:10:04,150 --> 01:10:05,485 Always treat 1646 01:10:05,486 --> 01:10:06,819 your triumphs like... 1647 01:10:04,150 --> 01:10:06,818 Funerals. 1648 01:10:06,819 --> 01:10:08,486 I remember. 1649 01:10:08,487 --> 01:10:10,198 It was about not letting 1650 01:10:10,199 --> 01:10:11,907 emotions rule your life. 1651 01:10:11,908 --> 01:10:13,201 Emotions lead to 1652 01:10:13,202 --> 01:10:14,493 mistakes, problems. 1653 01:10:15,578 --> 01:10:17,330 - Too many people - think from here. 1654 01:10:17,333 --> 01:10:18,788 Not here. 1655 01:10:18,789 --> 01:10:21,209 You are rare person. 1656 01:10:22,835 --> 01:10:24,316 Well, apparently, I'm one 1657 01:10:24,317 --> 01:10:25,795 in a three and a half billion. 1658 01:10:25,796 --> 01:10:27,006 I can get a doctor's 1659 01:10:27,007 --> 01:10:28,216 note on that. 1660 01:10:30,509 --> 01:10:31,928 Shin, I want to 1661 01:10:31,929 --> 01:10:33,346 get back in shape. 1662 01:10:37,767 --> 01:10:39,851 Will this help? 1663 01:10:39,852 --> 01:10:43,063 [♪♪♪] 1664 01:10:43,064 --> 01:10:44,522 Whoa, this is hard. 1665 01:10:44,523 --> 01:10:46,358 [COUGHING] 1666 01:10:46,359 --> 01:10:48,610 Carley, feel it? 1667 01:10:48,611 --> 01:10:50,113 Yeah. 1668 01:10:51,655 --> 01:10:53,011 Soon you will sweat 1669 01:10:53,012 --> 01:10:54,367 like a pig! 1670 01:10:55,576 --> 01:10:58,078 Run little piggy! 1671 01:10:58,079 --> 01:11:00,038 Seriously, quit smiling! 1672 01:11:00,039 --> 01:11:01,103 You look like 1673 01:11:01,104 --> 01:11:02,165 a Batman villain. 1674 01:11:02,166 --> 01:11:03,500 Faster! 1675 01:11:06,296 --> 01:11:07,505 CARLEY: 1676 01:11:07,506 --> 01:11:08,714 And so I had a third of it, 1677 01:11:06,296 --> 01:11:08,713 which is the world's... 1678 01:11:08,714 --> 01:11:10,341 - [MARK LAUGHING] - Oh, my gosh. 1679 01:11:10,344 --> 01:11:12,385 - CARLEY: - And my legs started shaking. - I'm like, 1680 01:11:12,386 --> 01:11:14,553 - I don't like what's going on. - It's the legs shaking. 1681 01:11:14,556 --> 01:11:15,680 CARLEY: 1682 01:11:15,681 --> 01:11:16,806 Oh, it's about to 1683 01:11:14,553 --> 01:11:16,806 get so much better. 1684 01:11:18,433 --> 01:11:19,892 - Carley. - Hi! 1685 01:11:19,895 --> 01:11:21,560 - I'd like you to - meet Mr. Bowman, 1686 01:11:21,563 --> 01:11:23,520 - He's one of our hospital's - donors, and also... 1687 01:11:23,523 --> 01:11:25,648 - A senior official at - the National Hockey League. 1688 01:11:25,651 --> 01:11:27,191 - It is so nice to - meet you, Carley. 1689 01:11:27,194 --> 01:11:28,818 - My wife and I - love your videos. 1690 01:11:28,821 --> 01:11:30,068 Aw, nice to meet you. 1691 01:11:30,069 --> 01:11:31,904 - You have a beautiful - singing voice. 1692 01:11:31,907 --> 01:11:33,113 Thank you so much. 1693 01:11:33,114 --> 01:11:34,531 - The NHL would - like to offer you... 1694 01:11:34,534 --> 01:11:35,699 Season tickets? 1695 01:11:35,700 --> 01:11:36,866 We'd be delighted. 1696 01:11:36,867 --> 01:11:38,202 A chance to sing the 1697 01:11:38,203 --> 01:11:39,535 National Anthem at a game. 1698 01:11:39,536 --> 01:11:41,247 - I don't know why - I just said that. 1699 01:11:41,250 --> 01:11:42,414 Well, you took a shot. 1700 01:11:42,415 --> 01:11:43,748 What do you say? 1701 01:11:43,749 --> 01:11:45,125 [LAUGHS] 1702 01:11:45,126 --> 01:11:46,752 - CARLEY: - I'm pretty much - Used to singing 1703 01:11:46,755 --> 01:11:48,463 - In front of my - family and friends, 1704 01:11:48,466 --> 01:11:49,860 But now I was about to 1705 01:11:49,861 --> 01:11:51,256 sing on national television 1706 01:11:51,257 --> 01:11:52,966 in front of millions of people. 1707 01:11:52,967 --> 01:11:54,426 Nervous? 1708 01:11:54,427 --> 01:11:55,595 No, singing's 1709 01:11:55,596 --> 01:11:56,761 sort of my thing, I'm... 1710 01:11:56,762 --> 01:11:57,930 I'm good... 1711 01:11:57,931 --> 01:11:59,098 I'm good. 1712 01:12:01,934 --> 01:12:06,271 [CROWD CHEERING] 1713 01:12:06,272 --> 01:12:08,358 ANNOUNCER: 1714 01:12:08,359 --> 01:12:10,443 Will you please remain 1715 01:12:06,272 --> 01:12:10,442 standing and welcome our singer 1716 01:12:10,443 --> 01:12:11,924 for tonight's 1717 01:12:11,925 --> 01:12:13,403 Canadian national anthem. 1718 01:12:13,404 --> 01:12:14,843 She was diagnosed 1719 01:12:14,844 --> 01:12:16,281 with an extremely rare 1720 01:12:16,282 --> 01:12:19,659 trachea cancer in 2013, 1721 01:12:19,660 --> 01:12:21,517 but that has not stopped her 1722 01:12:21,518 --> 01:12:23,372 from performing for us tonight. 1723 01:12:23,373 --> 01:12:24,875 Please join me in 1724 01:12:24,876 --> 01:12:26,375 welcoming Carley Allison! 1725 01:12:26,376 --> 01:12:28,918 [CROWD CHEERING] 1726 01:12:28,919 --> 01:12:32,672 ♪ O, Canada ♪ 1727 01:12:32,673 --> 01:12:37,219 ♪ Our home and native land ♪ 1728 01:12:37,220 --> 01:12:41,181 ♪ True patriot love ♪ 1729 01:12:41,182 --> 01:12:45,560 ♪ In all thy sons command ♪ 1730 01:12:45,561 --> 01:12:48,189 ♪ With glowing hearts 1731 01:12:48,190 --> 01:12:50,815 We see thee rise ♪ 1732 01:12:50,816 --> 01:12:52,902 ♪ The True North 1733 01:12:52,903 --> 01:12:54,986 Strong and free ♪ 1734 01:12:54,987 --> 01:12:58,281 ♪ From far and wide ♪ 1735 01:12:58,282 --> 01:13:02,327 ♪ O, Canada, we stand ♪ 1736 01:13:02,328 --> 01:13:06,748 ♪ On guard for thee ♪ 1737 01:13:06,749 --> 01:13:08,291 ♪ God keep our land ♪ 1738 01:13:08,292 --> 01:13:11,795 ♪ Glorious and free ♪ 1739 01:13:16,633 --> 01:13:22,055 ♪ O Canada, we stand ♪ 1740 01:13:22,056 --> 01:13:27,519 ♪ On guard for thee ♪ 1741 01:13:27,520 --> 01:13:32,690 ♪ O Canada, we stand ♪ 1742 01:13:32,691 --> 01:13:38,530 ♪ On guard for thee ♪ 1743 01:13:38,531 --> 01:13:40,991 [CROWD CHEERING] 1744 01:13:51,419 --> 01:13:53,169 [DOORBELL RINGING] 1745 01:13:53,170 --> 01:13:54,818 Carley, can you 1746 01:13:54,819 --> 01:13:56,466 get the door please? 1747 01:13:59,885 --> 01:14:01,762 - Why are you setting - the table? 1748 01:14:06,725 --> 01:14:10,395 [♪♪♪] 1749 01:14:10,396 --> 01:14:11,814 Please, 1750 01:14:11,815 --> 01:14:13,231 just give me a second. 1751 01:14:13,232 --> 01:14:14,399 What are you doing here? 1752 01:14:14,400 --> 01:14:16,319 I'm sorry, Carley. 1753 01:14:17,612 --> 01:14:19,572 - But I was never afraid - of you or ashamed 1754 01:14:19,575 --> 01:14:21,739 To introduce you to anyone. 1755 01:14:21,740 --> 01:14:23,263 I was embarrassed 1756 01:14:23,264 --> 01:14:24,784 of my own family. 1757 01:14:24,785 --> 01:14:26,454 They're loud, really loud. 1758 01:14:26,455 --> 01:14:28,121 My grandparents live with me. 1759 01:14:28,122 --> 01:14:29,457 They hardly speak 1760 01:14:29,458 --> 01:14:30,791 a word of English. 1761 01:14:32,251 --> 01:14:33,815 I just... I didn't want 1762 01:14:33,816 --> 01:14:35,379 to overwhelm you. 1763 01:14:43,220 --> 01:14:46,223 But I want you. 1764 01:14:47,600 --> 01:14:48,747 Me and you were 1765 01:14:48,748 --> 01:14:49,893 meant to be together. 1766 01:14:52,855 --> 01:14:55,108 Since I was too scared to 1767 01:14:55,109 --> 01:14:57,360 bring you to my family, 1768 01:14:59,654 --> 01:15:01,531 I brought 1769 01:15:01,532 --> 01:15:03,407 my family to you. 1770 01:15:04,783 --> 01:15:06,242 [SHOUTS] 1771 01:15:06,243 --> 01:15:13,082 ♪ You take me away ♪ 1772 01:15:13,083 --> 01:15:14,981 ♪ Pass the clouds 1773 01:15:14,982 --> 01:15:16,878 And into space ♪ 1774 01:15:16,879 --> 01:15:19,590 ♪ I daydream about 1775 01:15:19,591 --> 01:15:22,300 That place ♪ 1776 01:15:22,301 --> 01:15:25,761 ♪ And if I'm lost ♪ 1777 01:15:25,762 --> 01:15:29,265 ♪ I'm lost with you ♪ 1778 01:15:29,266 --> 01:15:33,061 ♪ We don't have to know ♪ 1779 01:15:33,062 --> 01:15:36,022 ♪ Where we're running to ♪ 1780 01:15:36,023 --> 01:15:38,483 ♪ Or where we'll go ♪ 1781 01:15:38,484 --> 01:15:40,361 ♪ We belong where 1782 01:15:40,362 --> 01:15:42,237 The wild things are ♪ 1783 01:15:42,238 --> 01:15:46,449 ♪ You set fire in my heart ♪ 1784 01:15:46,450 --> 01:15:48,390 ♪ We belong where 1785 01:15:48,391 --> 01:15:50,328 The wild things roam ♪ 1786 01:15:50,329 --> 01:15:52,560 ♪ Just take my hand 1787 01:15:52,561 --> 01:15:54,790 I'm yours to follow ♪ 1788 01:15:54,791 --> 01:15:58,127 ♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh ♪ 1789 01:15:58,128 --> 01:16:02,299 ♪ Let's go, let's go ♪ 1790 01:16:05,636 --> 01:16:08,847 [♪♪♪] 1791 01:16:32,329 --> 01:16:34,206 [BLADES SCRAPING] 1792 01:16:35,750 --> 01:16:38,835 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 1793 01:16:42,339 --> 01:16:45,134 [CROWD CHEERING, APPLAUDING] 1794 01:16:48,887 --> 01:16:49,972 - SHIN: - Good job. 1795 01:16:49,975 --> 01:16:51,723 Nice applause. 1796 01:16:51,724 --> 01:16:53,059 CARLEY: 1797 01:16:53,060 --> 01:16:54,393 Are you kidding? I suck now. 1798 01:16:51,724 --> 01:16:54,392 That was embarrassing. 1799 01:16:54,393 --> 01:16:56,228 - If there were any judges - I would have gotten... 1800 01:16:56,231 --> 01:16:57,396 - Top scores. - Are you crazy? 1801 01:16:57,399 --> 01:16:58,731 - Scores based - on difficulty. 1802 01:16:58,734 --> 01:17:00,190 - What you did - was very difficult. 1803 01:17:00,193 --> 01:17:01,650 Yeah, for sure. 1804 01:17:01,651 --> 01:17:03,026 No jokes. 1805 01:17:05,988 --> 01:17:07,302 I am very proud 1806 01:17:07,303 --> 01:17:08,615 of you, Carley. 1807 01:17:08,616 --> 01:17:09,992 Forget competitions. 1808 01:17:09,993 --> 01:17:11,367 Forget medals. 1809 01:17:11,368 --> 01:17:12,786 This was your 1810 01:17:12,787 --> 01:17:14,204 greatest achievement. 1811 01:17:23,547 --> 01:17:25,341 Thank you, Shin. 1812 01:17:32,765 --> 01:17:34,850 [MACHINE WHIRRING] 1813 01:17:45,402 --> 01:17:47,196 Hey, why don't we grab 1814 01:17:47,197 --> 01:17:48,988 some Thai on the way home? 1815 01:17:48,989 --> 01:17:50,907 - Yeah, I could have Thai. - That would be nice. 1816 01:17:50,910 --> 01:17:52,742 No, Sammy hates Thai. 1817 01:17:52,743 --> 01:17:54,161 - Come on. - Have you ever had 1818 01:17:54,164 --> 01:17:55,413 The pineapple fried rice 1819 01:17:55,414 --> 01:17:56,663 from Happy Thai? 1820 01:17:56,664 --> 01:17:58,206 No, is it really good? 1821 01:17:58,207 --> 01:17:59,958 - Oh May, it'll blow - your mind. 1822 01:17:59,959 --> 01:18:00,959 It's beyond. 1823 01:18:00,960 --> 01:18:02,001 [METAL CLINKING] 1824 01:18:02,002 --> 01:18:03,212 Ow! Okay, 1825 01:18:03,213 --> 01:18:04,420 what was that? 1826 01:18:04,421 --> 01:18:05,921 Sammy hates Thai! 1827 01:18:05,922 --> 01:18:07,800 - Let's just get - pizza or something. 1828 01:18:07,803 --> 01:18:09,300 Pizza it is. 1829 01:18:09,301 --> 01:18:10,386 And what is it 1830 01:18:10,387 --> 01:18:11,469 you and the dimes? 1831 01:18:11,470 --> 01:18:13,368 She threw a dime at her 1832 01:18:13,369 --> 01:18:15,264 dad when she was about six 1833 01:18:15,265 --> 01:18:17,414 to get his attention 1834 01:18:17,415 --> 01:18:19,561 and she hasn't stopped. 1835 01:18:19,562 --> 01:18:21,668 If I had a dime for every 1836 01:18:21,669 --> 01:18:23,773 time she threw a dime. 1837 01:18:23,774 --> 01:18:25,005 [CARLEY LAUGHING] 1838 01:18:25,006 --> 01:18:26,234 No, Mom. 1839 01:18:26,235 --> 01:18:28,695 Hey, Doc. 1840 01:18:28,696 --> 01:18:30,823 So we good? 1841 01:18:52,428 --> 01:18:54,597 It spread to my lungs. 1842 01:19:14,742 --> 01:19:18,308 ♪ She must rest now 1843 01:19:18,309 --> 01:19:21,873 Dream so deep ♪ 1844 01:19:21,874 --> 01:19:25,251 ♪ I will caress you ♪ 1845 01:19:25,252 --> 01:19:28,421 ♪ Smile in your sleep ♪ 1846 01:19:28,422 --> 01:19:31,341 ♪ Smile in your sleep ♪ 1847 01:19:32,802 --> 01:19:37,597 ♪ Don't go so fast ♪ 1848 01:19:37,598 --> 01:19:39,829 ♪ And don't get 1849 01:19:39,830 --> 01:19:42,060 Too far away from home ♪ 1850 01:19:43,896 --> 01:19:48,691 ♪ Heaven at last ♪ 1851 01:19:48,692 --> 01:19:51,174 ♪ To see how much 1852 01:19:51,175 --> 01:19:53,656 My baby's grown ♪ 1853 01:19:55,324 --> 01:19:58,598 ♪ She must rest now 1854 01:19:58,599 --> 01:20:01,871 Dream so deep ♪ 1855 01:20:01,872 --> 01:20:05,458 ♪ I will caress you ♪ 1856 01:20:05,459 --> 01:20:08,586 ♪ Smile in your sleep ♪ 1857 01:20:08,587 --> 01:20:12,215 ♪ Smile in your sleep ♪ 1858 01:20:17,095 --> 01:20:20,307 [♪♪♪] 1859 01:20:30,901 --> 01:20:32,235 - [WHISPERS] - I love you. 1860 01:20:55,592 --> 01:20:58,136 I love you, too. 1861 01:21:08,230 --> 01:21:10,024 Sophie told me to write 1862 01:21:10,025 --> 01:21:11,816 a letter to cancer. 1863 01:21:11,817 --> 01:21:14,028 She said her dad did it and 1864 01:21:14,029 --> 01:21:16,237 it helped to focus his feels. 1865 01:21:16,238 --> 01:21:19,575 So, this is what I wrote. 1866 01:21:27,875 --> 01:21:30,044 Fuck you, Cancer. 1867 01:21:33,547 --> 01:21:35,695 [LAUGHING] 1868 01:21:35,696 --> 01:21:37,843 Okay, that was 1869 01:21:33,547 --> 01:21:37,842 a little harsh. 1870 01:21:37,843 --> 01:21:39,553 Although I think it 1871 01:21:39,554 --> 01:21:41,263 is totally accurate. 1872 01:21:42,890 --> 01:21:44,850 I tried to look at it from 1873 01:21:44,851 --> 01:21:46,810 a different perspective. 1874 01:21:48,854 --> 01:21:51,648 "Dear Carley, 1875 01:21:53,275 --> 01:21:56,070 "I'm Cancer. 1876 01:21:58,697 --> 01:22:00,615 "What's up? 1877 01:22:00,616 --> 01:22:01,784 "How ya doing? 1878 01:22:01,785 --> 01:22:02,952 You enjoying the weather? 1879 01:22:04,411 --> 01:22:05,663 "[LAUGHING] 1880 01:22:05,664 --> 01:22:06,914 Just kidding. 1881 01:22:08,707 --> 01:22:10,626 "I can't talk. 1882 01:22:12,586 --> 01:22:14,337 "You can't see me. 1883 01:22:15,422 --> 01:22:18,091 "I don't have any thoughts. 1884 01:22:18,092 --> 01:22:19,802 "I just start growing 1885 01:22:19,803 --> 01:22:21,510 inside you, 1886 01:22:21,511 --> 01:22:24,305 "and the more I grow, 1887 01:22:24,306 --> 01:22:26,100 "the more you die. 1888 01:22:28,727 --> 01:22:30,291 "Basically, I'm like 1889 01:22:30,292 --> 01:22:31,855 a really needy friend. 1890 01:22:33,315 --> 01:22:35,651 "Except I'm not your friend. 1891 01:22:37,653 --> 01:22:39,113 "I don't care about 1892 01:22:39,114 --> 01:22:40,572 you or who you are. 1893 01:22:42,282 --> 01:22:44,618 "All I do is wait for the right 1894 01:22:44,619 --> 01:22:46,953 conditions to try and exist, 1895 01:22:46,954 --> 01:22:49,705 "and at some point you sat 1896 01:22:49,706 --> 01:22:50,728 "in front of a 1897 01:22:50,729 --> 01:22:51,749 microwave for too long, 1898 01:22:51,750 --> 01:22:54,482 "or had bad DNA, or maybe 1899 01:22:54,483 --> 01:22:57,213 even just got unlucky. 1900 01:22:59,716 --> 01:23:01,885 "And that was all I needed. 1901 01:23:04,179 --> 01:23:06,515 "You're just a Petri dish. 1902 01:23:08,058 --> 01:23:10,310 "Thanks for the ecosystem, dude. 1903 01:23:12,604 --> 01:23:14,314 "Love, Cancer." 1904 01:23:20,029 --> 01:23:21,197 In a figure staking 1905 01:23:21,198 --> 01:23:22,363 competition, the area where 1906 01:23:22,364 --> 01:23:23,469 you get your scores 1907 01:23:23,470 --> 01:23:24,573 is called the kiss and cry. 1908 01:23:24,574 --> 01:23:26,368 It was created by champions 1909 01:23:26,369 --> 01:23:28,161 who came long before me, 1910 01:23:28,162 --> 01:23:29,851 who realized it's not 1911 01:23:29,852 --> 01:23:31,539 about what happens 1912 01:23:31,540 --> 01:23:33,062 when you're in the box, just 1913 01:23:33,063 --> 01:23:34,583 how many times you're in it. 1914 01:23:34,584 --> 01:23:35,857 How many times you 1915 01:23:35,858 --> 01:23:37,128 keep putting yourself 1916 01:23:37,129 --> 01:23:38,796 out there for marks. 1917 01:23:38,797 --> 01:23:40,132 And keep coming back no 1918 01:23:40,133 --> 01:23:41,465 matter what the results are. 1919 01:23:41,466 --> 01:23:44,678 [♪♪♪] 1920 01:23:56,398 --> 01:23:58,942 Treat funerals like triumphs. 1921 01:24:01,111 --> 01:24:03,154 What did that mean? 1922 01:24:03,155 --> 01:24:05,282 It means that life 1923 01:24:05,283 --> 01:24:07,408 is full of moments 1924 01:24:07,409 --> 01:24:09,348 in which you can choose 1925 01:24:09,349 --> 01:24:11,287 to smile or not smile. 1926 01:24:21,090 --> 01:24:23,092 Let's be real, 1927 01:24:23,093 --> 01:24:25,093 do I wish I was at school? 1928 01:24:25,094 --> 01:24:26,802 Yes. 1929 01:24:26,803 --> 01:24:28,221 Do I wish I could be 1930 01:24:28,222 --> 01:24:29,638 training every day? 1931 01:24:29,639 --> 01:24:31,849 Absolutely. 1932 01:24:31,850 --> 01:24:33,435 But these last two years 1933 01:24:33,436 --> 01:24:35,019 have taught me so much 1934 01:24:35,020 --> 01:24:36,834 that I refuse to believe 1935 01:24:36,835 --> 01:24:38,647 the cancer inside 1936 01:24:38,648 --> 01:24:40,482 of me is a killer. 1937 01:24:40,483 --> 01:24:43,424 It doesn't mean it's nice, 1938 01:24:43,425 --> 01:24:46,364 but we all can make the choice. 1939 01:24:49,076 --> 01:24:51,494 And I choose to smile. 1940 01:24:52,955 --> 01:24:54,456 That's my triumph. 1941 01:24:59,169 --> 01:25:01,588 A lot of things were kisses. 1942 01:25:04,424 --> 01:25:06,760 Cancer was a cry. 1943 01:25:08,303 --> 01:25:10,846 But it wasn't my only score. 1944 01:25:10,847 --> 01:25:14,059 [♪♪♪] 1945 01:25:24,111 --> 01:25:25,592 So you might take me 1946 01:25:25,593 --> 01:25:27,072 away from all of this... 1947 01:25:29,658 --> 01:25:31,139 but you also remind me that 1948 01:25:31,140 --> 01:25:32,619 I got to leave my mark. 1949 01:25:35,164 --> 01:25:36,415 And that I am 1950 01:25:36,416 --> 01:25:37,666 surrounded by love. 1951 01:25:38,834 --> 01:25:41,628 [♪♪♪] 1952 01:25:55,725 --> 01:25:58,186 All right. 1953 01:25:58,187 --> 01:25:59,854 Thank you, Mr. John. 1954 01:25:59,855 --> 01:26:01,523 No problem. 1955 01:26:02,858 --> 01:26:04,484 - You guys - need anything? 1956 01:26:04,487 --> 01:26:05,734 Some hot chocolate? 1957 01:26:05,735 --> 01:26:06,986 Want to take the truck? 1958 01:26:06,987 --> 01:26:08,697 - No one drives - your truck. 1959 01:26:08,700 --> 01:26:11,033 - If you want to take the truck, - you can take the truck. 1960 01:26:11,036 --> 01:26:12,950 Don't be weird. 1961 01:26:12,951 --> 01:26:14,140 Just keep hoarding your 1962 01:26:14,141 --> 01:26:15,328 truck like a normal dad. 1963 01:26:15,329 --> 01:26:16,621 - JOHN: - That's all right, Mark. 1964 01:26:16,624 --> 01:26:18,165 - We'll walk, - it's not too far. 1965 01:26:18,168 --> 01:26:19,748 I will take that though. 1966 01:26:19,749 --> 01:26:21,375 Thank you, Mom. 1967 01:26:21,376 --> 01:26:23,295 - All right guys, - see you in a bit. 1968 01:26:23,298 --> 01:26:24,963 - MAY: - See you in a bit. 1969 01:26:30,135 --> 01:26:32,427 I love you. 1970 01:26:32,428 --> 01:26:34,639 I love you, too. 1971 01:26:37,517 --> 01:26:40,686 Okay, go have fun. 1972 01:26:40,687 --> 01:26:43,899 [♪♪♪] 1973 01:26:50,989 --> 01:26:53,033 ♪ I may have grown apart 1974 01:26:53,034 --> 01:26:55,076 From others ♪ 1975 01:26:55,077 --> 01:26:57,705 ♪ Thinking days here 1976 01:26:57,706 --> 01:27:00,332 In the dark give me change ♪ 1977 01:27:05,545 --> 01:27:08,194 ♪ But hold on 1978 01:27:08,195 --> 01:27:10,841 Disasters always spread apart ♪ 1979 01:27:10,842 --> 01:27:13,344 ♪ My line of reason ♪ 1980 01:27:13,345 --> 01:27:14,784 CARLEY: You ready? 1981 01:27:14,785 --> 01:27:16,223 JOHN: Yeah. 1982 01:27:21,186 --> 01:27:22,938 - CARLEY: - Just keep upright. 1983 01:27:24,231 --> 01:27:25,439 There you go. 1984 01:27:25,440 --> 01:27:27,566 Just push your feet. 1985 01:27:27,567 --> 01:27:28,589 See? So much better 1986 01:27:28,590 --> 01:27:29,610 than last year. 1987 01:27:29,611 --> 01:27:31,571 - Still can't stop, - though. 1988 01:27:32,948 --> 01:27:35,116 You'll stop eventually. 1989 01:27:35,117 --> 01:27:36,952 Very funny. 1990 01:27:41,290 --> 01:27:42,645 You're always 1991 01:27:42,646 --> 01:27:44,000 making me look bad. 1992 01:27:46,878 --> 01:27:48,588 You look good to me. 1993 01:27:50,132 --> 01:27:51,133 You're just 1994 01:27:51,134 --> 01:27:52,134 forgetting one thing. 1995 01:27:53,593 --> 01:27:55,344 What's that? 1996 01:27:55,345 --> 01:27:58,264 [♪♪♪] 1997 01:27:58,265 --> 01:28:00,267 Smile. 1998 01:28:12,279 --> 01:28:14,323 Always smile. 1999 01:28:25,750 --> 01:28:30,588 ♪ Here in a familiar place ♪ 2000 01:28:32,507 --> 01:28:35,884 ♪ We got our heads down ♪ 2001 01:28:35,885 --> 01:28:39,097 ♪ And then we pretend it's 2002 01:28:39,098 --> 01:28:42,308 'Cause the night is dark ♪ 2003 01:28:42,309 --> 01:28:44,269 - MAN: - I'm not sure if - You've ever heard 2004 01:28:44,272 --> 01:28:46,229 - The name - Carley Allison before, 2005 01:28:46,232 --> 01:28:47,794 But Carley, at the age 2006 01:28:47,795 --> 01:28:49,357 of 17, was diagnosed 2007 01:28:49,358 --> 01:28:50,463 with a very rare form 2008 01:28:50,464 --> 01:28:51,566 of cancer. 2009 01:28:51,567 --> 01:28:52,673 Everybody is kind of 2010 01:28:52,674 --> 01:28:53,777 living their lives 2011 01:28:53,778 --> 01:28:54,779 and then all of the 2012 01:28:54,780 --> 01:28:55,780 sudden this just happens, 2013 01:28:55,781 --> 01:28:57,698 this just falls in her lap. 2014 01:28:57,699 --> 01:28:59,535 So today I found out, as I'm 2015 01:28:59,536 --> 01:29:01,369 sure you may already know, 2016 01:29:01,370 --> 01:29:03,037 Carley passed away. 2017 01:29:03,038 --> 01:29:04,705 She was 19. 2018 01:29:04,706 --> 01:29:05,916 Nineteen years old. 2019 01:29:05,917 --> 01:29:07,124 And she spent the better part 2020 01:29:07,125 --> 01:29:09,002 - of the last two years - fighting this thing. 2021 01:29:09,005 --> 01:29:11,004 - WOMAN: - The fact she was - Able to stay positive 2022 01:29:11,005 --> 01:29:12,005 And upbeat and inspire 2023 01:29:12,006 --> 01:29:13,006 people through all of it. 2024 01:29:13,007 --> 01:29:14,508 MAN: 2025 01:29:14,509 --> 01:29:16,009 Absolutely. She was the example 2026 01:29:13,006 --> 01:29:16,008 for all of us 2027 01:29:16,009 --> 01:29:17,552 and she was determined 2028 01:29:17,553 --> 01:29:19,094 not to let cancer win 2029 01:29:19,095 --> 01:29:20,430 and even though she succumbed 2030 01:29:20,431 --> 01:29:21,763 to it, it didn't win. 2031 01:29:21,764 --> 01:29:23,182 So our heart from Kiss 92.5 2032 01:29:23,183 --> 01:29:24,599 goes out to her father, 2033 01:29:24,600 --> 01:29:25,727 her mother, 2034 01:29:25,728 --> 01:29:26,852 her older sister, Riley, 2035 01:29:26,853 --> 01:29:28,312 her younger sister, Samantha. 2036 01:29:28,313 --> 01:29:29,772 - You have to be - hurting right now, 2037 01:29:29,775 --> 01:29:33,442 But wow you must be so proud. 2038 01:29:33,443 --> 01:29:38,655 ♪ Let's get on another flight ♪ 2039 01:29:38,656 --> 01:29:42,910 ♪ Maybe set out to sea ♪ 2040 01:29:42,911 --> 01:29:45,622 ♪ Kick it up and 2041 01:29:45,623 --> 01:29:48,332 Shake a fist at it ♪ 2042 01:29:48,333 --> 01:29:50,981 ♪ Cause death is 2043 01:29:50,982 --> 01:29:53,629 Harder to come by ♪ 2044 01:29:54,881 --> 01:29:58,551 ♪ Than it is to breathe ♪ 2045 01:29:58,552 --> 01:30:01,200 ♪ When you gotta 2046 01:30:01,201 --> 01:30:03,847 Make a break for it ♪ 2047 01:30:03,848 --> 01:30:06,413 ♪ 'Cause it's been 2048 01:30:06,414 --> 01:30:08,978 A long time of this ♪ 2049 01:30:11,940 --> 01:30:15,984 ♪ Something has got to give ♪ 2050 01:30:15,985 --> 01:30:17,799 ♪ Everyone here 2051 01:30:17,800 --> 01:30:19,612 Is ready to go ♪ 2052 01:30:19,613 --> 01:30:21,491 ♪ It's been a hard year 2053 01:30:21,492 --> 01:30:23,367 With nothing to show ♪ 2054 01:30:23,368 --> 01:30:26,661 ♪ From down this road ♪ 2055 01:30:26,662 --> 01:30:31,375 ♪ It's only on we go ♪ 2056 01:30:31,376 --> 01:30:33,211 ♪ Everyone here 2057 01:30:33,212 --> 01:30:35,045 Is ready to go ♪ 2058 01:30:35,046 --> 01:30:36,944 ♪ It's been a hard year 2059 01:30:36,945 --> 01:30:38,840 And I only know ♪ 2060 01:30:38,841 --> 01:30:42,219 ♪ From down this low ♪ 2061 01:30:42,220 --> 01:30:44,994 ♪ It's only up 2062 01:30:44,995 --> 01:30:47,767 It's only up we go ♪ 2063 01:31:03,032 --> 01:31:06,994 ♪ Nothing gives easy ♪ 2064 01:31:06,995 --> 01:31:10,372 ♪ Easy gives nothing ♪ 2065 01:31:10,373 --> 01:31:14,585 ♪ I'm just tryin' a keep ♪ 2066 01:31:14,586 --> 01:31:18,380 ♪ Income coming in ♪ 2067 01:31:18,381 --> 01:31:22,009 ♪ Dawn is bound to break ♪ 2068 01:31:22,010 --> 01:31:26,221 ♪ When the night is done ♪ 2069 01:31:26,222 --> 01:31:30,267 ♪ Always darker days ♪ 2070 01:31:30,268 --> 01:31:35,190 ♪ Before brighter ones ♪ 2071 01:31:40,111 --> 01:31:43,323 ♪ Brighter ones ♪ 2072 01:31:47,619 --> 01:31:50,830 ♪ Brighter ones ♪ 2073 01:31:55,627 --> 01:31:58,838 ♪ Brighter ones ♪ 2074 01:32:02,925 --> 01:32:04,364 CARLEY: 2075 01:32:04,365 --> 01:32:05,803 My eyes have been 2076 01:32:02,925 --> 01:32:05,802 opened to way more things 2077 01:32:05,803 --> 01:32:06,992 than I could ever 2078 01:32:06,993 --> 01:32:08,180 imagined at 18. 2079 01:32:08,181 --> 01:32:10,058 - If I was to say to someone - going through cancer 2080 01:32:10,061 --> 01:32:11,767 - I'd say the typical - things, you know, 2081 01:32:11,770 --> 01:32:13,207 Keep your head up. 2082 01:32:13,208 --> 01:32:14,645 But after going through it, 2083 01:32:14,646 --> 01:32:16,043 I know it seems like 2084 01:32:16,044 --> 01:32:17,439 there's never an end 2085 01:32:17,440 --> 01:32:19,484 - when you're going through. - Especially chemo. 2086 01:32:19,487 --> 01:32:21,611 - But you just have to remember - that everyone is there 2087 01:32:21,614 --> 01:32:23,279 For you all the time 2088 01:32:23,280 --> 01:32:24,946 and you will get through it. 2089 01:32:24,947 --> 01:32:26,074 Never put 2090 01:32:26,075 --> 01:32:27,199 the doubts in your mind. 2091 01:32:27,200 --> 01:32:28,576 Never think, oh, well, 2092 01:32:28,577 --> 01:32:29,682 I'm really, 2093 01:32:29,683 --> 01:32:30,785 really not feeling well. 2094 01:32:30,786 --> 01:32:32,539 - You're gonna get - better in the end. 2095 01:32:32,542 --> 01:32:35,541 You've gotta keep that in mind. 2096 01:32:35,542 --> 01:32:37,315 ♪ Everyone here 2097 01:32:37,316 --> 01:32:39,086 Is ready to go ♪ 2098 01:32:39,087 --> 01:32:40,881 ♪ It's been a hard year 2099 01:32:40,882 --> 01:32:42,673 With nothing to show ♪ 2100 01:32:42,674 --> 01:32:46,134 ♪ From down this road ♪ 2101 01:32:46,135 --> 01:32:50,681 ♪ It's only on we go ♪ 2102 01:32:50,682 --> 01:32:52,517 ♪ Everyone here 2103 01:32:52,518 --> 01:32:54,351 Is ready to go ♪ 2104 01:32:54,352 --> 01:32:56,271 ♪ It's been a hard year 2105 01:32:56,272 --> 01:32:58,188 But I only know ♪ 2106 01:32:58,189 --> 01:33:01,609 ♪ From down this low ♪ 2107 01:33:01,610 --> 01:33:06,864 ♪ It's only up, up we go ♪ 2108 01:33:07,305 --> 01:33:13,251 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from OpenSubtitles.org 2109 01:33:14,305 --> 01:33:20,870 -= www.OpenSubtitles.org =- 120238

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